BETWEEN YOU HE AND ME

back to the office

I met ahmad, who was in his quarantine house, I had felt it so I understood very well how it felt to be in a room alone without any facilities. There is no purpose to discuss what makes me sick for the betrayal he did, only limited to pity that encourages me to provide support so as not to fall too much in the face of situations like this.

I'm with my husband and mas ganjar, I just want everything to be okay, after the complicated things that happen in my life I want to come out in a better state. Luckily I have a very understanding husband who never tired in accompanying me through a difficult day even feels tiring. Today mas ganjar gave me permission to meet with ahmad, so that I could find out what motf underlying ahmad did to me.

"you can meet the suspect but it only happens in 30 minutes" said mas ganjar "sorry can not be more than that"

I entered the room to meet and talk to each other four-eyes with her. Long enough I waited but why he didn't want to come out too, there's what's real, 'patience, just wait until he's out of his room' whispered in my heart while driving away the turmoil of the heart. 15 minutes passed, why did he not also come out, until the guard came to tell me that Ahmad did not want to see anyone.

"sorry mother, now my father does not want to be met by anyone" said the officer padku

"but why?" ask me

"sorry mother, I have no right to know what the reason is so do not want to meet with mother" the officer told me. I was stunned, silent without a word why a week like this to me did not want to meet me, actually I did not mean to ask why he would do such a thing to me because what he did I consider as his only mistake.

Undeniably at first I was very angry, after I remember his family I did not have the heart to see him. I went to my husband and Mas ganjar was waiting for me outside

"finished yet?" ask me anjar

"he doesn't want to see me" I replied lethargic

"yes it's nothing, tomorrow at the examination let me ask him" said mas ganjar.

"thank you, still with me and my wife" said kang tristan

"sama-sama tris, it is my duty, because your problems are not resolved" he replied

"yes we have returned first" said kang tristan, we shake hands before separating. Me and Kang Tristan first left the office where ahmad was staying.

"we go to the mall first yu?" tukas kang tristan "titung-itung hang out while eating.

"we'll see if the kids can?" ask me

"sorry baby, don't let it be because your case isn't over yet" my husband replied

"yes" I replied lethargic. I'm out, but why haven't I met the kids? What's the real deal?. Want to feel like I met my kids how are they doing with their grandmother? I can only hear on the phone all this time, it's not enough to treat kangen.

"tomorrow abba will try to go to the bar first yes" said my husband calms me, I just smile bland so he does not feel guilty. 'Why meet a hard kid, but why did he take me to the mall hanging out?' I whispered in my heart. I was silent because I didn't want to add any deeper problems.

"what office?" ask my husband "want to be picked up first"

"that's it, see the big boss, keep coming home" my swab was short

"what's that talking about?" ask her again "to come in again?"

"hey" I answered

"what do you keep answering?" ask her again and again

"yes I said later, about ahmad aja has not broken his sentence" answered me again

"yes already, if you want to work yes work, abba ga ngarang ko" said my husband "only from now on and in the future we have to be more careful and careful again ya"

"can I really work?" I asked as if I couldn't believe hearing it

"yes," she replied with a smile, "with you down, someone wants to see you"

I was confused by my husband's words, who wants to meet me? I followed my husband's steps without asking much about who would like to meet me. I continued to follow her until someone called and ran towards me.

"ibuuuuu" the children ran towards me and I immediately rushed towards them happy feeling he met the children after a long time could not be with them.

"it's a pity that mommy misses you too" I hugged them looking happy as well as me who misses being with them again. I looked at my husband who was always smiling when I saw us, and my parents-in-law and babysitters were also walking towards me.

"ummi" I kissed my in-laws' hands "sound ummi?"

"alhamdulillah, how are you?" ask my in-laws

"alhamdulillah also I am good ummi" answered me "i miss the ummi children"

"ummi tau, because his ummi invite the children here to meet nyai" he said "but for a while ummi ga ngajak children to go home nyai first, he said, but go home to Tristan yes, let ummi stay with them longer"

"what ummi" I'm telling my in-laws "ummi nginep lama at home aja, or if you don't ummi move here"

"ga lah, dear cattle in the house no urusin nyi" replied his "makan biarin ummi with children yes, you will have tristan"

I glanced at my husband, I saw him nod I couldn't do anything last I agreed to my in-laws request "yes it's okay, ummi, let me look at ummi later"

"yes," answered my in-laws

"mba,, help ummi take care of the house and the children yes" I asked their nanny.

"well mom" they answered.

Kang Tristan ordered the food, because it had been an early revision kang tristan asked for a wider area for us, in between dinner we were tucked in jokes from the children, my mother-in-law and my husband. I feel the warmth of a family when there is my mother-in-law, my in-laws are indeed topnotch, he is very understanding and caring for my children, he said, so that they are comfortable under the care of her grandmother even though it is far from me as her birth mother.

"ummi, don't you bother with them?" ask me

"yes, what bother?" ummi turned her back on me

"children like to rese ummi, make mulu" I replied

"regular laaahhh children" said ummi "ga nothing, do not mind a lot just enjoy your time with tristan"

"thank you ummi" I replied "yuu eat, the children of mothers eat a lot yes, do not be naughty to ummi okay?"

"okay momu" they answered so happily when gathered like this

It was near midnight we went home just different from our destination, but at least I was calm after seeing the children and gathering with the children even if only briefly.

"sampe is also at home" I said as I opened the gate

"are you sweet, baby?" I smiled and went straight to the room to take a shower because my body felt sticky after a day out of the house. I came out of the bathroom with the clothes changed to feel fresh

"have a shower?" ask my husband

"already" answered me. I sat in the living room and turned on the tv for entertainment, after my husband after cleaning his body.

"can I work tomorrow?" ask my husband

"may, let's not be bored at home" he replied

"thank you" I replied smiling

"sama-sama" he said again "abba just wants you to be comfortable"

I chatted before going to bed, while watching tv after midnight we went to bed to lay down on the bed to prepare ourselves for tomorrow's fight.