BETWEEN YOU HE AND ME

first fight

"it's there" I snubbed my husband "don't bother me"

"sorry" he said "don't be angry anymore"

He tried to hug me but I denied him, I was upset at him why it should be hidden, why it should be kept secret at the beginning of the end I will know who the real culprit. As if she was happy on top of my suffering, I felt her seeing my husband who was still as comfortable as a smile what did she mean? He did not feel that for months I was in fear, confused, anxious for things that I did not know now that the perpetrator had met was still in secret to me.

"that old man doesn't know so how do I feel?" hardik me "I'm like a fugitive who should always hide while I don't know anything"

"iya abba tau" said her to calm me "toh mother like this also abba involved right? We're a team, we can't be alone"

"continue why I can't know the perpetrator?" I sent my husband

"because abba knows mom will be shocked if she knows the perpetrator from now on" I don't know if that's the reason for the reel or indeed a made-up essay

"i've made a cape" I went into my room. What will happen tomorrow then happens, my age is determined tomorrow when I know the real culprit, what motivates him to do this to me.

I lay in bed trying to close my eyes, I will face a tiring day, maybe even very tiring because in the trial the day will feel much longer than usual. I can only hope tomorrow I will be fine, and there will be a meeting point for my future.

the night passed so quickly, I prepared today with all the sincerity I had no matter what would happen to me, I'm ready to accept everything I can't think anymore I don't think about my kids, my future what I have achieved to this day is something that must end now. The point of water came out of my eyes that I immediately wiped so that no one out there could be seen.

The smile that sprung from my lips only covered the sadness that always perched in my days, today this smile will be a cry or it will remain the most beautiful smile, she said, I don't know if I don't know myself either.

Time was so slow that I caught my breath with the things in the trial, the questions I didn't understand, fortunately, my legal team was very alert who immediately brought the mastermind of the embezzlement of company money in my name. I was shocked when mas oddar brought the perpetrator, I was shocked not kepalang instant I could not think or speak a word.

'ahmad' murmured me. I saw her unblinking, like being struck by lightning in broad daylight I couldn't believe what I was seeing. My lips are mute, my knees and my body feel weak in disbelief I saw her. "this is a dream, this must be a dream" whispered me who did not know what I was thinking. I looked up at my husband who was on the podium with his mother, as if asking what I saw right now, or I was just a dream but my husband just nodded slowly which was like knowing what my question was. I felt the pain of my eyes that made there were water droplets dripping between my cheeks.

It felt devastated to see my close friend come to me with a downcast face and sit beside me I saw him with a difficult mimic in the sense of why, why is he so good as me? What's my fault? All this time I've been helping her with what she needs as well as me, she's been helping me every time I need her. I don't understand why this is? What's up with her? My tears haven't stopped.

the course of the trial was very slow in my opinion, I could no longer be concerned with what the prosecutor asked or the defense of my attorney. I don't know what they're talking about my eyes can't see the person next to me is a close friend of mine that we've always been together with, our closeness is not only now but it has happened in the last 20 years, from the time we went to college together at the same faculty until graduation continued until each of us had a family and until one company we were still together.

It's only right that my husband keeps his identity a secret to me, because he must have thought I was going to hit him. Didn't think in the slightest he would have the heart to do this to me, whether the devil who possessed him so that he could defame me, it's appropriate that he never had news when I was struck by a disaster, it was as if he had disappeared from my sight.

The trial finished with the verdict reading for ahmad, I was still sitting in my chair when the officer brought the ahmad out of the room I was down crying, happy am I? Or sad? All mixed into one me in the clap of my husband and my mother-in-law are also my best friends novi. I immediately rushed to my best friend crying so her novi returned my arms we grabbed each other and cried not a single word came out of our lips until our husband calmed us down.

"buu,, already" said my husband slowly rubbed my back "abba know what the taste of being a mother, then his abba and gajar secret from mother, sorry really"

"dian" said my mother-in-law

"ummi" I hugged my in-laws "sorry dian ummi"

"it's already" he said all is done "just don't cry"

"yuu met ganjar" said kang tristan my husband. I stepped up to meet the odd mas who was still talking to his work team I saw cheerful mimic that emanated from the hue of their faces.

"mas" said I "thank you very much for helping me, sorry maybe so far I have been a lot of ngerepotin mas ganjar and team"

"it's not necessary to think everything is fine" he said "it's my obligation to help all my clients"

"mas may I ask for one more thing?" my word

"let's say it" she answered

"i ask mas ganjar free is not ahmad from his prison sentence, can you?" ask me

"you mean?" tanya ganjar turned to ask. Everyone who heard him stared in confusion at me

"yan,,"hardic my husband

"but yan." said mas ganjar.

"mas" interrupted me by cutting the words mas oddar who tried to remind me "his children are still small, and there are parents who must be taken care of he is the backbone of his family, his family, please understand"

"but yan, the law is not in view of family background" said mas ganjar "he perpetrator of embezzlement of corporate funds has violated the rules, breaking the law. The law is the law of yan, the person who is proven guilty must accept his consequences, no matter who he is or how his family."

"njar njar, sorry to let me clear" between my husband "my wife is still in shock" I was invited to go out of the building followed by my mother-in-law, novi and her husband.

"where are we going?" ask my husband

"ko nanya? Come home, where are you going?" ask her to turn around

"yan,, calm down, patience okay" novi told me. I was silent even though I did not calm my mind was not here. 1 hour drive to the end of my house.

"where are the kids?" ask me

"still in the old house" my husband replied "ummi, this is our new house, ummi just came here right?"

"when do the kids get picked up?" ask her

"there will be a grab who will send them here" answered my husband "tristan wants to be held calm first."

"let me who nemenin dian kang" said novi

"bang,, coffee first yes, sorry there is no preparation" my husband said to husband novi.

"do not kang,, did I say there was a job first" permission to my husband "yan I go home yes"

"thank you bang" I said to novi's husband

"sama-sama" answered her

Novi and I went into my room, the room I had left for 2 weeks. Kangen sense of the atmosphere of the room adem,, my own room I design because I like diem in the room, because his room I made so that I feel more at home in the room. But today I feel confused, the day that I will be my freedom even my own best friend who replaced it.

"noy," I said "gue wants a free ahmad"

"yan,," hardik novi on me "lo realize no heck? The law is not lo that makes you can't just play change"

"gue didn't expect an Ahmad like that to me" I said

"same yan, but I also do not know how to free him" he said "lo know I can not sleep thinking both of you. Here you go my best friend"

"we met mas ganjar noy," take me to my best friend

"ga can yan," he said again "lo used to work in a law office, right? Lo know the rules.according to you I am calm so see you two, I am confused my position is all wrong know ga lo you two are the same, equally mean to me, my backrest, my backrest, my backrest, so how do you try this? You two make me sad"

"if I knew from the beginning, maybe I could help him noy.." I said to novi "gue ga tau because kang tristan ga story who the perpetrator, noy, for reasons he's afraid I'm in shock"

"lagian if you know from the beginning can not do anything, right?" ask novi "have no need to discuss, the important thing is that you can be free, kasian lo children they are still small they need lo"

Me and novi cry each other, feel the pain and pain because our best friend instead pricks his own best friend.if others I can have the heart but this friend who was like sodara himself, but this friend who was like sodara himself, even more than sodara. What action should I take to free my friend in cell confinement? I'm confused myself. I can't think well today.

Give me God's best path, my problems always exist, what this means, when I should be happy with my freedom why my friend is languishing in my place, should I be happy? No. I can't be happy I can't be happy even though I'm grateful that my good name can be restored.