I'm Not Your Choice

CHAPTER 62

Elsa wiped her eyes.she took a breath and tried to say. "that's the time.Papi was happy there. let us continue our lives... "

"i try to buy marriage time.I always look for info where you are. until I am at this time here Elsa..." Christian is still in a sorry mood.

either a thousand words of apology that he always wanted to say, but a thousand feelings of anger came to his heart.

"i don't even care El, if you and Candra split up. Your son will I accept with sincerity.... " Christian holds both hands of Elsa, very warm hands, hands that 10 years ago filled Elsa's life.

"mmmmm... Move on. Try to open your heart to Rachel. Maybe you can be happy and forget or let go of everything...

like I accept my situation. if one day I have to part with Candra though... I am ready Tian.... so.... let's accept and live our lives... okay?" elsa said softly.

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Rachel was at a dinner with the Christian family.they were busy discussing the matter of marriage.Either Christian was least interested.just his mind was far to Elsa...

Rachel and Christian go to the park area outside the restaurant. Rachel put on the face of Judes with anger.

"you why the hell? kaya never forgot from the cupu.. "

"indeed." answered Christian briefly.

"uh! denger yes! we want to get married and I've been waiting for years for you to get married, so don't make it embarrassing!" rachel's eyes glared.

"disgraceful? like going on a show? or what?" Christian deliberately provokes Rachel's emotions.

"meaning Lo!? I'm a thousand prettier and sexier than that girl, but why don't you ever touch me at all! what don't don't you like your fellow lo?! you also why not treat me like your fiance!!" Rachel then began to shed tears.

"uhm.. gw males because you always ask the same thing.the answer is the same! I do not have the same feeling lo. want to lo**** even once, I will not sincerely admit it to lo.

make me, you've been despicable from the first. you can change the face of the monster lo. but you forget one thing...

your heart engga lo operation all at once. let your heart be so good little.

that's alesan I'm forced to confess your relationship.

lo it's freaky! nasty!

I've been eneg every deket same person, want business or friends.lo nyerang he's rich man sane!" Christian spills his frustration.

"you mean? i'm crazy?!"

"yes! if you are crazy what? lo hina on the humiliation of those in the streets. gw tegesin lo once again. don't dream of being Christian's mistress.

I've canceled all of it. it's up to you to spread the photo.

and that's part of my darkest mass.

I want us to disperse.... "

Christian flips her body and leaves Rachel.

Rachel pulls Christian's hand, then hugs him. Christian's hand opens up. he feels disgusted with Rachel.

"Please don't do that. I must be wrong.. " Rachel was still hugging tightly.

christian's hand managed to take off Rachel's embrace.he cleared her chest from Rachel's former embrace.

"lo inget this is what I did to Elsa first. Iw can do it to lo, and consider it again memgejalanin lo. bye karma... " Christian leaves Rachel out of Restaurant.

just as Rachel herself was stripping in the garden, she looked her face into the fish pond before her.

"i've spent a lot of money to turn into a beauty, so that a bad face like my father becomes beautiful.

my body was already permak somewhat looks perfect.all men queue to date me. but why not with hima....

have I been less than perfect?!" rachel cried until sobbing - sobs.

he does not care about people who see it. for him this is more important.crying his condition that can not have the man of his dream from childhood.

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christian's car stopped right in front of Elsa's house.I don't see Candra's car there.where he was late but never returned home.

Elsa took off her seatbelt, she then clasped her handbag.

"thank you El.. I'm glad I was able to be honest with you. I'm also glad we could have a good conversation like this. I'm sorry if we meet again with this atmosphere..... "

Elsa turned towards Tian. Elsa then smiled, "he Tian. let's be happy with our current path.if we are a match we must be together. but for now do not hurt our partner.. "

Elsa then came out and waved to Tian, then Tian went away.

Elsa enters slowly into her house. Her large stomach somewhat makes it difficult to walk quickly.even she feels stomach cramps..

"Bok!!! MbokPlease me!!! " reel Elsa screams towards the living room.

Mbok Yem was moved - goopoh approached Elsa.

Elsa almost fell, she leaned her body against the wall and her hands clasped her stomach.

cramps felt from the lower abdomen to the top.whether like stomach ulcers or monthly period Elsa. This makes her breath cut off - stingy...

"take it. It hurts so much my God .. I want the way..Oh my God!"

"non inhale... exhale non... resistant non.. hold... non feel want to urinate?"

"Mbok.gimana I feel like to go back what bengga... my stomach hurts...my stomach hurts, I'm not strong mbok... "

Slowly on the papah by mbok Yem, they walked towards the sofa. until Elsa was somewhat better.he took a slow breath and exhaled back.

mbok yem helped relief Elsa's breath was more regular.he took tissue and remove the lightness of Elsa that pours on her forehead.

"patience yes non, non already want to give birth.so this is already prone, later I do not say mas Candra. let in the house nemenin non... "

Mbok Yem then stood towards the kitchen.kira - about 3 minutes later he came and brought a glass of warm water.

"don't drink first, let's calm down a little more."

Elsa receives the water and drinks it. Elsa's face is somewhat calmer. she is more able to enforce her sitting position.

"thank you Mbok... oh yes did Candra not come back from the morning?"

mbok yem's face implies an answer.

"yes already Mbok. said want to go to the clean room - clean and rest. Rest too yes.. "

"he's non. Let me help you stand" Mbok Yem helped Elsa stand up and escorted her to her room.

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Elsa opens her eyes, hoping her husband will be there next to her, opening her eyes to start a new day...

Elsa sighed, thinking something must be wrong. There was no one beside her. Elsa alone in the room.

he then took the phone at the side table.he pressed the key button.no calls or messages from her husband.

what the hell's going on?

Elsa sat down and pressed the call to her husband.

the number you are going to is out of range..

Elsa immediately turned off her call.she put the phone on the table.

Elsa closed her eyes and prayed to God.

*he is the owner of my life, I don't know what your way.I don't know what my husband is doing.keep him always.keep me to have a strong heart and a child that I have to take care of...

take care of all of us, God...

id.... kring*.....

Elsa opened her eyes and grabbed her phone.

"hallo Candra??"

"el.. I'm Tian... Why el? how do you sound like that... have you cried?" tian from far away.

"little bit, when I confide in God. sometimes I shed tears.... oh yes.... What is it?"

"i want to invite you to lunch if you like..in the new cafe have our High School friends as well.I share location yes....how?"

Elsa silently did not answer, she was still thinking about her husband.where she went without news, all messages and calls Elsa no one answered.

"el."." Tian's voice from afar.

"oh yes share aja... later we meet there ya. gausah jenput me okay.. bye.... "

Elsa ended Christian's call.he stood up, looking up at the sky - the sky of her room.

"where are you Cand.is it so important that any news you forget.. or ah.. don't think negative first ah Els... even if it's impossible..... "

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"cand... lo uda ngabarin Elsa? if you go with us. "hendra raises the glass of Champagne.

"yet.. let me be thinking, I'm trying to make a surprise to Elsa. I want to fit back he was surprised if you know the progress of this effort." replied Candra.

"at least, can you drag him for a while Cand. do you not think he will nyariin lo? bini lo labi hamidun... " Hendra is worried about Elsa.

not without reason, if Candra is too focused.what about Elsa later? if there's anything - what.who's gonna help her..

"gw just thought to make nyiapin a lot of money.bentar again I have children. I don't want Elsa back to work again.she focuses on our children only. that's why I want to see Elsa's progress so much... "

"serah dah Cand... "

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Elsa felt her stomach start to churn.she felt pain like people were coming on the moon, but this time it was like something was coming out of the area under Elsa.

he breathed out of his mouth many times.he stood up and limped looking for Mbok Yem..

just Elsa herself in that house....

Elsa sat back on the sofa while stroking her stomach.

"god..why this stomach... "

sweat began to pour from Elsa's forehead....

"Who's Puunn... Help me... Help...!! " Elsa tried to scream in between the pain of contractions that she felt more and more often.

'Allah..... Candra also raised my call..... Please save my baby.....'

before long, someone appeared from the door of Elsa's house ...

"God..... " Christian ran over to Elsa.

"help me, my stomach hurts... "

"Well let's go to the hospital.Where's your maternity bag?"

"that.. there... " Elsa pointed to a small tote bag near the main door of their house.

Christian picks up and tries to help Elsa stand up. Slowly - the land they walked out of the house.

Christian lowers the seat back, helping Elsa get into his car.

"don't Tian.your car will get dirty with stains later... "

"already El! you shut up, I'll lock the door and we'll leave. Just shut up, this is drinking water so you can feel better.. "

Elsa receives a bottle of water that Christian gives her before Christian returns, inserting the key into Elsa's bag.

"Chris .... " Elsa squeezes Christian's hand.

"patience Elsa... You set your breath.. exhale continuously.. I will quickly to the hospital."

Christian immediately drove his car, he did not care anymore about the red light, which he wanted the woman he loved quickly to the Hospital.

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Maternity Room...

the writing board of the room just below Christian sat down and waited for Elsa. it was hope - please be anxious, when clearly it was Candra's son.

but also the son of the woman he loved, he had thought that he should be the husband of Elsa at this time.

"sorry, is my father the husband of Elsa's mother?" ask one of the women in nurse's clothes.

"sorry actually not... but I while bearing him..What is it?"

"this sir, you need a deposit for the hospital and also a signature statement that will carry out labor in this hospital.and the treatment room to be used. can you be represented by the father?"

Christian read all the files that were given to him.

"sus.. sorry before Elsa will give birth? is it okay?"

the nurse-dressed woman smiled at Christian. "calm sir.. Elsa's mom is fine, but it looks like she's about to give birth, so I need some of these files to sign."

"if I am not her husband, can I represent her? I can't if something happens to them.. "

"can sir, as long as there is still a family blood relation or relatives can sir."

"alright... " Christian also signed the signatures on all the sheets needed.

"this sister... "

"Thank You Sir. to deposit the room can go to the cashier section, sir. and if you can contact the husband of Ms. Elsa yes sir... "

"well sus. I try to contact him... "

the sister left Christian.

now Christian is dizzy.how can he contact Candra. let alone Candra so hate Christian.

jealousy and ego to have Elsa.

but Elsa's life and the arrival of the baby is not happy news?

Christian sat back and clenched his hands together.He still thought about what he would choose...