Loving You Secretly

Love In Work

(Gubrak) suddenly arrived I woke up from the bed. “busyet already what time is this” spontaneous blanket I throw from my body. today is Friday, Friday, where the last day of the TEKS team (triputra executive kaizen system). wily one of the TEKS team that I admire the most, he was sent triputra as the team leader of TEKS dharma Group, he was sent triputra, I work in the Dharma group.

In a hurry I rode a bicycle, at the intersection of the road I was waiting for, we used to leave in a hurry, but I least like to be late.

“mbae, want to go directly to eat first?” tia with a hasty tone also. “alah do not need to buy maem tia, have not been hunted, stay 10 minutes more, than can not enter the same security” replied me.. at the same time I was equally smiling widely, because the rules at PT we should not be late, if it is too late to wait outside the gate first until gymnastics is finished.

“tia, today mr. willy last” with a sad expression. “mbae mbae, why the heck thought of mr. wily, he also did not think of mbae”… (tia is equally a little less like if I am amazed by Mr. Willy, maybe because he is a field person, educated, jutek, cold and maybe less friendly). “iya yes tia” I was a bit pouting because the response was not as I expected.

After arriving at PT, I put my bike lined with tia bikes, as announced yesterday, today is the last day of TEKS team.

The end of the TEXT coincides with the STO (stock name: end of month stock calculation) of August 30 of 2013.

“sebel really, the last day of willy sir even with my monthly STO, hadoeh I must be busy deh, so can not steal the view of wily sir, I can not steal, “in heart while walking towards finger scan for absence.. “mbae” tia say hello spread my thoughts about mr. willy. “apa tiul” nervously and call with a familiar call. “tuh pak willy again very busy, like he has come from morn”, “mana” with glee while looking for a tall and skinny body figure, “it was there” while pointing the direction of willy sir who was busy in the warehouse area (area where I work and willy sir is the team leader in charge of improvement warehouse). I looked closely at his busyness, he was indeed very busy with his work, especially this was the last day his team improved and showed results to the higher-ups of the dharma and triputra.

Unexpectedly, suddenly sir Willy saw me with a smile knot.This whole body shook is not strange, but I know and realize that his smile is just an ordinary smile that does not contain any meaning. maybe just a smile so as not to be considered arrogant, and a smile so that if you need something about the warehouse it is easy to get the info from me. but I still return the smile. “teeet” bell PT sound signifying the entry of working hours and start gymnastics first. “ayo tia, we gymnastics” while pulling tia hand away from pak willy. (gubrak) “aaaah” I tripped handclif in front of me. “mbae, again why? daydreaming sir willy ya?”. I directly pinch the arm tia “hadoeh tia not hard, later pak willy hear”. “iya yes mbae” while smiling gurgledek. it turns sir willy saw I tripped, later pak willy heard<TAG1>, but he just smiled.

On Friday it is time for gymnastics with the rhythm of poco-poco. me and tia are lined up according to the line that in the line of PT. ana just approached us after gymnastics quarter at the beginning, this is the custom of ana, this is the, maybe there is something done first, for example eating, nypu, mopping, or even late. These two friends are late in the PT. if ana, maybe because of long distance. but, but, if tia must be bad luck.

“rina, tia” ana habit greet us, “haiii” we were compact in answering sapa ana. tia tell the incident to ana. they laughed at me, “udah dong tia, ana, tia, I'm kalu” while gesturing the mouth closed to them. “iya yes” they compact. we continue the gymnastics from earlier did not follow the flow of music.

After 10 minutes of gymnastics and brewing, I rushed straight to my workplace. STO makes me care less about anything around me including willy sir, and it seems like willy sir is no less busy than me. My work is so much, especially in addition to my work partner who is on leave.

“rin, look willy tuh sir, very busy. “ana crossing my workplace while greeting me, “biarin na, I am also very dizzy this, my partner did not enter, I did not enter, heheh” “oh yes already met work ya kawan” ana encouraging me.

Working hours are almost done, but I have not been able to finish my work. “waduh how my work has not been stretched too, even though this is the last day, willy sir, when I did not say goodbye, I did not say goodbye,” words that briefly came to my mind.

“rin tomorrow you overtime design STO yes.” pinta mba rani admin warehouse.. “iya mba, sorry ya” a little bad, because this time I did not finish on time. “ya already no papa, but tomorrow enter and finish ya” while leaving me.

“teeet” buzzer came home, I rushed to clean up my work place. “pak willy kok not out of the room anyway, I want to meet, I want to meet, yes at least I want to say see you again” in my heart with a smile.

“mba rin, let's go home, do you want to hang out first?” tanya tia... “eeemmmm, briefly tia, I want to see sir willy bentar can not, do not go home first ya” while pleading, “hadoh mbae, already do not have to think of mr. willy, do not go back to the house, he can not think of mbae.” “but tia” a little disappointed. “rin, tia, let's go home, hang out first yuk” “mba ana, mba rina again upset, let's go, want to say goodbay used to be the same sir willy, hahah” “ih whatan si tia” while manyun. “rina really likes pak willy” ana with a serious expression because I am the hardest to like guys.. “heheh, how ya na” manyu, but ana just silence..

“mbae, it's willy sir out, I call ya, mr. wiiillyyy...” “tiaa!!!!” spontaneously I immediately closed my mouth tia. “ayo hunted home” I immediately asked to go home without seeing the face of mr. willy, and I did not know he heard or not. but tia same ana followed me home because they only know I like to be amazed.

Saturday and Sunday very upset me to think about mr. willy. to bring a dream 2 times about mr. willy, I cry why feel the pain of losing someone who just started me dear. but I have to try to hide the feeling in my heart, sir Willy has really gone far, never to come back.

On Monday I greet with a smile, I always encourage myself, all I consider to be just a dream, yesterday that did not exist, to be and no longer exist, it is just a dream, it is a dream, I started working as usual, but my partner knew that I was sad again even though my expression was always cheerful

“tuh see who is in post security” while showing me, “apa” curious and I immediately see the direction my partner shows, I was surprised to see mr. willy walking to cross me, I was surprised, I'm the one who's cleaning my desk can't stand up. My heart beats very fast, it feels really good when I feel yesterday the last day saw it and will never be able to see again it appears in front of my eyes.

“morning mba rina” greeted me. I was unable to answer, could only give my sweetest smile. today sir willy wants to pack all his stuff. all day I did not see him out of his room, he said, until I got home and waited, she didn't come out, I was disappointed.

On Tuesday morning I got the info from my admin that Mr. Willy yesterday was really gone from here.he headed to his workplace again. but she gave the same phone number her BB pin to mba rani to be loved to me, I don't know what to be happy about sad, free to have a phone number, she's far away, she's gone, he also comes from far away, he is very busy, do I have to bother him?