BETWEEN YOU HE AND ME

rian's divorce

POV RIANS

"what are you doing?" ask me to dian, when I called her from last afternoon she said she wanted a phone in wait but until there was no malem.

"sorry mas,, from earlier I was busy" he replied "from me to here directly in love the task of stacking must be finished about it tomorrow in check with my boss mas, sorry. My friend just came home and relax now"

"what's the cement?" ask her I don't know what kind of girl she is. My heart felt uncomfortable when she was far away from me. I'm not used to not seeing himself when there he was I was excited to live the day and work harder.

"oh mas sorry I cape" he replied as if I was just a life bully "kalo mas telfon just for the matter mending me break from noon I have not rest at all"

Her answer was very cold to me "what happened to you yan, do you still hesitate to me? I really love you" we're still silent on the phone. The coldness of her attitude scared me.

"yan that's your wife coming" my mother said as she called me. What else is he doing here? My whisper in my heart. I also met her

"mas," said my wife, "gold you home, it's been almost 1 month you're not home"

"i told you it wasn't my house, you're not my wife anymore. Am I your husband or your ATM machine?" concluded me to my wife right his ex-wife. "if you think you wife should take care of your husband serve your husband well."

"mas,, don't get rich gini" his whine on me "please excuse me, I know I'm wrong but don't get rich gini. We're still newlyweds for 3 months yet?"

"where are you?" hardik me on his "don't talk anymore, I'm not your husband I'm nothing to you."

"gold I'm sorry I promised to fix everything."

I don't feel good about my mother but I can't be with her anymore. All this time I did not explain anything to my mother because I did not want to be a burden on her mind.I feel like a failure to be a child. I'm ashamed I thought the girl I chose was the best girl but it turns out I was wrong without the blessing of my mother I was determined to marry her. And finally I know if I was just used to be a money-making machine for his family.

"what's going on?" asked my mother "it's too bad don't fuss about not feeling good with the neighbors" said my mother. "heard Rian from the beginning mama didn't approve of your marriage that seemed sudden. You didn't hear your mom's opinion when you married her, did you? Keep now the time of the storm mama should know and should be horrified you guys noisily?" my mother has started to express her emotions "his beginning mama doesn't know and isn't involved so now you're ending mama also doesn't want to hear anything. Instead of a storm here mending please you guys get out of here."

I no longer dare to look up my head when my mother shows her emotions I can only bow my head not dare to answer or see the look on her face because I know I'm wrong because of me married without her blessing as my birth mother.

"sorry son," my mother looked at my wife's face, "new mother knows that you're my son's wife. I'm sorry I didn't attend when you were married because I didn't know and wasn't told. I'm sorry if I didn't approve of your marriage because my heart wouldn't let her not know why but my heart can't accept you as my daughter-in-law but I'm sorry as a parent. And now I don't side with my son even if he's my son if on the wrong side it would be wrong if you're on the right side then I'm on your side." my mother's words held back her anger.

"yes ma, I'm sorry I don't know if my marriage is not my mother's blessing but it has happened I'm sorry" my wife told my mother. "sorry I am here good intentions ma want to go back to the Rian mas because I know I was wrong, now I want to be taken anywhere mas Rian I recite"

"i'm sorry I can't anymore, I've been very sick because of your attitude during your husband what you love me while I always give money every day I say " my tone snapped at my wife "I have a wife eat outside I coffee outside every time I go home there's no food. What is the work of playing hp, ngrumpi, eating outside can eat well every day 200k a day but where when I'm not working I'm snapped?"

I expressed all my problems in front of my mother, who had been held in my heart. My mother did not budge in the slightest even look at her face was impressed ordinary as if there was no problem. I didn't know what was on his mind and he said shortly

"now I give it all to you because the way out is in each of you I don't want to interfere. I'm sorry I can't say anything."

My mother looked at my wife "make a child, I'm sorry I just told her that her name is not a wife for display but make her pay attention to her husband, but if the wife is only on display husband means the husband only considers her like an item that he can throw away. And also the wife is not only menut to the husband but must be obedient also because the sincere husband rewards heaven for us. I'm sorry I couldn't help you from your husband"

I'm glad my mother still defends me the meaning she also does not accept her child being treated unfairly by her own wife. My mother left us both.

"yes you have come home do not bother me again, if you know what is a wife maybe your husband left you" said I to my wife. She left my mother's house crying out for pity but I didn't want to hang on to her. I've got another woman who might be best for me I don't know but I already love her. It was almost midnight when I saw my watch, I can't close my eyes I still think of the far away there was an unbearable longing when just this morning he left me but felt long.

"again what dear" asked me as I sent her a message for "has she eaten?"

Triinngg I open my phone I read reply message from dian "again a bed want to sleep cape really today."

"eat first"

"it was bought in temen who helped me do the job earlier"

"oohh, the, uh, the girl guy?"

"scurvy"

"there's some attention there"

"sorry I cape ga macem-macem, I already work tomorrow morning"

"what's the new work dateng ko directly work not understand the cape so?"

"that's how I work, I don't feel comfortable here"

"it's comfortable that there's attention there"

The long answer to my message in bales makes me feel emotional I call him

"hallo" she answered

"ko ga in bales? What's the chat?"

"i've said many times I cape mas ngerti ga males in suspect mulu"

"yan I miss"

"just a day hasn't been a month"

"i'm not ordinary without your usual if you'd like to see you meet now far away." inaudible answer from him

"ko diem? Why?" ask me

"ga pa pa mas" he answered

I was confused by her attitude whether she had any taste in me or was just a runaway. I love you yan, this is not an escape but sincerity I don't want to lose you I can't yan. I don't know what's wrong with me until you find it hard to accept me. I'll prove Dian until you can come back to me I have to be patient for her she's special to me.

tock tock,, I opened the door to my room turned out to be my mother

"why ma? Hasn't Malem slept yet?" ask me. He didn't answer, but he went straight into my room and sat in a chair by the window. I didn't ask anymore because I knew she wasn't sleeping meant there was something stuck in her mind and I knew it was her problem because of my household. I'm not blessed to marry her without knowing what her background looks like.

I sat down on the edge of my bed with my head down, not daring to look at my mother's face. Mother still looked at me sharply as if she wanted to pounce on me. We were silent for a long time and he had not spoken a word that made my body tremble withstanding fear.

"she's your wife? Pretty?" he started the conversation. Since when is marriage? You don't think of your mother again as your mother's death?" his snapping sounded a voice that shook withholding anger. And I could only go silent not daring to answer her every question.

"why the trouble?" ask my mother again

"he's less attentive to me ma,,,as a husband I feel not considered at all even though his needs I always fulfill anything he wants but I am not taken care of even to just eat he never takes care of ma,,,,,, I do not take care of him,,,I cape work there's never any rice or side dishes at home." I replied

"because it's straight away divorced?"

"iya ma" I answered while bowing my head

"so selfish, can not be fixed in nasehati first why immediately divorced?"

"i've ingetin many times almost 3 months I can only survive to such a degree that I can't anymore"

"is there something else?" I shook my head to hide the look of my confused face so that my secret was not revealed. "now in front of him how? You still work in the area?"

"yeah ma ga nothing, I've moved to the shophouse ga again in his house, it's been a long time also out of there" I explained to my mother.

"want to find a woman who'd like to be a wife?" I shook my head "in light of easy wife's nyari, let's say we have no people but if we can at least have a real person name we are not defiled" said my mother. "marriage is g easily should be able to understand each other and you just know already directly married yes gini so her, shy to neighbors if you know new then change the wife again. Now it's like this already living in front of her a clear woman who really understands the time there is not only a pity if there is again but when we do not have to understand."

"it's true but it's gone into town. Just this morning" I was honest with my mother because I was the least able to keep a secret to my mother

"you just got divorced and changed girls again? Mama doesn't understand rian," my mom looks sad.

"ga ma,," I tried to explain the truth "i know about 2 months of this when my household can no longer be repaired. I met him accidentally through my ex-wife's neighbor. Widow just so widowed about 2 3 weeks is now gone her word work but I also do not know, just say her work alone."

"don't know it, don't understand mama you can never find a woman who has missed a real nyari" said mama and left me alone in the room.

"but I can't ma" concluded me to my mother "I can't dance anymore just want in how can't, anyway, he's so understanding that he's gone because there's a personal matter again."

"everything is a blur" said my mother misunderstood "mama don't understand mama don't know what she's going through I know exactly ma because I'm there" my mother left as if she couldn't believe what I was saying.

I was confused as to how it wasn't really the best for me. But I can't erase her so I've actually fallen in love with her,God what I have to do I don't trust him but all I do is lose him, I'm more protective of him because I don't want to lose the moment together that we made before I can't forget that.

I kept looking at my phone hoping that she would contact me first but never there and during her waiting my eyes could not be closed until the early hours of the morning and her presence aimed at working to illuminate the earth and accompany the fighters of spare change to collect his coffers

"morning" greet me with a message

"morning too mas, tumben early in the morning already awake?" ask her "usual at this hour if I'm a new phone lap iler"

"hahaha" I smiled reading the message he sent "leaping ma you ga ga until you can't sleep"

"hmmm,, early in the morning it's been a fight"

"dear, baby, I'm not lying." replied the message I sent "I can't sleep thinking of you, I'm afraid you're going away from me?"

"hahaha"turn him who emot laughs "i'm already far away is it gone, right? I'm not there anymore, right mas who nganter me to take the bus right? Forgot what's inget?"

"yee forgot it's sami mawon miss" I said in the message "shower yet?"

"i woke up from dawn and prayed and didn't sleep again. Now ready to work"

"what do you work for?" ask me

"working in a place that used to be with my husband"

"get down to work with husband, good to see yaa"

"husband does not work anymore would have come out different bosses as well"

"what part?"

"because personal assistant. Now at 7 o'clock want to leave first ya mas, afraid late about his file today is on me. Yes, yes, yes"

"yes be careful on the road, baby." I said at the end of the message I sent. my sleepiness began to attack after a night of waking up because the thought of a man did not feel I slept until the shock of mother woke me.

"wake up lazy son" my mother scolded me early in the morning

"ma I'm just going to sleep please don't disturb"

"workforce?"

"staying to pick up the goods later in the afternoon now I sleep first" I did not listen to my mother's babbling is up to my eyes can no longer be opened so sleepy.