
Map-map braaakkk was scattering on the desk when the boss came into my room. I was shocked to almost miss the glass in my hand, the boss suddenly came up with his angry mimic. I What was my fault until he was like that, I feel like there's nothing wrong today why is he so angry?
"kkk why sir?" ask me pale face immediately see my boss like my body shaking my heart with a sense of wanting to be dislodged "there can I help? Or is there something wrong with my job?"
"that's it, yeah," my boss suddenly told me "doesn't you want me? Lu ga inget martial me to you until you say my service is it?"
"ma ma'am she meant?" ask me not to understand "a what's wrong sir?"
"still you?" my boss is still raving at me which is not clear "you don't appreciate I know? What did you think I was all this time?"
"what do you mean?" I also even follow the emotion of "sir,, kalo I got it wrong I'm sorry sir. And if I'm wrong please explain where is wrong? Because as long as I'm here I've tried my best without any problems sir"
"not a matter of your work, I know your work never ga to use my ma then I dare to raise big salary u because you have competent. "my boss replied to me confused if it's not a matter of work what does he mean angry at me? A ggeprank? In what order? Birthdays are also ga. "it's not a work problem but your problem"
Even more confused I made her, I felt there was no problem in the office I was fine with my men. What's the problem with why being so angry?
"sorry sir" I said to my boss who was still in an emotionless mood for no reason. "sorry if I was wrong sir, but if not from my work even from my problems, then my problems, as I remember during my time here I never had problems with my father, my client, or the same people here, then what problems? I've always been open to you all this time nothing I've covered sir"
"who said you were honest with me? Who said you were open?" he still railed against me again and again "it is precisely you who hide your own problems, you have been with me for a long time, anything I believe in you whatever it is, whatever it is, but the big thing you can't look at me, do you consider what I am?"
"what the hell do you mean sir" said I'm already very dizzy his problem is not finished-finished. "now what am I hiding from the father? What can I hide from my father?"
"do you not realize?" ask the boss to me "wake up the contract first when you marry who? I'm yan because I respect you as a woman but I don't think with the letter it makes you really cerei, don't expect me"
I was silent I was so scared, afraid that there really was a problem I was making, I'm relieved now and at the same time confused about where my boss this problem is I closed the meeting because I don't want to hinder the path of my career. right now I'm preparing everything for me and for my son too, I don't want people to know. It must be because ahmad novi ni whose mouth is rich in broken buckets and can not be brake again.
"sorry sir" I said to my boss "sorry sir, where can you tell if I'm divorced with faith?"
"gue is angry with you ya don't you want it" replied his still emotional tone "lagian lu why do you not say you've separated the same sir faith?"
"sorry sir, it's a real secret for me, I don't want my status to be a hot topic here" I told my boss
"yes as if you can tell yan, so I won't talk much to the pack of faith"
"does she mean?" ask me confused
"gue phone your man so you can work again here" explained my boss "about him if I don't enter you pondar mandir out until the malem I'm not confused you there are guard"
"yes, what does this have to do with my current status?"
"do you tell me why?"
"sorry pa, this is the office sir" I said to him "make me unethical to talk about personal matters here"
"have you, you didn't talk about it when I was talking about your man" said my boss
"yes, what to do, sir, I don't want to talk about it anymore" I said
"you can not cry your work is also rich there is no problem" I can only smile bitterly. I laugh so that others do not know if I am sad I always smile so that people do not know if I am sick. Sick and sad enough I know let people know I'm always cheerful.
"great you,,,gue acungin you thumbs up "said my boss while smiling "salut me,,, your fault so my assistant you never mix up your personal problems your cooperation, your, proud of my performance you can at mainlin"
"where are you going sir?" ask me when my boss gets out of his chair. "is he angry?"
"it's okay, you, it can be you" my boss walked up to me "yan, well, you smile and always hid your sadness, you, but inget yan lu also kudu can share sad with others. You're a human you need someone else to love your grief never feel you can alone. That inget yan!"
I just fell silent to hear his rant. I also don't deny that I also need peace when I'm not a great woman who can face her own life, I tend to be spoiled because all this time I was always spoiled mas faith he's an understanding husband even very attentive he never had the heart to see me cry, cry, but now I'm the one who's been whipped at once almost incapable but must survive and must still fight for the children because they're breathing me now.
"sorry sir, do you know who my status is from?" ask me
"yes your ex laaahh" answered her "from mr. iman a few days ago when in-laws in the hospital I was confused thinking you kept telling the story to naahhh wife nyaranin wife if tell sir faith back work again so you can be safe if it's out at night"
Almost I want to get angry novi and ahmad because only they know the situation I am now but thank God if not them means they are still like my best friend.
"patience, yan," said my boss "but what I don't know you can't tell me why?"
"sorry, sir, my boss is not good for me to tell my father about personal problems."
"just often tell me my problems about my wife to lo, and you usually just don't know why" he said
"bapak bos disini ga bagus laah asisten curhat masalah pribadi ke bos nya saya ga mau manggil fitnah ke orang-orang, secara mas rian bukan lagi jadi suami saya. Saya takut dengan predikat yang saya miliki sekarang pak" tukas ku ke pak bos.
"yan lu that's my confidant yaa ga you should consider me boss lu angep temen aja rich other, ya ga, my wife was actually also in shock when sir iman said that she had separated from you, even until nanya ko can what happened until separated?"
"what did he answer, sir?"
"the answer is just saying that something is wrong so you have to go first?"
"what's wrong with you?"
"you know, you asked for cerei, didn't you?"
"no sir, I didn't ask for a divorce sir"
"continue?" I caught my boss's talk
"it's not necessary to discuss sir, sorry this office sir is afraid that there are people who fear I don't want to be a gossip" I said to my boss "I don't want my status anyone knows, I don't want my status, I am ashamed sir. Most of the time I go out the night I don't want anything. Can you keep my secret?"
"okay sure" said my boss "gue promise. Now you're doing well later I'll find a good driver for you to keep you safe"
"thank you sir" I smiled. My boss is nice but not loose to all employees only certain people are given freedom one of them I.
"mmm yan, in 2 weeks I'm full ngagantor ngajak in-laws to Singapore, please ready for my departure yaa" his order on me
"well sir." I replied "how many people sir"
"get ready sir." he left my room and left the office.
Tuuuttt "lis,, I want to go please reschedule my schedule yes" call me via interphone.
"well mom"
I went to the airport to book a ticket, actually through online can also just I want to go out for a moment to forget what happened just now. Because my boss I became inget mas rian who is now starting to approach me and mas rian who stay away somehow the cause of his I don't gau for sure because every time I ask his answer is just busy. I don't care that it's hard to forget but I have to.
Kriiinngggg "yes lis" I replied when lilis called
"sorry ma'am, Mr C came here to see you about time?"
"oh can stay sharelock, let me go there"
"get ready ma'am thank you" I went to my destination to meet someone. Who wanted to meet me. Until I'm at my destination.
"good afternoon father" said I on the phone after I got to the place. "have you arrived?"
"sorry mom hasn't been still on the road a little jammed" he replied
"oh,, it's okay sir, then I reserve a place on my behalf sir" I ended the phone after an answer from the father. I waited quite a long time he just until a bit sprained anyway but how else I should be able to client is a king who should be appreciated and in the number of uniting his service sekel any should be able to smile.
"good afternoon mother dian" his friendly greeting I was not happy until earlier ngedumel, it turns out that his friendly mimic yangvtadi sour turned into a smile because of the hospitality shown. "I'm sorry for mom waiting so long" she told me "sorry mom was shopping for a wife first needs children"
"o yes pa no problem" I replied with a smile "honey wife is her name sir?"
"yes how else mom later if not filled like to grumble" ga sincerely nolong basic wife of my grumpy man in heart. "o yes ma'am we go straight to the problem yes ma'am let's hurry." I nodded and smiled forcefully. When we finished we shook hands and left the cafe.
"what's dian's mom here to wear?" ask her time together out of the cafe "let me order the grab car?"
"oh sir sorry, don't bother" said me "me.." he cut my conversation.
"anything ma'am, let me pay" said the father
"no sir, I'm sorry I used my own vehicle, "I'm on a motorbike sir is in the parking lot over there" I pointed to the parking lot of the motor that is in the yard next to the cafe.
"ko uses a motor bu" the chatty father once "wear a hot motor bu, even though it is good to use grab car adem in the dalem"
"it's okay sir, I'm comfortable wearing my own" I replied
"our cooperation efforts succeeded, ma'am, I can give you a new car for you later" said the father
"o yes sir thank you sir, don't bother" I replied as I went to the parking lot. "sorry sir first"
I also left her, she was very chatty headache so her. I went back to my office to see the files on the map that piled up, heteh, I fell over my body feeling tired of the head seeing so much work.
"soree" novi came into my room when I turned on the music on the active speaker to drive away the laziness that came from seeing the work piling up. "busy you?"
"uh,," I pointed to a table containing the map and the files that were piled up. "why?"
"the rich bu president ga there will be his dead work"
"the boss went abroad so I handled everything"
"o yes" asked novi "when to go?"
"the plan is next week" I said, "to make the departure to the visa agent, passport, same ticket."
"l just now I'm looking for you there"
"meet my rese client today" I told the client that he had laughed. "but don't get me wrong so also dear to his wife in belain late met me to buy his wife first."
"time?" ask novi ga believe
"noy,, so I want to get mad at you same ahmad" I started telling stories. I told you all the problems this morning the boss came in angry because I didn't say that if I and the faith were divorced, he felt alienated to me because of this. He was furious this morning, I think novi and ahmad who did not know it turned out to be their own faith that love info.
"ko mas iman can leak so why?" ask novi
"that's exactly what I don't understand" I explained to novi "gue also forgot to want his ko can he leaked my status in front of my boss. Why am I secret in front of you all because I want to look good and do not want a lot of questions ko can? Wh why? What is the reason? I don't want any more discussion so I choose my current status. I'm ashamed"
"yes already take it easy aja laahh" said novi "assume we never know that"
"like you,,, the idea is that there are children who will continue to swallow. Where my son is a girl would need her father"
"you've tried calling meman, asking for confirmation why it could leak?"
I shook my head, "males. It happened too"
"can you, you, how angry you are, how much BeTe your be if you have heard the music all the ilang" said novi "from the work ga cape it?
"yes, you want to help?" my word
"males I can't"
"secret archives all. Don't let you lilis not be able to know" I said to novi
"my salute to lu yan from the past has never changed your attitude nature that makes me feel at home ma lu. Most of us cape college there and can you prove my rich ga"
"start the drama don't have to be that all of it is my talent." said me again "talent because you need you know what I need rich now lucky I have been able to pay off all my debts as calm as I want no yabg nguber again"
"then I say salut ijasah that you pursue first is now really a crutch of your life"
I can only smile at all the novi's comments." You're the only two who were by my side" I whispered in my heart.