I'm Not Your Choice

CHAPTER 51

"You don't want papa?" Boys in white ash-and-ash uniforms and MOS attributes (student orientation period). Next to the pale-faced woman.

"With papa, I just have anemia, so I'm dizzy training line-up." Answer the woman.

"All right, I'll get you here."

The woman saw the name label, on a blue cardboard, which was coiled around the boy's neck.

"Christian Adi?"

"Yes, Elsa nirmala?" They also looked at it for 3 minutes.

The atmosphere became silent, only the whirring of the wind smelled towards them. Auras excitedly approached the two of them.

Apparently the angel of love called cupid came. The angel drew an arrow to the hearts of the two men.

First Love for them..

"Thank you, yes" Elsa began the conversation.

"Let's just relax, I just want your mastiin not papa." Christian is avenging Elsa.

"..." - ".Elsa smiled shyly and lowered her head.

"What will you go home for? Want me to drop you off?"

"I'm getting papa. Thanks for the next time..." Elsa refuses Christian's invitation. He was embarrassed that they had only known each other for 10 minutes.

"Heh you! It's not even a ceremonial exercise here..!" Said the senior who came to us.

"Sorry, Elsa fell. So I came and gave him sugar water. I'm waiting and keeping it here." Christian answered Gentle.

The senior lady looked at me. My face was a little bit paler than usual.

"You again period (coming moon) ?"

"Yes, sister.sorry, sister, I'm not going to come along." replied Elsa.

"All right, you guys just stay here. We're done soon and the new students can go home. Don't forget tomorrow is your first ceremony as a new student at this High School. Don't come too late! Attributes do not forget!" Said the senior firmly.

"Okay," answered Christian.

Apparently there was a senior man who came to us. He looked towards Elsa.

"Cand, you're here. Still lesson time."

"Witha Mit, your brother is serious and your voice is loud rich people fight." Answer Candra Adiwinata.

Elsa looked towards the two seniors. Candra replies to Elsa's views.

The beginning of the encounter makes Elsa a magnet for Candra. Her innocent face was very similar to that of her late mother.

The two seniors left Elsa and Christian.

"Elsa, you wanna wait there? Near the post there seems to be a seat. You wanna wait there? While I'm with." Christian invites Elsa to move in to see if her father has picked her up.

"Can..."

Christian took Elsa's backpack. "I brought you, you're on your way."

'This is a good guy just like me. His face was also handsome.' Elsa spoke in her heart.

Elsa nodded and the two of them walked towards the exit area of the field. They steal each other's eyes. Looks like romance flowers have indeed blossomed between them.

Elsa then sat on a long wooden bench. Christian sat next to him.

"Oh yes, we have not yet met. My name is Elsa Nirmala from SMP Tunas 1." Elsa gave her right hand to shake.

"Christians...Adi Christian. I'm from Orchid Middle School. Oh yeah, where's your house? When - when do I play."

"My house is in Puri. Christian, uh my papa has come. I'm first yeah, bye..."

"Wait!!" Christian detained. He carried my backpack to get me in front of my father's motorcycle.

"Siang Om, this is Elsa passed out. So I accompanied."

"Dec, you got papa? Why don't you say, papa can pick up the same car driver. Than you fall later." Papa Elsa panicked to see her son so pale.

"Engga.. Wasteful of gasoline, strong adek really. This is temen adek bantuin. Here pa, Elsa's helmet. We're going home, let's go bobo...."

Papa Elsa gives SNI helmet red with black glass. Elsa accepts and wears it, then she climbs onto her papa motorbike.

"It's Elsa's bag.." Christian gave the backpack a white color with a pattern of flowers and rabbits.

"Thank you yes. I'll stay first."

"Byee christ. thank you..."

They left Christian.

*********

It was the first time class division. Elsa picked the dudu on the leftmost row, close to the door.

He sat down with his new friend, Yeslin.

Elsa talks to yeslin. Until he did not realize Christian chose to sit behind him exactly.

Crane.....

"Good boys, please have a break bell rang.." Mr. Andre cleared up the Sociology textbooks and dropped out of class.

"Elsa.. Do you want some shit?"

"Yeslin, I forgot to bring money. You go to the canteen. I'm here." replied Elsa.

"Yes, I'm going first huh..bubay..." Yeslin waved his hand.

Elsa replied and smiled to yeslin. Classes become empty, only a pair of young men in the courtship corner.

Elsa chose to put her head on the table. He closed his eyes, hoping to finish quickly and start learning again. His stomach was hungry, but he could not bear to see his father on the road to bankruptcy.

"Elsa.. This accompanies me to eat." Such a familiar voice.

Elsa nodded and looked beside him. "Christian?"

In front of Elsa was chicken rice katsu and a glass of sweet tea. "Yeah, eat with me."

"Pain you here Chris...?" Elsa's face bangtung.

"I buy too much, accompany me to eat yes..." Christian opened our aluminum foil lunch spot.

Elsa smiled and opened her lunch. Christian smiled and bribed his lunch.

It was the first day of High School..

the first time a boy approached Elsa..

Teng.....Teng.....

"let Els go home.. You want to mess with me?" Yeslin takes Elsa home with him.

"troublesome dragon? I can ride the angkot..."

kring..kring. (yeslin phone reads).

"hallo ma, oh yes mah.I'm there.byee..."

Yeslin turned off his cell phone call. "elsa sorry... I'd like to pick up mama at the textile store.what are you going back to?"

"oh, just relax Yess.I'll take a pedicab or angkot back."

"sorry, Elsa, tomorrow we go home together."

"yes yes.sana quickly go.kasian mama you wait."

yeslin leaves Elsa.

Elsa walks towards the exit, she picks up the phone in her pocket.

'papa' (Dec, papa is still in the hospital.adek go home do you want to wait for papa?)

'elsa' (do not need Pa. adek go home alone.)

almost 1 hour wait, no 1 vehicle passed. seniors have returned home, the situation began to quiet.

brem...."Elsa!!" the voice of the man screaming.

"Christian?"

christian pulls the bike over, he picks up the helmet with a white cherry blossom pattern.he approaches Elsa and gives the helmet to Elsa.

"wear it. I'll drive you home. It's 2pm, you're still here."

Elsa received Christian's helmet. "but your home is far away.Today you have given me so much."

"enough with me, Elsa, let's be noon.."

Elsa smiled until her dimples looked very sweet and naturally beautiful.

Elsa got on Christian's bike and they went home to Elsa's house. Christian took the vehicle slowly.

"if you're hungry, we'll have lunch first, Elsa.."

"engga Christian.thank you..."

Christian drove the vehicle faster, so Elsa inevitably hugged him from behind, until at the red light Christian stopped.

christian's heart was pounding.His hands became cold and stiff.share the ice so cold it felt.a few times he exhaled with his mouth, trying to neutralize the atmosphere that afternoon.

"Christian..already green yet.." elsa reminded to continue the journey.

"Oh yes, sorry Elsa.." The vehicle continued on its way.

They arrived in front of Elsa's house. Minimalist house with white and pastel green paint.

Elsa gets off the vehicle and takes off the helmet.

He returned the helmet to Christian. "Thank you Christian."

Christian looked at Elsa.

"Christ??" Elsa waved in front of Christian's face.

Christian regained his senses and replied, "Eh yes.This is for you, tomorrow if you have anyone to pick up. I'll take you."

Elsa's face turned red. He was ashamed of Christian's words.

"I go in first, see you...." Elsa quickly - quickly opened the turnstile and entered.

But Elsa stopped and turned her body. He smiled at Christian and waved his hand.

Christian smiles back and leaves Elsa's house.

'Lord, why am I my chest shaking, tight as I look at her. My heart became 2x faster to beat.'

*********

Elsa was lying on her bed. He felt shivering and hot. His symptoms are dizzy, even to the point of disabling his phone. He was reluctant to be interrupted by SMS and calls from his classmates.

"Sir... there are friends who are looking!" martha shouted from the terrace of the house.

as powerful as Elsa got up from her bed, dizzy and all spinning, Elsa walked slowly while holding the wall of her house.

"Christian... Are you here?" Elsa frowned, as if she could not believe that there was a Christian in front of her.

"yes Elsa, you've been in for 3 days.I thought, so I'm here. oh yes I brought it for you." Christian brought a rather expensive bread package in the city of Semarang.

Elsa looked at the package. "Thank you Christian..."

They looked at each other, the atmosphere of an awkward afternoon.

"Sit Chris, sorry it's a little messy. I'm concerned with my situation."

"Casual Elsa. Have you been to the doctor? It's so pale."

Elsa shook her head, "my parents took me to the midwife and were given medicine. I just haven't had a good body."

"Elsa. come with me to the hospital. You can't get a gini. I brought my uncle's car. Come on, I'll bring you a jacket."

Christian took something in a white plastic bag. It looks like a pink jacket. Very nice color.

Elsa took it and put on the jacket. Martha then exited the terrace.

"Where are you going on deck?" he saw his sister was leaving soon.

"I want to be taken to the hospital with me. Can I brother?" Elsa's face was so pale. Both eyes could not focus on seeing. the head of the back like a nail pierced..

Martha looked at Christian. "Take care of my sister - well yes.I'm sorry to bother you. We'll reimburse the cost, our parents are busy. Papa we have to have dialysis every week.

while I have to teach tutoring subjects. are you willing?"

"Sure brother. I'll take care of Elsa." christian tries to convince Martha.

Christian stood up and wanted to finish Elsa. Martha felt a little awkward.

Elsa then gets into Christian's car. "Excuse me, Om. I hitchhiked."

"nothing, in line with your name Elsa? christ's friend knows me, Uncle Jack." Answer Uncle Christian.

"greetings to Uncle Jack." his face was like Leonardo de'caprio's, perfect jaw, I never thought. Christian is handsome from birth..

Christian closes the door, Martha then touches her arm. "Chris.. please don't hurt Elsa. She never fell in love, and she was so subtle in her feelings. Take care of him yes. Please..."

Christian just nodded, Martha died. Get in the car and get away.

*******

Elsa sat in front of the pharmacy queue. His body grew weaker, his head he leaned against the wall. Visible to his left elbow there is a small piece of gauze wrapping.

It looks like he just did a test laboratory. His gaze was watching around, where Christian. Why isa himself there, his eyes want to be closed. But he was powerless, he was afraid that something would happen.

"Elsa, this is your medicine." Christian gave one medium-sized plastic medicine - a drug.

"This is also your lab. You are positive Typus, your paratyphi Hbo is positive and tall. Now you can't eat recklessly, late to eat."

"How much does Chris cost, let me change." Elsa looked down at Christian.

"Here you go, I want you to be healed. A boring school with no girls sitting in front of me."

Elsa was silent and her chest felt tight again. His heart was also beating fast.

Christian holds Elsa's left hand. "Promise yes, you're healthy and come in tomorrow. You have missed the lesson. I'm also lonely when I have friends to eat time off."

Elsa could not answer Christian. He just nodded in a sign of agreeing with Christian.

"Elsa.. You mind, if you call me Tian?"

"Why is it wrong to call Christian?" Elsa confirmed her sitting position.

"With Els, I just want us to be special. It's not me you anymore, but I want to. we're more than ordinary people...."

"What's? You didn't talk wrong about Chris?" Elsa was like a dream hearing Christian sayings.

"I really like you. I want us. we.. Not just..."

Elsa blinked her eyes a few times. "Sister - have you met big?" Elsa asks, he did not deliberately lure Christian. But he was talking about Christian's intentions.

"Let's go out!" Christian said with a mantab.

It's like it exploded in Christian's heart. What has been held up by him all this time.

Sweat on his forehead. Elsa took tissue from inside her medicine plastic. Then he wiped Christian's forehead.

"You need my answer?" Ask Elsa.

"Yes..." Christian holds Elsa's left hand.

"Yes Chris. Let's go out, but I've never been in a relationship. Please teach me...."

They both blushed in shame and their faces became red. Christian then kisses Elsa.

"I love you Elsa... Ich liebe dich."

"Ich liebe dich auch, Christ.. Tian..."