
Sanubari turned his head while holding back the pain of his own actions. He looked at the door that was still tightly closed. There, Abrizar and Anki called out to him.
"I'm fine" Sanubari said later. He quickly put on his pants before they really forced their way in.
"really?" asked Anki who was still holding the doorknob, but no longer trying to pull it.
"Yes." Yeah."
"You sure? So, what was that noise?" timpal Abrizar who made Sanubari instantly touched the forehead.
"God." His eel was throbbing pain as he exerted light pressure, it seemed like Sanubari was banging his forehead too hard.
He turned his body, stepping into the front of the glass above the sink. He looked at his face. Especially the forehead.
"Thank God not for a moment" he murmured.
Then, he touched the left arm. Sanubari hissed when the cloth touched his skin. The missile's scratches have not fully recovered. But he doesn't have to worry about that.
They won't know there's a cut there because Anki gave him a long-sleeved t-shirt. But then, Sanubari remembered something. When going to shower earlier, all of his clothes have been replaced with other clean clothes. For a moment Sanubari fell silent, thinking about who changed her clothes when she was in an unconscious state.
"Sanu!"
The call of Abrizar awakens Sanubari from his daydream. "Ah, yes!"
"Hurry out when you're done! Don't stay in the bathroom! There will be many demons teasing you if you look too long there" advises Abrizar.
Sanubari did not respond. He could not believe Abrizar's words that sounded like a joke. The teenager took a deep breath, then exhaled it from the mouth. He did it over and over again to calm his mind. Moreover, there was Anki who was waiting for him.
He must be able to control his mind in order to be ordinary. Do not let his image fall worse than before. There's been enough badness that he showed today.
"Sanu!" call Abrizar again because the teenager did not come out.
Sanubari walked to the door. He opened the lock, then pulled the door inside. "I'm done."
After each of them ablution, Anki took the plinth to be held in front of the television. All three congregate there. After the prayer, Abrizar and Sanubari continued the pending talks.
Finally, Sanubari opened his heart to Abrizar. He told me everything without anything being covered. Sanubari bowed in his sila. Anki may have heard this from Eiji, but saying it from her own mouth made Sanubari lose face.
Abrizar took it very carefully. He must be careful to think of the right answer. Because, the response may affect how Sanubari views the world after this.
After digesting everything, Abrizar chanted an answer in the form of a holy verse, "Wa ma kanna limu'minin ay yaqtula mu'minan illa kha'a, wa man qatala mu'minan kha'an fa ta riru raqabatim mu'minatiw wa diyatum musallamatun ila ahlihi ay yaszaddaqu, fa in kanna min qwa kanna limu'minin ay yaqtula mu'minan ila kha'a, wa man qatala mu'minan kha'an fa ta rirru raqabatim mu'minatiw wa diyatum musallamatun ila ahlihi ay yaszaddaqu, fa in kanna min qaumin ‘aduwil lakum wa huwa mu'minun fa ta riru raqabatim mu'minah, wa in kanna min qaumim bainakum wa bainahum miaqun fa diyatum musallamatun ila ahlihi wa ta riru raqabatim mu'minah, fa mal lam yajid fa ishiyamu syahraini mutatabiaini taubatam minallah, wa kanallahu ‘aliman ⁇ aka."
The ninety-two verses of An-Nisa's letter were very beautiful airs. Abrizar's voice was so soft, it was soothing to anyone who heard it. Anki likes to hear the voice of Abrizar when teaching.
Abrizar attributed it to the meaning of the letter, "And it is not worth for a believer to kill a believer (another), except for being wrong (unintentionally) ...."
The word 'except' gives Sanubari some relief. He did not know whether he was a Muslim or not, but he injured the man purely because of his innocence. However, Sanubari's relief did not last long. Abrizar continued the next sentence.
"... and whosoever kills a believer in fault (shall) he set free a believing slave and pay the diat handed over to his family (he shall be killed), unless they (family killed) give alms."
Anki and Sanubari listened to Abrizar's words without interrupting. The continued meaning of the verse made Sanubari rethink. He did accidentally hit the vital part because of the instinct to protect himself.
"Isn't that the same as doing it on purpose?" batin Sanubari worried because of the ambiguous understanding of intention.
"If he is (killed) from a people who are hostile to you, when he believes, then (shall the murderer) set free the believing slave of danger. And if he (he is killed) of the people (sorry) that there is a covenant (peace) between them and you, so (let the murderer) pay for the diat handed over to his family (the slain one) and set free the faithful slave of peril."
"really so. It's good that you understand without me explaining further" Abrizar replied with a smile.
"Then, what is the diat and the servant of peril?" Sanubari's eyes radiate hope. He really wanted to do penance.
"It was a kind of fine. While the slave of perahaya is a slave."
"Where can I find a slave to set free?"
"For this one, you can finish by eliminating SM," said Abrizar.
Anki began not to understand the contents of this conversation. While Sanubari understood the meaning of Abrizar. BC is a slavery organization. Which means, he could free the slaves by destroying SM.
"Then, let's go to Korea after this! I'm ready******* them," said Sanubari enthusiastically. He got his spirit back.
So excited, Sanubari forgets Anki who sat down behind him. As soon as he realized, he immediately turned his body, facing Anki who was still wearing face.
"I hope you didn't misunderstand me after hearing all this. I really did not intentionally this morning. Suppose they don't carry weapons, maybe I don't ..," Sanubari explained once again.
"I understand," Anki replied briefly.
For a moment there was silence between them. Sanubari noticed Anki's face fixedly, not wanting to miss the change of the girl's facial water for a second. Anki is smiling. However, it was like there was something else behind his smile.
The girl stared, through the depths of Sanubari's eyes. He opened his mouth again. "Sanu, don't you want to get Eiji's sister out of Onyoudan? Why did you go in there?"
"This is my way of getting him out. I promise, I will definitely take Brother Eiji out of Onyoudan," Sanubari asserted steadily.
Anki lowered her gaze. "But, by going in there, you ...."
"I'll be more careful."
"Hm, that? You sure you won't fall into the same abyss as them? Then, what does it mean *******? Korea, SM, what is it all?" anki cecar.
Unknowingly, Sanubari was lured to talk more. "SM is mafia slavery. That's why I want to stop them. I want to create peace for everyone."
Abrizar interrupted the conversation. "Unfortunately, I'm not sure there will be any one of us among their victims."
Sanubari turned back. "We can ask him one-on-one. That doesn't matter. So, what about the fine? How much should I pay?"
"One hundred camels with different details. If cashed maybe about three to four billion rupiahs. Do you know that guy's family?"
"That's ...." Sanubari suddenly bowed lethargic. Let alone know his family, know his victims not. Plus, he was not holding that much money right now.
"What am I supposed to do?" sanubari was desperate.
"You have not heard the end of the verse which I have read," Abrizar continued, "who does not have it, so he (the murderer) fasts two consecutive months for the acceptance of repentance from Allah. And Allah is All-Knowing, All-Wise."
It seems, Sanubari has found a solution to the problem. However, the fear has not completely disappeared.
He asked again, "Is it enough just that?"
"If you promise not to repeat it, God willing, you will be forgiven. As the seventeenth verse of the Surah of An-Nisa explains, repentance by Allah is only repentance for those who do evil because of ignorance, and then they repent immediately, and it is they whom Allah has accepted, and Allah is All-Knowing, All-Wise."