I'm Not Your Choice

Chapter 4

one week later

After the incident in the car, I don't know why I can't stop thinking about Candra. The more our day is closer. Candra is serious with me, but I'm..

"Mak El, let's go back to nongki in yentong first." I looked at fitri.

"Fit, I didn't bring my money back home. Bobo at home. Hehe..😁 "

just imagine I only brought twenty thousand money.have not bought gasoline and photocopy duty.

"Well, mom, it's good if it's just the same ice fried I can pay for it." Fitri convinced.

"Thank you, I'm back." I went to the parking lot and pondered for a while.

The money in my wallet was twenty thousand, but the gasoline ran out. Mama didn't cook, went around looking for money. What am I eating ? (Second and continue my journey home).

entering the room, I lay down after changing clothes. 'Laper. Food also does not exist. 😔 buy food now, later can not go to Warnet make a task.yes God...'

Hp vibrates

I woke up, I slept for a long time. I saw the clock turned out to be 4pm. I slept for more than 3 hours. 😶😶

'Elsa, go yuk. I'll pick you up at 5.''am.' (Candra started chatting to me first).

'Ok brother, but can I borrow a laptop? When we eat, I want to do college work.'

'By dear Els, the tree is groomed and yes ready'

I took a shower, prepared myself. I pecked my sing hair, picked my best shirt and my favorite beige hotpant pants. I polish the powder, ice lipt on my lips. My favorite perfume _Hugo Boss Femme pink.(buy refilan on my roadside brother).

Restaurant at one of the malls

"Why don't you buy a laptop ? There are so many cheap ones now." Say Candra while bribing her full of chicken katsu.

(Sighing).

"my desire is also my brother, um.this is done anyway, I can print the campus decket." I turned off the laptop and took my flash from Candra's laptop.

"Well, it's cold." Candra doesn't like me silencing her.

I'm speeding up my meal, maybe I can be full by tomorrow morning. So I don't have to buy food first. So that my money is enough to buy gasoline and print tasks.

"Diem's cigarette? Still laper?" Ask Candra curiously. "No thanks brother."

I removed the leftover food that was on my lips.

(In the car at the mall parking lot)

I sat quietly replying to BBM messages on my phone. I don't see what Candra's doing. He approached me pulling my chin, then...

Well..a memorable kiss from before.more powerful he plays the feeling and my heart.powerless I in the gable Candra cornered near the seatbelt..My hands squeezed the seatbelt that was still attached..."relax aja El, don't strain." whispered Candra in my ear. That whisper was like the electricity that hypnotized me.

Getting more in a cure like Candra's orders. I don't understand what this is and what it's going to be like next, but I don't want to keep going like this.

"So big brother, brother's hand why touch my sensitive area. That's not polite! I'm a good woman - good sister!"

Candra just kept quiet and started running the car out of the mall parking area.

I just stayed quiet the whole trip. I don't understand why Candra's starting to wander around my body. I feel disgusted!

I honestly admit there was something inside of me that made me comfortable when Candra hugged me. The warm embrace I never felt in my life again from a man except my father.

Tian and I were dating but we never walked together. Even kissing, Tian only wants to be on my forehead. He prefers Online Games to me. But I feel comfortable. Because I can find part-time by teaching tutoring subjects after school first.

But according to Tian it was another, he thought I didn't really make it number one in my heart. I'd rather make more money than watch, eat, and walk after school.

one week later

'El, are you angry with me?' Fill in the incoming candra message.

I looked out the classroom window at my college. I look up at the sky, am I better off enjoying this moment alone? Than I should go back home. Hearing a rude remark from the Dept Collector or seeing my mom start to get a strange man to the house who started to approach her.

many men approached my mother, but their problems were the same - men without money, just wanted to ride a meal in my house. by approaching my mother, whispering sweet words every day.

sicken me!

'I picked up at 2 o'clock. Bye' Candra ended our conversation.

(In candra car)

"Where are we going, brother?"

"Gum to my friend's birthday, but during the day." Candra said subtly, on the way she did not say much.

"I'm sorry for what happened El. I'm a khilaf and I can't really be stale"

"Udah brother. It's not hard to talk about anymore."

Candra took me to elite housing around the upper semarang. Then we stopped at a beautiful house. The house I've seen in soap operas and fictional stories.

Everything is automated. Candra just honks and all opens on her own.

We entered the courtyard area, looking at some luxury cars parked. I don't know anybody's car, I only know from the sticker behind their car. The car of the bourgeois semarang.

I got off the Toyota Rush Candra. I feel so small here, I'm silent in front of their car.

"Let's go in El."

"You're seriously asking me to date them all to be rich kids."

"It's my business. Come on, come in!" Candra pulled me into the house.

Very large..

Everything looks luxurious, shiny marble floors, statues and expensive jars. Everything looks luxurious and expensive.

"Brow!!" Solar greetings towards us.

"Hallo, I'm with Elsa."

"Hallo, I'm surya this is my house and enjoy the party. Sorry I went out of the country to be a party for the afternoon." I just smile nodding.

I'm looking for a drink on the table. But there's only wine, beer and drinks I don't know.

"What do you want to drink?" Candra said as she wrapped her hands around my waist. Goosebumps directly on my body,

"Uhm.hmm what yes. I never drank gini." I feel clumsy and confused.

"I take Sparkling Wine well, no alcohol kok.ini just soda, ok baby."

"Yes dear." Reply with a friendly smile

Before long Candra came back and brought a glass with a dark red drink color. Given to the drink. I don't think anything. I immediately drank because it was delicious and I was thirsty.

"Don't El, it's expensive sparkling. Surya ga may be the origin of buying drinks especially for the meal."

I just nodded and smiled.

We talked to other invited guests, there were some of my high school seniors I knew. But I know that most of my friends hang out - hang out with Candra.

I feel welcome here, they are friendly with me. Everything went well.

Suddenly I felt very dizzy.and I felt the world spinning, I saw Candra hugging me, "Sister, I felt.." bruk.I fell and Candra hugged me...

half an hour before her

"Ni sparkling special, make lo. This one makes it a girl." Surya gives to Candra.

"Lo ain't wearing weird weird, is it?"

"Udah enjoy the party, this is the room key for you."

Surya gives the keys to a hotel to Candra. The hotel is close to Surya's house. The hotel also belongs to Surya.

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'Enter you into a trap. Enjoy it. When else you can deket same girl. You have to eat cristin, he belongs to gw.' Then the sun drank the wine in the glass in his hand...