BETWEEN YOU HE AND ME

start the bright spot

I was alone in the room when my husband went to the office, today I feel relieved because the case that I experienced began to find a bright path, all this time it's been almost 3 months long I've been rolling in a narrow bottomless hole. I was locked up in a no man's room not behind bars but felt equally imprisoned, deserted, unable to meet anyone.

Tired of feeling 3 months locked in a problem that I did not do at all, somehow how long this ended. I resigned but did not give up every second I always pray that everything is done, I only think about the future of the child, how do they when they know the mother of a suspected corruption case? How are they mentally? I'm almost frustrated especially those who will be bullied by his friends.

What if my extended family knew, all of it became a burden for me, why there was a problem at the beginning of my marriage that I should taste sweet even inversely proportional to the dream I dreamed. The complexity of my problems keeps me locked up here, though, my husband gave me comfort so that I would not think too much about the problems that are ensnaring me but how not all my future and the children are at the end of this case.

"hallo" said I when my husband called me "why?"

"what else?" ask her via phone

"again diem aja" I replied "bosen here, rich in prison"

"patience yesterday there is a bright way" said my husband "though at first glance at least can prove that you are innocent"

I sighed everything made me not passionate lalah sense, I always strengthen my heart so as not to fall too much with stupid thoughts that often appear to the surface of my brain. It's just that I'm grateful to always get support from the people closest to me.

"already eaten, ma'am?" call her to me. Mother's call to speak for the children, but it becomes our daily calling. Likewise behind my call to my husband so that children do not mispronounce between a biological father and abba, he continued.

"just now, there was a courier delivering here" I replied

"yes it is" he said "abba continued work again yes,,,"

"yes" I replied briefly

"do not lemes so, the tree must be spirit no matter what the circumstances" he said "yes until I meet later in the afternoon, bye" disconnected the phone I hold. I walked out of the room to breathe fresh air. Thought when I got a phone call from my ex-husband, I just realized all my cell phone networks had been tapped. 'don't-don't you know if I received a phone call and a message from the father of the children' whispered me in my heart

I started to get nervous as I remembered the message I received from my ex-husband, it's not strange to just ask the news of the children just that I don't want there to be a misunderstanding that makes there a second problem that I face now.

"sorry," my chirps preceded before the kang tristan spoke

"why?" ask her to me

"engga" I was suddenly confused as to what I should tell her. I'm afraid her concentration is split because of my ex-husband, I don't want any commotion.

"why diem?" ask her

"eh anu" I even became confused myself"engga, nothing, just bosen aja" I reasoned because I was afraid to interfere with his time.

"just play around there" she suggested to me "can hang out under ko"

"yes" I replied briefly. Not wanting to linger on the phone afraid of being careless, I am indeed not a woman who can keep secrets myself, I always talk about what I feel to my own husband.

I close the phone, it feels ambiguous, it's just safe so that the problem is not sustainable and spread. I walked down the small road next to the pavilion where I was staying just to drive away the quiet who stopped by, fighting to sit on a bench while pressing the cellphone I was holding. There's not much I can do just look at the status of people and scroll from the tik tok account, even to reply to an incoming message I doubt it's better to stay quiet and just watch.

"gold,," a message I sent to a weird man just to ascertain how far his team has gone to investigate my case "sorry how next?"

"still be on the lookout for yan," she replied "please be patient as we continue to monitor her progress from day to day."

"until when should I hide like this" I asked

"until later my team will tell you" I won't answer again because I know the answer will be the same. My saturation made me feel like screaming, especially when I remembered the children I had left for a few days.

I kept walking down the small streets just killing my annoyance, I can only remember why.all happened to me when I did what I should do why come like this?

'yes, it's regretting that the situation will not return as before' I always motivate myself not to be too late in the situation. I walked back to where I was and sat in the same place as before.

I began to find tranquility here while sitting on the edge of a calm lake with beautiful natural scenery, although it was late in the afternoon but the mountain air still feels cool. At least make relax and restore my mood that has been broken since this morning.

krriiinnnggg suddenly my phone rang "hallo" I answered

"sorry with dian's mother?" ask her

"yes right" I replied "from whom?"

"sorry ma'am I'm disturbing" out of nowhere the phone is connected while my mobile phone is still on tap for my case investigation. "i'm a pak ganjar power team, we hope the mother is still in a stable condition, because the trial process will be in the title soon"

My chest rumbles, my hands shake, I never thought I'd really be a suspect in a case I didn't do. His sense of my mood returned bad, want to tell who time like this, I can not disturb my husband who is busy with his work. I sat in a daze thinking about all the possibilities that would happen to me later. Now I can only put all my troubles on Him, what is good and what is bad will happen according to His will.

I took a long breath to just dispel my fatigue that entered to damage my mood.I leaned on a bench that was on the edge of the pool, seeing the receding sun that began to turn yellow. making the beautiful color of the lake water exposed to its rays, making a shade that looks only my emotions are drained since receiving the phone earlier makes the beautiful color I can not feel fully.

"hallo" suddenly my phone also reads apparently from my in-laws "assalamualaikum ummi" my greeting on the phone

"waalaikum salam nyai" he replied

"healthy ummi?" ask me

"healthy nyi, alhamdulillah" replied "you how are you? Why atuh nyi did not say to ummi"

"sorry mi,," I understand the meaning of ummi I also feel the disappointment felt ummi because of our marriage is very fast and impromptu. "sorry is not the intention of not appreciating ummi but sorry all her impromptu mi"

"it should be time to go home can talk" hardik ummi

"not yet my mind," I replied so that ummi was not angry with me "because at the beginning we were not in a hurry to get married"

"then why?" he asked me as if he was suspicious of me "have you guys been flattered?"

"astaghfirulloh ummi" I was still smooth in answering every question so as not to make disappointment again. "we are not like that, after all in my house many assistants are always awake so where may ummi"

"iya Ummi, dian tau" I feel relieved because it is not suspected of doing things that are prohibited. "it's just the intention of kang tristan just want to protect our good name, just want to protect our good name, in order not to be a gossip material for the ummi neighbors, because of my status who is an ummi widow"

"ummi was happy to hear it, nyai" he said "ummi wanted to see the children nyi, ummi kangen to them"

Deg immediately I was confused to answer because I did not know what to answer.

"sorry ummi, but I am not home because there is work in the office that must be taken care of. I'm in the Ummi city outside" I said to give an excuse

"nothing nyi, it is important ummi want to meet with children" he said

"it's up to ummi" I replied "later I will confirm to kang tristan ya ummi, forgive dian before her"

"what kind of nyi, it's important for ummi you understand each other saru and others" her answer made me calm.

What else this is fighting,, I see the watch in my hand is still at 4 pm maybe kang tristan is still busy. Or there's overtime to be done now. There is a good if ummi is in the middle of the children, but what if he knows what happens to me what will be in his mind?. It's up to me to tell my husband and my lawyer when my husband comes home from work.

In my heart, I was worried when I left the children with the sisters because lately there have been a lot of viral news about babysitters on TV and social media. Maybe there is ummi I will calm down even though long leave the children, although not her biological grandmother but the same ummi affection as to her biological grandchildren.

"hayy" I was startled by the familiar voice "so far away from the streets" the voice of my husband who had just come home from work

"yes, saturated about her" I replied with a smile "yu to the room so I can clean up"

We stepped out of the lake and went to the room, I mean just wanted to tell you about the ummi issue and my initial trial, which will take place in these weeks.

"ko daydreams again" said kang tristan as he approached and kissed my forehead. Indeed he was more attentive when I was exposed to problems maybe because we were new or it is true that he was sincere to me I don't know that obviously I am comfortable being near him at this time.

"engga ko" I answered immediately

"what's wrong?" ask her "i know you, we know you not only now it's been 10 years ago so I really understand your character"

"much of what I think, ba" I said "about angry when I tell you?"

kriiinngggg suddenly telfon kang tristan rang and immediately answered his "hallo assalamualaikum" I just listened and tried to ignore because I was confused by my own circumstances.

Seen a confused look on his face as he answered a phone from someone, from whom until he was so confused, I began to fret because of him. I approached her when she called me and wanted to know who she was receiving the phone from.

"who?" I asked half a whisper

"ummi" she replied. And immediately turned off his phone "ummi was already at home, he said"

"uhuh?" I said in surprise "last afternoon on my phone"

"eee,, abba go home first" he said "do not go anywhere abba ga lama"

"where are you going?" answer me, interrupt. I drove my husband to the parking lot and greeted him. I went back to my room, thinking more about what my husband would say to his mother.

One hour, two hours, up to three hours have not been back to my place either what is, or indeed not allowed back here duh dizzy even so her, so, whatever it takes to be clear my trial is imminent which can prove my innocence.

Tok tok tok heard the door on my knock open the door turned out to be tristan.

"old ko?" ask me "how ummi? Must be disappointed, right?"

"abba ga says ma'am" answered his lethargic face like holding an unbearable heavy weight

"continue?" I wonder about her mother's condition

"yes, how else" he replied briefly

"yes, I said that ummi Abba should leave me, I'm nothing"

"that ko?" ask her. I didn't answer my husband's question because I didn't know what was talking about between him and his mother, which was clear that I was the topic of their conversation. I sat on the terrace facing the lake to just relieve the fatigue in my head.

"why again?" ask my husband while smiling "what did anyone want to talk about?"

"engga" I replied flatly

"hmm, the mood starts to come out" my husband said in a joking tone "moodyan anyway? Is it because I've been here too long?"

"what did ummi say?" ask me directly to the subject

"there's nothing" he answered like someone was hiding "he doesn't know about your case ma'am, abba ga story, abba said you went out of town for work"

"can you keep coming here?"

"it's weird" she replied "where are you going? Abba's wife is here, now if you can't come here where you are?"

"i'm serious" I said firmly. I don't know what my husband is hiding but I can't force him to tell stories because I don't want to get late and add to my problems either.

"where you going?" ask my husband as I get out of my chair

"sleep" I answered briefly.

"oh, yes" she replied briefly. It's true that there must be something serious going on between mother and son. I don't know if I don't want to take a headache so I can sleep until tomorrow morning.