I'm Not Your Choice

I'm Not Your Choice
CHAPTER 6



As usual I started my job at the Aryah Hotel. The reunion with Candra was enough to occupy my mind, the stomach that had never hurt just became sick.


in the office space


"Elsa, you are tomorrow as Miss Amel joined the meeting Budget sm treasury with the directors yes." Mr. Setyawan gave me the files I had to work on.


"Uhm..Sir, I'm just a staff not an area of assistant (assistant manager), why am I coming?"


"Setyawan isn't wrong?" Ms. Amel scrunched her forehead.


"How else, would the new owner want that."


"That new partner was yesterday?" Ask Ms. Amel seriously.


"Wait for Sir, instead of our owner aka the board of directors is Mr. Adiwinata. How to be Candra." Oops.aku.ke..


"You know him? She's Candra Adiwinata. Pak Adiwinata's son, now he takes care of some of his property 'father'. When I got home from Macao, I was sick. Well, the kid changed that."


I immediately fell silent.


Silence doesn't know what to say.


Don't know what's going on.


I bow my head, "what time is the meeting sir, I'm ready for the data now."


"Jam 10 El, please yes.no one miss. Don't want anything wrong. Don't want anything less."


"Yes I know Mr. Set."


Mr. Setyawan went back into his room. I looked at my computer screen, 'Oh my God how I faced him. Allah.ga maybe he ngeh too. Besides, he said I was coro(cockroach), baboon chicken(fat injecting chicken).' I shook my head and got back to finishing my work.


8 O'clock at night


"Elsa, let's go home you're done? But to. eat first yuk in there teen."


"Yes Bu Amel.I save this first yes, my teenager want to flush the sauce bu Amel.yuuummm," I immediately quickly turn off the computer and run absent out.


....


..


"Do you know the new directors? Does Els know?"


I ate my flush.."he's my upperclassman Bu High School, you just know how."


'I can't tell you how far we are.'


"The guy's a handsome Els, doesn't have a wife yet either. You fit him well." Miss Amel started to lure me.


Uhuk..uhuk.. I coughed, "Bukk! Please, I just saw him once. And I'm just like Mom in the company."


Then we laughed...


"But he really did until he insisted that every meeting there was Candra, Els had to come."


".." I just kept quiet and finished my meal..


when the meeting starts


"So the purchase budget until the middle of this year, why is everything charged in June. This is over from the beginning you have inputted. Continue to list what has been wasted, your record is 50 million that can be generated from selling used goods. The deposit in the newspaper account why only 30 million. Where are the rest of Mr Setyawan?" Ask Mr. Louise to my boss...


"Ee..so the remaining 20 million is indeed em.really we have not completed the process. Because aaa.." Pak setyawan stammered - brick.


I'm focusing on Mr. Setyawan's answer. While biting my lower lip, I recorded everything.


But it felt like someone was watching me. Why not comfortable...😫😔


I looked to the right, RIGHT!!


Candra looked straight at me, the LCD on my left. Why focus on me, both hands clenched and met on his lips. His eyes were sharp towards me.


"So how's Miss Elsa?"


"Well, how's Mr Louise?" I was shocked and did not focus on hearing anything.


"So this is Miss Elsa, how about over Budgeting. Does it make sense to say?" Ask Candra to me.


"Before what can I answer, while in front of me there are two of my superiors Mother Amel and Mr. Setyawan..?" I confirmed my position, there are still two of my superiors.


"By, I trust you more. You're the one working with them." Answer Candra.


"So this is sir. About over budget, not really sir. Because the replacement of marble floors has continued from last year, then about the rectification of the pool. We agreed, because there was a pool water leak accident and it was our facility. It is mandatory to walk the project first, although the approval of the correction is still running on the Board of Directors. And as for the 20 million shortage, we haven't finished our pack and our agreement with a second-hand buyer. Which could be the price they would have to pay us. Well they're not done, sir. And......"


That's how the meeting went until 12:00. Everything that was tense became a bit slow..


"It's lunchtime, 2 o'clock we get together again." Mr. Louise disbanded our season 1.


"Finally, Miss Amel I went to the toilet first huh. It doesn't hold." I ran towards the exit.


The only toilet nearby is inside our pub. I don't care if it's a little dark I still pee there. 'Leeganyaa. I keep answering, shucks.'


I washed my hands and walked out opening the toilet entrance. A hand held my toilet door. And.jrengg.....


"MILTON!!"


"Why? I'm your boss, surprised?"


"..." I just fell into a corner. Candra kept poking me into the toilet


"Kok diem, you were the most active during the meeting. And I like it. You pinter turns out, can read the situation." Candra kept talking and approached me. I was cornered into the toilet wall. Want to back off already stuck, want to go forward I will hit him.


"Kok diem, you're usually aggressive. I still want to."


I closed my eyes and looked down. "Sorry inget what yes.." (candra immediately kissed me).


it happened again, after a long time. A feeling that has been very long, releasing this thirst of lips. His hands hugged me tightly, slowly down to my waist.


Her warm breath awakened my instincts. Forcing me to seek warmth in her arms. The instincts I've been shutting down for years. Suddenly awakening my memory, made me stifled to enjoy the game that slowly descended to my neck. Delivering sting to my sensitive area. "Awh..."


My hands are clasping Candra's shoulders and!


"You know Elsa!" I slapped my own cheek. Candra was startled and glared at me.


"Sorry sir, this is a public place. This is my office, please take care of my attitude. Excuse me first."


I left Candra.


 


'Els, nti kemetnya you finished your internship. I picked up at MKG 3 in Starbick yes.'


'ok brother dear.' I smiled back at BBM candra.


long time we did not meet. how he now yes.I miss silly him, and my body is also missing...


In candra's car


"your brother went to Lembang?"


"yes sister, so I'm a bit free.hehe..tomorrow also have a holiday right." I spent the milkshake.


"you're funny, baby."


"aposeh brother.eh dear."


"oiyah, I forgot to ask you to look at my apartment." Candra's hand guerrillaized on my thigh, while playing my palm.


"what's it made you brother?"


"...."


 


"if only the apartment is not a subsidy, you may not be able to park the brother." I muttered while entering the Candra apartment.


I sat on the sofa and took off my sling bag and put some of my groceries away.


Candra pulled my right hand, her hand pulled my chin...


apparently she couldn't wait to kiss me. Our hands hugged each other.


we spent the night together.whether Candra took me flying a few times.so warm Candra's embrace.


"Morning Honey.kok in the kitchen in the morning gini." Candra hugged me from behind.


"myah, I made pancakes no?"


"want dong I'm a really tired laper.."


Candra opened her mouth, I bribed her. Then she kissed my forehead. "i'm happy Els,"


"you know, ⁇ ️"


"gapapa.kamu.suahlah, enjoy our time with Els"


3 Months later


I went back to Semarang, and started getting into my morning college routine.


"El, how come you haven't eaten yet?"


I took a folding mirror in my bag. "i'm again lazy to distinguish. dizziness continues the problem."


"mak mak.tau ga gossipnya Lila, she's pregnant you know the same om karaoke subscriptions her." Fitri came and started gossiping


got pregnant??


"you tea tau from sapa, do not origin you.ntar should know the taste." Raras woke us up


"oia mak Els, uda so buy a testpack?" oops...Fitri immediately closed her mouth.


"mac..."


Raras, Yanti and Fitri looked at me.


"yet mak.." I said slowly and lowered my head.


"i missed out on this, and opo is iki."


"mak Yanti..mak Rara's.sorry..."


I'm just silent a thousand languages.


"what's the same big brother of the usual Toyota Rush mak?"


"yes mak Ras.kuman him.." I clasped the HP tightly in my hand.


"nih, now call him. tell him to go to the doctor.he's a rich man.can only go to the obstetrician! if you're ashamed of the money here, we're meeting the rame rame."


I'm gonna have the courage to call Candra.


tut....


"city...,"


"hallo, darling it's me Els, you where. memenin I went to the doctor well, I'm dizzy. gaenak body. cook PMS already a month."


"sorry Mas Candra is still sleeping, I am Mr. Tono the housekeeper.who is this with?"


I hung up on me..


"why mak? why?"


"still bobo who lifts the assistant of his household."


afternoons


'good afternoon, I'm Mr. Toni ast RT mas Candra. if you'd like I can meet and help you.'


do I have to believe ya. 'meet at 7 o'clock in PD Mall in front of KFC, I wear flower clothes.'


'good non.'


ok! I have to find answers.


why is Candra so closed.


if I'm pregnant I have to take responsibility.


and am I acceptable to him.


seriously about Candra.