Loving You Secretly

Semu Shadow

Three years have been passed as the director of BUMN Tangerang, his expertise in leading has now been realized in the form of work that is difficult to penetrate the tax directors. His leadership made his country's business entity more advanced. But who would have thought, the woman who was once a girl who did not know anything about her surroundings has now been transformed as a mature girl who is famous for her discipline in leading a company, yes she Lena. Five years ago he worked under the auspices of his OSIS High School. It was undeniable that since then his leading talent had been formed, since childhood he had never dared to interact with the outside world. For some reason when he entered high school, he attended an important organization in his school. Now all entrepreneurs seem to submit to him, just because a little principle that he always holds is togetherness. At every step of the way, in his life, and forever.

The door creaked as she was working on her presentation tomorrow, a sweet smile expanding beyond the door of her room.

“Come in, Lena is no longer busy.”

“There's a call from your dear High School friend.”

“Azevhy ma?”

“Not, just try to lift first.”

He rushed to pick up the phone,

“Halo.”

“Lena? How are you, guess who I am?” the shrill voice that was typical of his best friend when he was a classmate, where maybe Lena could forget.

“Dyah, your shrill has not changed also turned out.”

“Huh, only you remember my voice turned out.”

“You should be proud dong, what's up?”

“OSIS force we rent EO loh for no reunion.”

“Hah? Money from where?”

“There is, the show is two weeks away exactly on June 15th in the school hall. Loe should know, the aura is now like a football field bro. you can come with Len?”

“Waah cool anyway, yes I sepetin dateng. What time is the show?”

“Hour seven malls, you came to me also came to Len.”

“Kalo I didn't come?”

“Yes I'm tetep dateng,”

“Basic Loe, I think loyal to me.”

“Haha yes already Len that, do not forget to share to our force cement-men huh? Bye”

After a long time no news about his High School, now he feels getting a fresh breeze to meet his friends again. Super friends who can make it what it is today. It's just that his mind immediately glared at the figure that until now was still read in his all-shadow.

—

The strong-bodied man again rebuked his members who were less disciplined, every morning he made a blood ride while educating his junior who had just entered the dorm and was not used to it. The High Officer he had obtained a few months ago, his discipline amazed his classmates. In addition, he has a nice face to look at, no doubt if there are female juniors who are deliberately late only to scramble to be punished by this handsome officer. He was known as a handsome paskibra in his old school, many girls are scrambling to get his attention. In addition, he also has a cynical eye view of the people around him, and that view can make the girls want to always look at him. His attitude that seemed arrogant was still envious of his male friends who wanted to approach the woman of his tribe. The carrying is cold, because he is indifferent to the circumstances surrounding him who is always friendly to him he is Satria.

“Can't you be patient for the umpteenth time?” ask a woman who is now her lover.

Satria only smiled faintly at the words of the mouth of the woman he loved, an army doctor who now works with him. They were met while on duty in Aceh, and it was at that time that they decided to date. “I can be patient when my stomach is fully filled.”

“Sorry sir, you are assigned to accompany the Regent in the inauguration of a new building after a break later.” Said a Lieutenant who is loyal to Satria, he was his best friend during school first but luck is more obtained by Satria as an Officer.

“Good, sir I'll do it later. Thanks for the information.”

—

Lena's living room is crowded by her former OSIS friends, a mandatory gathering of children's reunion is held at her home now talking about the 2009 class meeting. From the preparation of renting EO to the filler show, they deliberately rented EO because they want to enjoy the night without having to make it difficult to prepare various activities before the day. It's just that for their permanent show filler that determines, it just so happens that for this year's osis reunion all members can get together completely because it has been three years they vacated in the osis reunion event. All have been successful in their respective careers so it is difficult to contact each other.

“Eat is tasted first, aunt out for a while ya.” Mama said Lena while palling her homemade bread with Lena.

“Oh ready tan, auntie home, food ludes this.” Chirps Adi while taking the fruit that had been targeted earlier, he was the chairman of the osis when they were juniors. Besides being humorous, he has a high leadership attitude. But unfortunately during the election, he was not elected chairman.

“So, who will be the head of reunion this year?”

“Yes pak Joni lah.” All the children laughed when the name was mentioned, Mr. Joni was a school gardener who often colonized children of sausage at that time. He was a cute gardener who never got angry when they were forced to mess up the school garden because of their event that had to break into the park because of the lack of a place to install the stage. Not because they deliberately did this, but after the event they finished the park was re-formed so that Mr. Joni was not angry and they always had the idea to be able to make Mr. Joni talkative. That day was just a laugh they felt, as if the burden they bear was not as heavy as their burden when serving as an osis manager at his school first. They are now growing into entrepreneurs who can finance their events without any sponsorship.

—

“Who will you meet at reunion later bro?” kurnia asked Satria at lunch together.

“Gue would like to meet a mysterious girl who never made it to me dapetin.” Satria replied loudly.

“Gue know bro, you are still curious about him.kan we tomorrow gig, why do not you find out just where he is now. Although you do not know his whereabouts, but at least he knows that you tomorrow gig.” Kurnia is obviously long.

“Yes, nice also loe idea. Same time Aan already told me about this?”

“Yes already, the day after we lian together in a regular place.”

“Serius loe want to go there?”

“Take time off, cook yes want to skip.”

—

Kevin had been sitting in Lena's living room since then, he was going to take Lena to the reunion that night but she didn't accompany him. Kevin was Lena's lover a year ago, they were canteen mates at the time of college. Called as friends of the canteen because they can only meet at lunchtime in the canteen only.

“Tick yuk” invite Lena later. Many people assume that they are a good partner. I don't know if they can be said to be compatible. “Until what time are you in the office?”

“If you go home, maybe I also go home.” Kevin replied softly

“I go in first yes, you be careful.”

“Ok ntar contact me if you want to go home.”

Dyah is right, the hall that used to only accommodate one generation is now turned into a hall that can be used as a ball field complete with a sound system in it. Lena down her class group that is far from the stage and there have been friends who are famous for being funny in her class such as Bowo, Aji, Ozi, Andre, Rosyid, Vana, Zaeva, Tina etc. Familiarity began to appear, everyone docked to their respective classes.

“Ok friends, now comes the time to go to a band that is a little mellow because of their terrible nature. We welcome you directly “Voice Red”.

“Voice Red” Lena muttering. He stared intently at who the person holding the bass was, was it the same as it used to be. Or has there been a personnel shift, it seems that the accommodation Lena's eyes have faded to look at. Lena can see her bassist on the projector screen and it turns out that what she thinks resurfaces, her quasi-shadow when High School used to be.

“I guess you've forgotten it.” Tyas asked who had been watching Lena's eyes.

“No, he's too handsome maybe to forget.” Lena replied while showing the smile that always showed when she met bassist voice red at school.

“Yeah hope you remember the same guy who drove you earlier.” Greet Tyas

“Kalo he will be endless.”

“Basic! Hey, Where the hell is ita? Take a very old drink?”

“Yas, she's the same Dendy tuh.” Terka Lena's

“Uwaaaa soan don't tell me tuh son.”

“Hahaha, sssst don't be bothered just yet.”

“Ok friends of the second single that we will bring is a song that was booming when we went to school.”.

“She's really handsome ya yas?” lena muttered

“As of you deh.”

“Make loe Len,” Excite Tyas

“...he was the only temen isis in my class back when we were one class. Ten C,” says Satria later.

Kontan Lena's eyes widened in disbelief Satria could speak so clearly in front of her classmates. Everyone was wondering about the girl Satria meant, Lena could not believe the person she once admired presented a song that was very liked by Lena at that time “Pesawat Kertas” and she sang in front of her class of friends who did not understand who is the girl Satria means. After getting off the stage, Satria's expression changed because no girl she meant was walking up to her.

“Samperin aja Len, itung-itung nganti seven years ago.” Sodok Tyas

“Kok I can't be ordinary ya yas?” lena said weakly.

“Try first.”

With a definite step, Lena walked towards Satria and her bandmates sat down, Lena waiting for Satria to stand up. Maybe to take a drink, or whatever. And it was an incident.

“How are you commander?” greet Lena.

Satria looked at Lena without blinking, what she said on stage had now come true. The girl he had once looked into his eyes. “As you can see.” Helaan long breath immediately exhaled Satria to look ordinary in front of Lena. “Sit yuk.” Invite later.

“You look graceful, um I mean I didn't expect to see you on this show.”

“I also did not expect you still joined Voice Red.”

Lousy.

“Ehm, did that song for me? Sat?” ask Lena directly

“Iya.”

“Kalo can know, why?”

“The story is long, want to be heard?”

“Bby, with pleasure.”

“When I entered this school. My heart is empty, the girl who used to be my boyfriend broke our relationship because of LDR. I intended to find a replacement, but unfortunately I could not get him. We are an organization, and maybe at that time I prestige admit that I am interested in him. I could only watch her long distance, until I was close to my upperclassman and she was my girlfriend at the time. But my eyes always turned to this girl as if my life would only be stuck to her. then I realized when I dreamed someone said to me that he liked the song I brought when I filled in his event.”

“Dreams?”

“Yes. That girl you are Len. I didn't have time to ask you on graduation day, and I just realized you're a little whiter than when we went to school last”

“Hm.. can be. Ask what?”

“Who was in your heart at that time. I feel cowardly can not talk directly to you when we will not meet again.”

Jambb. The strings of the guitar pierced through Lena's heart to stop beating, she could not believe that the man she had admired had kept such a story to her. It also began to open.

“If you ask rich, maybe I will be confused Sat replied. I used to love pascibra children, I liked him because of his physique. He's handsome, tall, and squeaky. Sometimes I always look at her in class, and don't know why I always get her eyes on her when I'm looking at her in second grade, and I don't know why, she was different class with me I wanted to tell her that I liked her and I wanted to avoid her because of my focus on learning. But I dare not, as a result I still pay attention to him when we cross the road. And I still know the look in his eyes until now.”

“If we were honest from the first time, would we be dating?” ask Satria later

“Indeed, I mean you?”

“Ya.”

“Why can you be sure?”

“Because I do the same thing.”

They fell silent after telling their experiences first, and they only realized that their feelings were the same. One heart. But never avenged.

“You're okay with Rena?” asked Lena while she was holding a drink in her hand

“Tau from where?”

“Waah, my spies are many.”

“Okay I'm good with him. Don't be jealous ya.”

“Idiiih very painful, who are you? It's good.”

“Sometimes later, maybe you could be mine Len.”

“Ngaco ah! You're just a pseudo-shadow to me, and I realize that you can never have. Shadows are shadows, nothing more.”

“At least the shadow has a name, which can just keep you going. Follow you on.”

“Your boyfriend's name is almost rich my name is Sat? Anna, Lena. Don't don't you really like me.”

“Idiih is very painful, it's just a coincidence. She's definitely more feminine than you.”

“Okeee I'm not your soul mate anyway, I realize it.”

Their talk makes the atmosphere familiar, maybe because they already have a special person in their hearts. So it wouldn't be a liver disease if they were joking like they are today.

“I can't believe you can be a bit fat right now. You look gallant.” Said Lena

“So I was not brave?”

“Emang no, bottom cungkring!”

“Ehm, now who is filling your heart?” Ask Satria

“Temen college first.”

“Udah long?”

“About one year ago.”

“Although I have not been able to spring, it turns out that there has been someone changing my position.”

“Haha, what the hell. It's you who never gave me a chance to hang out in your heart.”

“At least we both know.”

“Only we are less fortunate.”

“I believe someday.”

“I can't believe, sorry Satria cungkring. My boyfriend trusts me, and I don't want to let him down.”

“Indeed I don't pantes for you, I'm the pantes for my girlfriend Lena item.”

“OK. We must promise to be faithful to our respective spouses.”

“Appointments. For whom?”

“For my girlfriend” for you

“Ok. For my girlfriend” for you

The event was closed by fireworks because they wanted to remember their graduation day first. Everyone rushed home but some still wanted to chat, and that night could be called a strange night for Lena and Satria as their meeting was filled with chatter about their unrequited feelings. Maybe one day they will meet again without knowing. The line of destiny was drawn by the Creator for them.