Loving You Secretly

Pink Virus

On a clear morning, I headed to my school located right in front of our dormitory. I went alone, and I remember today was my picket class. And unintentionally, I ran into him. I also pretended to be careless and did not see him next to me. He just smiles at me. I rushed to speed my way. I don't think of his partner, I often get angry, act funny, evil, and often ugly he. He never returned my treatment except to return with a smile and a laugh. I had thought what was funny, but what made me salute him was very mature mind and independent life without a father present in his life. Huhh, still I don't like to see him sometimes. He used to belain other people than me, indeed he once defended me but sometimes.

Back to my story earlier. I also went to class with him. Early in the morning it was just me who was in the classroom. I took a broom, kept pushing the class, and he came out. Before long the bell rang our morning apple mark after everyone had gathered. This is a routine that our school does every day. I put down my broom and went to follow the apple.

After the apples our activity is breakfast keep going to school. After breakfast I put on the powder again and rushed off to school. Turns out he's in front of class, maybe he's not fasting. He also smiled and laughed. I was astonished and said, “what?”. He replied, “look at your face powdery brushes everywhere. There is no glass in your room”. I was just him looking at her cynically, but in my heart I was very proud. Well how can my face like gini, I also rub my face and hope my powder is gone.



After that we got closer, we often chatted and confided. Sometimes I don't excuse going out of class, he's never mad. Every Physics or Mathematics lesson I always ask him, he always teaches me and puts me first than anyone else. And it was once when we talked. I said, “you skinny times. See more of your curliness than I”. He also replied, “mana still curusan you yah”. He said that while clasping my wrist. I was a little surprised he was the guy who grabbed my hand. After that, he asked me about the size of my legs and compared my legs to his feet. I also asked her weight and height. From that I began to feel I liked him and felt he liked me too. Because he had been caught looking at me and when I looked at him, he quickly shifted his gaze. And when I sat alone with the guy behind the classroom, he got angry and told us to sit down on each other's benches. And once also when we talked, I was joking much the same as he was like who his future wife would be, he replied by calling myself. I was a bit surprised and switched the conversation.

Every day when we don't fight, we talk. From there we were told that people were dating. I brushed off the news, but if he responded with the usual attitude. I also think about him every night, whether I like him, whether I have a pink virus like our teacher said. Pink virus is a virus that makes us sleep uncomfortable, eat bad, and always shadowed the face of the guy. Sanking wondered if I liked his friend and if he liked me. I searched google for signs of people falling in love, I found it and opened one of the sites, it turned out that the signs I felt fit like on the site were opposite him too. But until now I wasn't too sure, because now he's been a bit changed and away. Is it because I consider the muddle and the things he says are ordinary, and because I am often angry and ugly. But to be honest I lost him so much and my heart sometimes doesn't calm down if I don't see him for a day and miss the fight. Many stories I've had with him up until now, but I can't put words together. I wish he could be more serious about talking to me because I find it hard to tell which ones are joking and serious. And now that you're there, three words for you, “I'm Kangen You”.