BETWEEN YOU HE AND ME

Chapter 25 maids, assistants, and a new home

My efforts have produced great results, I am always grateful for all the achievements I have now, the wounds that once existed began to gradually go and away, I am always grateful for all the achievements that I have now, the pain I brought back here started to improve and recover, but I haven't been able to go home to see those who hurt me because of what I've gained and have now not to show on to them. I don't want them to come near me anymore because now I can have what my life has lost.

Maybe in the next 3 months I will bring my son here starting from the small ones, later if the big ones have graduated then will move all here. So that I can get closer to them. How I miss them all, they are my encouragement when I am fragile, the laughter makes my heart peaceful and comfortable.

"when are you going to do her mother's studies?"ask ahmad

"saturday afternoon ah, ah," I replied to ahmad "around 4 pm let it relax. I started occupying a new house that I bought through a housing agent, the house I dreamed of now really belongs to me despite the installments but at least there is a place where I shelter from the heat and rain. Likewise for my children from now on will not be like yesterday even though in the future we will live without his father beside them.

"how many people do you want?" ask her

"you know eum, from the end until the end, all introductions if I am here, as their neighbors" I said to ahmad

"okay later I told RT sir the issue of residence permit later stay lo love KTP coffee photos only to the RT pack later yes" said ahmad

"thank you yes"

"kaya ma aja lo" said ahmad

I held a thanksgiving event before I took home because I wanted to be comfortable at home with my son, I invited some study mothers around the complex and orphans from a nearby orphanage. I just ask for blessings so that I do not experience events like yesterday. The events that destroyed my life and disintegrated, now I am starting to reorganize my life.

"when do you pick up the kids?" ask ahmad

"later if it's relaxed here, there are still many who still have to be rehab, rooms for them are also assistants and baby sitters are not yet common" I said "to my 3 boys so have to be extra patient, the matter must be a lot of behavior." answered me "I have to be more selective in terms of children"

"how about you" asked ahmad

"how later I just told the firstborn to tell them to bring all the clothes of the children."

"lo who picked it up?" ask her again

"we are waiting in the car, I am not ready to meet me. It's still heavy here" I replied as I pointed at my left chest.

"how do?"

"yes, take the driver, the rental is only 1 day 1 night to be safe too" I said "please find it?"

"get it all right"

I smiled, so satisfied to have my own home from my own results. I changed every detail of my room design according to the character of my children, even though the installment house but I am proud to have had the results of my hard work. The house I bought was pretty big because I wanted my kids to have their own room, the house rooms numbered 7 and 1 room for a housekeeper for a baby sitter let them be in the children's room because I was not home every day even though I went home at night.

From now on I don't want to think about any more love problems that make me not even focus on work. Now I just want to focus more on my career and my son. Raising and educating 5 children is not an easy thing but I have to do it, I have to be able to because their future is on my shoulders now.

"yan, why don't you pick up the kids? Why should I tell you?" ask ahmad

"why indeed?" I'm back with her

"gue sense it's enough you avoid them mending now you point yourself lo" ahmad argues "inget do not take you durhaka to ortu lo"

"gue ga durhaka, I just go so far as to make everything good" I said casually "gue can't see them, I'm not ready"

"what's the problem?" ask her

"didn't have to discuss the core I'm not ready to meet them" said I

"whatever, I'm just doing it" he said

"thank you so much beibe,, know can I do ok?" I smiled . I was not ready to meet my family not want to be ungodly but so that we both introspect myself I also did not want to break the rope silaturrahmi only better I was far and enough in memory from the close that makes me remember how his taste was removed in times of trouble.

"don't hold grudges too long dear, don't add sins yourself, kasian lo dzolim to yourself" ahmad said back to me.

"lovely grudges, just want to calm down so that the wound can heal" I said to her "it's nothing I don't feel ready baby" I replied with a smile.

"what's more, here you have everything" he said "savings, positions, vehicles, your house has everything. It paid off what they took from you"

"that's precisely because I'm now very different from the last 1 year that makes me not care"

"gue doesn't know either, but obviously I don't want to see them"

"gue doesn't understand the way your mind is"

"i don't know either" I joked and laughed. I don't know why I haven't met them, not how much pain my siblings and parents inflict more pain than my ex-husband's wounds. But obviously I will go home to meet friends, parents and relatives one day I will definitely go home just not now, for now let the pain that I think subsided first so that later fitting meet I do not have a bunch that make the situation runyam.

"this novi ain't here?" ask ahmad

"more minutes are coming too" I replied

Surely just finished talking novi came with her new husband and someone I knew first. The past while still a student era that has been surpassed long enough.

"hi" her greeting

"ha-hello" I answered stammeringly. I'm a little confused to be able to novi together with kang tristan. My best friend from college, he was my senior at college. Very calm guy, nerd anyway.

"rheran lo?" tanya novi disperse daydreams that instantly cross the memories of the past with her

"eh, can ko be together?" ask me to melt the atmosphere so it doesn't look groggy

"yes, I didn't make a deliberate agreement to meet you neng" his call to me first he always called 'neng' to me.

"anyhow" said I "get in the kang" I let them in.

"bang sorry is still a mess" I said to husband novi "again in rehab all of her anyway change the paint also to suit the character of the child"

"good, rich, later your child will feel at home here" said husband novi "eh I brought food tuh in novi" he said while pointing at the food box

"ngerpotin bang, thank you"

"just relax," replied novi "gue tau there must be no food here

"you're a lo" I smiled

"the house is big as well ya yan," asked kang tristan

"lumayan kang about his many children anyway" I answered

"how many mothers are you?" ask her

"duh kang shy so much, the point is a record breaker" I replied with a laugh

"ga what dong,, many children a lot of rizki" replied the brother's husband novi

"amiiinnn" I answered

"yan, brother wants to nemenin we pick up the kids" said novi

"no bang thanks, ngerepotin bang don't" I refused to husband novi

"there's nothing for all of us to heal" said husband novi "where you will have a motocross, right?"

"there's bang"

"then all our streets, can you give a walk to the child right?" her word.

"have not been banyakan ga tasty, leave aja yuu want when mumpung brother long leave nih"

"yes, tomorrow can be a big day?"

"it can be, but we're leaving Saturday afternoon, let's have time for Sunday night there"

"okay" I smiled. At the end of the day I can meet my miss kids to them. One year I didn't meet them how they are now. I prepared everything before they came and during our trip. We were a 2-car troupe while novi and her husband were riding his motor tour.