BETWEEN YOU HE AND ME
retry
After the return of the priest, I was relieved that there was nothing to bring up the past, I was still standing in front of them when they had gone inside, still watching the footsteps of the priest while smiling triumphantly. 'you can see me now mas, please tell the world that I am here without flaws and do not bother you anymore' whispered me. I'm sure he'll tell his family there about me in detail because I know the nature of the priest.
"still miss yaa?" asked my husband from behind to pat me
"what the hell?" answer me sourly "don't start, I'm going noisily"
"who's in the fuss? Your guy is eating ex-sampe that much" he said to me.
"do not macem-macem, because I will know his reaction later after he gets home" I replied
"does she mean?" ask her
"yes my situation here will boom there later" I replied
"what the hell he means, I don't understand" she said, I turned to my husband with a smile
"kepo" I said with a smile and left her on the porch and went into the house.
"mom" call my husband "mom, mom! Look out" my husband followed me sitting next to me in the living room watching tv. "you're yeah, hanging out in the old samperin and ripping gini back to me"
"what does abba mean? Ko suddenly said that?" ask me
"yeah you asked her instead answered her not clearly" I was scared when my husband started to raise his voice.
"what the hell, for ex yes ex will never be a manten ga need macem-macem that makes my mood damaged" answered me firmly to my husband
"what's the matter early in the morning" my mother-in-law suddenly appeared from behind
"ummi" said my husband "engga ko ummi is just kidding me" he hid from his mother
"why, that's the father of the children?" ask her. I nodded my head "looks like his man is patient, handsome again" I was surprised to hear the ummi opinion about the biological father of my children, what does that mean?
"mi, what do you mean ummi?" ask tristan my husband
"there's no tris" my in-laws replied casually "there's no point in ummi just looking at it from what ummi sees, she still loves your wife it's visible from her eyes, ummi lamented why it ended like this"
"ummi, what do you mean? Now tristan is the husband dian, ummi told them to return and dianinggalin tristan that?"
I felt bad to see my husband raise his voice in front of his mother I held his hand trying to calm him down, I shook my head slowly so he did not speak to his mother, she said, although I also don't know why her mother can talk like that.
"don't get me wrong, ummi talks like this because ummi knows what she thinks" Ummi told me "kalo can ummi advice do not like that dear, riya it's not good yan. Dian wants the villagers to know what life is like here? Remember the treasures we have do not make us forget ourselves, if we used to be insulted by people because we have nothing and now we have everything to repay all their words, he said, that's not good, son"
"sorry ummi, sorry dian" I said to my husband's mother kang tristan. "not meant to be bragging, but at least they will know what his taste in ostracized"
"remain yan, not good" said my in-laws "ikhlasin, sincerely everything that happens because everything that happens in the power of the creator so do not be revealed. Remember revenge will not solve the problem, if with the one you have now become a place of revenge then as long as you will never calm down and can be grateful for what has been Alloh SWT, so long as you will never be calm and can be grateful for what has been, give it to you and your family. Do not be a vengeful person dear because revenge is the most hateful act of shethan be a forgiver so that your nutritional door is always wide open."
"thank you ummi" I hugged my mother-in-law, she was very good to me
"now ummi ask both of you" said ummi in front of me and my husband "the same question as the beginning of your marriage, when will you formalize your marriage relationship? Ummi know, indeed you are halal as husband and wife but in the eyes of the law you have no power whatsoever, in the eyes of your government is a single parent, what if you are pregnant?"
I was aghast when my in-laws told me that, well, I realized again that there was still an important PR that was delayed a long time ago, about my marriage, because I'm just a newly married sirri not yet registered in the state identity. Yes I admit now q is too comfortable with my current situation that only married sirri, even I forgot to legalize myself, I forgot, too much has happened too many exhausting things that have kept me from thinking much about myself.
"yan" my in-laws went back to talking "ummi wants you to go home to your parents, ummi know you're busy but please take time for them, ummi hear not even Eidan you're not coming home, is that busy? Don't break the rope especially to the sinful family yan?"
I just fell silent suddenly like the show on tv my memory back to remember the events of 3 years ago, I was removed now I must be proud. I'm awkward about starting it, I know I got it wrong early which makes me reluctant to apologize to my family, even though I know the beginning was wrong but it turned out to make there is a sense of revenge that enveloped. Actually I was thinking of both my parents but it was selfish that made me endure the distant situation with them, not want me like this but I also do not blame the circumstances all happened has been outlined for me, right said my in-laws all must be in from now on do not delay again.
"yan, ummi really" said my husband agreed with his mother "about when can we go on holiday there?"
I was confused as to what to answer, I couldn't imagine what would happen to me while I was there, whether I can be accepted or the same as when I came out of the village they were indifferent as if they did not know me. I glanced at my husband and I saw him nod I returned his nod.
"take all the kids, maybe they miss their grandparents" my husband said. I also nodded in agreement.
"alhamdulillah" said ummi, "from now on determine when will go home to connect the village"
"maybe the school holidays will be ummi" I replied to my mother-in-law
"that's good, all holiday kids, right?" said my mother-in-law.
"means we'll take how many days off ma'am?" ask my husband
"i'm on leave for 2 weeks from work" I replied
"i've been given a leave schedule, abba not yet?" said my husband
"come after the office thanksgiving, the leave letter is on my desk" I told my husband
"do not barin ummi at home, you are alone with children, do not forget to bring the baby sitter too so as not to bother and ngerepotin there?" ummi gave advice to me and my husband "do not hesitate in the home of his own parents, he said, ummi doesn't know what the problem is between you and your parents but there's no way the parents are going to expel when they see the grandkids."
That's what I'm worried about, I don't want my parents to take me home with the man who became my husband, I got married without my parents knowing, ' he said, what should I tell them? I'm afraid they're more angry with me because I'm married without a guardian, surely they'll have bad thoughts on me even my husband too.
"what was he thinking?" ask my husband when he finds out I'm sitting on the balcony of the room "thinking back and forth?"
I am still confused as to what is the right answer for my husband
"why? Tell me what makes you so hard to go home, when they're your parents."
"abba doesn't understand" I replied in an annoyed tone
"yes where abba knows, mother never ko story" said my husband "every abba nanya not mother ever answer"
"bung ba, from where I think with me living here far away from them I can calm down, it turns out there are always events that remind me of them" said I "I don't want to decide on hospitality, but I've been home and nobody questioned me when I was there, I tried to apologize but there wasn't 1 person who was friendly to me, it's like I'd better go"
"maybe that was before, when you had nothing. But now the circumstances are different, you have everything here, you successful carieer woman not only successful in the job but now you have abba, ma'am" my husband calms me down "if now abba sure you can be accepted, as you have not been home for years and later when you go home ga in question too, we do not need to nginep there, we do not need to nginep there, we rent a hotel so the kids are there with their grandparents. How's it?"
"yeah, it's nothing like that either" I replied "but before that if there is any treatment and unpleasant words from them I'm sorry"
"yes it's okay" answered my husband "i won't tell your husband, but I ask them for their blessing and permission to have our marriage legal in the eyes of the state"
"continue about abba can get paid leave?" ask me
"hopefully, all this time I've never taken a leave of absence, right?" I nodded that we rarely took time off, because we thought we hadn't taken the time. But now we are on leave together because we want to go to our hometown even though it is not Lebaran. Hopefully well received there.
"tomorrow abba will apply for leave of absence for marriage"
"yes, if I get 15 days" I said
"okay, tomorrow abba try yaa" he said "hopefully dapet the same, although it is also important to be on your shuttle leave is nothing. I'm far away ma'am?"
"engga, if you want to take care of it like deket ba, the matter is indeed all the city offices of the distance does not take long if there is no queue" answered me "later ask for help RT sir there alone, so cepet so will not be able to wait"
"yes all of us to WO there, booking directly used" he said
"what's really good, why don't you just use all the WO" I asked
"whatever, make it memorable" he replied
"it's a shame that there are so many children" I said
"yes, it's nothing, it's not great anyway it needs his tent is afraid of the rain right?" my husband replied "abba wants us to marry you to dress the bride, worthy of her bride"
I smile hugging her, a relationship that runs for 3 years, hopefully this is the last one, sirri aja until long, sirri, I hope there are no more distractions that make us stretch like the previous relationship.
"just enough, okay?" ask her again to me
"yes, that's enough" I answered
"want to spread the invitation?" ask her
"come back, besides I haven't been in the village for a long time, where I've had more peace" I replied, remembering who my friends were "somehow if I invited them, I'll come straight back here again ba"
"yes you don't invite a few, just make a condition so we have a meeting yes itung-itung we reunian" he replied
"yes" I said "we're on leave for an event in ummi or what?"
"about enough time?" ask her
"you know, about it if we take care of the Ummi letters will also have to make a letter of introduction to his KUA" I said to my husband
"yes, tomorrow morning we talk again with ummi" replied my husband "so ummi also have to take care of the letter and all its completeness, so that we can spit"
"yes, at the most later abba who spread the invitation only" said I
"yes, we will immediately select the invitation directly print and use directly" he replied steadily
"yes, now we rest so that we can quickly realize our good intentions" said I "I'm getting ready tomorrow at the office and there's at least some I invite to watch our show there and then the rest here, how?"
"okay, let's not complicated" replied my husband while laying down his body in a mattress with my body that I empty on his side and closed together.
