I'm Not Your Choice

Chapter 2

Chapter 2

cekring (group sound BBM)

ella: monday at 17.00 class reunion 07 to 09 yes..

Sighing...okay I came to use what yes..? They know I'm rich. After papa died, all were abis. My matic motor is used. What is gausah...? (I'm in my heart)

day of reunion

Clingg.'el, I'll pick up yah.I'll take papa ni's car. You wait in front of the alley well, 5 minutes until 'okay ola...'

Well, I ended up going with Jola. He's my only friend who doesn't walk away from me for now.

Along the way he told me that on campus there are people liked, I laughed all along the journey "Elsa, really you want to change schools Hotel? Kalo kalo so Tukang done well gausa school house."

"Ola, so Babu too. Must be classy, if I go to college there at least I get a job quickly. So I can help you pay your legacy debt papa. try to see my mama. every day if you cry yes the tagger who came."

"Elsa, ...have already. I'm sad to see you, it's hard to talk about debt."

Lola recalled how when she came to Elsa's house it was 40 days. How the Dept Collector was being rude to Mama and Elsa. Go one come one. Not to mention people, that papa Elsa died of Depression and Suicide in the attic of his home.

How Elsa remained firm in front of her Mama, but her heart was so fragile...

"Udah yuk in, that's where we yuk genk." Ola pulls Elsa's hand into her school yard first.

we walked to the far right side of the school area.There were many of our friends there, one of whom was Tian.

"Tian, this is Elsa. You're in the group, right, here he came." said Jola to Tian.

Tian just stood still and left us.

"Let Ola, she's done with me. Already let him do what now, because Tian really did not want to know and meet me."

"You crazy?? He was dating you once did not have a heart. Just your benefits. You're a brash." Jola ride pitam.

"Ola I went there first. I'm thirsty." I walked away from Ola and my classmates who were gathered. I chose to sit under a tree facing the school grounds.

Well, this is my favorite place from a long time ago. I take refuge when I am sad. Just being alone I can be happy and a little relieved.

the wind blows slowly, sweeping me. caressing my hair and blowing gently into my body.Silent I permeate my solitude.

"Kok you here, don't you go there?" I looked towards the voice.

he was so tall and neat, an upperclassman who used to be a gossip among our female students.

Yeah, she's Candra. Candra Adiwinata's..

"Eh brother candra, yes...... There are many people, I want to be alone. Later there was fear of not being able to breathe.n't many people, Hehe.." answered my origin and my face reddened.

"Can you sit here?" Pointing next to me.

"By my brother, please"

Candra sat next to me, enjoying the atmosphere of the night.

"Yes, my brother, many things passed." (long breathing Elsa).

"Where are you going to college, El?"

"I? I just moved in, brother."

Candra's gaze turned serious. "Moved? Not your school of Design architects huh? I've seen you pick up my cousin at our University."

I was silent looking down "yes sister, that's.I'm ashamed brother, yes anyway I moved. hehe..."

"...kalo you believe me, you can tell me." Candra answered me.

"How do I trust you? But I'm telling you you won't know brother. Let the time that will tell the story to you."

the mood is getting nightly

From a distance the Candra hordes looked at us while whispering. I don't know if I'm gonna be their bully or they're talking about us.

"El, let's go back to the Ciputra mall, temen - menngajak there!!" Shouted Olla from far away.

"Yes for a minute!!" I wave to Ola

"Sister, I stay yes. Goodbye.."

"wait!"

Candra held my hand "ask for your BB dong pin."

"Don't you want to fuck me? Ato temen what do you have?" I immediately thought negatively seeing Candra's behavior.

"No, I sincerely ask you." Elsa immediately restricted herself.

"Jaudah here Hp brother.." Candra gave her hp to me. I plucked my BB pin, and then I gave it back to her.

"Sister.bye yeah.."

I ran away from Candra, faintly seeing her smile.

Oh, my God, is he friends with me. The bourgeois boys in my school. I deserve to be friends with him now.

In the car I stared at the road. The light rain came down our way home.The flashback I remember when Tian had an affair with my best friend Rachel. How hard he was towards the Final Examination leaving me who did not have time for him at that time.

I remember the moment after the test she held Rachel's hand out and embraced the affection in front of me. It feels like the world is broken, sad until I can't say anything.

"you want to cry now gapapa.I know how you must be sad to see Tian earlier. You are strong enough not to cry in front of Tian. But I know you're El. cry.."

Break my tears in front of Ola "3 years we were together, many things I did. why she cheated and said she didn't know me. Even said I was dead to her."

Ola patted me on the shoulder, "already El, you have to move on. Besides she has not done anything - why you. Now focus on the front, you need to advance El."

In Elsa's room

I realized from my daydreams, what I was. It ended 8 years ago. Why can Candra appear again.what does she want? not satisfied he did to me at that time??