Loving You Secretly
Allegiance
“Eh Ren, Rio seems to have a crush lo deh, samperin gih” chirped Mita suddenly made Iren choke with ice cubes that had just been chewed. “Iya tuh Ren, from earlier ogled lo keep” timpal Tami while glancing towards Rio who was busy chatting with his boy friend. It is confirmed that less than 5 minutes once Rio's eyeballs rotate towards Iren Cs. “Ren, this is a good opportunity to try to eat your guy who is on another planet that” Mita said with a confident tone. While Tami just nodded while devouring the banana aroma that was in his grasp. “Ren, we also do not feel at home menggeliat lo menggamunin lo girlfriend who kidnapped the alien was” said Mita once again. Iren only fell silent while stirring his orange ice that stayed half a glass. “Cakep is saucy but yaaa. he is far away in sono Ren” added Tami. Iren was getting quiet.
There was actually an angry turmoil in his heart when he heard the conversation of his two friends who continued to corner Kak Ramon, Iren's man. They were made when Iren was in 2nd grade and Kak Ramon 3rd class. To be sure, it was the fondest memory in Iren's mind. The moment where Brother Ramon is always nearby with a smile. A year has passed. Kak Ramon is now continuing his studies at ITB Bandung Informatics Engineering. It sounds cool, but because of that Iren became lonely. That's because Ramon's brother who started calling rarely and his phone is also not active. That made Iren anxious. “Maybe she already has a girl” chirps Mita suddenly makes Tami nudge her arms hard. Indeed, hearing Mita's words made Iren's emotions peak. Iren stood up leaving his two companions in haste, his eyes angry with offense.
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“The number you contacted is off, please leave a message.” The sentence always buzzed loudly when Iren tried to contact Brother Ramon. That made Iren anxious. “What did Mita really say?” Iren asked in his heart. Perhaps Brother Ramon has possessed me, but. ah is impossible!!. Maybe he's busy. While the mind–the thought was raging in Iren's head. He did not realize that there was a guy sitting next to him. “Woi, daydreaming aja” said the guy half snapped making Iren flutter in surprise. “Apaan anyway, Yo..” said Iren while patting Rio's arm. “I just want to say that from earlier you were daydreaming teruuss” said Rio in an exaggerated tone. Iren was only speechless annoyed that Rio had interrupted his daydreaming clock. After all, Rio was watching me continuously, said Iren upset in his heart. Although actually in my heart Iren was not too angry when he looked at Rio's face that looked cool with hair challenging the sky. It is fitting that many girls idolize a Rio just like the two friends Iren has. “Woiii!!! really you know his work daydreaming, lest you daydream me yaa..” guess Rio with confidence. Ihhhh please de mengglamunin Rio, GR-ran really ni son. Iren's mouth could only mutter after hearing Rio's guess that iced tea aka teu-sok. “You wish” said Iren with a cone-like mouth making Rio laugh. In Iren's gaze Rio's laughter looked really sweet. But suddenly in the eyes of Iren the figure of Rio changed into the figure of Kak Ramon. Kak Ramon's lips are widened red with beautiful wrinkles in addition to his white teeth neatly lined up. Indeed, Iren had a heavy crush on Kak Ramon because of hypnotized style Kak Ramon laughs. Maybe if Kak Ramon's face is silent he will look mature and fierce but if he laughs his face is funny. The laughter that kept coming to Iren's mind made Iren unable to think of any other guy.
“Ren tomorrow malem week no event, watch together yuk!!” take Rio with the bass. Iren was silent. Confused whether or not. Finally in Iren's heart was intending to reject him. Iren would not give empty hope if after all Rio really has a crush on him. “Just you should be able to” said Rio while tightly grasping the tiny hand of Iren. Rio's hand grips were warm and made Iren's face flushed slightly. “I'll pick you up at 7” added Rio. Then his big body turned around to join the other boy friend before giving Iren a chance to say anything.
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“RIO NGAJAK YOU WATCH, REALLY COOL TUH REN DO NOT LO SIA-SIAIN” said Tami hysterically as if he had just won the lottery around the world 7 times. “Toward my guess, ntar again he will shoot you for sure. Bet deh...” added Tami. Mita who again chewed meatballs until choking in surprise. Until the meatballs that will enter his throat jump into the bowl again. Hyeks. “He did not have to be as surprised as dong” said Tami while patting Mita's shoulder slowly. It was seen that Mita tried to speak in between–sela coughing, making Iren astonished. “Ren, Rio did not lose sakep with Kak Ramon, niesel lo kalo until you reject” said Mita. “Ber tuh, but if you refuse do not forget to pass to us - we are happy to accept. Rare items.” Sambar Tami's. Iren only fell silent because he was surprised to hear the speech of Tami and Mita who campaigned for Rio. Has Rio really had a crush on Iren!? They look very confident with the proud figure of Rio as if Prince William alone.
Sunday night at exactly 07:00 the sound of Tiger Rio's motorbike buzzing into the yard. A casual-dressed Iren is really afraid that Rio GR. Thin make up, ponytail hair, jeans, and a maroon collar dress do not forget to be equipped with a black sling bag. That malem Rio looks cooler. The white shirt is combined with comfortable pants and a nice perfume. Maybe if Iren is not the type of girl who is the same duck who does not belong to him, maybe Iren will be dissolved with the charm of Rio. “He’s perfect guys” It was a sound from Tami's SMS that deliberately reminded Iren.
Sunday night is a busy night as well as fun. The streets are crowded with teenagers like Iren who are couples. A cold night wind and street lights reminiscent of the days when Iren and Brother Ramon spent their Sunday nights. They ate at the catfish pecel located on the roadside because it was Iren's request before Rio took her to the romantic dining venue. After being full they decided to watch one of the comedy teen films that had just premiered. In Iren's eyes it turns out Rio his son is fun when asked to talk, a big fan of red, and humorous.
Rio's motorbike suddenly stopped at a playground not far from the Iren housing complex. “Ren I want to talk bentar” said Rio hesitated while taking off his helmet. The two of them sat on a separate empty swing under a stretch of sky full of stars. The atmosphere is increasingly quiet late in the silence of the night. The sounds that are clearly heard are the sound of crickets and the throbbing sound of a swing. “Beautiful stars” said Rio broke the silence and Iren only replied with a small smile. Rio looked up at the sky and then turned his head to look at the pair of Iren eyeballs sharply. It made me a little nervous.
“Iren, you have been like that star in my eyes, you will be my girl” said Rio who sounded clear with the bass voice. Iren was silent hearing the feeling that Rio was expressing. “He’s handsome, he’s perfect, and extraordinary guys.” That must be the sentence that will be uttered by two friends Iren if you know this. Rio eyes were staring at Iren's sharp eyeballs. As Kak Ramon's shadow began to fade in his mind. Iren almost nodded his head. A figure of Kak Ramon was vividly painted in Rio's eyeballs. How could he possibly accept Rio if he still loves Brother Ramon!?
“Yo... sorry in my heart there is still someone I can't forget” said Iren in a hoarse voice. Rio's face seemed to be unchanged, just a small smile. Iren really hopes Rio will understand. Rio's gaze turned to the sky full of stars.
“Yo... You don't need to run me, my house is deket kok” said Iren suddenly and walked half-run before Rio had the words to prevent it.
A step full of silence at night this week makes the soles of Iren's feet feel heavier. Footsteps that befriend slippery asphalt because it is wet make the feet have to be careful. Iren let out a long heavy sigh and his head held his gaze toward the stars in the sky. Iren hopes to see the shooting star. Iren stayed in his stance and he was convinced it was true. Later surely Rio will get the perfect girl and also sincerely love her. Like a child when he saw a small object that glowed passing down the skyline, Iren also closed his eyes. Iren made a wish. Even though he knew it in his mind, it was just a stupid thing.
Iren's steps came to a halt as his eyes looked at a man standing in the cold center in front of the gate of his house. A guy who he hadn't seen for a long time. Iren really misses him. The man patiently stood in front of Iren's house waiting. Iren's feeling is really happy. knowing this isn't just a mirage. It's reality. He Smiles at Iren.
Now Iren's petite body is completely at ease on this cold night. He was in the warm embrace of the man he missed so much.
