BETWEEN YOU HE AND ME

penitence

I hung up the phone many times before I turned off my phone. I'm fed up with all the men who approached me. For me they are meaningless to me, now I choose like this apart from them although it is difficult but I have to try it. Forgetting people who are already dear is difficult but from now on they have nothing to hurt especially later?

Mending like this does not think the others just focus for the children, for their future.The weight is all on its own responsibility, in making enjoy only so that others come easy. My prayer is only one healthy so that all is well. I don't want to be complicated with the affairs of a companion.

"yan, don't forget you have an appointment before 8 o'clock" said my boss "say if I have business don't tell me I'm in the hospital"

"ready sir, it's done leaving aja ko" the morning just showed the look but I've been sweating because in the pursuit of time that there is no end.

"good,, how's my ticket?"

"father's tickets are about 2 days away so sir" I replied "okay thank you"

"ready sir, you're welcome"

" you can always be on andelin, so leave the distance from the office to a place far less than 2 hours of travel afraid of his late" said my boss "uh don't forget to prepare the file and the presentation is ok!"

"ready commander" I replied with a small laugh.

"hallo lis," I called Lilis because I was absent in the morning when I had to go to the office first. "lis,,,I did not go to the office this morning if there is a file and a letter save it maybe later my lunch hour to the office" I said to lilis "you are still at home right? Later if you're in the office say to mang ujo, his wife told me to go home yes, teima thanks lis"

"still ma'am" lilis replied, "ready ma'am my mother's orders are carried out"

I also continue to go down the morning road, although it is still dark still the city streets are still full of vehicle dust, but not necessarily I recede to work I must remain enthusiastic.

"good morning mba" said I to the receptionist "which room next door?"

"oh,, yes ma'am" she replied kindly "with whose mother should I know?"

"dian full moon from PT C" I replied. Receptionist opens the guest list to confirm his signature.

"oh yes mother please sign next door" the receptionist shows the sequence. "please take the stairs and turn left right next to the stairs, go straight in because the mother is waiting"

I went straight to the room before her I knock first the door, well mak shamenya they are ready, whispered me inwardly.

"sorry mom and dad, I'm late" I said

"oh no, really. We also just arrived" replied a father and I smiled directly sitting in the chair that had been prepared.

"mother dian, please sit in the front because we want to hear the presentation from the mother" said the front mother

I also moved to sit in front of him, I also presented the file that I had prepared from last night.

"welcome to you the presentation was very good very satisfying" said the mother who was in front of me when I finished giving quotes in front of them

"thank you ma'am" I feel relieved now that my work can be accepted in a larger environment.

"mother dian great, we can not say anything" said the father of the most end. "i think we can work together for the future"

"thank you sir, "i said I felt proud."thank you very much"

"bu dian later if the mother's leader has gone home, can be arranged to meet to discuss the continuation of the presentation just now" said the father who was sitting at the end

"oh can sir" I'm very enthusiastic "very good"

I am very satisfied that my presentation was successfully received by the audience well. Thank God for today I am so relieved, proud and satisfied, thank you for helping me stay with me God so that I can get through even the most difficult things. the journey back and forth that far did not feel tired because of his endless happiness I was always grateful.

"mother dian" said someone when I entered the office "mother's financial file this month is already on mom's desk"

"o yes, thank you sir" I went to my room so I could relax even for a moment. I didn't feel like my eyes were closed on the sofa so much.

"mom,, mom" the sound of the lilis woke me up by patting my shoulder, not feeling I was asleep on the couch because of the cape that hit my body. I opened my eyes in shock seeing Lilis beside me.

"eh..." I'm busy tidying up my clothes and styling my hair "want to change ma'am?" lilis offers a change of clothes

"it's rich" I replied

"let me get you ma'am" lilis offered

"ga, you, please don't lis let me" I prevented him because I want to change in the toilet. "lis... can I sleep for a while? I'm so sleepy"

"can be ma'am" said Lilis "there is still about 15 minutes before the meeting with Mr. S"

"oh ok. Just wake up later"

"well ma'am" she replied. No leader makes me work 2x more cape because of what my boss is scheduled to spell now. My career in the office is getting brighter making me get more coffers I am very grateful because the road to meet and bring the children is done faster. I don't want to charge the kids to grandma or grandpa anymore I want them to always be around me as an encouragement to me through the day.

Time passed by and I managed to get what I wanted, now I have my own home. It's just that the children are still in the village there is no good time to bring it.

"yan, said the firstborn of the children will you take?" ask faith in me

"yes, I just don't have time off to pick them up" I replied

"welcome yes you have succeeded now, you can get what you want now" said mas iman

"thank you" I replied, "all I do for the kids I just want them to get what they want in their youth"

"mom mean?"

"you think of the future of the children, making them ashamed you cannot give them the same as you love them." the words mas faith make me confused because it is indeed the current income that I can make living to my 5 children get what they want one that I can not absolutely love to them time and my affection is still divided for the work. "sorry yan kalo mas can only give them a little because the income is not enough to give more for them. After the harvest period later like his mas will try his own business with capital that mas have"

"thank God, if you have such a desire. Hopefully successful" I said

" thank you, your prayers are encouragement. I just want to be equal you also want children to feel the gift of gold" said mas iman

"sorry mas, I don't mean to make you feel trivial I'm just trying to give the best for them - count I return the time I've wasted yesterday as long as I'm not with them." turn me into the faith.

"quite hard on her tonjokan?" novi said behind me. I squinted my eyebrows

"does she mean?" ask me

"you don't think everyone is there?" tukas novi gave an explanation

"nonjok what the hell I don't understand" asked me to go to the kitchen to pick up snacks and instant orange juice that I bought last night "nii you happen to come right there is food"

"hmmm,, your usual full refrigerator tumben is just plain water"

"lately I've been busy to ngusir sleepy snacking" I said to novi "so you said what's it I'm notjok who? That's totally indiscriminate"

"you don't know if your tonjokan is sick. You can already prove the pain so proud" said novi was there right all this time I just kept quiet when they insulted me when they stayed away from me because I had a problem, I was, maybe my brother my parents didn't contact me because of their egos even though they approached me and were nice to me, I would normally not be able to like I used to still feel pain when I was in trouble they were hostile to me insulting me I thought as parents could be wiser but it turns out not only them can laugh and mock me but now I will not be able to achieve what was once delayed.

"the same old man must also be ashamed of what they did to you, just prestige" I just smiled

"let's say, for now I want to see how they will after I have all of them, not just arrogant just a medicine of heartache, not revenge also just give a little reprimand, aja, a sin anyway? I'm afraid I know"

"do it rich so to me, I'm not a God who can judge someone who is clear to me you do what you think well I will support you in any case"

"thank you, you're always there for me" I said we hugged

"inget lo,, who has made me can like this work that you love until now very useful for my family's life" said novi make me should "lo tau ga, you know ga, lo it's temen but I think even more brother than my own brother yan,,,"

"do not have to moan my work a lot" said I

"lu yaa already at home just still work you do not enjoy life anyway, not at home ga in the office is still a work"

"yes rather than dumbass, anyways I'm relaxed ko I enjoy my work now."

Krrieg "hello" answered me

"halloo dear" kirai mas iman turned out mas rian "why again?

"overtime again, why?"

"ga why-why just want to eat, enough rest do not work continue to cape tau"

"yes, thanks mas"

"i'm busy because my boss is not in the office there is a duty abroad" I answered

"mas rian, your candidate is actually in the recommendation to be a director in the office"

"was he lying?" my sergeant commented on hoak kan novi

"you don't know if next month you want to be active as a staff of directors know not only a personal secretary but already a director tau ga?"

"hoak you" I sneered

"waaww, congratulations baby before anyone else I'm first"

"are you lying again"

"you don't believe me from the past, I dapet leaks from the staff of the directors above tau, I'm not intentionally tense lunch time" novi corroborates his reasons, he said, is that really the real thing? If it happens then I will be very grateful God your blessings I receive at once.

"what do you swear by noy?"

"amppuuunnn lo so people do not believe in people who you want to believe?" said novi "komandan tell you how responsible you are in love with the task, how big your ability to manage the company to develop well"

The feeling I want to jump so much his smile, thank God you gave me a gift so great for me I really like to hear it. If the news is true then I will immediately pick up the children and share it with the orphans. May there really be a God.

"yan, who do you choose between mas iman and rian?" ask novi to me

"you know how later, honestly from the beginning I have not too much hope to mas rian. I'm afraid noy's afraid later like I'm already lazy"

"don't that yan, I'm sure mas rian is still fond of lo let alone mas iman I'm sure he's very satisfied with what he did to lo kemenaren"

"it's up to him aja noy" I chimed "I'm really sick to him noy. I was too hopeful for him earlier that I thought would protect me when I was down but he left me when I really needed his support and support. He left without even speaking a single word not even an apology for me. So what else to do? They want to accept me for what I have now, not for what I am. Cape me?"

"yes already have to be discussed again forget aja first time will recognize how the suffering of people who are persecuted"

Let the hand of God work when we are sick by the actions of other humans, because the best court is the court of God who does not side with anyone.