BETWEEN YOU HE AND ME

rian's arrival

Time passed so quickly it did not feel like 4 months I left my hometown and my children but still I send money every week and do not forget to repay my debts as well with my salary and bonuses I can pay little by little to those who have a relationship with me. Even so I feel relieved because the burden I have been carrying has begun to shrink. Even so, I did not then relax, it makes me full of enthusiasm to immediately be free from the problems that had seemed to close my path to step. And now the closed path seems to open little by little, just one more step God please start my path to be free immediately from the shackles that bind my soul. After this I will fix my life from zero again. And for the sake of faith I am no longer a burden.

"mas, here I am dian" I sent a short message to my ex-husband. Indeed, all this time I was still on good terms because it was solely to keep the feelings of the children, behind it was still tucked into a sense that began to slowly disappear. "this month I no longer need to give iddah money to me because I feel I have been able to support myself. Do not make it because I can, the debts also began to shrink mas. Thanks for the help." End of sentence in the message I sent

"thank you, you proved you were capable. No matter what, I sincerely give help to you. O yes kemaren mas send for children ga big but not good." replied mas iman in his short message.

"you still want children, every week I send money for them mas, all for nyicil to people as well.nya rich next month. I want to send our inventory motor first to the house for the firstborn to the school pity far away from the school." I said to the mas iman through a message

"the children are also my children, and, thank you, you do not limit me to children. How do you continue to work? Is the road far enough?" ask faith in me

"next month I intend cheap car loans ga what is important to be able to make work and pacing here. I adjust my budget as well mas." I explained to my ex-husband.

"you change a lot now, your tone sounds more mature.not spoiled rich first" mas faith reminds me when we were together, I am a spoiled woman because I am always spoiled as my husband never even though I was snapped first and last before the divorce occurred.

"you who taught me to live independently without depending on others, you taught me how to walk until I could run on my own feet. I thank you mas" answered my message "after you left I tried to live what I wanted so that I wasn't too late with sadness if you knew I was falling when you were away"

"sorry mas yan, really not like that but mas know now you don't need mas anymore" the words of faith again make my heart hold back the real thing I want you to say we can not return or as not say we connect again the thread that has been broken, I want you to say we can not return, I just want to hear your sweet words. I thought that by showing me who I am now she would be able to get back to me it was getting further away. "when I don't need you for faith, I don't need you, I always need you 8 months we've separated yet can make me forget the memories of us mas" my thrashing in the day. It took a long time to heal this wound.

I didn't return the message again, I unconsciously shed tears. "this wound will close and heal again if you come back to me, until this moment I prayed that you might return to me in faith." I cried out in my heart. It hurts God when I have to remember being together after 16 years we spent together.

Krriinngggg I was shocked to hear the sound of my phone ringing as I held it. It was Rian's phone.

"hallo mas," I replied to Rian

"i'm almost at the address you love, which house are you in?" yes definitely will not meet the person where my mess is in the office environment of my boss father because my husband used to work as an employee of my boss father.

"mas diem there later I picked up, tell him the direction. A moment I was out on the bike first." I just wanted I don't know who would accompany me to sleep at home tonight. As soon as I remembered the wife of mang ujo, it happened that mang ujo was cleaning the grass in front of the house.

"excuse me for bothering you?" I said to mang ujo

"what's wrong mom" she asked

"auntie at home has a job?" I said to mang ujo "about if I borrow aunty to take care of my guests while here would ya? It's easy later I love more" said I to mang ujo

"don't get rich that's mom to me, don't make me feel bad about mom. Mother has been too good to my family, my turn or ma'am who helps mom, why is it mom?" ask mang ujo

"my friends want to come here instead, I pinjem aunty for me to sleep here with the little one so there is a later meeting."

"oh ma'am I don't know how I asked the wife first I was afraid I was wrong" replied mang ujo

"please oruh mang, about her I do not know who to go to novi mom already has a husband, when I have to ask for help ahmad, pa ahmad, continue if I ask for help ma'am lilis where she can have to work. If auntie can be here, cook, so I'm safe to leave my guests here about mamang mamang know myself if I can not take off." I explained to mang ujo I hope he knows what's on my mind.

"guest girl what a guy," asked mang ujo

"cook mang, then I ask for help mamang same aunt, later I give a sign of tired for mamang's wife" said I emphasized

"I'm going home so I can talk"

"iya mang,, sook now da his people already this decket I also want to go ahead already in front of his people" I said

I went ahead and mang ujo came home and told his wife. I mutter-muter nyari mas Rian but have not met either or maybe he lied

"where's gold?" ask me

"behind you" I turned my back turned out to be right Rian I shook hands and kissed his hands. I also told Rian to piggyback at the back and head to my room.

"come in" I'll let Rian in

"this is what complex inside the gate I deserve to meet you" he said to me

"this is a special mess for my boss's father's employees, my husband used to work here, and this is his mess. only mah employees in the dalem over there is an exception because there was me at that time so it was in place behind the security guard." I explained to mas rian

"do you know a lot?" ask her again

"still mas,,, it's just that I'm rarely at home so there's not much nanya" I explained again

"who are you here?"

"the same aunt who likes to beberes just go home first. Ni coffee mas" me while nyodorin coffee and some snacks that I accidentally bought earlier when out pick up. "here is not free to go out because there is a security guard I'm sometimes not good to go home at night but how else will not go home mah"

"assalamualaikum" mang ujo and his wife came to bring the groceries I had ordered.

"greetings waalaikum" answered me and Rian mas along with me came out of the kitchen after bringing a small meal for Rian mas. I deliberately bought her favorite food to feel familiar here.

"bi keep it in the kitchen ya.." orders me to his wife mang ujo "bibi rest first let me cook"

"yan, what else?" mas Rian suddenly followed me into the kitchen "let me help ya?" mas rian said

"got mas,,, mas break is cape. I took a break before coming here." replied "then I help you"

"there is already an aunt" said the wife of mang ujo "so it's not good aunt here oruh"

"anywhere bi once aunty rest let us who in the kitchen, later we eat together" said mas rian turned out to be mas rian his soupel person as well I guess he was his usual rich cuek turned out I was wrong.

"iya bi ga what aunty help mamang aja ya.." said me to the wife mang ujo. Aunt nodded and left.

"tomorrow if we're together I'll help you cook in the kitchen"

Fun time chatting in the kitchen wife mang ujo enter the kitchen "uh sorry ma'am," he said

"duh who is more friendly" ledek mang ujo I was embarrassed to make his "mamang doain you can be together continuously"

"amiiinnn" answered mas rian "thank you his prayer mang, may his prayer be answered quickly."

"sir,, we just met but because the father who is deket with the mother, mamang just message one thing take care of the mother, the mother dian a very good person do not waste her kindness." message mang ujo to mas rian. Mang ujo was very attentive to me his wife was the same as that

"insya alloh mang, may I be the last port for her. The problem is very difficult naklukin the heart of his boss mamang" joked rian. I just smiled and couldn't answer every joke that came to me.

"bi please take everything forward, we eat together after noon too. That's the soup, let the little one eat." we had lunch together with jokes and jokes mas rian and mang ujo look familiar to each other even though he had just met his friendly attitude mas rian which made them quickly familiar.

Krriinngggg my phone rang I saw the phone screen turned out my boss called on a Sunday like this, I think we have no schedule to meet people.

"hallo yan,, at 2 o'clock we meet people at cafe A yes do not be late about this important person one of the officials of this city." his order to me.

"can't you get me off today?" ask me to the boss "there's a family coming sir"

"oh means our deal's off ok?" his words casually "i wait for you long until you ask for a bigger salary I canatin but not then you are as good as it is dong"

"yes I'm sorry sir" I have to recite what the boss ordered because q can not refuse because of the agreement. "okay 2 o'clock I'm already in place." I also turned off my phone.

"i'm sorry, I had to work for a phone boss."

"can you take a day off?"

"ga can mas, I've permission but rejected, yes boss if there already want to be sure like that, sorry yes" mang ujo who already know the character of my boss, understand him. I left them to go to the bathroom to take a shower and change clothes after I left

"sorry, I live first" said my message to mas rian "later home I bring food for you. At home there's a mang ujo with his wife this ain't anything yeah,,,"

"yes ga pa, anyways I cape his rich I sleep later." his answer to me now no more discordant tones that often sound discordant in the ear but now more able to understand me. "I can borrow your room to make me sleep? Later that night if you come home new in front" he asked me.

"pake aja mas, later in the afternoon we go to buy a mattress for you so ga on the floor." answered me to his "later if I'm late call ya?"

I went on my two-wheel drive down the road that my boss shared with me. Almost 1 hour I arrived but bekum look my boss where. I called her too

"my uncle's on set" a short message told my boss.

"just wait, I'm close" she replied

Not long after I saw my boss enter the cafe immediately I followed behind him. he went straight to his client and sat down with him while I sat behind my boss' desk handing over the files and noting down all the important points. Long enough we were in the cafe I began to fidget I was confused I had to go to the furniture store to buy a mattress for mas rian but have not been stretched also their language I began to saturate.

"ah,, lo ma novi please to the furniture store now buy a mattress but immediately brought yaa.soalnya want to use later." message me to ahmad.

Long time not directly in reply I also tried the phone "hallo yan why?"

"please read my message now" I said to ahmad

"make what? How rich are you?" ask her

"have the novi who chose lo leave now about his fear of closing the hunt. The problem of payment in the transfer is only." I said in the message. "gue ask for help my emergency meeting again in A with the platoon commander"

"ok." replied ahmad. I was a little relieved and I sent a message

"mas sorry I can't go home quickly if you want to eat a meal first or wait for me. Mostly I'm home after maghrib."

"i'm waiting for you to come home, baby, ain't nothing I'm here there's also no meeting."

"later there will be people who nganter mattress I've paid to just accept it yes mas."

"ready to carry out the commander" he replied to me. I smiled my work was done right at the time I hurried saying goodbye and went to go home soon because it was not nice there were guests at home.