I'm Not Your Choice

CHAPTER 38

"Duh..aduh.." I finally managed to put my waist in the bed again.

Then I turned to the left. My face is exactly opposite Candra. We looked at each other for a moment.

Then Candra approached my face. Candra's lips approached me, very close. Until I could feel his breath.

My instincts rose, I came forward to greet Candra's lips. Finally our lips meet. Very chewy and warm.

Candra's breath is like opium in my body. I played Candra's lower lip. Candra's hand hugged me, her body now sitting next to mine.

We ended the lip struggle that night. Candra looked at me and smiled. "Let's go to sleep, fall down slowly - slowly Elsa.."

I followed him, laying my body down. Arg.kmatnya, my waist feels so relaxed when I lay down.

Candra stood up and headed towards the closet. Candra opens and picks up her tee shirt and pants.

Candra changed clothes in front of me. I don't know why I'm so itchy to see Candra. I looked back from the back, oh my God.....

I want to hug and rule her body. I can't even control my body. I was so eager to eat Candra that night.

I closed my eyes. I hope I'll end my delusion tonight with sleep.

I woke up that night, I felt like I was asleep when I closed my eyes. I turned to the right, Candra fell asleep behind me.

Well. I seem to think too much about slovenly things.

I flipped my body, turned my back on Candra. We turned to each other that night.

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I woke up when the light from outside entered Candra's room. I lifted my leg and shifted down. I tried to lower my feet to the floor. So that my position can sit for a while on the bedside.

I closed my eyes for a moment. Pray to the owner of the universe. I am so thankful I opened my eyes this morning. With a better body than before.

Not long after I opened my eyes. Then I stood up slowly and walked out of the room. I walked slowly - the ground towards the living room and kitchen.

I just saw hot tea on the dinner table. There is also a toast and an omelet on the plate.

I read a little note next to her, "eat first, I have a meeting this morning. If you need anything, call me."

Yes.I myself this afternoon, very boring right. I took my breakfast to the front couch of the TV. I pressed the tv remote and chose the tv channel.

Apparently that morning there was a box movie that I hadn't seen yet. I immediately placed my legs on the small sofa chair, so that my position could be the most comfortable position to watch that morning.

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"Good Morning Doctor Princess, can I have a minute?"

The Princess doctor stopped and turned to the source of the voice. "You know, how would you know if I taught here this morning?"

"Yes doc, I happen to have heard the doctor teach here. So I came straight here this morning."

"All right, I know what you mean. Come with me there." The Princess doctor pointed at the room in the corner of the hallway.

They walked into that room. In front of the room is the "LIVING ROOM".

Candra then sits on one side. The Princess doctor sat opposite her.

Beautiful Doctor, with a sharp nose, white skin and pliable eyes typical of middle eastern beauty.

"So, doc, I want to ask my wife. Totally, what happened to my wife."

The Princess doctor breathed deeply - deeply. "That's when your wife came to the IGD room. I was dealing with a patient with a ruptured amniotic fluid, but the baby did not see any sign of going out.

But the doctor on the watch asked me to check on your wife."

"How shocked I am, seeing fresh blood dripping from your wife's vital area. I immediately took the tools to check. As well as preparing for a blood transfusion at that time."

"I saw a lot of bleeding and at that time I felt the contents would not survive. But I was wrong, when I attached the ultrasound device to your wife's stomach. There is an active embryo and a beating heart with a good rhythm of your wife's womb.

After a few days of observation, I concluded. Your wife is weak. She can't work and think hard during her pregnancy."

"Wait for doc. Is my wife really pregnant? Because Proff Tomo just said that my wife could not be pregnant. Unless I want a baby tube program."

"But the truth? My advice is to take care of your wife, after all, a child is a gift. Take care of your wife's mood and health. I gave bedrest two weeks to her. Hopefully useful for her fetus, so that it can be strong stick in this early trimester.

Sorry I have to teach, I go first Sir.excuse me..."

"Okay doc, thank you very much." The princess doctor left Candra.

Candra was silent in her car. He refuses to go down and meets Elsa. His heart had arrived - it had become a fog.

" god, shall I endure with Elsa?"

"Did I hang with Elsa God? What is your path to my life. I just want to have his decent hand home to a normal person. But I wouldn't want my son to grow up without my love...."

Then Candra closed her eyes and moved for a moment with her life.

All circumstances that deviate far from his plan. What Candra didn't expect so strongly became real.

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Elsa fell asleep on the couch in front of the TV. Candra comes and approaches Elsa. Candra looked at her face, looking at every inch of Elsa's face.

Candra's heart was beating very fast at that moment. His feeling was so nervous dealing with Elsa at that time. Candra dares to caress Elsa's hair.

"Hooaamm...." Elsa woke up and rubbed her eyes. "Candra..have you come back?"

"Yeah El.I changed my clothes first." Candra went into her room.

Elsa gets up and heads to the dining table. Candra brought them a bento box for lunch.

Elsa took off the food wrapper. Then put it on the table. Elsa prepared their lunch equipment.

Elsa had finished preparing and was sitting on the dining chair. He waited for his beloved husband to have lunch together.

Not long after Candra came. He sat down in front of Elsa. Elsa greeted him with a smile.

"Let's eat." Candra's answer was so cold.

Elsa ate her lunch. They didn't say anything during lunch.

"So.when did you start working?" Candra started the conversation that afternoon.

"Monday I'm at work."

"Keep what will you ride to the office?"

"Busways. There are many online objects." Answer's short.

"Oooooo alright." Candra answered flatly.

What happened to candra. Suddenly he was so cold with Elsa.

After eating, they did not go anywhere. Candra is busy with her work in the workspace. Elsa preoccupies herself with some of her newly purchased novels.

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A restaurant with a classic oriental design. Two men were sitting opposite.

"Candra..how is this? Our stock anjlog, how can you afford to invest in an area that landslides so?" Papa talks at lunch with Candra.

"Pa.yang I know on the island there is still a lot of green land. And I think it's good that we grow palm oil there. And Hendra is also the owner of that company, surely he can't possibly set us up."

"WHAT?? You stupid kid! In business there are no friends let alone sodara. Get rid of your sensitive feelings or our company goes bankrupt."

Candra was silent and lowered her head, looking at the white rice in a bowl that hung in her touch.

"Denger Candra! If you fail, you will never believe in you again. All your rights and shares in other papa companies will be revoked!!" Then he stood up and left Candra.

When they got their night break. Elsa tidied up her novel book and put it on her room table. Elsa shut up and sat on the edge of her bed.

'Where am I sleeping?'

Candra then passed by the door of Elsa's room. "You want to sleep here?"

"No idea, how?" Elsa looked at candra but candra threw away her gaze.

Candra leaves Elsa in her room.

Elsa follows into Candra's room. Candra was sitting on the bed. Elsa sits next to Candra.

"Cand...what problem do you have? How rich I see you have so much burden on the mind.."

Candra just breathed. "I may not know what Cand is, but if you need help even if you just listen I can still...."

"Elsa.have me a minute." replied Candra.

Elsa then hugs Candra. Candra leaned back and closed her eyes, her breathing was heavy.

Elsa pats Candra's shoulder.

"All will be well." whispered Elsa....

Only candra's breath could be heard.