Loving You Secretly
Enough of Me and God Know
That morning the air was a little cloudy, the weather felt colder than usual days. This makes some students who are in sofiah kost seem so lazy to move from their beds. But not for a student named Bayu. Bayu Bramanthio, so his full name.
Cloudy in the morning as if not dampen his steps to go to campus. With a certain step he swung his feet to the campus where he attended college.
Arriving at the campus, it looks very clear that the campus was still very quiet that morning. At the front were only two girls who had just arrived. Rany and Cindy, as soon as people call them. Yes. This is the reason why Bayu so eager to come to campus. Bayu was admiring one of them, Cindy. The girl did have a special smile, with dimples on her cheeks. Then Bayu so fond of him. Bayu has long harbored a sense of Cindy, but he was afraid to express because he was afraid of not being accepted because they had been close friends since High School.
In the midst of daydreaming sweet girl dimpled, suddenly the baby was jerked by a clap on his shoulder.
“Hey bro... Bengong aja, early in the morning already daydreaming, ntar kesambet loh” Said someone who turned out to be Irfan, a close friend of Bayu on campus.
“Eh elo Fan, ngagetin aja? Where are the inhabitants?” Bayu Sahut who still pay attention to Cindy and seemed to lie his own feelings.
“Ntar also came the children, most now they are still sleeping, already ah.. Ride yuk, we are in room 7 this morning” Invite Ifan to go up to the 3rd floor where they will go to college this morning.
Without an answer Bayu just went to follow Irfan who had already rushed away. So is the daily life that Bayu passed as a devotee of Cindy's secret.
Time goes on, without feeling it is now November, Yes.A week again Cindy birthday, precisely November 16. This of course will not be forgotten by Bayu. For a long time he had been thinking about expressing his feelings for Cindy, his spirit angel all this time. But he was a little confused to think about the strategy and how to conquer the heart of Cindy.
A week passed, Tomorrow was Cindy's birthday. This time Bayu is not confused anymore what he will do to channel his feelings. He had all prepared from a week ago.
On Cindy's birthday, Bayu is invisible. It turned out that he had arrived late on purpose. That's the plan he wants to do.
Soon, Bayu arrived at Cindy's birthday party, with a gift wrapped in his hand. Irfan and Cindy were sitting at a corner table. Bayu also approached his two friends.
“Happy birthday yes Cin, Moga long life and success always” Sayu said while greeting Cindy
“Eh Bay, how come you're new to nongol? Where aja?” Said Irfan who just squirmed Bayu coming
“Sorry bro, I da need earlier, so it's a bit late coming” Sahut bayu swiped
“Ya already, not pa-pa kok, the important thing is you already want to come to my birthday event” said Cindy
“Yes if about it mah I must have come Cin, uh I went back first ya” said Bayu who deliberately wanted to prepare everything to reveal his feelings to Cindy.
“Taste very lo want to go there Bay, you do not want to say congratulations first ama us?” Irfan
“Congratulations for what? It was the same Cindy” asked me who was a little confused
“We just made Bay” Loh Reply Cindy briefly
Bayu was silent, his heart was beating faster. The effort he had been doing ran aground in the hands of his own best friend. Wasted of what he had prepared long before. His heart felt torn by the two friends. Disappointed, yes, that's what Bayu feels right now.
“Hey lo why? Bengong aja, no seneng ya temen lo sohan?” Suddenly Irfan's voice yelled at Bayu's daydream
“Seneng kok, Congratulations yes, yes I've been to the back first” said Bayu briefly with a little smile of lies in his mouth.
A shaky step with a broken heart towards the back room. His heart was crying with a reality he did not expect at all. The gift he brought did not know where to put it. The hidden feeling does not know who to say.
Disillusioned.. That's all he feels right now. In Bayu's heart muttered, “Maybe this is my way”
