I'm Not Your Choice

CHAPTER 52

Christian stops in front of Elsa's house. He opened the door for Elsa.

Elsa's face blushed in embarrassment, she held back a laugh from the sheer joy of her feelings. Just this time he went through what was called Dating.

"You wanna come in?" Ask Elsa.

"Byeah, I'd like to talk to your parents. We're not leaving yet."

They also entered the house. The atmosphere was very quiet and quiet. "Mama.... Grandpa's home..."

Elsa is looking for her parents. But there are no answers.

Elsa approached her parents' room. He tried to hear the voice inside.

"Ma. papa has no money. How we pay officers. Never mind, don't wash your blood again. I won't do anything - napa. We better think about the fate of our children and our employees."

"Pa.spirited is pa..do not talk like that, mama is sad to hear it. Passion pa. mama sure papa will be able to fulfill everything. But papa has to remember that life we have to fight for Pa..."

"Mama. Life without you..."

Elsa shed tears. He knew how much his father loved his mother.

Christian approaches Elsa, then swatting at Elsa.

Elsa turned to face Christian. They hug, Christian slaps Elsa on the back.

"Dear, baby, don't cry..."

Christian's heart rate became irregular. It feels so stiff and cold. He was wrong when he hugged Elsa.

After a bit of relief, Elsa drove Christian forward.

"Be careful Chris..."

"Yes dear..bye..."

"Bye.." but Christian refused to leave.

His youthful blood gleam seemed to be peaking. He approaches Elsa, pulling Elsa's neck up to face her lips.

A warm and quick kiss landed on Elsa's lips and forehead. "Byee darling...."

Christian left quickly. After getting in the car, he opened the glass and waved at Elsa.

"Heart - the heart of Tiaan...!" Elsa Seru.

And Christian went by.

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One Saturday morning at High School, Christian sat on the edge of the field. Morning sports hours, he felt he had to fix his shoelaces that stretch.

"Tian.." a voice he felt he was dying for. Christian flips his body, "Elsa...."

Elsa smiled as she nodded her head.

Elsa decided to go to school that day. He sat on the edge of the field bench and leaned against the wall. His head is still a little dizzy. But he had to stay in, almost a week he didn't come.

Christian comes running, he gives Elsa an isotonic drink.

"More. To you dear.." christian looks very handsome reflected by the light of the sun that morning.

"Well! You are the one who sports. It's for you. I'm water enough." Elsa showed me the bottle.

"No. It's for you, I'm there too." Christian sat down next to Elsa.

Elsa rests her head on Christian's shoulder. "Your shoulders are so strong..."

"Sure dong, that's what it's for. So you can lean by my side." Christian smiles and caresses Elsa's cheeks.

"We're gonna keep going on what's up Tian?" Ask Elsa.

"You mean?"

"Can we be together until God brings us together...?"

"I'll be with you Elsa forever, just you and only you in my life."

Christian then kisses Elsa.

View from the 2nd floor of the Candra building. Candra Adiwinata, a quiet basketball team leader, also put her heart on Elsa.

Not because of the looks, but because of the smile and 'to what is', just the way you are.

He clenched both his hands. 'Owh apparently you guys are already.' Candra's mind was instantly muddled and her mood shattered instantly.

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"Hallo.My name is Rachel, I'm from bandung. Greetings to all.."

Beautiful new student with a sharp nose like an angel. The new student sat down next to Christian.

"Can I sit here?" Rachel looked at Christian.

"Please. It's empty." Javan Christian is cold.

"Elsa.kok he really care sit next to Tian. Kan Tian ga likes to sit next to women. Don't know yourself."

"Olla..already justin, maybe we lack his bench." Elsa is still thinking positively and does not care.

However, day to day the behavior of the child made him angry. He was so bright - light approached Tian.

Every lunch always comes close to Elsa and Christian. "I'm sitting here..."

Elsa looked towards Christian. "Lo blind? In the back I have a bench sitting there you!!" Answer Christian ketus.

"Rachel. I'm sorry, but Christian wants to eat alone. You were there." Elsa still held back her emotions.

But it is called wild grass. I will find a way to keep growing. To get rid of the plants that should be.

How can Elsa calm down. When she returned home with Christian, Elsa kept quiet and leaned her head against Christian's shoulders.

"Why beibh? How do you get rich usually?"

"Love, you know Rachel didn't tell you..."

"Where are you hearing?" Ask Christian.

"Yes I fit in the bathroom. He was talking to marshela. But. If he likes you how?"

Christian stopped the vehicle. "Udahlah Elsa.. just like doang right, the important thing is I did not respond to him. Yes, I just love you. Don't think that strange. I bete you're so rich."

"I'm jealous of Tian. If he likes you and you keep you..."

"Continue what? Every day you say it mulu.i'm Bosen Elsa!!"

"... sorry.." the word sounded slowly out of Elsa's mouth.

"Continue going home with us?"

"Tian continues. I want to teach maple lessons (subjects) first. I want to pay LKS (student worksheet).."

Christian restarted the engine. He rode quickly to the front of the house of the student les Elsa.

He should not be angry at Elsa's worries. Elsa has actually smelled something between their relationships.

But Elsa really does not want to lose Christian. Losing a loved one.

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"And really Elsa! Brother***the two of them. New school holidays know fitting into sohan. You are broken up via SMS anyway! Guys *****!!" Olla was angry - so her. He did not accept Christian's treatment.

"Here you go. I'll try nerima, if it hurts la.." Elsa's eyes look swollen and blackened.

"Lo the good woman El... **** she chose tu pela*** than lo!" Ola kicked a soccer ball in front of her.

"Olla.what ugly gw yes, or poor, or gw kriting gini. Or I'm a fool." Elsa's still looking for excuses. For what Christian decided.

"Obviously he was stupid. Mutusin girl well rich lo just for women who want to mepet him. Just so he's a guy plin plan doesn't know himself."

Elsa was silent and looked at Christian from afar.

They both ate in the cafeteria. The new couple, who scratched the wound in Elsa's heart. Elsa now has to be independent, to just have lunch and go home.

That day, his stomach was hungry. But the money in his pocket was only 10 grand. Just enough to get home.

Elsa tried to endure her stomach pain. He drank water which was given free by the school. The disciples brought their own bottles.

Elsa drank almost a full bottle. His only hope is that he wants his hunger gone.

But what he did was seen by Christian. Her heart was so sore that Elsa had to endure her hunger.

Christian's memories drift as they are together. Elsa eats with her almost every day. Even Elsa looks more contained than she is right now.

His body is almost exhausted, let alone eat regularly. Elsa prefers to hold back tired and hungry to save money.

"Oh my God, it hurts...." Elsa felt her upper abdomen.

He kept walking to go up to the 2nd floor of his classroom. But only 1 step Elsa is not strong.

He fell, weak, tired and dizzy all into one. But there was a strong hand guarding him. He did not fall directly to the floor.

Elsa peeps at who helped her. Elsa doesn't understand who she is, doesn't wear their high school uniform. Her face is like Candra Adiwinata.

Elsa felt her eyes getting heavier. He chose to close his eyes.

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"Rachel, you can choose the clothes you want. I'm tired, I want to go home." Christia n lazily accompanied her fiance shopping for their wedding preparations.

"You are yes! You're my fiance!" Rachel answered ketus by squeezing the clothes held by her.

"Whatever!" Christian decides to leave Rachel alone.

Rachel stomped her feet until her shoes came off. "Basically men don't know themselves!"

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"It's all Elsa? We're putting it in the car now." Candra brought out one big suitcase.

In the middle room there were already 3 other suitcases waiting. Elsa sits down and reads the news online from her mobile phone.

"Here you go, let me help you.." Elsa tried to stand with her stomach growing.

"Elsa.. Are you sure we're on our way to Semarang?" Candra asked while helping Elsa stand up.

"Yes Candra, I don't want to stay here. I'm tired of seeing you and that woman." Elsa answered coldly to her husband.

"Well, I'll call bellboy to help us." Candra hit the number 2 from the phone in her apartment.

Elsa looked at their wedding photo on the wall of the living room. How Elsa would love to have a household like her dream from childhood.

Happy home without a third person. However, the household he lived in was not easy. Everything is complicated and becomes erratic in its direction.

Should survive for the sake of the baby in the womb. Or better to let go of Candra for their happiness.

Elsa stroked her belly, son.had mama fallen in love with your father. Why did my mom become like this. Promise yes to accompany mama, mama love the same you son.' Elsa's tears also dripped.

"Ilsa....?" Ask Candra who is already beside her.

"Yes...is it time to come down?" Elsa wiped her tears and turned her head towards Candra.

"Elsa.come.." Candra hugged him. Elsa was crying again.

"Candra... Why is it like this...."

"I find it hard to say this, but. I. I want to continue our household until the end. Consider me a husband ..... Stupid,**** and bad. But I want us to stay together."

Elsa hugged Candra even tighter. "Can...."

"Elsa let's start over. We are the same as being parents to our children. I realize it's hard for you to forgive me, but let me be a good father to our son..."

Elsa can't say anything. Should he be clingy on his stance. So selfish if he separated the baby and his father indirectly.

Tok... tok... house keeping! (Voice from outside)

Candra releases Elsa's embrace. Elsa wiped her tears. So much of their innate. Some baby equipment is ready.

Elsa follows Candra in the back. They're heading down to the basement parking lot. Candra arranged the goods in their car.

"Where to go sir? How to bring so much stuff." Ask bellboy who helped us.

"My wife wants to go home. He misses the town we met." Answer Candra.

Elsa chose to sit in the car. He opened the glass of his car so that the air could enter.

"So far sir, but now there's a toll so spit yes sir. So you gave birth to a new mother?"

"Yes, I want that, sir. This is our second child, so I have to be more careful." Candra replied while putting the baby stroller that had been folded.

"Lho sir.the second son is the father had the first experience first sir. Ha..ha. funny dad." The bellboy tried to melt the atmosphere in a joking manner.

Candra's face turned sour.

"My first child died in the womb. I have to be heart. I don't want to lose anymore. If you're done, this is for you. Thank you." Thank you."

Candra tipped bellboy. "I'm sorry sir, but thank you sir. excuse me." He then goes away from Elsa and Candra.

Candra then gets in the car. He started the engine and then used a seatbelt. He looked at his wife, how Elsa the woman he had once only seen from afar. Now there is beside him and is pregnant with the fruit of their love.

"Every El, we're on our way now."

Elsa just nodded, Candra started to spur her vehicle. He exited their apartment area. Candra turns on the radio to drive away the deserted.

Elsa prefers to see her traffic jam the city streets that morning. Everyone looked impatient and broke through the queue.

candra turns the wheel, she goes straight into the outer ring toll. "el. later in semarang you stay in my house only yes. there will be a maid who will accompany and help you."

"your father's house?" Elsa makes clear Candra's words.

"no, the house on behalf of both of us. the tiny house that I can buy after we get married. the results of our showroom and export bag. I use to buy a house. later Mbok Yem will help you, he from childhood has joined my family. he is smart enough to take care of small children. So when there is no me, you can be helped by Mbok Yem."

"are you ready to prepare Cand?" Elsa looked at her husband who was driving.