The Second Life's

XXVIII - Son of Marquess

The art exhibition started at the same time as the day before. Felice's show was done yesterday so she didn't go to the hall to enliven the atmosphere. Feline is a little girl who is the opposite of her brother, she can not stand if she has to sit still in one boring place while there is fun that she can find elsewhere.

Unable to persuade Felice to come with him, Feline reluctantly goes alone with her friends. This was the result Felice had already expected, so she simply waved her hand with a small smile at the reluctant look of her little sister who looked shrill.

The classroom is basically pretty empty. Most of the students have also gone to enjoy their annual school event. There were only about four to five people left including Felice himself who were still living in the classroom on personal grounds respectively.

Felice closed her eyes and heard a foreign language song playing through her headset. The song that the little girl heard was not a popular type of song for the younger generation in general. It was a kind of western song that is quite old style with a slow sensation that is rarely liked by children today.

The song that was not well known among the youngster was now comfortably enjoyed by Felice. The little girl closed her eyes with muscles of her shoulders and back that were much more relaxed than tension on a typical day.

It almost becomes Felice's routine sometimes to pass the time. Listening to songs is one method to make the human mind become more relaxed after the brain experiences heavy work and pain due to fatigue. Of course, people will usually listen to their favorite songs that are able to calm their minds.

Felice is different.

He did not listen to songs to relax his mind, but to train his mental resilience.

The habit of listening to songs has been demonstrated by Felice since the last two months. Of course Felice usually always wears a headset when playing a song, no one knows what kind of song he is listening to. That's why no one knows that the song that Felice heard is a kind of dangerous song that is very damaging to human mental psychology and has become a banned song by the public in invisible.

Every song Felice heard was a type of song that had a bad reputation around the world. This perfectly normal-looking little girl is actually secretly watching a song that is capable of damaging human psychology.

If Julia listened to the song that Felice was playing, she would immediately burst into anger and become frightened. How not? The song Felice is now listening to is one of the songs that topped the list as the kind of song that caused millions of people to commit suicide after listening to it.

The song was banned by the government from the country of origin, but there are still hidden sites that still store the song even though the possibility of finding it is one of millions of possibilities.

Felice secretly downloaded the song from an overseas site that matched her previous life's experience.

Of course Felice knew clearly the dangers of the songs, but he had long planned this. He used several months to give himself a rare vacation and break to enjoy the luxury of affection and the normal life of a child that he once was quite hard to come by.

After her break time ran out, the little girl immediately prepared a long-term training plan in anticipation of the possibility that was happening in the future. Felice was indeed blessed with the memories and experiences of a lifetime, but to be able to use her full strength to the fullest, she needed to train herself from the starting point back.

And one of his training plans is mental training.

Felice himself can be said to be quite knowledgeable about the science of psychology. He deliberately used his understanding of human psychology and deciphered the deadly meaning of the song to give himself the greatest possible attack effect, at the same time Felice let her self-defense open and slowly began to rebuild her psychological shield in the face of the negative psychological suggestions of the song.

This process was repeated by Felice for many times each little girl had free time. This is a dangerous step that is very risky. One mistake and he would actually be slaughtered himself by his actions, but until now Felice had never stopped his intentions or started to hesitate when he started the action.

He needs to get stronger. His experience of seven years in a tough environment made Felice know clearly that the dangerous threat that can be posed by the surrounding is not only about the effects to the physical, but also mental.

The attacks and damage inflicted on the human mind can be even more frightening than the attacks on the physical.

Felice has seen the fate of people who have experienced mental collapse. It was a much more painful type of life compared to the physical damage that could obviously be repaired easily by the medical technology of today.

Felice himself also had a troublesome psychological illness. Although he had been strong enough in the past, yet his illness still had not found a full solution. She did not know if her illness would carry with her soul into this new body of hers, but Felice did not bother her much. His current priority was to rebuild his sturdy mental defensive wall like in the past.

The easiest way to do this is to listen to this song. It might not be very good, yet he had to settle for the method he was able to endure for now. His desire to become stronger deepened after his experience with Vendry's forest paintings.

He was shaken with the fact that psychological defenses were so easily destroyed into slags under the influence of a mere painting.

This was a thorn that was still lodged quietly in his throat.

Felice could not find the origin of the cause of his awkwardness through Vendry's painting, but one thing was clear he was still too weak. His mental endurance was still far from strong compared to his possession in his past life.

That's why Felice is increasingly driven to suppress himself and do extreme training to get the results he wants.

Felice closed her eyes, she was already more used to every beat and lyric of the song. This little girl casually reevaluated her psychological resilience after several training sessions.

Now that listening to the song feels nothing more, Felice even uses her rational mind to describe all the bad influences of the song in the public eye.

Felice opened her eyes and looked out the bright window. The little girl smiled and said faintly, "The sun today is much less disturbing as usual huh..."