I'm Not Your Choice

I'm Not Your Choice
CHAPTER 31



I walked towards the Trans Bus stop. I kept thinking about the words papa said.


"Makanya papa want to have grandchildren.so that this business does not stop.papa and mami Ruby agreed our marriage without children. Just a bedmate and partner for a business event. Beyond that yes we are with our own hobbies."


"Mama and Ruby are like sisters. They were first village friends. Papa remembers the time they met after a long separation, mama preferred to stay with Ruby rather than papa. Hahaa.even mom says that where there's Ruby there's Susan.."


I just found out there was such a friendship. Until willing to share her husband or loved ones with her own best friend.


There are too many complicated things from the Candra family that I find hard to find..


My bus came, I got up and queued in. I chose to sit next to the door. I leaned towards the glass. Thinking about trying to reconcile with Candra.


Kring..kring..(phone rings).


"Call..."


"EL..party yuk...gw in Senci ni...then yes...?"


"Olla's? Where are you going?"


"Skyfly yes..gw cuzz there..bye"


Call disconnected..


The pub.ayuk ajah....Elsa drove on her bus to meet the olla in the pub as they promised..


*******


"Sir Toni, where did my wife say today?"


'The wife.ga was wrong with me, ' Mr. Toni still does not believe and only sees Candra from the rearview of the car.


"Sir?"


"Yes Mas.if non Elsa is not going anywhere. So I don't know where non Elsa is either..."


"Asha! That girl..." Candra's upset.


Candra presses the call to Elsa's contact. But because Elsa was at Elsa's pub, she didn't realize there was a call on her phone.


Candra is getting upset with Elsa. Good thing Candra had entered a GPS application to track Elsa.


Candra directly presses the user id Elsa. Waiting for a while, the map came out and Elsa was in a pub in the Thamrin area. "Basin a bad woman." Candra mutters.


"Where is mas? Where we going?"


"Pak Toni we're going to Thamrin, to GLP tower huh. I'd like to pick up a wife who needs to be taught a lesson."


Candra ride apoplexy to Elsa. A day without news and news. When the night comes, Candra gives a surprise by going to the Pub.


*****


Elsa sits next to Olla. With 2 more friends. Elsa was seen spending 3 cans of brown beer.


"El...this is the third bottle..Where are you going back?"


"Olla.calm down.I ain't papa.." Elsa's face started to blush..


"Udah Elsa enough, you're not strong to drink beer.lo it's drinking cocktail already.." Desy wiggling - shake Elsa's shoulder.


Elsa leaned her head against the table. Tired of his head thinking and accepting everything. Elsa closed her eyes for a moment, as she began to open her eyes. A man approached their table.


'High.what is Candra? But..why is Candra's body much thinner.' I can't lift my head.


The man approached olla. "Olla...hallo how are you?" The man gave his palms, a sign of shaking hands.


"Tian..gw is good..." Olla answered Tian.


"Elsa wake...Cepet wake up there Tian.cepetan...." Dessy's still trying to build Elsa.


It's like hearing a name that never goes away...TIAN...


I opened my eyes and lifted my head off the table. I fixed my hairdo. "Elsa..how are you?" Tian smiled.


Elsa longed in silence and blinked her eyes a few times. What dreams? The man who became his first love came before him and greeted him.


Masi clearly remembered Elsa how Tian had never looked at her. Never thought it existed. And end the relationship without any clarity of status first.


"ELSAA..." Dessy was upset and patted hard on Elsa's shoulder.


"Yes, I and I woke up." I answered Dessy.


"Sorry El, if it surprises you and me. I just happened to come and see you guys so I'm here." Tian was now sitting right in front of Elsa.


"Have you moved to Surabaya? To where your girlfriend Gio who I forgot." Answer Olla.


"You still want aja. (tian smiled) I've disbanded with Giovani and I get a job here. So yes I am in Jakarta." Olla was silent and seemed uncomfortable with Tian.


My mind drifted to remember what happened 11 years ago. When I was in 3rd grade High School. How Tian ignores Elsa, choosing to be with their classmate Rachel.


Elsa sacrifices her study time to make all of Tian's assignments. Sacrificing the time to contact Tian, to escape to the internet cafe (internet cafe) to search Tian during school hours. Elsa waited for Tian to reply to every SMS message she sent. Though Tian even fun playing Video games and Online Games.


Everything Elsa did on her sincere basis was through a relationship with Tian.


A lot of the time Elsa stole for the sake of being able to help Tian. Although at that time Elsa could have preferred to rest or teach Les subjects again.


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"ELSA!" This voice I know better. Elsa flipped half her body. Oh allah.....


Candras.


"Honey......Did you know? I wait on airport and your on here?" Candra immediately kissed Elsa's forehead in front of her friends.


"You didn't say you were here. I was panicking that you answered my phone. Messages and my Whatsapp also you don't read dear...." Candra stroked Elsa's cheek.


"Cand..are you not drinking?" Elsa gets awkward with what Candra did.


Highlight Candra's eyes sharply looked at Tian. It was as if a lion was fighting over prey.


"Hallo you're an olla, right?" Candra greeted Olla..


"Yes, you're Candra's sister, this is Dessy, this is Vera and this is." olla pointed to Tian.


"Tians.." Tian gave his palm to shake hands.


Candra grabbed it and replied. "Candra..suami Elsa.." they immediately glared at Candra's reply.


"I'm sorry Elsa, she didn't want me to tell the crowd about our marriage. Because that time..


Um. So we married quickly.next we have a thanksgiving, on come yes. Thank you for our baby." Candra stroked Elsa's stomach.


"Wong jerky (crazy people). We're married but.." replied Elsa.


"Darling..you again - again forgot to wear a ring..." Candra grabbed Elsa's hand.


Candra took something out of her pocket. Turns out Elsa's ring, then Candra put it on Elsa's right hand finger.


"Nih..I'll just use.you cook forget to keep." Candra shows the ring finger of her right hand.


"You're really Elsa's husband. Better Elsa you take it now. He drinks mostly." Olla showed 3 cans of beer Elsa spent.


Candra embraces Elsa, "my dear we're home. You drink too much." Candra got me up.


I'm like a buffalo poked in his nose. Directly obeying what Candra asked for. I stood up and leaned my head on Candra's shoulders.


as we were about to go "wait.." I stopped my steps. "thank you olla.next we ate again.bye..bye.bye dessy, vera..tian..."


Tian looked at me questioningly. For a moment his eyes looked exactly like when we first met. It was only the difference now that I was thinner, smoother my face and my curly hair had become straight.


Tian.do not come again....


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I covered my arms with my palms, it was cold, but my body was hot.


Candra stopped and filled up the gas. When Candra got back to the car, I was already uncomfortable with my sitting position.


"why you Elsa??" Candra panicked and touched my arm.


"argh.hot Can...heat..."


"What did you drink or eat?" Candra immediately started the car and rushed home.


"engga tau Cand.tadi I was in the same brown tie Olla.said he was in the box of men just want to come here earlier.but olla did not like chocolate so I ate aja..." I keep squirming and tightening my thighs.


"what are you feeling?" Candra drove the car faster.


"hot...gatel! Candra please.I'm not strong..." Elsa pulls Candra's left hand.put her on Elsa's groin.


"Elsa.this is on the way.I...Elsa..hold a moment..." Candra broke through some red lights. "May the police not be aware of any violations."


"Mannd....Candra..." Elsa continued to wriggle helplessly, whether chocolate what Elsa ate.


"Surely you have Elsa medicine.sidur if you can't brenti.your nerves are affected. So..sorry tonight I'm forcing Elsa..." Candra goes straight into the parking area of her apartment. Get out of the car and open Elsa's door.


"come here,!" Candra holds Elsa. Elsa's hand is wriggling around Candra's neck.


"your body is very comfortable Candra.I don't want to get away from you." Candra went straight up to the floor of her apartment.


Candra attaches the key and opens the door. Turns on the lights, Elsa is still unconscious of herself which Elsa feels is just floating in Candra's arms.


Candra takes Elsa into her room, turns on the Ac and puts Elsa on her bed. Candra opens Elsa's shirt and stops up to Elsa's belly.


Elsa looks at Candra, then pulls Candra into her arms.Just Candra's embrace can make her comfortable.


Candra lets Elsa finish what's on hold. New Candra this time saw Elsa could be so detached holding something stuck. They finished it all until dawn..


Elsa's head was very heavy, Elsa's eyes were also reluctant to open. Elsa's whole body feels sore. Like abis doing fitness all day.


Elsa forced her eyes open. Elsa picks up the phone on the bedside table. At 10:00 a.m., Elsa saw her body covered in a thick blanket. Elsa opens the blanket, "oh gosh! Again..." Elsa found her body without a thread.


Elsa studied the room where she fell asleep. Seems to have seen this place and lived here before. But why is the bed different. This...this is Candra's room!!


Elsa immediately sat down and patted her forehead. "Stupid!! Quickly remember what happened last night!!" Elsa curses herself.


Elsa recalled, She met Tian. Then Candra picked him up and took him away. Then Elsa forgot and lost what happened after.


The door of the room opened, a brown tray was visible. Elsa covered her body with a blanket until only Elsa's face was visible. Apparently Candra came in and brought a tray of tea and bread to Elsa's favorite.


Candra sat down in front of Elsa. Then smile sweetly at Elsa. "For Elsa.Have you woken up? I can't wake you up. You sleep well."


Elsa is still sculpting, tangent to what happened to Candra. Elsa asks - what is it exactly?


"What's going on tonight?" Elsa asked innocently to Candra.


"What's wrong? Just ask my chest and my neck. Come on, just rest you look tired." Candra shows scratches and red stains like insect bite marks.


"Oh God!" Elsa covered her face with both palms of her hands.


"You embarrassed? It's my duty, try if I'm late maybe you can prey on people there." Candra stroked Elsa's hair. Smooth, fragrant, Candra's hand really gives peace to Elsa.


"I'm sorry." That's all Elsa said. Candra pulls Elsa's hand, then pulls Elsa into her arms. Candra hugged Elsa, "already...just tell me why you didn't go to the airport?"


Elsa took a breath, "I met papa yesterday and I received the call olla. I'm gonna meet you at the pub, so I put my HP in the bag. I didn't know you sent me the same phone message. Sorry..."


"Don't you repeat again? Breakfast kept bathing there. We're going to the hospital. I made an appointment with the best gynecologist." Candra releases a hug and kisses Elsa's forehead.


"From now on, you can wear our wedding ring. You can tell me you're my wife. And you have to go wherever you go..okey?" Elsa just looked at Candra.


Candra leaves Elsa in the room. Along with breakfast on the tray. Elsa just this time saw Candra so soft on her. What is the wind really?


Elsa sped up breakfast and took a shower to clean herself up. Elsa felt her body full of Candra marks. I don't know why Elsa still hung all over her body at Touch Candra. But last night it was like an accident for Elsa.


Elsa wears a light blue blouse suit and black toad pants. With pride footwear, pastel pink flat shoes. Elsa walks out of Candra's room.


Candra has been waiting for her in the living room/TV room. Candra uses blue jeans and navy collared shirts.


'Great-looking Candra.' My face turned red looking at Candra.


Candra then approached me, standing right in front of me.


I looked up, "are you ready?" I nodded, candra walked over and I caught up behind her.


*******


"So. If I see this there is no problem what in the womb. There is thinning, but there is no need to worry. I can boost the contents for your Wife." The doctor removed the glasses and took out a paper and wrote a prescription.


There are 3 types of medications prescribed. I'm guessing there must be a booster, a painkiller and what else it is. "Sorry doc, what's the other one?"


"This is just a vitamin. Let it not hurt easy." The doctor continued to write us a prescription.