I'm Not Your Choice

CHAPTER 55

Elsa prepares a meal for Candra. His cooking talent was so honed after he went out to work.

Candra, who had just finished her bath, walked out of the room. He went straight to the dining room.

He sat down and looked at his wife's face.

"Why do I keep eating gw?" Ask Elsa. His face was red and embarrassed.

Her husband never looked at her that morning.

"No, I just want to see you more clearly." Answer Candra subtly.

"Don't slap Lo. I've been eating, abis ni I want a way out." Answer Elsa ketus.

Elsa leaves Candra, she heads for the kitchen.

"You accompany me to eat El.." cried Candra from the dining room.

"Yeah!!" Elsa answered loudly.

Elsa came back and brought her dinner plate. He sat in front of Candra.

They started eating that morning. Fried rice, half-cooked eggs and sausages accompanied them in the dining room.

A quiet and awkward atmosphere that seemed to accompany them. Elsa focuses on her food. She did not see her husband at all.

Candra started talking that morning. "Where are you going today?"

"Oh, I. uh I have an appointment with Olla and Yeslin. You know, Olla?"

"I seem to remember Olla. He's your best friend from High School. If I don't get it wrong, I've met Olla when you hang over in the pub."

"Open..."Elsa chokes.

Candra immediately took the white water. He gave it to his wife, "drink slowly El..."

Elsa takes off the white water. Then he said, "Thank you...."

Candra replied with a smile.

Elsa sits on the family room couch. He holds the phone and presses the taxi app online.

"I'll just take it with me. I'm your husband." Candra's voice from behind Elsa.

Elsa turned, "how?"

"Yes... Where are you going...?"

Elsa opens her group chat with Olla and Yeslin.

"To Macabana, where do you understand this?"

Elsa showed me a social media photo of the place.

"Which is close, you can find it." Candra replies to have his wife believe and be sure to get between him.

"Okay, I'm ready2 hours to go." Elsa believed and went into the room to prepare.

10 Minutes passed

Elsa out of the room. She was wearing a Navy Maxi Dress. Her belly looks so advanced. But Elsa's beautiful aura is so nampa.

Candra, who was reading the news on her mobile phone, turned to his wife. Both of his eyes did not blink. He looked at Elsa in awe, even Candra's cheeks turned red.

Elsa walked over to the living room sofa, which was fused with the living room. He was looking for something in his bag.

Before long he found, apparently a small glass that is usually in the bag of women. He opened and straightened his hair. The nude lipstick on Elsa's lips gave a more natural impression on her sweet face.

Elsa closed the glass and put it back in the bag. When she saw Candra, she felt awkward because her husband saw her without blinking.

"Candra. So you wanna go?"

"....." Candra is still stunned.

"Cand!?"

Candra also realized, "Els... is it ready? Come on, let's go now. Than to be in the hot afternoon."

A naughty idea pops up in Elsa's mind. He stood up and held Candra's steps.

"Els.. why?"

Mmmmmmh(a small kiss landed on Candra's lips.)

for a moment they express the true feelings of the heart. Even if it's just a kiss and a hug.

Elsa hugs Candra, "cand..kamu why do you want me to be so?"

"You can shake my heart? I'm short of breath and groggy.."

"Why?" I'm your wife, aren't you squirming at me every day?"

"Let's go. I feel..you are very graceful and beautiful Elsa...."

Elsa hugged her husband tightly, for him she wanted to affirm his heart. If Candra responds to Elsa's embrace, it means they still have a chance to fix everything.

'Son, forgive me if my heart is doubtful. Mama doesn't want to keep this household, if there's no happiness. Let mama convince everything, son, to stay with your father later...' Elsa said in her heart to the little one in her stomach.

Elsa also let go of Candra's embrace.

"Let's go.." said Elsa.

Candra nodded and grabbed Elsa's shoulder. Candra's right hand carries Elsa's bag.

They got into the car and got ready. Mbok Yem closed the gate and waved his hand.

Mbok Yem smiled at the behavior of the little boy in front of him. For mbok Yem, Candra is still the child she raised from the past. Candra is now married to a sweet and kind woman.

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A very lonely journey. The weather is very friendly. Not hot and not raining. Accompany them on their way to Elsa's meeting place.

Elsa looked out the window. He seemed amazed by the development of his growing city. A lot has changed, but there has not been 1 year he did not return.

Elsa's mind floated considering the corner of the city. With all the memories. Her childhood, her teens and now she's going to be a mother. Elsa also rubbed her stomach which began to often feel a kick from inside.

"Goddess....."

Candra's voice breaks Elsa's daydream.

"Yes? Why Candra?" Elsa replied and glanced at Candra.

"You know what love is?"

Deg. Elsa's heart flinched like there was a thrilling her. He made his chest tight but he wanted to smile.

'Don't Geer Elsa' Elsa's inner voice.

"Love?" Elsa confirmed what she heard.

"What do you think love is?" Answer Candra while focusing on driving a black city car.

"Love, when we feel like the world is falling apart, it doesn't matter if we're with him. More broadly, we feel happy to look at his face, talk with him make something in our hearts vibrate.....

Make your mind go only to him whatever you do to him...."

"Why sick?" Candra scrunched her forehead.

"Hmm... If you, love is not the same as me?" Tany Candra is clear.

Elsa looked straight at Candra.

'Lo ga ngigo again, right Cand??' Elsa asked in her heart.

"I want you to answer me first. Do you love me?"

"If I... not El.... I. I. not ...."

"Yes! I never loved you. Because the beginning we met until this second. because....." Elsa cuts out Candra's sentence.

Elsa tried to continue her sentence. But his chest, he tried not to shed tears.

"Because we never love each other. I'll just get down here."

Candra stops her car, Candra tries to say something. But Elsa was quick - fast down.

Car glass is lowered Candra. Elsa slightly bowed and spoke.

"I went home alone, share your home address. Later let's not come back you have to pick it up."

"Well, I'll pick up El..." Candra's got Elsa.

"Gw to Cand! I will, I'll tell you. Don't wait to go back. bye..thank you for your ride.."

Elsa turns around and leaves Candra. She did not care and tried to hate her husband. How foolish he was, hoping Candra would love him.

******

Candra was still in place.he looked at Elsa until she entered the restaurant.The look on Candra's face was tangent.

he continued his journey. down the city without knowing the direction.just walk on, turning in a distant place.he wanted to forget the words - said his wife.

"Elsa.. if I continue my sentence.I don't know if I'm now in love with you Elsa.."

the weight of Candra's lips to say such a short word. Never for her to speak so hard to women.but beside Elsa, all became stiff. tongue, mind even lips Candra powerless speech.

he wants his wife to know and understand how his heart is.

keep Candra running without direction.The watch in the new hand shows at 12 pm. she remembered her friend who just opened the restaurant.

Candra pressed the call from the steering wheel of her car.

"halllo... bil..gw in semarang nih, your restaurant is open? I stopped by?"

"hi bro..please bro... still complete this food gw, but you are disgusted? you know, I hired a small shophouse, not a mall..."

"the busset! gapapa, the address you sent yesterday, right? I'm otw ya.."

"ok bro..gw wait.."

Candra immediately spurred her car. she headed to the area on the edge of the city of Semarang.more precisely her industrial city.

his car stopped at a shophouse that was seen starting to quiet buyers.the clock shows at 1 pm. It looks like it has finished lunch hour.

Candra stops her car right in front of the shophouse, looking for the figure of Billy, her childhood friend who almost dozens know she does not meet.

a small man with a sturdy figure, a typical Asian face with a rather mature skin.Yes right, that's Billy. the child who is never ashamed to work anything, for the sake of financing his sister.

Candra got down from the car. slowly she walked into the stall Billy.he also greeted Billy.

"brooo!!" Billy welcomes Candra with high five tosss.

"still inget gw lo, I think it has been successful to forget the same Iw..."

"ha ha... What success? I still have it, bro! you've been successful yes, uh yes I forgot. congratulations Bro, I'm hearing from Hendra lo udan nikah..."

"thanks Bro.." replied Candra with a wry smile.

Candra sat on one of the benches. In front of him there is a plate of rice complete with a typical Indonesian side dish. Candra greedily finished her meal.

Billy, who had just finished serving the buyer, called his wife.

"Cici, please change. I want to talk to my friend first.."

"Yes, I'll replace it first. The kids have napped too."

Billy then approached Candra. Billy chose to sit opposite Candra.

"Where? Her cooking mantab?"

Candra finished a glass of water. Then put it on the table.

"Recommend Money! It's really good.lo is a good cook."

"Thanks bro! Oh yeah what brings the big boss to eat in this little stall?"

A wry smile was implied from Candra's face. "Gw is like before."

"Hmm.difficult to lie, I know a little Candra..."

"Yes you know, you need to detail how to tell me now."

"Candra... Candra. That's the most salute.." Billy clapped his hands before Candra's face.

"Yes Bill, you said it's free I hope sm Cristin. Rival of the great whale. Yeah, I'm actually a wife, I didn't expect it either....."

"Wait a minute, your wife?" Billy tries to remember when he was dropping off food at Candra High School.

At that moment Candra did not stop looking at Elsa. Elsa sees Candra and throws her eyes at Christian.

Candra looked cynically at Elsa. He felt uncomfortable looking at a woman he never even spoke a word to. Together with other men.

"Yes Billy.lo said at that time that I had to move fast. You also said that my chance is still great. She's the one I made wife for."

"Well, congratulations on marrying a woman who has been incer Cand for a long time! What is a perfect married life?"

"No..not at all Bil.."

"Well?!" Billy scratched his head and snapped his glasses.

"Gw knows him for the game I played. Same with my marriage contract, because papa sempet critical. Cristin came away in my life. I finally know now, if Elsa ever pregnant child gw. And now she's pregnant with my son..."

"Where do you keep having problems?" Billy folded his hands.

"I'm afraid I'm wrong. But you never really feel sincere to see other women go. You feel lonely if there is him. You feel, your heart has a synchronous beat every time there's him?"

"Early..."

"So that's what I rasain. I don't understand Bill."

Billy breathed. "Lo is now looking back. Lafkahi lo wife born enough inner. Lupain lo's marriage contract. Keep telling Bini lo... Elsa I love you..."

"....." candra blinked her eyes a few times.

"Candra, you're in love with Elsa. Not the same Cristin, it's just a debt of gratitude to Cristin. But your heart is the same mind to Elsa...."

Candra still silently looked towards the table.

"lo if most bangtung rich women. bini lo take new people nyadar lo. please Cand, shame the same age lo. it's time for a man our lifetime is committed. enjoy marriage with a fall awake. let the power of your love is the same he is getting bigger and stronger. ready mental lo. because the presence of the child can be a little spice quarrel in your household, I understand because of your great affection to aunt Susan.so you're still afraid to start a marriage..."

"iya Bro..gw want to ngalamin rich that. I also sincerely if the child I must ngalam grow up in a family that is not complete, for the sake of happiness, both of them..."

Billy patted Candra on the shoulder, calming her friend's feelings.