BETWEEN YOU HE AND ME

it's in kang tristan's house

the annoyance that I was feeling made my chest hurt and wanted to scream. I don't think the happiness that I felt just now I felt was instantly gone, why with me why am I always like this? The taste of her tears I don't want to come out of her nest like it's gone because too many came out before her.

"yan, I'm sorry" she told me. I remained silent not wanting to answer anything, the anger that was in my heart as if it wanted to spill all its lava.

"by the way dong yan," kang tristan started to clear but I'm still silent

"all of you?" ask me to the mba who helped me "get out on the table"

"well ma'am" replied the mba. Mba set up at the dining table

"assalamualaikum"

"greetings waalaikum" we answered, it turns out that the mother of tristan

"eh already cooked, sorry yes ummi forgot earlier in the mosque later arrange an event for the study tomorrow" he said

"what ummi, it's done" I replied. I forced a smile to make it invisible I was angry.

"this, nyai the ripe" asked her "alah ngerepotin. Tris wants to go home, why don't you call me mom? You can get food"

"engga ko mi, it's not just me who cooks us rame-rame" said I

"tristan thinks ummi is busy, ga what ummi dian is cooking so ummi can mergerasain prospective mantu cuisine" replied kang tristan "ummi's ghost has ever held a kitchen so ummi has never known the tone of her daughter-in-law's cooking. Different from this he cape work alone can still take care of tristan."

"time?" kang tristan's mother

"yes try to just come here this time already dare to hold the ummi kitchen" he said. Ummi just smiled I don't know what's behind her smile.

"sorry ummi I was presumptuous" I said with my head down

"no nyi,, ummi even seneng there are those who help ummi here, there are children home so rame" said his mother kang tristan

"calm yan,, ummi won't be angry anyway" said kang tristan but still I'm not good. I also did not want to cook but my son was hungry while here the stall only provides staple food rarely there is baby food. It was my fault that I cooked a lot for the mba I brought. Delivery order here also do not know where? tristan asked him, he didn't know.

"ummi, I'm so sorry I've been sassy" I said. I'm really not feeling good. Intentions want to surprise even I am surprised.

"it's okay, but by the way it's also good cuisine so tomorrow morning ummi can booking dong" joked ummi on me

"does she mean?" ask me confused

"tomorrow please ummi masakin again" said ummi "pantes children ummi smitten you pinter cook"

The atmosphere became cheerful that the beginning I did not feel good now became warmer, I felt the warmth of the family even though there was only a mother quite make this heart warm, the sense of her is remembered to the mother, she said, as if I had no problem with the parents maybe I could enjoy the same atmosphere as this, unfortunately, my problem has not been solved my reluctance still enveloped my mood that holds disappointment too deep.

"where do old people live, nyi?" ask ummi

"in my village" I replied

"why are all the children brought?" ask her "would be a bother"

"there are those there mi, who are still in school about his big son has not wanted to move here" I replied

"how many children are there?" ask kang tristan's mother

"5 ummi" I replied

"a lot of them?" the hatchling I can only be silent confused fearing her changed her mind to accept my "insya alloh many children much sustenance"

"amiiinn" replied me and the tristan kang together

"when do you take ummi to nyai's parents?" ask her ummi

"sabar ummi, we must first fit the schedule of cooperation, here aja yesterday was difficult. We are both busy mi" said kang tristan.

"but as soon as possible do not for long" said ummi "ummi already want to see you live the household tris"

"iya mi, tristan also want it to be quiet but will have to set the schedule as well mi" replied kang tristan

"sorry ummi, if but what ummi is not uncomfortable with my status?" ask me

"sad" sergeant kang tristan "don't talk about it dong"

"wit,, make ummi want us girl or single parent and have children no problem while the ummi child can be comfortable. Tristan has ummi introduced with many women but no one wants but he knows you directly the story to ummi" said kang rian's mother

"what is ummi not ashamed if it is a matter of people's speech" I asked

"yan, who lives it we are not someone else" said kang rian

"iya nyi" said mother kang rian "we want to know how people will definitely talk to each other about us so make the ummi important you can take care of each other and remind the problems of others up to them"

"it doesn't work" said kang rian again "as long as I sincerely accept you then there will be no problem"

"ummi only wants the Ridho Alloh so that you are happy during her, such as ummi and the deceased abba. Perhaps the best for the children of ummi tristan" said the mother kang tristan

"deep horror, dear," timpal kang tristan "just don't matter why you're afraid?" I was just speechless looking at her tristan and ummi kang with a smile

"ummi know what to think" he said to me "who surely ummi just want you guys to get along later. Make you tris you know the consequences when married with her considered her child so your children foster like your own biological children do not distinguish. Make nyi dian ummi just ask to get along from the experience that used to be a lesson to improve yourself so that your household does not become a victim again. Let this be the last one" I bowed when I heard the advice from him at a glance I glanced at the tristan kang

"his children will also be ummi grandchildren" he later said

"thank you for your blessing ummi" I said. Ummi just smiled and nodded

"relief dear" said kang tristan "thank you very much ummi"

"now live when the time we saturrahmi to his parents dian. You guys as soon as you set the time, ummi want this year you guys are official so that there is no more interference from outside." said ummi

"insya alloh ummi, doain aja yes so that the road is easier" said kang tristan

"amiiinnn" said ummi "yes already ummi sleep first yes, the house is quiet if the children have slept" I smiled without answering "oh ya forget, "oh ya forget, tomorrow morning please masakin ummi like this yes, the taste is good to make nagibi"

"his rich ummi has been hypnotized by dian cuisine" mocked kang rian

"his wealth is like that" Ummi said as he stood leaving us.

"good evening ummi" I said, smiling

There's only me and kang tristan "get out yu yan, you'll feel at home when outside" without an answer I follow him. Surely the words kang tristan when outside cooler because the location of the house kang tristan is above his neighbors under the visible lights of the neighboring house feels the atmosphere of the beautiful village. "fix? Sit here"

"still angry?" ask kang tristan. I did not answer my eyes to look up into the sky so as not to be seen covering my heart. "behind my apologies, try to say what I have to do so you want to talk to me now?"

I'm still not budging, I'm still silent without a word I don't know what it feels like when walking with someone we love turns out someone is putting their heart into him.

"yes, tomorrow we go home and go to your parents so I can marry you that day, but we're still on holiday" his words with a high tone but I still did not budge in his drag my body and in his embrace. "don't diemin akang like this yan, akang can't"

I still fell silent I do not feel my tears dripping on the arms of kang tristan "sook nangis yan,, nangis if you want to cry do not hold it anymore" I also hugged her tightly

"who was that girl" as my crying subsided

"jealous?" teasing kang tristan on me "are you jealous honey?"

"no" I replied briefly

"really?"

"sure" I replied

"so, why are you asking about her?"

"don't ask, 'cause you know the answer" I replied

"why?"

"because jealousy is a sign of love" she replied jokingly and laughing "unconscious dear if you're jealous again abbbiiizzz"

again I was silent 'is it true that I am jealous?' my whisper. I don't know I don't know. But I did feel angry when kang tristan approached another woman.

"why silence?" ask her "is it jealousy?" he constantly kissed my hand "the back of your smile you're jealous of yan"

"i don't know if I'm afraid of getting sick anymore" I replied lethargic

"insya allo engga" he replied "you are sincere about what it is, I have proven it to you I can wait for you more than 10 years yan" I also fell silent without a word down, not knowing what I was feeling.

"try to think I'm still loyal until now I can't find women who can make me comfortable, know I'm in a match with many women but I refuse just to wait for you." I started to shed tears and hugged me again from behind

"yan,, I once lost you because it was wrong akang itself which is not until the feeling of akang from the beginning to you until the end you become someone's property. And now you have come back where maybe you will be in vain, why do I wait long if I want to be in vain" I clasped the hand of the tristan kang that was coiled around my shoulder I kissed his arm

"i love you" she whispered in my ear

"until die" I replied briefly

"im happy to hear it" she kissed my cheek I rubbed her hair from the front and smiled "i will marry you soon"

"i'll wait" I replied

we continued to hug without words enjoying the atmosphere of the night getting colder.I further tighten the hand grip to kang tristan.

"cold huh?" ask her

"hey" I answered

"want in?"

"later, I still want to be here"

"it's good that the atmosphere" I just swooped when he asked "tomsook ummi asked in masakin yan, even though I want to take a morning walk around the village."

"what time?" ask me

"at 6am let you know the atmosphere of the village here" he replied

"ok" I said, "how do I know about seeing that girl again"

Kang Tristan laughed "what's the matter?"

"just want to know"

"you've come in tomorrow you have to get up early, right?"

"yu's cold outside too" I said, "where's the back?"

"in front of the tv his room was full" he replied

"want in my room?" I tried a prank

"uhuh?" I also laughed when he was shocked "basic jail"

"hmm want her a mute room"

"yes, I'm not patient" he said

"huu ngeres" I closed the door to the room but I opened the "night honey" again I kissed her lips

"again old dong"

"in love ask for the heart"

"ga just asked for thighs"

"ih perverted base"

"body you're making a sultry darling"

"hhh really ngeres anyway" I closed the door and locked yes, I lay my tired body and soon closed. I wake up at 3.30 am, go to the bathroom and wash my face before dawn to the mosque must immediately finish cooking for everyone, so that after congregating in the mosque can go straight for a walk. I'm busy alone in the kitchen because I don't want to disturb those who are still asleep.

"no, "what's ummi when I'm in the kitchen "so early in the morning?"

"yes mi,, it's normal" I replied to ummi kang tristan

"you can sleep"

"engga ummi, pules ko sleep is just a habit of waking up at this time" I reasoned "ko ummi is awake? Finished the evening prayer?"

"yes,, the violence in the kitchen kletrek-kletrek so out" replied his "fear of rats. Ummi help you?"

"do not ummi get ready to go to the mosque, later if it is finished I followed with kang tristan"

"ga delicious, nyai just here the intention of the holiday even cape" said Ummi

"ga anything ummi is not a guest ko, my name is a child ummi yes" said I feel like crying

"nyai already ko ummi's son" replied Ummi

"yes already if that's what I cook ummi diem aja, if you want to clean up to the mosque please" I said to ummi

"yes already so, ummi stay yes" said Ummi "kalo in the mosque do not be the last to pray on the edge of ummi aja" I just nodded and smiled. Instantly, the sound of muezzin echoing adhan we were silent to listen to the adhan first

"adzan has finished Ummi to mosque yes" permit ummi "buunin tristan ya"

"iya Ummi" answered me "i also want to go to the mosque, then later along with kang tristan"

"it's over" asked ummi

"already ummi just wait for the rice to mature"

"cook what nyi?"

"sayur sop, tempe goreng there is the same vegetables kikil and sambal terasi" I replied

"a lot but ko cepet finished it?"

"it's been in the mix from last night, so just cook it" I replied

"tristan said if you are diligent" praised the mother of tristan.

"morning ummi" kang tristan suddenly already behind the ummi "morning dear, very fragrant kitchen at this hour"

"yes have ummi to the mosque yes" his pampit "assalamualaikum. Tris shower keeps on crowding ya"

"iya Ummi" replied kang tristan ummi also went to the mosque. I also came out of the kitchen but in the hamang kang tristan "fragrantly dear to his cooking"

"have taken a shower, let's not wait until later" I said

"kiss first" said his "rich last night so I can be solemn"

"what's the reason?" I said, "ngeres bae fills the head"

Kang Tristan smiled and went to the bathroom as well as I took turns after the kang tristan came out, I woke up mba to close the door when we went out of the house and said goodbye to go to congregation with kang tristan.