I'm Not Your Choice

CHAPTER 22

Me, Jason and Rianty walked out of Jes Boutique. "it's malem Els, what are you riding?" jess opened the conversation..

"ng'ojol aja Jess. deket this, still in Jakarta." I walked to the terrace boutique Jason.

"Be careful Elsa." Jess and Rianty waved to me.

I also left them to go to the side of the highway so that my ojek would easily pick me up.

I felt like someone was watching me, my feelings were not calm.

in front of me was a black sedan, but it was empty with no driver. Next to me was a black metalic car but I could not see who was in it.

the street looked quieter than usual.I saw the clock in my hand.it was still at 08.00 p.m.

from the east slowly seen the black motorbike with a green jacket.coat the nationality of millions of babang ojol in Indonesia.

the motor stopped right in front of me. "With Embak Nirmala?" well.he thinks I'm a fairy in bobo comics.

I smiled, "Father of Life huh?". I remember the time of nyantol on the app called Life Slamet.

"it's the helmet." I took the helmet, then climbed on top of Mr. Slamet's matic bike.

"Sir..sorry, you've been interested for a long time?"

"already neng, the father of tea from garut. there want to work what bangtung. the father is still small there are 5.." buset.kandan very this father.

"the fathers are all 5??" I still can't believe I misheard.

"Yes neng.so I've been a long time so bujang. Mr. tea shy, the feet of the father did not whole neng, the right this shorter neng.

so if the villagers say that your father's tea got a plague from his parents."

I am still silent to hear Mr. Slamet tell me. "papah father is java neng, but tea dapet wife in garut. well the father of small already sick - sick neng. pas's name was born good.. Hendra Suhendra neng. mr. sick hot until 2 months neng. hence keep the feet of the father ngga perfect gini.

already in rich ruwat how can still neng. father sick. finally the same people in tea pinter say kudu in change. let the father can Live.makanya tea so Live Slamet.."

"oah.i just want to ask sir.kok the name of the father is rich everyone's prayer sir."

"iya neng, but really neng. mr. tu if looking for money ga far - far neng. ngojek, sm driver so it's the usual anter neng stuff."

"courier?"

"well yes, that is, but how to neng. Mr. dapet bini tu bonus neng. Father dapet a young and young widow neng, but her son was already 5 neng. her husband was killed while working outside the island. "the story of Mr. Slamet increasingly interested me to continue to hear.

"but the father even seneng neng, because the father has 10 years of marriage has not been in kasi momongan neng. but the father was happy neng. the father could see the son of bontot the father of jebrol born neng. so I feel rich uda own child.." this father loves to tell stories.and I feel unsaturated on my trip jammed around Slipi, Jakarta.

"in essence neng. the household accepts neng. unconditionally. false neng, the condition is one. nerima neng, if neng accepts the couple neng. love can neng grow by itself."

"hahhaa.iya sir.bakal I inget.." I felt the black sedan behind me was like stalking me.

"Mothers mostly talk about neng?"

"engga sir..i was even a twinkle, dapet father experience story, so Sharring sir for me.." I can not say I was on the tail..

"neng, it's whose car yah. from earlier it did not follow mulu.bapak slowly ato kenceng ngikutin."

and right, when my ojol' slowed down the speed of the bike. The car crucified me and cut my way... CHITTT.

Motorcycle brake Mr. Slamet reads. I reflexly hold the shoulder of Mr. Slamet. "sorry neng this is his rich drunk car. brenti engga kasi sen(reating/sign right or left)."

I'm still shocked to regulate my breath."engga papa sir.i was just shocked doang kok sir.gapapa.."

the car steering door opens. a pair of legs out then in the entire body of the driver.

'dead I what Dept Collector.but I don't owe anything - what. cook use the car anyway if collect the debt' I'm still curious who it is.

looks obvious.. CANDRA!

the driver of the car approached us. Ojolku was still upset and cursed "heh kang if you bring a sane tea car! it's a public road, I almost hit it. What about tea??

ask me to change, I don't have much money..." Candra was silent just looking at me without saying anything.

"Kang! heh!!" Mr. Slamet slapped Candra's hand.

"sorry sir, I have business with this woman."

"kang, don't like to ngarang.this is my passenger's sweet, he tea let me anter. akang if there is any business, please but let me finish the trip first, so I can close the kang points. so I ain't on the block with my ojol."

"let me take her!" Candra was still looking intently at Elsa.

"after asking or not?

know or not? don't let the kidnap victim kang..."

"Already sir, I'm down here only. I know him, he's my husband." I got off the bike and returned the helmet Mr. Slamet. "sorry to you shocked, this is the fare. I continued my journey, sir.makasih."

"what a sizzle, don't say it's her Husband's tea.ck ck ck...Know's kids love weird ways.." Mr. Slamet also left us. "excuse me neng.."

"oh yes sir.. Heart - Heart.." I reply..

we live both of us. I'm faced with her. with a man who treats me as he pleases. treats me like a Dead Item.

"what's the deal with me?"

"many.."

hmm..why is there no wiser way to talk to Cand. "owh.but this is already malem.wind is also a bit tight." I hope you sensitize Cand.

"all right, let's get in the car." Canda opened the left door and let me in.

I walked and got in the car. If I don't remember wrongly, I haven't sat in front like since I married Candra.

Candra started driving slowly, re-entering the highway.

the atmosphere was awkward, quiet.we were silent to each other noiseless.

"i'm from Rianty, you just got back from RS. why are you so tired?"

"i'm fitting in jason." replied Candra

we fell silent again.I failed to break this silence.

Candra seemed to want to eat or chop me up. Her gaze was cold and the atmosphere in the car was so cold.

"sorry scares you Elsa." Candra's voice shrieked.

"......its ok Cand..but you're just healed, why drive this far? you stalking me? " i asked the point to Candra.

Candra took a breath and exhaled. "i'm bored at home, I just walk around all the suit fittings. When I want to go back, I see you get off ojol. I want to talk a lot and ask.. that's why I wait for you to finish fitting, when I want to go out and say hello.You're the same ojek online."

"came to Candra!" I cut Candra's sentence 'when it was a long time ago I fit.almost 2.5 hours.'

Ciii.......Candra smashed her Stir to the right. This car turned around until it finally stopped on the side of the road with a counter-direction.

"do you want something that makes sense?" Canda started getting out of control.he took off his seatbelt.

starting to approach me, I was afraid to try to hold firmly on the seatbelt that was still attached.

Candra kept trying to get close to my face.His left hand held onto my chin to lift my face slightly.then Candra began to stick her lips to the surface of my lips.

the exhale..again.again.i miss with this breath.so warm, passionate and make do not want to end it all.

my lips are still locked. I do not want to be kissed her. like a cheap woman if I respond to her touch. have memorized me, with a kiss carelessly done Candra to me.

but before.."

Candra seemed to be planning something for Elsa. "i want to ask, why did you leave the office? is the salary too low? or what else is the reason?"

"mmm...Candra.I want to change the mood.." I tried to find out if there was anything I could use to save me..

"changing atmosphere?? continues?"

"I work anyway!" I'm getting upset with Candra's question.

"if you don't answer honestly, let me use another way.."

Candra lowered the back of my chair slightly down. Her face was getting closer and teasing my nose.

his lips stopped at my ears. Candra sniffed and started licking my right ear..

"aargs..Candra!!"

"quick Answer.Where are you going?" Candra kept licking my ears and started to bite..

"aa.aaahkkuh.akuuh l.move..moved two See..season.."

My answer made Candra stop her activities.now Candra's hand has stopped touching my thigh.

"nowhh...Richie apparently.."

Candra returned to the driver's seat.I pulled the passenger seat back and pulled out my messy shirt.

Candra's back driving her Audy Sedan. It looks like Candra knows where I live.

Candra and I were silent the whole way to my apartment. "so you're coming to Mila's wedding?"

"yes. the dress has been fitting, but I don't know later. 'cause I have a MOD on Friday."

"MOD??" ask candra.

"yeah.manager on dutty.I came home maybe early Saturday morning, or let me tell you again."

though I know for a fact, I never kept Candra's number. I still remember the last time I received her phone. when we were not married.

"are you wearing our wedding ring?" candra asked.since she's been in the hospital, Candra doesn't see the ring on Elsa's ring finger.

"according to our Pre-Marriage Agreement.that you and I will never wear a ring.....

as I recall, you didn't wear either, even the day after our wedding.you're not wearing."

at the time they made the deal. Elsa is forbidden from showing her status that she is Candra's wife.

one of them is a wedding ring. Elsa is forbidden to wear it.

"saturday wear it!" Candra's orders.

yes.command..

I then looked towards Candra.we looked at each other for a while. Then I turned my gaze towards the street.

we were silent to each other without a word. All the way only street flickering lights.it feels like this, like a car with her own husband.

this is the first time we've been in a car since we got married, and this might be the last time I don't know.

Finally we arrived, I got out of the car and stood waiting for Candra. Candra came down with me.

"so you want to stop by?" duh, this is a silly question from me.

Candra looked up at my apartment tower. "there's still an apartment here." and then Candra walked up to me.

"may I come by?" ask Candra.

"Honestly not a good idea anyway, because I will also immediately Rest. tomorrow I still have to leave Morning."

this time Candra was silent, and then she approached me. It was so close to me that I could smell her body.

cuppc.... Candra peed at my forehead.

I was surprised, "get up, I'll go. Next time I'll stop by and stay over."

Candra then walks into her car. Starts the car engine, then goes by leaving me.

I still touched on what Candra did to me. changed foxes and then she hated me a lot. I still remember when talking about this marriage.

I seemed too sensitive.I better go to sleep immediately.I went into my apartment lobby and went up to my room.

I stand in room 8/10. insert the key into the hole, turn the key.ctak.

I went in and turned on the lights.

the studio apartment is quite minimalist.The small kitchen on the right, facing the bathroom.I went through it, took off my shoes, then I walked again through the bed and TV, and then I walked, towards the sofa at the far right of the room.putting my carry-on bag, I then went to the balcony at the right end of the room.

I picked up my dry clothes on the balcony. I went back inside my room, put them on the sofa. I picked up the remote ac, turned it on. So did the TV.

then I lay in bed.

"argh.I can finally straighten my waist."

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"hallo...Mr. Toni, I need some info on Hotel Two Season, because I just found out that it was acquired by NGk." Candra spoke at the end of the phone.

"well, I'll give you the info tomorrow afternoon."

"also find NGK property in apartment near Twoseason."

"sorry??" Mr. Toni is like making sure again what he hears.

"Yes, the apartment next to Twoseason! Elsa lives there in tower number 2. I have to know in what unit number. Find out soon."

Mr.Toni was silent for a moment. "Okay, I'll look for information."

Candra ended the conversation, "have you met?" ask Hendra.

they were having a relaxing drink at a bar. Candra twists her beer class. "It is" replied Candra.

Henda drank the beer, "so..what are you going to do?"

"i don't know yet, obviously, I'm not going to let Elsa go again."

"if I were you, I changed the bed in your room, and gave Elsa her own space."

"meaning??" Candra turned to look at Hendra.

"yes, he would not like to sleep on a mattress that has been slept with other women.even though you do nothing, what., you do not.,

regarding the space itself, give tolerance to Elsa. so that she can adjust to the circumstances that have occurred.do not force it too much, and the room of Hangga, make it Elsa's room. so that she can slowly arrange her heart, do not force her to go straight to bed with you. It could be even Elsa more hate you.

Let Elsa's wounds naturally be treated. treat her accordingly.."

Candra was silent and nodded her head. It seemed like Candra understood, this she thought would be easy to do.

Hendra is a Casanova who understands women's hearts how to deal with them and how to make women love us..