
"i really don't believe you're admitting it to the company" said my big boss when he came to me in my office"
"my brother has no intention of cheating into the company" said I "if I want to have been from the beginning I am here sir, the first time I returned it again needed money for my problems but if now for what, my salary is not that big but then I want to cheat behind my father"
My boss was silent and I also did not know anymore how all the evidence leads to me because there is my signature on it.
"then this?" he showed me the file that had my signature there.
"for God's sake I don't know sir" I replied I don't know what happened to me as a dream and I prayed it was just a dream.
"sorry yan, you'll be at home for a while until the investigation is over" my boss said. I can't answer anything. All of this I have given to God and my destiny.
"morning dear" said kang tristan hugging me from behind as I slept on his back. I was surprised because of her, I held my body into her arms while kissing her. "have I woken up?" ask her. I just smiled without answering I rubbed the water dripping on my cheek almost all night I couldn't sleep because of the incident last afternoon at the office.
'what else happened to me Lord, what more tests do I have to pass? I only pray to strengthen me, if this is to strengthen my faith then strengthen me but if this is my test and trial then please let me accept all of it' I whispered in my unceasing heart that I prayed that God might guide me to those who slandered me.
"it's dawn, kang," I reminded my husband
"biarin still wants to hug you" she replied as she continued to kiss me
"geli ah," said I spoiled "solat kang already dawn almost as much as 6 tablets"
"ahh nagging" while blinking my cheeks. I was silent too, speaking nothing. I am not afraid that my tears will flow soaking the pillow I wear. Kang tristan went to take a bath I was also ablution for congregational prayer things we used to do when we were at home, congregation never left behind.
Kang Tristan came out of the bathroom and went straight to the place where the prayers came to me who was ready with my face. Finished I immediately tambahan already not taste good. Feeling tired from many thoughts.
"why?" ask kang tristan
"it's just another mager" I replied
"you need to think too much anyway is being pushed out, we believe all are resigned to God so that we are more peaceful" said kang tristan while approaching to me. I remained silent unmoved I messed up unable to accommodate the advice of others even from my own husband.
"abba believes you can love, before this you have passed a difficult event and you can continue now it is not possible to give up right?" asked my husband, not the answer I gave but the tears that had dripped my pillow
"don't have much thought, let's skip it together, I believe you can get past this problem and I believe more that you can
get out of this problem with the best solution. l trust you honey" while peeping my forehead
"i didn't expect it" I said
"we will not know what is happening in front of us baby, so believe me if you can, abba aja believe if the mother is strong, the mother is a figure of a wife who is good at everything, he said, abba believes in pessimistic motherhood like this"
"why should I?" ask me "I always say this is just a dream but it's a reality that I have to accept"
"don't cry early in the morning pamali said people" said his calming me "have wiped his tears of spirit aja sure all will be over spit. Now because you're mager let abba make me breakfast, huh?"
"it's on the table, ba," I replied "it's all ready" my husband was shocked
"you wake up at what time baby ko hrs this time already cook already morning prayers again" he hugged me again. I'm grateful now that I have a problem he's not overprotective he's more able to calm me down and always gently treats me.
"i couldn't sleep last night, so I broke up cooking early after my evening prayers" I said
"why don't you wake up, you can pray together" he said
"once I see abba pules really sleep" said I "i don't have the heart to wake up"
"the great concern of my wife, abba proud of mother" he said. Many times she kissed my forehead "here abba hugged mom" I shuddled closer to her.
"abba's clothes are on the chair" I said as I showed her work clothes
"the mother is not just smart as a career woman, the mother can divide the time between in the office, husband and children" she praised me "if Ummi knows about mom, he will be the daughter-in-law of ummi who always praise me"
"maybe" I replied smiling. My husband makes me smile and laugh the most when I'm sad.
"you know what made me fall in love with you until I always waited for you?"
"what?" ask me
"because you are tough woman, a woman who never gives up, who is positive and one thing. And only you make me fall in love every day." she explained while wiping the remaining water dripping from my eyes. I just smiled hearing the praise from her I clenched her arms tightly tightening her embrace on my body.
"it's late in the afternoon" I said
"it's still a bit long" he replied while looking at his watch
"breakfast first, but I'm sorry I can't nemenin" said my husband out of the room and returned with his breakfast plate, today I made her favorite fried noodles as well as my favorite about her we are both lovers of noodles.
"mom ate first, abba knows mom hasn't eaten yet right?"
"i don't want to be at home all day without work" I replied lethargic
"yeh can no longer be sad, abba's wife can not be sad because if the wife is sad his sustenance can be in the peg of people" said his "want rich so?"
"yes there is no, "" I answered "i always pray for a healthy abba, in the halal love of sustenance and blessings for our family"
"then don't be sad anymore" he comforted me
"i'm sad not because of abba but..."
"same, don't but-but" her hard drive is "now don't be sad anymire for abba, so that abba can live this day full of blessings from abba's most beautiful wife" I'm just silent not much to say anymore because it won't be over until tomorrow either. I ate the food that she fed me gently she fed me, one bribe for me one bribe for her once it ran out.
"alhamdulillah is exhausted, the most delicious mother's food" he praised
"muji can keep flying later on" I said
"abba's wife can't be sad, abba's wife must be strong, make abba also children" he said to me "abba tau this is heavy but mother must keep strong, but mother must keep strong, abba knows you can get through this easily"
"thank you" I smiled wryly
"abba also believes in the same ability of mothers during their mother's life"
"it can make people laugh"
"must dong, make abba's wife what the hell is not" he explained "must keep cheerful so abba spirit live the day"
"later on, abba still wants to hug you, ciun you" he replied"mother body you ga nahan dear"
"don't start it"
"indeed to start ko" on the back of the neck make me sigh
"don't start tonight, why?" answer me without the mood because many thoughts. "baaa" my mouth in bekap using his lips are frowned upon my lips. I struggled a little because I was really badmood.
He still continues to kiss my neck, his lips and his hands are fondling my body. Keep going and keep going until his hands hold my sensitive area in a reflex even I'm pounding.
"don't now ba" my voice is withheld because of my. My husband was the strong type in bed until I spewed out the liquid that made me limp
"honey" she kissed my lips and had a little on her foreskin
"abba go first baby" I opened my eyes
"have a shower?" ask me
"don't take a shower, look at me, look at me?" I just smiled not answer her "abba go first yes dear" I kissed her hand "kalo again males ga ng need to do homework, there mba"
"whatever ba, bebenah can reduce streea ko" I replied "lag kasian si mba must take care of the children, must take care of the garden front and back, time must take care of all that."
"it's their job, baby" he said
"ga so dear kasian lah" kang tristan began to frown "yes yes ya ya barin atuh. Please go to work, I'm sorry I'm not nganterin ya"
"there's nothing" she replied, "mom rest, abis cape just now?" my husband approached me again "delicious just now?" I just smiled nodding "later tonight wait yaa abba ask for more rations"
"baa,, what the hell is se!" my hardik "was there leaving, bad luck loh"
"yes it's ok ok ok" she sneered at me "but then the mallem again ok?! After all, it's delicious, dear, you can not expect it to be as delicious as this makes nadibi"
"it's gone" I rebuked harder
"your body is sexy baby makes abba can not be konsen if you deket"
"thick in sayin," my hardik once again
"yes, baby, kiss me first" my forehead was in his kiss "assalamualaikum"
"waalaikum salam warohmatulloh" I replied. He came out but he did not come back for a long time. I was astonished too
"why go back?" Much
"engga, brother forgot if abba buy a new drakor film" he said "kalo still mager watch a film aja"
"colokin let it go?" answer me "and please turn all the chanel channels"
"throw?" ask her "it's noon"
"several his words want to see a happy wife, sometimes make your relationship more durable" said I. "just like it and not yes"
"what the hell don't you know about you?" ask her "from starting college until now I still want what our favorite" replied the in-laws
"the time?" hatch me
"already abba go first yes well at home" he said
"be careful baby" she smiled kissing my forehead. The sound of the car going from outside. I was busy watching Korean drama from DVD suddenly I was shocked to see my 4-year-old son come into my room.
"ibuuu" his greeting
"morning baby" I confirmed my seat that the beginning of his sleep now sitting. "have a bath? Fragrant pantsan"
"yeah, you know," my son once said but it's like "who's the same?" ask my son
"sama mba" she replied
"catering my children is rich, I have food outside" I said, "I want to be with my children"
"yes ma'am" she answered
"where else isn't here" he replied
"not yet awake"
"yes it's nothing"
"mom,,dede wants a toy in the back, yes mba" said my son
"yes there play mommy's gonna take a break"
"ok mother" she replied.
"be careful playing" answered me he ran away with butterflies. I returned to lying down while watching drakor who was in the princess"
I was so solemn watching her up to the baper. I heard the door knock
"come in" turns out to be my three children
"just want mom"
"oh here baby" I replied to my children. We are struggling to be one in my bed "mba if you want to clean up please me again males out of the room ya"
"well mom" she replied
"sorry mommy who wants to clean up today" replied the new mba. I was always rotating them so that there was no misunderstanding or envy because their salaries were all the same. I always try to be fair to my employees because they are reluctant to their employers.
"sorry today if there are guests please do not open the door yes I really do not want to be disturbed" my instructions to my employees.
"well ma'am" she replied. He finished and went straight out of my room. In the room I was chatting with my children there was a crowd from inside. Her happy hearts sense seeing their smiles, her slumber they are, there is a gratitude that I extend from my heart that with my situation, I can see the children who are comfortable in my life even without the father only I do not want to break the relationship between father and son. Let it run like it's there.