BETWEEN YOU HE AND ME

when the holidays

"well, are you awake?" ask me at dawn to reverberate "I make you coffee yes, let the body seger"

"thank you" she didn't answer just smiling

"i'm going to pray first?" dian immediately went to the bathroom leaving me at the kitchen table by myself. Not long after he left the room and headed to the kitchen, cleaned the kitchen and immediately cooked

"where's your helper?" asked mas rian to me "have not woken up yet? The work period in the salary is still the boss who fuss his work." the tone of the mas rian ceplas ceplos that makes me illfeel.

"their sauce may be mas,, my house will be big mas can not be in a day is done"

"but it's not like that." Our conversation was interrupted when he left his room.

"sorry ma'am, I'm late to wake up." he said

"what do I know" I replied with a smile "solat first mba help me yes"

"good mom" immediately rushed to the bathroom and went into the room again. He returned to the kitchen and immediately finished his work. Because every morning if there is time I always in the kitchen cooking for children and mba work that became his routine, making breakfast for other mba-mba. Because today I'm off and there's a guest so I'm the absolute one in the kitchen.

"grab the kitchen let my share, mba do the rest huh?" my orders to mba

"don't be that ma'am, I'm not that good" said my house assistant.

"there's nothing mba" I said "please clean the house all of it we'll go a little long"

"oh..baik ma'am" she answered. mba the others began to exit their respective rooms

"mom, I'm sorry" they said

"what's the quick morning prayer and help with homework before the kids wake up" I ordered. maybe if the first one is surprised by my attitude but who are used to them as if they know what they have to do.

"yan, aren't you wrong?" rian asked as he approached me to the kitchen

"why is it?" ask him

"your maid is very good at her work" said mas rian

"i don't think it's a mas helper but my friend at home" I replied "some of them also know what they should do.

"mba,, are the kids' clothes in order?" ask the sister

"mommy already, according to the mother said the clothes of the children into one suitcase, let not heavy carry it.

"children's snacks, biscuits, drinking bottles already?" ask me back

"mommy already" she answered. Mba left after all my instructions were done.

"get ready" I asked.

"yes, mas about it if the children are brought impromptu ribet many left behind mending from now aja mumpung nyantai time" answered me "mother is awake?"

"do you know I haven't seen the room yet." I replied "want when to leave?"

"ga know mas,, the problem is I also wait for the tristan kang healthy first" I replied

"yes he looked good" he said to me

"just healed aching mas, if forced to go far later even sick again" I reasoned because I might not say wait for you to get out of here.

"oh,, um come home today yan, just wait for mom to wake up" mas rian told me suddenly

"mas, is that it?" ask me. I also feel bad for him

"emang mother also wanted to go home from yesterday as well" he said

"breakfast is done mas, please wake up mother mas" said I

"mother has been here since" answered her mother mas rian who suddenly nongol from the direction of the kitchen door.

"good morning ma'am, how's her sleep pules?" ask me to mas rian's mother "breakfast is ready bu yu breakfast together?"

"wake up and have breakfast?" his word is "it's not good yet"

"assalamualaikum" greeting someone from outside

"greetings waalaikum" we answered simultaneously. kang tristan he greeted my guest

"so early in the morning what?" ask rian ketus

"oh there's only one thing to talk about the same dian" kang tristan smiled even though the question was not clear. Kang Tristan glanced at me, I got it.

"just go in the kitchen" I said. We chatted in the kitchen a little whisper so that no one would be offended.

"the key to the car is yan," asked kang tristan

"wait here for a while let me take it" I said to kang tristan "what's the matter just now?"

"pake the car is in the front parking lot so I want to move it to the garage so it doesn't galangin people later" he replied

"nih," I thrust my car keys to him "from yesterday not yet in the heat kang, I can't"

"hmm why didn't you say anything?" ask her "came here just brag about busy I yesterday so forget"

"yes, let it be later. All in all checks" he said

"why coffee first?" ask me

"already at home, all I said was to the aunt at home" he replied as he exited the garage.

"do you want to go?" ask rian's mom

"yet ma'am, still a lot of preparation that must be done I also have to go to the office first to take his leave letter" I answered reasoned

"want to take a day off still have to work" said mas rian's mother. I'm just smiling.

"mother just relax do not have to bother with us here" said I

"oh,, my mom wants to go home, leave now like her" she told me

"ko gitu ma'am, I'm sorry yes" I said, I also felt bad because of her.

"ga de, even mothers who interfere with your time" he said.

"mom at all, ma'am" I replied

"are you cooking?" rian's mother asked, I just smiled

"yes, I was the one in the kitchen" said mas rian

"so much you de," she said continues to praise me "so later if the husband's household is not abandoned you can do all of it, yes in the office at home. But ko deserted the kids haven't woken up yet?"

"they were awake at noon ma'am" I replied "but if the ordinary little one had already woken up, it was still lazy in bed"

"how do you keep working?" ask rian's mom

"it's still an ordinary morning at 7 they all wake up" I replied shortly after their door opened. The children show up with their nannies

"mother, mother, morning mother" said my 4-year-old son

"morning is also dear" I hugged her and with the three of them. "already perfumed, have you taken a shower? Brush your teeth?" ask them "say thanks to mba ga?" they nodded and sat down at their respective tables.

"greet grandma the same to her om" I asked them

"morning grandma, morning om" they said with their slurred language

"the funniest" said mas rian's mother

"please ma'am, yes, yes," I said "gold, breakfast first"

"where are you going?" ask rian

"yes it's the one who showed mother's room she was yesterday" said mas rian's mother.

"mom, I'm sorry to stay ahead" I gave permission to mas rian's mother. I was just reminded of kang tristan after taking the car out of the garage.

"mba, where did you go?" ask me to the mba who is cleaning the front yard while whispering

"father came home ma'am, said father do not tell mother about her is not good there are guests, later abis dhuhur here again." replied mba.

"oh, thank you mba" I went into the house and continued to eat breakfast

"why yan, nyari the man who brought the car?" ask rian

"iya mas but said the mba want to check the vehicle first to be safe on the road" I reasoned

"new car why must be checked all, just use it" said mas rian cynis.

"all of you learn about him never learned this car, which is all matic" I said. We had finished breakfast and returned to the living room, while the dining table was in order.

"where are you going?" ask rian

"to the mas office, take my leave letter mas" I replied reasoned because I did not want to linger answering questions that were not clear.

"oh de, do you want me to say that?" said rian's mother

"just a minute, ma'am, wait a minute" I said

"what do you do here if it's clear nyakitin" grumbled mas rian. I'm just glancing

"i say goodbye, please be happy" he said and greeted me

"be careful on the road mas" said I. "mom thank you for playing here yes, nitip for mas rian if you are sure to receive, mom be careful on the road, take care of your health ma'am" I kissed mas rian's mother's hand.

"it's precisely the mother who thanked de, already ngerepotin you here" he replied to me

"ga ma'am I m seneng instead" said I "mas, ma'am sorry can't nganter but gocar already in front of yu bu I interraced"

"thank you very much de, hopefully the rizki smooth and barokah" he said.

"amiinnn" I replied "mas be careful ya take care of the mother well" mas rian turned back the body without replying to my words but yes it's not what now I'm relieved to be packing early. They went, I went into the house.

"huuffttt" I breathed a sigh of relief. "mba,, have you finished cleaning?" ask the mom who runs the house

"mommy already, I just finished my shirt in my bag" he replied

"is everything?" ask me

"mommy already, have children too" replied the nun who ngasuh my son.

"now breakfast first" I told them.

I went to the room to clean my clothes I put all in one small suitcase let it not be complicated. before long kang tristan came.

"mom, is that okay?" ask her, "have you come home?"

"all the ba, all the while, leave" I answered

"yu mba enter the goods to the car we leave now" he said

"breakfast yet?" ask me

"mommy was at home" she replied

"mba rice with vegetables and fried chicken bring aja mba,, make us on the road, baby if thrown away." my order to mba "pake a big rantang only yes"

"well ma'am" she replied. They also prepare and sit the children in the middle bench and position themselves

We set out to the city of birth kang tristan heart I think deg degan, I fear the end of which I did not approve her mother kang tristan. What should I say when I meet with Tristan's mother?

"ko diem yan? Why?" ask kang tristan

"engga kang, no, nothing" I replied "just a little confused I'm with kang"

"why? Confused why?" ask her to me "do not think macem-macem, see the children happy mother's time anyway"

"i'm also happy ko" I said "just I'm confused later to the ummi house"

"ummi his people are loving yan, he never had a bad view to the people" said kang tristan

"amiinn" I answered

After a few hours of rest, I watched the kids who were bored in the car. When the sampe restored area close to their supermarkets even immediately ran towards the supermarket, me and their caregivers followed them so as not to roam far from our eyes. After taking the food they like we came out after I paid for it, mba-mba opened the provisions we brought earlier we ate together under a coconut tree that is a little far from the main location of the rest area so as not to be too close to the crowded road because it is worried about the safety of children.

"yan, that's the guy who met you at the inn when you came home?" ask kang tristan

"iya kang," I answered

"why did you bring her mother?" ask kang tristan again "apply to you?"

"engga kang, just his mother's word wants to know me" answered me "but I've told you about us ko"

"how do?" ask her again

"how are you?" answer me "yes you don't want to have to accept it because I have chosen. But if I'm sorry, I didn't talk before her but I promise next month I'll give it back"

"does she mean?" ask kang tristan ga understand

"this loh kang, I'm so sorry for the money that I put on the same package I made mas rian help, I want to talk to akang but when I call akang ga lift" revealed to kang tristan "sorry kang, but I promise next month I will definitely return ko"

"where are the rest, right?" ask tristan kang shocked and impressed ketus

"sorry I didn't bring it in my room and I lock it" I replied "sorry kang, if I get angry I accept ko, let me go back now it's nothing. I'm asking for his account number so I'll transfer."

"why not bring it?" ask her in a tone that looks disappointed

"because I don't want to get to use it again, for now let it be from the rest of my money. He wanted to use the money I made to help mas rian but in my mind my money was very afraid it was not enough until next month, where now I go for a walk with children" answer me explain to kang tristan

"oh, is he here just for help?" ask her cynically

"ga ko kang,," my sergeant "he didn't ask me for help, it was his mother who forced him to meet me. I sincerely help her kang, itung-itung I returned the favor to her because in the past I was difficult time she always helped me. At first she didn't feel good, but this morning I was nitipin to her mom because she didn't want to accept my help."

"why not get forced?" her question makes me feel bad because her tone is cynical

"because I feel bad aja kang, I used to be in his position now even more than he experienced now I was even more fallen" I said to make it clear that there was no misunderstanding "i just wanted to help her kang so that I did not become a burden when I knew she was in trouble even I was silent, not tasty kang. I'm so sorry, kang, so sorry, I asked for an account number or let me tansfer now"

"money from where? You don't have a grip anymore" asked kang tristan

"anything kang, use my later if my money is not enough and later in the middle of the month I can apply for credit to the office" I replied

"you don't have to, just ain't nothing" she replied, and she laughed at me

"why laugh kang?" ask me wonder

"ga, I'm not angry dear" she replied with a laugh, "and even proud if you can help people who used to help you. You have not lost your conscience after experiencing something bitter in your life"

"does she mean?" ask me "yes I just want to help people, especially he used to help me often when I was down. Yeah, I've come here with his account number"

"it's not necessary, it's absolutely your right, so you want to use or ga it's your business that's not your right anymore" he replied to me "I'm not going to ask you back"

"but why was I like that?" ask me

"behind just saying you, because I want to know how much empathy you feel to other people who have difficulties, regardless of whether you have a relationship or not?" his answer made me a little upset

"evil really does it?" my word

"maafff" he said, "it's nothing I don't want with what you have now to make you laugh with others"

As soon as I did, I felt grateful to have been reunited with him, the person who always led me to live better and always turned to God, he said, so as not to make me an arrogant person in any way. My gratitude goes beyond the limit until I want to have it right away