Loving You Secretly

Misunderstand

“What? Lo soan the same Rival?”, the voice of Ribkha makes all visitors turn to us both. We could only hear the grin looking at all the eyes that were looking at us. Indeed, the basis of Rebekha sound like a sharp cannot be slow.

“Eh melanin dikit tu voice, do not go to the village deh. Shame on the visitors cafe tuh” tukasku with a tone rather sprained.

I and Ribkha have been friends since Junior High School until now. Although we never sat in the same class, but Rebekha is the best friend who always keeps me. He's the best venting place. He can always make me feel better when I have a problem. And Rival was a friend of Ribkha's since childhood. From SD to High School they are always one class.

Ribkha introduced me to Rival. When I first met Rival, I suddenly had my heart pounding. I fell in love at first sight with her. It feels weird, but that's how I feel.

Rival is a man who has a lot of talent in the field of sports. He plays basketball, volleyball, badminton and table tennis. He has a very sweet voice. Anybody who gets his voice drunk is sure. Ribkha said, Rival is still dating once and since breaking up from his ex he has never dated again. Maybe he really loves his ex that time yes to the extent that he does not want to replace him with another.

“Kok can? How did he shoot you?’ assault Rebekha with astonished face

“Eumm, yes. Ask directly the same person gih.”

“Ih not exciting deh, I'm curious to know,” babble Ribkha with a gambek tone

“Great you can make him fall in love again after so long.”

“not me great bro, but love will come unexpectedly. You're not jealous, are you, rib? do not let you mendem feelings for a long time to him. Ngaku aja deh. if you ngaku I will retreat deh but there are conditions ni lo must practice me for a month full.”

“ah crazy aja lo. I just have a hard time trying to practice again. EXPENSIVE!”

“ya already well deh lo yes same him. He once failed to date once to traumatize him. Don't make him traumatized again for the second time

“Every boss!”

My little leg ran to Rebkha's house, I accidentally went to Ribkha's house when in fact I wanted a date with Rival. This was my first date with him. Actually I haven't been able to date my mom. He said the kids can't date yet. Though crazy aje my body already bongsor gini is said to be still small. Mama is there ah ah.

Motorcycle roar. Nothing else and not necessarily the sound of the Rival motor. I came out accompanied by Rebekah.

“Hai Ribh, how are you? Long time no see ya.” Sapa Rival

“Ah crazy lo val, every day we meet at school lo say long time no see.” Tukas Rebekha

“Gue pinjem temen lo a minute yes say.” Said the guide with a seducing tone while joking

“Lo take care of me. Watch out if there's anything I demand you get to the burrow!” exclaims Rebekha

“Crazy you cruel very same me.” Rival Reply

“you guys are chatting alone. I ignored gini.” I said in a annoyed tone

“sorry dear, don't be jealous dong.” Persuade Rival

“ya it's been warm you guys gih later in the night.” Said Rebekha

“ya we have both left first yes.” Replied Rival while squinting

I looked at them with a strange look.

On the way I was alone with my strange thoughts.I thought about the relationship between Rival and Ribkha. They were very close, far from what I had expected all along. Rebkha's gaze to Rival and vice versa was like there was something they were hiding from me. But what? Maybe this is just my feeling this time.

“kamu why? Why stay quiet from now?” rival's question breaks my daydream

“Eummm, how close is your relationship with Ribkha?” much

Rival chokes

“you're not papa, are you?” ask me with worry

“i did not papa kok only ketelen thorn earlier.”

“eatya you if you eat slowly dong do not kayak cat so thorns also.”

“haha yes.” Rival replied with a small laugh

“I and Ribkha do not have a special relationship, only you are special in my heart.” Answer with a combative tone

Actually I'm a little bit distrustful of what he said but yes the relationship if there is no mutual trust then it won't last long and I don't want to make that mess in my life. Rival is my first girlfriend and I really love her.I don't want to lose her so I have to take good care of what I have right now. Don't be silly I lost someone very precious to me.

My relationship with Rival has been going on for over a month but I don't feel anything special about him. I felt that he was closer to my friend Ribkha than I was. I used to see them eating in the cafeteria without me. They look very familiar. But I let them go because I was busy with errands and errands. While I was shopping with my mom at the mall, I accidentally saw them both eating at the cafe and looking very close. Because there is a mama there, I do not dare nyamperin them. Afraid of mom. Until now I also often caught them often walking together after school. And now I feel betrayed.my little best friend and girlfriend who I love so much seems to be in a relationship behind my back. Where do their hearts betray me? what wrong?

Until the moment I can no longer afford them. I met them while they were alone in a cafe near the park.

“Enak yes can be friendly here”. I said in a cynical tone

“Re...Re..Resii” replied Ribkha in a stammering tone.

“Honey, this is not what you think. Listen first to the explanation of the two of us,” explained Rival

“Didn't have to call me affectionately again now, I've been tired of the behavior of both of you. You guys betrayed me. And Lo Ribh, I didn't expect. What kind of friend would snatch his best friend's girlfriend. It is hypocritical to be friends. I hate having a macem friend. From now on, I have never known you both. And make lo Ri, we break up.”

And I left them both with tears still running down my cheeks. I don't know if my attitude toward them is right or not that doesn't allow them both to explain something to me. But I think this is the best. I will stay away from the two traitors and will not assume they both exist.

During the school break, Ribkha suddenly came to my class.

“Hai Res, busy huh?” Ask Rebekha

I just keep doing things that really don't matter anyway. Then I leave him without looking at him.

Until a week ago me and Ribkha still not better. I remember tomorrow was my birthday and I felt so lonely. When I was seventeen I had to lose my best friend and my relationship with my first boyfriend ran aground because of my best friend.

And at exactly 12pm I celebrated my birthday alone with no one to remember.

The rest of the day at school everyone was acting weird, they were walking away from me. Don't know what the reason is. No one congratulated me, not even Ribkha. No one knows I have a birthday today. Suddenly Reni nyamperin me.

“Res, called Mr. Robert told to Hall now.” said Reni

“Ngapain to Ren hall?” ask me curious

“Tau just came there.”

I immediately headed to the hall. And when I opened the hall door

“Surprise”

Happy birthday Resi, Happy Birthday Resi Happy birthday happy birthday happy birthday.

Everyone sang that song for me. There was Rival and Rebekah too. I'm surprised I can't say anything. I was silent and stiff while crying

“Happy birthday yes dear,” says Rival

“Happy birthday to my best friend,” said Ribkha too

“blown the candle dong, do not cem aja,” shouted the voice of another friend from behind

“make a wish first yes.” Tell Rival gently

And after that I blew out the candle helped by Rebekha, because she knew I could never blow all the candles alone hehe

“In that time you misunderstood both of us,” Ribkha started the conversation

“For a month that me and Rival were busy conceptualizing your birthday event. You both have never betrayed you. And I can't possibly snatch my best friend's girlfriend. I was so sad when you nyuekin me yesterday. My world seemed lost. I lost your always chatty figure, bring and ahh you are my best friend deh.” Ribkha

“I should be the one apologizing. I'm being childish don't want to hear your explanation first sorry I am. You are my best friend. I also feel lonely when you're not around,” while hugging Ribkha

“Esanya if you do not know the problem yes asked first who do not play cuddle,” sambar Rival while ruffling my hair.

And we laughed together..