I'm Not Your Choice

CHAPTER 60

they were silent without a word. Elsa doesn't think that sentence could have pierced Candra's heart.

candra's eyes were a little red, yes she was angry.she felt disappointed and very angry.The biggest failure was coal.

candra's memory returns to the time of Om Hendra

meet him.how intimidation he did, the purchase of assets cheaply and the expansion of his business octopus blindly.

how Candra had to lose the House, land, and all the deposits that she had. admit failure and error.

the pain and fall are deepest according to Candra, but deep in her heart she is grateful.

thanks to that he realized that the woman next to him now.is a sincere woman to him.teach what it is sincere, how to rise up and smile that... The world may shake but we must stand.

Candra also looked at Elsa. her cheeks are similar to pahao, natural brown curls and wiry eyes. 'you are indeed Beautiful natural Elsa.... '

Candra remained silent looking at Elsa. Elsa's lips pouted and looked out the window alone.he also laughed at the elbow of his lips.how his wife is so innocent and funny.

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"okay all have worked optimally.please those who want to pray or rest.meeting finished." Anita closed the meeting that afternoon.

Richie is still checking the financial statements of Rachel's family company. he still kisses the game in. let alone a ambiguous financial matter.

anita gave the envelope a tightly sealed brown color. Richie accepts and opens it.

he looked at some journals.and there was a USB in his. I don't know who gave it, he immediately opened the usb on his laptop.

both his eyeballs glared.he gawked and his face was flushed red.it seemed like the contents of the file were so angry.

"hello, Anita. order me a ticket to Singapore. tomorrow morning." Richie leaves immediately after calling Anita from her office.

*******

"hon... do we want to buy equipment ? I'm waiting for the day.."

"what's Cand? hon?? the honey? " Elsa was like hearing a call tickling her ear.

"honey... honey... Is there anything strange?" candra's face gawked.

"banget! I've never gotten used to a call like that. My ears were hot to hear it. "' Elsa said.

elsa's heart is fragile and sensitive, but she is afraid of getting hurt again with what has been passed.

traumatised..

agony..

disillusioned..

even he still does not understand how his household path will be. After this baby is born, what if everything changes.

Elsa also walked to a store in a new mall.mall with a modern concept in this city. Elsa walks into a children's supply store.

all the products needed are neatly arranged. highlight bright lights, making the shopping atmosphere fun.

even the price, it is expensive, but he also wants to give something with a certain brand for his child.

"choose Els as you please, which one is suitable for our son. I'll pay for it all." said Candra as she embraced his wife's shoulder.

"where's the money from Candra? we have to save money.we are both not on the insurance cover for the cost of childbirth." replied Elsa. but Elsa's view did not stop to the baby box in front of her.

"there was a company that paid me yesterday, so I promised to buy something for our son" Candra said with a friendly smile.

"salary... commission... and monthly exact expenditure have you allocated? "

"already Elsa... has chosen it. so do not count for our child. buy what he wants... " Candra pulls Elsa to pick all her.

kira - about an hour they choose. box in front of Elsa that costs 12 million at the end they buy. Candra looks satisfied to be able to buy everything.

indeed if his character buys goods of top quality.so fall however he must seek the same prestige.

they walk to the foodcourt. the clock shows at 1 pm. When for them to have lunch, Elsa's view begins to blur.

for some reason Elsa is always dizzy if she has not eaten something in an interval of 1 hour. It seems the fruit of their love likes to eat something.

"Candra.. eat dimsum yes. I'm dizzy, afraid of fainting... " Elsa squeezes tightly the sleeves of Candra's shirt.

"well. it's fitting there's a place. Hold me yes, let's not jatoh. if you faint bother to take it." Candra tried to make Candra joke.

but Elsa still did not bother her husband.for her meal was the main thing that afternoon.

*******

midnight is coming.. Elsa awakens with excruciating stomach cramps and feels like the man to come.

he also remembered during a Yoga class in Gymnastics pregnant.how the instructor taught him about breathing.he drew and breathed several times. Elsa stroked her stomach, 'son, not yet when you came out.'

what Elsa did was build Candra, she got up and held Elsa's hand.

"elsa. what happened." asked Candra.

"huf.. huf ... " Elsa just threw her breath through her mouth.

his stomach was so tight, it felt like he was pushing down.

after a few minutes, the pain slowly disappeared in Elsa's stomach. Candra also rubbed Elsa's forehead, the sweat that went down wet Elsa's clothes.

Candra opens the closet and picks up clothes for Elsa, helping her take off her clothes.

Candra then sat down next to Elsa. "is it better?"

Elsa just nodded, Candra also thrust a glass of water.he always provides in her room. because at midnight Elsa often feels thirsty like a dehydrated person.

"thank you, " said Elsa.

candra also stroked his wife's head.he patted his wife's shoulder..

"it's gone Candra." said Elsa.

"he baby, your content has entered old age.we have to prepare, although this is first for us. but we are always together Elsa... "

Elsa nodded, they returned to the body.they slept with a look, Candra's hand reached down Elsa's waist and stroked her stomach.

"sleep son, you make mom and dad worried."

but a powerful kick from Elsa's stomach gives a response to what Candra said.

"honey.. the kick is strong, you will definitely be a strong man yes son.. papa love you.." said Candra.

Elsa closed her eyes.she wanted to go back to sleep, her body is now so heavy and easily tired.

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Elsa opened her eyes, she fumbled towards her bedside.empty, then where is Candra??

Elsa wakes up from her sleep, she sits down and looks at the wall clock.at 8 am, where Candra is this early.

he slowly came down and stayed for a while.he was afraid of dizziness that often came suddenly relapsed.

about 3 minutes later Elsa stood up.

he closed his eyes and said 'thank God I can still get up and breathe this morning.Take care of me and take care of me. amen.'

Elsa came out of the room, she saw her husband was already in the dining room.he was neatly dressed and fragrant, it seemed like something was so important this morning.

"Cand. .. " call Elsa.

he invited Elsa to sit down, and Candra took toast in front of him, applying his wife's favorite strawberry jam.

"take it El... " Candra gave bread with jam in front of Elsa..

"thank you, " answered Elsa, she began to eat the bread.

"Elsa... Today I have a meeting, so I'll be back tonight. can you I stay?" Candra spoke before elsa asked.

"what are you meeting about? the hotel again? with Hendrawinata??" ask Elsa.

"yes El, I promise... "

"what promise?" Elsa put down her bread and folded her hands on her chest.

"i promise to help his business.What's wrong? he's my best friend from High School."

Elsa scrunched her forehead.she could not believe her husband was so stupid.

"are you stupid or *****?" elsa's words are so harsh.

"what did you say?? try saying it again!" Candra rose apoplexy with the word Elsa.

"yes you are stupid and****.you know the location is the city border and there is no business life. there is only a brothel** and nightclub.What do you want business model??" Elsa shook her head.

"well if you say I'm stupid.if we succeed, you'll give me a resort in Bali" said Candra with a mantab.

"if you fail?" Elsa challenged her husband.

"if I fail, I will obey you and I will remove all my shares from the hotel, and I will give you the authority to build your own hotel."

"Deal up! in 5 months if the hotel's finances can't reach at least 50% of BEP (break Event Point), or rata2 fits. you're headed for failure."

"Deal!" candra then stands up and leaves Elsa.

he took the car keys and left Elsa without saying goodbye. Elsa just looked at her husband and took a heavy breath. "basically stupid and greedy."

Mbok Yem comes and takes care of the dinner table.he is scared because Elsa and Candra had a fight in the morning.

"sorry Mbok, I just want my husband to fall 2 times mbok.."

"Good non... "

Elsa went into her room, she cleaned herself and pondered why her husband became ambitious, did he have a target to avenge Hendra.

"i know Hendra's name as almost the same person.O Lord... "

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a tattooed man is seen peering outside the fence of Elsa's house.

before long Mbok Yem came and smiled.it seemed he knew the man.he opened the door and let him in.

apparently he was Billy, then he sat in the living room. Mbok Yem knocks on Elsa's bedroom door.

"non.." call mbokyem.

not long after the door opened. Elsa welcomes with a pregnant negligee and a plain face without powder, but since her pregnancy Elsa is even more beautiful.

mbok yem was stunned, he just stared at Elsa.

"why Mbok??" ask Elsa.

"eh non, unnerved aunt same non. maap.. it's there temen Mas Candra. he's name Billy, his person 'sangar' (scary) but his heart is good non."

"he's my nyari?" ask Elsa bangtung.

"sepertinya iya non... diruang tamu non. " Mbok Yem lalu pergi ke arah dapur. ia membuatkan minuman teh hangat untuk tamu nya.

elsa came out and welcomed Billy.How shocked is Elsa, a man who looks like a thug or champion is her husband's friend?

"hallo.. I'm Elsa, Candra's wife. Can I help you?" Elsa gave him her palm.

Billy greeted and they shook hands.

"sorry I didn't tell you first. I'm Billy, I was a close friend of Candra when Junior High. I came here actually wanted to find Candra."

"sorry Candra is going out. But I don't understand where she is. Is there anything I can help you with?"

mbok yem came and served some warm tea and some bread on the plate.

Elsa glanced and felt why mbok yem was so loyal to this guest?

"please have the tea... " Elsa offers to Billy

"thank You... before her." Billy took a glass and started drinking his tea.

"so actually, what's wrong with my husband?" elsa curious.

"so this is how your husband came to me. ah, sorry can we communicate more casually? " billy had trouble communicating with the formal.

"please talk as comfortably as you." replied Elsa with a friendly smile.

"so your husband asked me to find out about the location where he would build the business, and I know one thing. that the location is a land of dispute. where the owner also has a family relationship with Cristin."

"do you know Cristin??" apparently that woman again, should it be my enemy for a lifetime??

"yes I understand enough, the woman who always chases Candra. the woman makes Candra can't wart. wherever Candra he always follows. But believe me, her heart is so rotten."

"....." elsa was silent and unable to speak.

"so you know him too? and why is Candra so dependent on Cristin?"

"Candra's an innocent child, she's a submissive child.A lot of women love her since Elementary.but cristin is so bold as to approach her.that's how shy Candra is and doesn't like to compete."

"then...?" elsa is interested in her husband's life.how not, she does not understand how her husband at that time.

"then cristin always be benalu. Candra's achievements down and he away from us. become engga cool is. that's what I want to convey. Think again, their family was. better to be careful.

because a friend who looks good can stab you in the back." jawan Billy firmly.

Elsa fell silent and looked at the water in her cuptea. she fell silent considering how Candra was so defensive of her friend when Elsa disagreed.

"but what purpose did you tell me? you'll understand, how Candra is. If she wants one thing, she'll try to achieve it any way."

"i believe you can tell her the power of love can change someone Elsa. Believe me, and I see you can help her.

don't look at my appearance, I used to live on the streets, so you definitely won't believe it.

but my intuition is usually right, only you can help your husband." Billy said straightforwardly...

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Elsa sits alone in the garden of her yard and still can't believe what she's hearing.

mbok yem came and brought milk to Elsa. then mbok yem sat on the floor under Elsa.

"don't be afraid, Billy was the friend of his little Candra. was like family.just because he did not agree mama - his papa separated and he was entrusted to the orphanage. so run away and live on the street."

"oh i see, it deserves a lot of tattoos. he turns out to live on the street." Elsa nodded.

"he's non, but now his life has been real. since he met his wife, now selling food and selling in the non animal market.so it's true, but the same tattoo earrings sometimes nakutin ya non... " mbok yem said with a smile.His old teeth make him funny when talking.

"yes, I was right, so I was shocked." replied Elsa.