I'm Not Your Choice

I'm Not Your Choice
CHAPTER 23



I'm still focusing on my computer's LCD. The clock on the screen shows at 10pm. Music from my HP accompanies me to hunt my watch.


samar vague with conversation from Handy Talky between operational children communicate.


"MOD monitor! MOD monitor!" voice calls from Handy Talky.


"get in" I replied while pressing the right button HT with the label saying MOD.


"Mom Elsa please Mom, there's a complete guest at the Spa."


a reply from HT.


"Spa??"


"Yes ma'am, the guests are drunk."


"Copy me there. Yes Bu copied."


I immediately stored the data on my computer, turned it off. Then called security, "Sir, one personnel came with me to the top. I Wait in reception."


I closed the bag, HT and turned off all the lights. I walked out, and locked the door. I rushed up to the lobby.


Security was waiting for me at FO. "sir Jaelani, this is the accounting key, let's go to Spa."


I then put my Bag on the lower reception table.walk with Pak Jaelani towards our Spa on the 1st floor.


tingg..lift open...


we got out of the elevator then turned to the right. There was a glass door welcoming us, I opened the door.


we were greeted by a raging WNA guest and hit our Reception Spa table.


I'm getting close, "Excuse me? may I help you?"


The WNA looked at me. "haa,Sooo your the manager.you need to know. your staff is total fu***Shit!!"


"sorry for it sir. but, let me know whats the matter it is?" I answered slowly.


"i already said that I need extra. But they said no.no.they want my money but the don't want give me extra treatment."


I sighed, then I. replied, "did you see it?" I pointed to a board that read The Order of Spa.


"yeaaa.but I already paaidd!!"


"Security, please." Mr. Jaelani and 2 security then led WNA to leave the Spa area.


"Mom Elsa, thank you, I'm so scared."


I looked at merry, "mba merr, where's that kid who's treating bule (called WNA)?"


Merry pointed down, "puput, let's go out." the puput came out. I then brought her down to the lobby and brought her into the room FO.


"what exactly is going on?"


the silent pup only bowed his head. "talk, you don't complicate your own position.."


puput began to dare to open his voice, "i apologize ma'am.tadi mr. Volke asked me to do extra service to him. with the lure2 3x fold money."


"so!!" my face became angry.


"i said no mister, if you want to say first because the queue is a lot and we want to close. But he said yasudah extra massage 10 minutes, ma'am." I still hear the puput.


"but he's crazy because he used to drink a lot of beer ma'am.we also couldn't possibly massage if they were drinking alcohol."


"keep running, then,?"


puput nodded.."yes Ma'am, I'm afraid, my clothes will be torn."


"drag!" I patted my forehead.


"okay I'll put a report in my report."


I then continue my work.write reports of what happened, including the act of carelessness that just happened.


*******


I woke up, feeling very tired.I remember just closing my eyes at 04.00 am. Now it's 7 am.


"ah.sial. ak has to get to the make up place."


I got up straight into the bathroom, barked the shower, warm water soaked my body.I cleaned my body, and let the water wash my hair.


I came out of the bathroom using a kimono towel. took a pink tunic dress with a small floral pattern.


I dry my hair and immediately change clothes with my dress. I wear powder and lip gloss as a base so that my face does not pale.


I glanced in the bathroom mirror, "may she have a counselor to close my eyes."


I cleaned up my bags of clothes and stuff. I took HT and got out of room 1025. I waited for the elevator to open, I saw my surroundings were quiet..


elevator open.


I got into the elevator and pressed the letter L. The elevator closed, started moving down. The elevator stopped at the letter L.


the elevator is open.


I walked out of the elevator. Then turned right, to the Lobby. I approached the Reception table, put HT and the room key.


"Daughter, are you the morning one?"


Princess look at me,"Mother.iya I am morning, mom want to check out?"


"yes put, this is the key."


"breakfast first ma'am?"


"engga Put..makasih.I live yes?"


I left Reception to the door of the Lobby. The door opened. I walked out, "Mom's Eve,?"


greet one of the security guard. "For Sir.."


"home mom?"


"yes sir, excuse me, I'll stay first."


I walked again out of the hotel area. I took my phone, opened the online taxi application. pressed my destination route, then ordered.


finally the nyantol and the driver turned out in front of me.


"with Elsa's mother?" greet Mr. ojek, "yes sir, borrow the helmet?"


I also take a helmet and wear. "excuse me sir.." I rode a typical matic motor Ojek online.


we also left my office.


********


"Candra, where's your bini, huh,? he's left who hasn't danced." Jess looks upset.


Candra just kept quiet, and was busy with her HP. "Mazur!" Jess..


"just be patient, he's abis overtime so late."


jess is getting upset, "hadeh.mending Elsa late coming month from late gini. I must re'touch the bride."


"gw wants that too..."


jes was shocked and looked at Candra.


"is something wrong?" ask candra.


"no." answered jess.


tock.tok.


"naah!!" Jess ran to open the door.


"Elsaa.yes where the hell are you? it's already 8. you know at 10 that the church starts and I have to be ready to make up real Mila. here cepet in." Jess pulled me in.


I then sat in front of a portable makeup mirror Jess.I looked at Candra from the direction of the glass. Candra smiled at me.


I smile back at Candra, Candra then shows her right hand...


I saw my right hand, yes this ring I've worn too.


this is the first time I've ever met the Great Candra family. It feels so foreign and so full of falsehoods.


"nih.your face is good, I make up cepet so nya. ga need I use a lot of ingredients already good...


just part of your eyes are rich I need more close deh." jes then polishing back my eyes.


jess finishes to make my face and hair.I opened my eyes.


ah Lord.....me....this is me?


I still can't believe what I saw. It's me? "jess...this is me?"


"according to Lo??" jes tidied up her makeup equipment.


"now you get changed, same Rianty?"


Rianty got up, brought me the dress I tried the other day.Rianty was a little troubled by her stomach.


jess came out the door. "gw wait in the lobby, Hon?" Rianty escorts and kisses jess..


aww..Romanticised them..


"Where's Ri?" my many.


"here I am, I'm afraid in the bathroom of the tweezers." Rianty replied while stroking her stomach.


I see Rianty, am I envious of her?? ask my own heart.


"but there's Candra here." I replied spontaneously.


"So..? you're bini his time Els.has been a spate of hunting began his church."


I'll just say, I took off my Tunic Dress. Rianty helped hold my dress. But.it seems to be troubling Rianty.


Candra stood up and approached us. Candra replaces Rianty holding Dress.


Candra folded her legs, resting on her knees on the floor.helping to hold my hand, I got into my dress..


Candra put up my dress until it stopped right in front of me. We looked at each other awkwardly.


"Elsa, I'll be a few yes first, because it's Mila's room". I replied, "well Rianty."


Candra continued by putting up the resletin on the back of my dress. Candra brought her face closer to my teligo..


then whispered, "you're Beautiful Elsa...."


my cheeks were flushed. When Rianty's awkward mood said. "let's go down. hunt late."


"okay" we got out of the hotel room..


*****


the three of us, met Jasson in the lobby. "Cand, you got your own car? what do you want to do?"


"gw it's up to Elsa, if according to me mdingan bring your own car."


I was thinking, how better? "already, you are the same Elsa aja. bini lo beautiful like this, dear times if you walk alone." said Jasson.


"Alright, come on Candra rather than late." I went to the lobby exit. Candra caught up with me in the back.


I saw some fancy cars parked up. But where's Candra's black sedan.


"lookingwhat?" Candra asked me to walk to the car right in front of me. 'The 'Bentley Continental gt'


I gawked, can't believe. This car even I just saw in the office sponsor magazine ad. Now I ride this?? this one??


"let's not get rich in the village." Candra was already standing next to the steering door.


"yes, I came." I'm still amazed, but I try not to show it. Candra's big head again..


I go in and sit next to the driver. "really a selfish car. can't fit this much?" I asked innocently.


Candra brought her face closer to my right ear. "if you want to fit a lot, use the bus level there." then Candra peed my action.."aa.iiya..Cand.."


Candra came back to the seat. apparently she put up my seatbelt. "sorry I forgot to use the seatbelt."


"yes.your disease, so just use the car that I bought."


"engga Cand, I'm still comfortable walking the same angkot ride. let alone now there are ojek online. more practical."


"say it males." I was lazy to discuss again, I fell silent, and the car drove away, leaving the hotel area.


*********


I got off Candra's car, lots of other cars parked in this church! i understand!


they turned out to be a luxury Car Club. deservedly, a group of bourgeois children. It seems I was wrong place to come here.


"come here, you must join me." Candra was ready with her right hand, forming a half-stretched hand.


"yes dear.." I went in between Candra's hands and started walking. "huhfh! let's walk." I feel like my steps are heavy.


"if you're nervous, remember that I'm all good" Candra said.


somehow the sentence was like magic.I immediately had courage and my incantation went forward.


outside it already looks the family line that will accompany the bride in. there are also 3 virgins from the Candra family.


"That cooker's Candra's wife???" ask Namira.


"buslets!! where's the fat-cut operation??" alita still can't believe it.


"fir.fir..syafira lo.lo.." namira stamped - brick. Syafira was still silent gawking. "lengga maybe it. That same Jasson dress body I'm not enough." Syafira.


I approached them, "what's wrong? surprised?" I answered and left them.


"why are those 3 virgins the same?" ask Candra to me.


"they once said that your wife was a refrigerator, her body was rich in babiks."


we started to line up with our partner. "But you ain't so Els,"


"difficult to Forget Candra. I'm a baboon chicken."


Candra fell silent and we started walking inside.


*******


the church was finished, followed by removing the balloons and pigeons outside.I looked carried away, I let Candra's hand grab my waist and hold me.


but with what he did, I don't know why, I felt he was getting serious about me.


eith!! Elsa don't forget she kicked you out first. She just wants you to be a wife on marriage certificate paper and in bed if she needs to.


"Dear, we're in the convoy." Candra took me in the car.


we followed the event revolving around Jakarta, but we returned again to the hotel where we were dancing.


"is it ready again at 6?" I asked Candra in the room that Jasson had rented for tonight.


"yes.you want to rest first please." Candra came out of the room, seemed to call someone.


'what is Cristin?? there is still yes he among us.bener right you to baper an Els, hit right. udh ah bobo aja' I put my head with a sideways lying position. I feel sleepy once. I don't know since when I felt my sleep was lacking.


Candra went inside after calling Mr. Toni. Candra saw me falling asleep and snoring. "this woman.." Candra's approaching.


"Elsa, give me time to be sure.


sure of what I will choose.believe that you are God's choice for me. Give me time and opportunity to prove and learn to accept you fully in my life." Candra caressed my head, my cheek.


"excuse me Elsa, but my life has been ruined since you left.


I was too rude and rash at the time.it was all like out of my control. I shouldn't be so rude.


I was also quite surprised by your reaction."


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I flygun, feel the day is a bit dark. "well.telat gw." I saw Candra sleeping with a sitting position and leaning on the bedside table.


candra's hand clasped my palm tightly.it felt so warm...


but it hurts so much that I don't want to remember everything....


soon Candra also woke up. "Elsa.has woken up?"


"iya Can.kanya late retouch deh, it's 5 hours less. I actually make up as if yes.you wait first."


I ran to the bathroom. I picked up some oil paper, and pressed it against my face. I tidied up my hair, it was still tidy, it's just that I needed my powder.


I ran out and took the powder, then put it on and put my makeup on. Candra stood up and put on her Black Coat when I put on my Heels slippers.


Candra hugged me from behind. twisted my face, her hands clutching my neck.guiding my lips to re-leash the feeling in the depths of our hearts.


soft lips, the smell of breath Candra. This is crazy, I..