BETWEEN YOU HE AND ME

an unsolved problem

"mas, sorry, I interrupted his time" said I when I came to mas ganjar

"oh, please come in" said mas ganjar "what's wrong?"

"mas,,, about I can't ease the sentence of ahmad" I said

"yan, try to think" said mas oddar "what he has done to you, inget ga yesterday you like what"

"but mas" interrupted me

"yan, you think, you're not stable" replied Mas oddar who made me rise in blood

"what do you mean?" ask me the emotion of "excuse me for bothering you" I went out of the office weirdo, how should I free my best friend. I can't bear to see her like this even though she's been mean to me but I can't bear to return my pain to her.

Krrriiinnggg "hallo" my hello

"where's mom?" my husband called me

"from mas ganjar's office" I answered listlessly

"wrong?" ask her in an angry tone "he's home, yes, abba wait"

I walk lethargic, why just finish this new problem there is another new problem, not enough yesterday? I was puzzled by too many questions in my brain that I could not answer. I let out a long sigh after I got home, I could not possibly just sit by and watch my friend crouch in the bars, I know he's been cruel to me but I can't really bear to.

"i was angry with you for a long time" said my husband from behind who looked upset when he saw me

"i'm sorry" I said to my husband with my head down, I was afraid when my husband was angry, I knew his nature when angry because I chose silence.

"did I understand you?" said my husband "he is guilty already clearly you who say hello to you how did you come? Forgot it? Or are you forgetful?"

I was still silent, my body trembled as the tone of my husband's anger was thrown at me, I knew he was disappointed in my attitude but I also could not let my good friend get in trouble. Naive indeed I was almost destroyed because of the actions of my closest friend who harmed me in many ways but I really could not bear, he said, however, he has always helped me in my most difficult circumstances.

"abba,," said I won "i know, what he did to me yesterday was terrible, but I can't bear to see him like this. I'm not sure he's gonna get to me ba,"

"you're sure how?" her question was like mocking my stupidity "it's clear that's proof"

"there must be a reason why he was like that, so be willing to do that to me" I replied

"abba doesn't understand your way of mind, ma'am" he said weakened

"however ahmad has contributed to me, ba" I said "our friendship, not only this time but long enough"

"but he doesn't appreciate your friendship" replied his indignation at me

"i know but.." My sentence was decapitated, because of my husband's assumption

"whatever it is" he cut my words. He left me sitting on the back porch. I was alone thinking about what happened, I was eager to meet with ahmad, but all parties have not allowed it because the investigation process is also not finished.

Krriiinngggg "hallo" I answered the phone that rang "lo come here, I'm relaxed"

Novi called me who said she was going to my house now. Bored at home, but how else, anywhere else, the children are still the same grandmother in her abba house feels lonely home when the children are not home. No entertainment when saturated comes without sound.

The bell rang I opened the door, welcomed her to come. I smile saying hello to her "hi.."

"alone?" ask her

"engga, kang tristan at home" I replied

"oh, sir" I grinned at the forehead, I saw a flat face

"why?" ask me wonder

"gue wants to talk about ahmad" said novi

"why again ahmad?" ask kang tristan from behind who approached us. We were silent and glanced at each other when my husband narrowly asked us. "in ko asked instead of diem?"

"ee eengga, ga nothing kang" replied novi stammering

"i cape yes, please don't bother me anymore" said my husband "yan, you just got out of trouble don't look for a problem that's over, if it's finished, it's enough not to dig again"

"but why did he come to you?" he said "you guys are friends, right, why can friends eat friends?"

"kang,, sorry" sela novi "honestly I also do not believe ahmad could have to his own theme, if in permission can not be dian I take nengok ahmad"

"sorry vi, I have no permission" replied kang tristan "kalo dian can not hurt, different from me, I feel hurt to him because he has made my life almost messy, he said, because he has made me lose not only material but more than to my psychic, try if this problem befalls you instead of to dian? You can not go through 3 months more vi, dian imprisoned. Can you handle it?"

"sorry kang," said the novi "then I want to ngajak met ahmad because I want to know what the motive of his sampe like that, honestly, I'm just like dian can't bear to see her like that"

"as an ordinary human being I am angry, I am emotional but if you want her good she used to, can't take her ga dengga see her" said me to novi and my husband

"because of your nature like this then you often stumble into trouble, it's easy for people to look like yesterday" said my husband "friends may dare to stab from behind"

novi and I just kept quiet, I wanted to deny but the tip even made a storm, I chose silence so as not to drag on in the conversation that made my husband ignited anger. I really understand the position of my husband at this time what my husband feels I do not feel but I am more of an unbearable feeling, he said, I admit what Ahmad did really messed up my life.

"yan,, my, came here just to give me this letter" he said

"what's this?" ask me

"letter of recommendation so that you return to the office" he replied. I looked at my husband who looked ordinary when I received a letter from my office. "boss you back"

"you know, I'm still confused" I replied "kalo tomorrow send to the office yes definitely to the office, but for more work I don't know. Still my trauma"

"gue knows yan" he said, "gue appreciate your decision"

we talk ngalor ngidul as usual if we meet there is always a topic that we discuss, long time we did not meet anyway.

"where are the kids?" ask her

"in the old house of kang tristan the same ummi" answered me "eh lo ga work?"

"the only work I was told here with the boss to meet you and nyampein this letter" he replied

"how's the office after I don't exist?" ask me

"it's normal that you're still a hot topic for children" he replied

"gue has been yawning anyway" said I "whatever it is to me I have not wanted, it's up to them only value"

"yes you know for yourself what if we have news" he said "patience anyways now your status is clear right? Your name is clean again"

"alhamdulillah" I said

"gue go yes, the late problem" said his "ga yank ma big boss, about him he waited for info from me"

"what's info?" ask me

"about you, what else?" answer her

I went out to take novi out of the gate of the house, after she left I closed the gate and went back into the house again sitting in the middle room turning on the TV. Chanek tv I'm gonna change to make me feel bored.

"why the hell, baby?" ask my husband. Her tone is soft as usual not like it was when talking about my problems. "nii I make hot chocolate all her snacks too"

"thank you" I received a cup of hot chocolate

"why, watch TV ko gonta replace chanel mulu?" hatch it "stupidly fisticuffs"

"sit's just that there's no kids" I said to give an excuse

"said ummi biarin ma ummi children temporarily, so you are calmer first" replied my husband "quality time for us honey"

"sep ba," I said

"anything else justin ummi ngabisin their same time" said my husband "must his seneng dong ummi can deket same them"

"not to be confused, just to feel lonely" I replied

We spent time together in the house, just chatting, watching drakor, dinner together hanging out on the terrace, that's how we spend our time. It's time for a break because tomorrow has to start at the office again