Santri Famiglia's

Santri Famiglia's
Proposal Answers



He cleared his throat and interrupted their conversation, "What are you talking about? School has not graduated. It's too soon to talk about it now."


Embara looked at her father. He was a little upset because he had not received an answer from Sanubari because of his father. With furrowed brows Embara replied to Kelana, "Papa, I've been seventeen years."


"You're a minor."


"But I can still get married if Papa allows."


"Unfortunately, papa will only allow it if you're old enough. School was right, just think about it!" concluded Kelana smiling win, "now, let Sanubari rest first!"


Kelana invites Sanubari into the house. He gave me his own room on the second floor. Initially, Kembara invited Sanubari to play fencing. However, Kelana does not allow. He explained about the condition of Sanubari who had just come out of the hospital.


He left again after taking Sanubari to his house. There is no activity Sanubari does today. He shared his story with the twins, ate, took a bath and returned to his room.


Tonight is so quiet. Sanubari looked at the night sky from the veranda of the room. The night wind cooled his skin, providing a momentary peace until someone slipped into his room without permission.


"What do you see? There are no moons and stars tonight."


The voice of the girl Sanubari recognized sounded very close, making her turn to the source of the voice. The Embara wearing a nightgown was suddenly already by his side, looking at the same sky.


"Emm?"


Sanubari was a little misbehaved. He doesn't know what to say. All he could do was shift his standing position three steps away from where it had originally been.


One gust of wind later, the sound of a very familiar social media notification was heard. The sound provoked Embara to notice the flat object in Sanubari's hand. The Embara retreated the distance between the two of them.


"You got a cell phone?" The embryo slips its long, dilated hair into the ear, "why not say it?"


In the next second, Embara snatched the phone without permission. At first glance he saw a notification of a personal message. To treat curiosity, he opened the message at will.


"The mountain? Who's Zunta?" ask Embara when reading the name of the sender of the message.


From the contents of his message, Sanubari seems familiar with this person named Zunta. Embara doesn't know she's a girl or a boy. His profile picture is just a watermelon. Embara opens a profile of Sanubari's account. There was only one follower that Sanubari also followed.


Even Sanubari has only one. A photo together. There was a disturbing sense of turbulence in the chest when he saw Sanubari so close to the little blonde girl in the photo. What makes Embara jealous the most is the caption on the post, 'Will not be forgotten.'.


Sanubari pointed to a photo of the upload that Embara saw. The heart of Embara is becoming uncomfortable. In the photo, the girl is still a child. But in ten years he will look more mature.


Emgara felt defeated. He only had a chance to get to know Sanubari for two years. It was not every day they could meet because he had to go to school.


Restlessly, Embara said, "Oh, yes?? Do you like her? Is that why you follow each other? And you only uploaded one photo?"


Sanubari did not expect to be asked that many questions. He explained that he never shared his account with anyone. The account was created by Zunta. The first post and the description was made by the little girl. That is why there is only one follower, follow and upload.


Sanubari liked Zunta as a younger brother. That little girl was so fun being a brother. Hearing that, Embara felt relieved. Not wanting to one day be preceded by the little gadiz, Embara repeated his statement this afternoon. However, Sanubari has not given certainty, it could be that someone else will fill the void in Sanubari's heart if he does not tie it first.


"Em, for now I haven't thought about marriage. The house doesn't have." Sanubari smiled bitterly.


"You'll have a house near here. What does it have to do with having a home or not thinking about marriage?"


Sanubari smiled looking straight. He took a deep breath, not wanting to reveal the real reason for being reluctant to visit the old house. In that one breath, Sanubari prepared an answer.


"That's papa's house. I want to have my own home and work first. Getting married isn't as simple as you think, Em. I don't want to make my little family in the future lack happiness because I can't always be with them. Making them miserable and hungry for not having a job that could benefit them."


Sanubari remembered his own story as he said it word for word. Everything is still clearly imprinted in the memory, about him being separated from his father for ten years, living in poverty, oppressed, sometimes having to watch his mother struggle hard to hold hunger in order to ensure the fullness of the child's stomach. He admitted that he did not lack the affection of Sanum. Even Sanubari can be happy in simplicity.


However, the inner Sanubari is enough to see the struggle of the mother. Although Sanum never complains, Sanubari's conscience rises up by itself. Until finally Sanubari has a goal to make Sanum happy. However, the woman was gone before Sanubari could realize his ideals.


These events became a reflection for Sanubari. The meeting with the father who Sanubari thought could be a turning point in the tribulation, in fact not as beautiful as his expectations. His life has improved and is more peaceful. But all of that is only at the beginning.


In the end, Sanubari suffers a kidnapping that causes him to be separated from his family for quite a while. After being away from the family there are still some people who are after him. Sanubari wanted to find a safe place and make sure people like them no longer came to her, only then would Sanubari probably think about marriage. He did not want what happened to him to happen to his future family. Unfortunately, Sanubari does not yet know how to get the peace he wants.


Embara listened to Sanubari carefully. He and his own brother had never undergone such a great ordeal, could not Embara imagine himself experiencing the same thing.


At least Embara does not regard Sanubari's sentences as subtly rejected. The girl hugged Sanubari from the side. As if he could feel Sanubari's feelings, the Embara tears just dripped down.


"I'm sorry, I didn't know you had a very hard life." The gust drowned his face on Sanubari's shoulder.


Sanubari could hear the vibrating sound of the Embara holding the sobbing. He looked at the girl who was only a little shoulder height. Sanubari. Whereas Sanubari was shorter than Embara, he would not be able to see the crown of this girl if not standing on a higher ground or this girl humbled her body for him. Now, that situation is turning around.