I'm Not Your Choice
CHAPTER 47
"Inget yes.You wait for me to pick up. Don't go alone, let alone go to the doctor. Don't walk alone, let alone ride Christian." Candra dictates to Elsa on the way.
Elsa chose silence and looked out. The street view is more tempting to Elsa than to listen to Candra.
"Darling...." Candra called Elsa.
"Itsa......" Candra called harder...
"Goddessa Nirmala! Lady Candra Adiwinata!"
Elsa then flinched, startled and turned to Candra.
"Yes Candra Adiwinata.. How can I help you?" Elsa tried to melt the atmosphere. Elsa throws her sweetest smile.
Candra's face turned red. He chose silence, not saying as much as before.
"don't give me that smile.uh wrong! that smile is mine." Candra became so childish - kanakan. excessive jealousy.
"Sorry my dear husband, I just smile at you..I'm a little sleepy and tired.so I'm so out of focus...how is Candra?" Elsa is still trying to melt the atmosphere back.
"......."
"Well Candra if you don't want to talk to me. I'll just shut up..." Elsa looked at Candra.
Candra glanced at Elsa, but instead the woman chose to look at the street.
Elsa's mind goes back 10 years. How he and Tian went through a relationship without any problems.happy, only those memories were very difficult to erase Elsa.
Relationship of a pair of adem lovebirds. Even become a favorite partner because without problems and quarrels that people see from the outside.
Yet.....
Elsa closed her eyes...
"Anyway, we're done. I chose Rachel over you. Just cut everything!"
"Diaan...please.what's my fault with you.I'm sorry, don't stay me.. I love tiaan..tian...."
"Elsa I'm tired, you're meager and ugly. I'm tired you're always concerned about yourself, you've got it!! don't call me anymore except for school!" Christian leaves by leaving Elsa in front of the biology lab.
He approached Rachel who had been waiting at the intersection of the classroom.
"Rasain lu. so do not be cool as a girl..." Rachel sneers at Elsa, and they both leave Elsa.
Elsa at that moment was just crying. Elsa's color practicum coat is wet with her tears.I don't know why Elsa can't be a little sick.
that's all Elsa feels.
at that time Olla his best friend gave a handkerchief to Elsa. "Thank you La..."
Olla sat next to Elsa "El.kanya you lupain Tian aja, she seriously to disperse with you. Anyway.. we will be know if his taste is yes the rich model Rachel who looks like aunty - aunt." Olla comforted Elsa.
"La.. you know, my dad is broke, has a heart problem now..."
"Elsa. I will help you talk to the foundation, so that at least you can graduate first. We're only half a year left Elsa...." Olla then hugged Elsa.His hand patted Elsa's shoulder.
"strong El. You must be strong." Both of Olla's eyes began to get wet and shed tears.he was sad his best friend had to feel what it was to lose.
Elsa just nodded, she twirled around the edge of Olla's handkerchief. Her lower lips were clenched, her eyes were puffy. Only Olla understands how much Elsa loves Christian.
However... from far away Candra who stopped by to ask for the legalization of Ijasah. Hiding behind a pillar beside Elsa. He even watched all of it. Her hands clenched to see Elsa crying.
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"El......" Candra breaks Elsa's daydream.
"Eh yes Candra...." Elsa was conscious.
"You daydream, still remembering that incident?"
"Genesis?" Elsa's forehead flinched.
"It's a time in front of the biology lab that you cried at that time..." Candra makes her words clear.
Elsa kept quiet again, it felt like her heart had healed. It was opened by Candra.
"Can we not talk about it?" Elsa tries to strengthen her heart, she must remember how sick it is and Candra is now the husband and father of the child in her womb.
"I just asked El," Candra tried to neutralize the situation.
"Have it.. he just wants... want to affirm, what was. sorry. I want to and must affirm that, there is no longer the Elsa - Tian that once was. They're dead! There are yes we are now.Live our lives." each of us."
Elsa then looked at Candra.
Candra who stopped at the red light looked at Elsa as well. Their faces are approaching, cup....
A short kiss given by Candra. The little thing that made Elsa feel loved.
Even though Candra never spoke directly. 'I love you.' But of every single thing Candra has done represents her heart's content.
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Candra's car stops in front of the Parking Drop off in front of the cafe.
"The tree you came home wait for me. I'm picking you up, I don't want you...."
"Cost Christian home, right?" Elsa takes off seatbelt.
"Yes Elsa..wait a minute." said Candra.
Elsa stopped and turned towards Candra. A warm kiss landed on Elsa's forehead.
"Bring this money, you haven't received your salary better you're also bringing money." Candra gave several pieces of money in red fractions of 100,000 rupiah.
"There's a lot of Cand..." Elsa counts 5 sheets.
"Have accepted, make your grip first."
Elsa accepts him and puts him in her purse. It's true that Elsa's wallet is empty and contains none at all.
Then Elsa goes down and the car's glass is lowered by Candra.
"Be careful Candra..byee....." Elsa waved her hand..
"Byee honn.." reply Candra who then goes by.
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Elsa turned around and walked into the cafe Anomali. Cafe with a minimalist modern theme. Barista greeted Elsa.
"Good Morning, brother.. would you like to book our special promo today?" the cashier in front of Elsa by the name of Bastian greeted.
"Good brother for a moment let me choose ya.." Elsa looked towards the menu board.
Elsa chose which one she chose. All the new menu and Elsa is pregnant, she is careful in choosing drinks especially those that contain caffeine.
"Matcha Latte less ice less sugar no whip Cream." The voice from beside Elsa, a voice she was very familiar with.
"Tian?" Elsa stood up and looked at Christian.
"Okay, sister.ada again? Yeah, one hot Cappucino, one apple pie and one vegan Cookie. On my behalf, Christian." a man standing tall beside Elsa. with a perfect jaw, natural red lips and pretty eyes.
"Okay, I'll repeat the order. Matcha latte ice less sugar and ice, hot cappucino, apple pie and vegan. Is everything true, brother? Payment by what's sorry."
"It." Christian issued a black Debit Card with the words Platinum.
"Please wait, all so 349,500 Rupiah yes brother. Please pin." The cashier gave the Edc machine to Tian.
"Both this sis card and her bill, please wait beside me sis." The cashier pointed to his right.
"You wait there Elsa. Let me wait here." Christian opens his voice.
Elsa looked at Christian, so firm and gentle. Elsa recalls 10 years ago. Even Elsa's heart was pounding more than usual.
10 years ago.....
Kringgg..
"You don't eat Bee..?" Tian in a gray-white uniform approached Elsa who was sitting alone in the classroom.
"With Bee, I don't bring money to eat. I just brought 10 grand, make the cost of boarding the freight." Elsa lowered her head and chose to read the next lesson. Although Elsa's stomach was very hungry, she only drank water that she made provisions from home.
"Bee.. come with me..." Christian pulls Elsa's hand. She forced her daughter to go to the school cafeteria.
Christian stops in front of 'Tante Non'.
"Tante, I want two rice katsu extra fried chicken skin yeah, here. Same pack two Katsu rice same Capjay. Drink here Iced Sweet tea 2."
"Where is ndoroo..where is it sitting?" aunty Non replied.
"There." Christian even pulled Elsa to sit in front of him.
"Bee.me..."
"Uda eat it. You if sick, even you make mama more and more thoughts, he said this abis you want to teach tutoring to your students. You should eat first bee..." Christian caresses Elsa's hand.
Elsa interrupts signs of agreeing with Christian....
"This is what's eating here.this is what's wrapped up." Aunt Non ushered to our table.
"Thank you aunt, here's the money.."
"A lot of it..?" Christian gave 2 pieces of money a hundred thousand.
"Yes aunt, that's a deposit. If tomorrow I fit badminton practice, Elsa can buy a meal at aunty. It's for eating Elsa. If less auntie says to me."
"Siyap ndoroo.the tree is aunty catet yes.thank you.let's eat." Aunt Non left us.
"Christ....."
"Beees." Christian pouting.
"Bee.. you...." Elsa hasn't finished her sentence.
"Yes.had eaten. I don't want you to be a laper, baby. I'm just sad because I think you're sick. Especially next week I have a badminton Cup in the sanctuary..."
"Well Bee...thank you, bee... but with what am I bales this..?"
"By loving me even though I forget a lot if you've played the same game of practice.." Christian caresses Elsa's cheeks and hair.
Elsa smiled and they continued their lunch until the bell arrived.
They join hands to enter the class, indeed since entering High School they have one class.
After school, Elsa waits for an angkot at the school. But the Honda-branded bike with Velg Racing and the Black and Red Domination Body stopped right in front of Elsa.
"Get bee..." Christian took off his helmet.
"You don't want latian Bee? I'd like to spend an hour on the orchid road."
"Coach ga dateng, from Rachel snedeketin mending me as you love." Christian gives a white helmet with a picture of winnie the pooh.
"Rachel isn't your mixed doubles mate bee? Why is he?" Elsa receives a helmet and wears it. Then Elsa started getting ready to ride on Christian's bike.
"Ganjen anyway Bee. I'm disgusted by him. Just wear a skirt like a mini, dress hell again.." Christian was disgusted.
"Not even menen - men's guy even on his Bee seneng see?" Elsa was actually fishing for Christian. He felt jealous because of the rumors that circulated Rachel liked Christian.
"Make it look at Bee? If I'd rather you. Closed makes curious and keeps everyone looking. I'm the only one who can see Bee.." Christian starts to go slowly, he wants to enjoy his time with Elsa.
"You mean Bee??!" Elsa was embarrassed by Christian's response.
"Your heart is Bee....Elsa Nirmala." Christian's left hand then held Elsa's hand that stroked her.
Elsa leaned her head against Christian's shoulder. He felt a strong and warm heartbeat in Christian's arms.
"Bee... hugged me on. So my back, I'm tired of Bee.. I want to rest Bee.. I love you Bee.." whispered Elsa.
"Definitely! I Promise Bee. My heart is forever You Bee. I love you Bee.." said Christian steadily.
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"Elsa???? You daydreaming?" Christian breaks Elsa's memory of a sweet piece of memory.
"Sorry gw ga focus, tired gw abis serving husband anyway Iw. I'm sitting in a corner there.." Elsa went towards the seat.
He accidentally tells Christian that he has lost love with Candra. Elsa is still a little curious about how Christian reacts. Is it true that it's still in Christian's heart?
Elsa is waiting for christian to come. He took the phone from his bag.
Candra: the tree you do not need to be strange - strange. Inget I'm your husband. You're pregnant with my son.
Me: yes my husband.the father of the child in my womb..
Then Elsa put the phone on the table right in front of her.
Soon Christian came and took their orders.
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Candra is busy in her showroom. He checked the sale from yesterday's opening. What a fortune for him, he managed to sell 20 cars from the beginning of the opening until that day.
A satisfied smile was etched from Candra's lips. He felt that the way for him was already there.
Tok..tok. (door opens).
"Excuse me sir, there's a guest looking for the father." Mila.
"Who's mile? What's urgentsy? I still want to check this report." Candra brought a stack of files in front of her.
"He's...."
"CANADA....!!!! HIIKSS...Candraa.." The voice of the woman is raucous and crying. The woman barged into Candra's study.
"Cristin? You why? What's up?"
Candra stood up and walked over to Cristin.
"Candra... I couldn't bear.crazy is a man..crazy is a businessman*n him..gw ituu...gw was born a child for him.....but......"
Bruggkc...Cristin fainted, Candra reflexively propped up Cristin.
"Come!!! Mila!!!" Shouted Candra
Mila who had left the room Candra ran in with Mr. Udin.
"Yes sir? Holy jeez!" Mila covered her mouth with her right hand.
" Guard quickly prepare the car, help me lift it and take it to the hospital. He passed out this is an emergency."
Mr. Udin was getting ready with Candra's car. Then Candra carried Cristin into the back of the car. He put Cristin's head on his lap.
"Road sir! Hurry up!!" Candra panics with Cristin's condition.
Candra stroked Cristin's hair, she saw how weak this woman was. Why survive with marriage.if only hurt her is not marriage to coexist with each other under any circumstances?
Yeah.that question that crossed Candra's mind.
