BETWEEN YOU HE AND ME

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"yan,, it's been 1 week here" said mas rian beside me as I cleared the file for tomorrow. "sorry yes I interrupted your time, I'm going home tomorrow"

"mas" I clasped the hand of mas rian "mas, I'm so sorry I haven't had time for you. Lately my boss took a job not only from 1 office, and I got busy because of it. Mas sorry yes I am also confused want my heart to hold you goods a day two days I again try to off a day so I always overtime so that my work is in order. And then we'll have a vacation one day, right?" ask rian. I also feel bad that makes him feel wrong because there is him here. Mas Rian took the story to the wife of mang ujo if he felt bad for a long time staying here because I was busy but still occupied time for him, even for me to be the focus of his words. Actually it is, but I understand the feeling because I also feel the same way, I want to enjoy time even if only a day.

"but yan,, mas also work even abandoned mas work" he said to me and I also understand it. "working mass also for us yan,,,make our future not only you who cape mas also the same."

"but in 2 days, yes, I tried to find a holiday" I begged mas rian

"yan,, I understand you now it's your turn to dong who knows mas" he said to me "mas know you try your best to mas while here but instead make mas ngerasa ga delicious. Later if you have become a wife already yes you can not cape-cape again must take care of health and only serve mas aja ok" joked him. We laughed together too. Mas Rian can always make me comfortable in between my capes.

"yan," said mas rian, "are you not ashamed if we get married?"

"does she mean?"

"you're a high-paying schoolboy, while mas, yes you know our social strata are much different" felt something bite in the heart when mas rian spoke like that to me. What I felt before now he feels. The first time I knew it was I who was embarrassed if my friends knew but now I am comfortable near her anyways I also realize I am a widow with 5 children, 5 children, not many can accept me if there is possible for men today even though they want to marry me because seeing what I have is not whole hearted to me. By having 5 children certainly spending also greater daily costs, snacks, especially his education. But what I saw from another mas rian turned out to be sincere to me.

"mas, is that what you're talking about? I don't see anyone in education, what he has is ga mas because right now I just need a man who can understand my situation, my condition is now that there are many dependents of children." answer me

"mas is afraid later the money that I love for you and the children is not enough continue you ga nerimain our situation later."

"think of her distance mas" joked me to break up the tense situation between us

"yes, I'm a man, I'm afraid you're comparing your present life with ours, I'm afraid that our social status is different"

"why are you saying this now?" my hardik to mas rian "why not from yesterday before you came here? Why is it after I'm comfortable that you make me doubt again?" I don't feel my tears starting to drip. I don't know what else is going to happen. I went into my room already had an aunt who was fast asleep with the little guy. I sat in the front seat of my dressing glass, I started to blame why I had to fall in love again. Why do I keep this feeling, why don't I just let it die? My cry made mang ujo's wife wake up

"why mother? Why are weeping at night like this?" ask her gently.

"ga bi, it's nothing sorry to wake up aunty" I replied feeling bad as his aunt had been too cape here all day with homework. Actually, I don't put homework on her but always answered nothing more than no work. I just asked to serve mas rian while here cooking, make him coffee so that there are friends at home during my work.

"sleep again aka aunt cape during here, sorry to bother aunt so her" said I

"don't that ma'am, I'm happy to be here my son's mom so often eat here" I smiled with her horror "where's rian bu, have you slept?" ask her to me

"still in front of bi" I replied

"ko ga di befriended? Kasian lo bu every day he waited for his mother at home" said mang ujo's wife "he's a lot of nanya about mother, mother, yes, I answered her honestly but I was confused when I told her she looked so moody ma'am. Did I say it wrong?"

"what did he do to aunt?" ask me curious. Bibi also explained that her word mas rian was inferior after knowing my education life and now my job that can be paid can be said big enough to be unemployed in the village 4 5 moon, month, because my debt was paid off in just a few months and aunt told me next month would buy a house and her children would be brought all here and the reason why her family is very respectful to me for my kindness who saved her son in the Drop Out case of her son first, and always help the husband's finances and give him a job is the first time here merantau no permanent job.

"since then you've been moody, ma'am"

"let's not think about it, he's fine" I hope so. I stared at the face of the little boy who was asleep. "I should be able to forget what happened between me and mas rian I should be able to remove the taste that has been there. I don't want to be disappointed to 2 times enough first time mas faith and ga again as bright as it. "it's night bi, sleep gih tomorrow have to wake up early because I left early."

"work mom don't get too in the air forsir kasian bu his body" aunt reminded me "aunty don't want her later mother sick, it's not so bothered can't work"

"don't be that bi, time in doain hurts "my joke deliberately to divert my heart that is messed up.

"yes ga doain the time of the good man in the doain jelak anyway" said the aunt "means later the mother hurt the boss angry again. Mom when are the kids brought here?"

"you know I'm confused" I replied

"that ko? Why else mom? Grandparents ga ngizinin?" ask her questions. Yes indeed I was so confused because mas rian I changed my mind but do not know now how even now he who began to doubt his feelings to me.

I was awake until the early hours of the morning. I tidied up my files for the morning because tomorrow I alone meet a client in his office, my boss can't go to work because his in-laws entered the ICU earlier Maghrib. I prepared everything after that I fell asleep to rest for a moment.

"yan, are you gone?" ask rian on the phone

"yes mas sorry, I want to say that mas still pules ga bungin. But I was cooking in the kitchen this morning for breakfast." tut tut tut heard the phone ringing off. Why is rian like this when my heart is open to him. I muffle the mood that's starting to go wrong. My meeting was over by lunchtime feeling hungry for her. I didn't go straight to the office to go home on purpose to meet mas rian.

"mas,," there was no answer from inside the house I opened it turned out in the key, I opened it with a double key. I went straight to my kitchen and opened the lid of the side dish rice that I cooked was still intact. "did rian go?" my whisper. My heart is not because I went to the house mang ujo aunt directly approached me.

"what's wrong mom?" ask mang ujo's wife

"where do you want to go mas rian?" ask me

"there's ma'am still sleeping ko, isn't there?"

"his lock?"

"same father mom" I went straight home. I'm calling her number off. "where are you?" my whisper. I was silent in the chair before long as Rian walked out of my room.

"mas, you've been sleeping since?" I asked her, who was panicking, a little relieved, "I don't think you're going to talk to me. Keep your number on the phone why isn't it active?" if there's any relief knowing she's at home I'm so afraid she's upset because of last night.

"i sleep very much semalem ga sleep-sleep but with your motor then he woke up" replied "why is that? Do you panic that sounds like it? Wh why? Thought you ran away?" while sitting next to me. I couldn't speak I immediately hugged her and cried.

"why? Scared?" ask her with a smile and give me a bouquet of flowers. "do you realize it's your birthday? His intention last night would invite you out to just eat but already crave first. Sorry yes" thrust a bouquet of flowers on me, it turns out that people who are cute can romance also want my birthday.

"i thought you were gone, I was panicking" I replied "your number part was not active this morning when the phone died immediately. I didn't call back because I was afraid it would be a long time to disturb my concentration. I'm sorry, yeah,,,"

"don't apologize that I'm wrong, I'm too afraid to lose you yan, then, so have a mind macem-macem?"

"it wasn't quite time to take a break because I knew you'd be home"

"yu eat, I'm ready first huh" we go to the kitchen, have lunch together. "or where's my birthday from?"

"i knew everything about you, before we could do it like this" she told me

"from mba rini? But she might not know my birthday. From whom? It's not from my family, is it?" ask me full search.

"it looks like a mah, what the hell does not make you" he replied with a smile, "you have already accepted me for what I have gained anything in your day" I keep staring at him as if not believe in his words, do not believe the heck the problem is impossible he just to me too right?

"ih, natapnya so much" joked her to try to divert the conversation "be careful later fancied loh, eh already huh ya not fancied ya fell in love pake terribly right?" I pinched her hip "aww sick tau, really bad anyway. So someone woke up in this kind of atmosphere" I caught the conversation immediately interrupted

"yeee,, not yet halal" I said "asked you where my birthday is? just answer me, don't be weird"

"a strange ko natural is a guy deket his girl especially just the two of us" I glared at her who was laughing loudly.

"i have to go to the office about her from the morning I haven't seen the kids"

"where have you been to the office?"

"last morning I met someone first in his office on the scout road, about his boss I leave today his in-laws in the hospital" I explained to mas rian "this morning when you called me again at my client. I say yes," I kissed his hand and mas rian kissed my forehead the usual thing we do when he or I are gone.

"lis, is there a phone call for boss?" ask my assistant, lilis, "boss don't come in today there's a family business. What is the office today"

"there is ma'am I have recorded all and the report is also on the mother's desk" he replied firmly "the office is safe ma'am and all meetings today I cancel for Monday tomorrow according to mother's message this morning. Is there another mom? Ask lilis.

"ga thanks ya" answered her "eemmm later malem come to cafe A yes we dinner with all the crew"

"well mom" she replied "oh yeah mom almost forgot. Happy birthday, I hope what I dream of cepet to kabul. Best wishes for mom"

"thank you" I smiled "don't forget to take your guys with you later"

"vi, to the room I took ahmad all together" call me on the intercom

"what's the matter boss?" asked novi cengengesan "duh mother president busy very rich ga in the house ga in the office is very difficult to meet"

"yes, sorry, sorry, sorry, but I'm not going to spend the day for you" I replied

"why do we tell him to come here?" ask novi the bawel se indonesia raya. "that guy has gone? Auspidoruuhhh our president's mother likes the same brondong now it turns out"

"fuck you" I replied as I threw the pencil into his nose."there. There's still. Why?"

"so time for us to gather there is no tau ga lo,, lo so mulu milling, goib lu" kelakar novi.

"it's him or not that I'm rich, right?" my answer is yes they began to protest with my padet activities that make my time run out. "tar malem we ngafe with children yaa invite misua lo you all let him know how jerk lo how?"

"what are we going to see you there?" ask novi

"meet me there, yes,, the question with mas rian about it" I replied "ah bring your wife and children, let me not kuper rich lo ya ga noy..." I said to novi whom I often call nonoy

"ga ah ribet males me" replied ahmad ⁇ "yan,, are you serious ma tu guys?" ask ahmad

"ga know ah,,,gue has not thought about the problem of yesterday ma mas iman only I still feel very strong. How my fate line was I resigned ah,, fear starting me again"

"but you love him, right?" ask ahmad again

"you know ah, while I'm comfortable there he's here so there's a chat"

"why are you the same as him?

I threw a roll of paper at his "crazy lo face, you think I what? I still know."

"yes you're just the two of them" said novi

"ga,, there's a wife mang ujo ko who nemenin me everyday also to take care of him at home I'm rarely at home."

"kirain, he means you guys are already adults yaa natural dong me nanya"

"the perverted brain of mulu lo" I said to the novi "continue how is the new husband?" ask me

"you know so rarely come home after the wedding yesterday time has not been married any nyamperin malem me eh now? You don't know if the question and answer is busy meeting, busy in the rapar's office is my boss"

"lo ga basics never change" said me "yes it's natural that lo number 2 old have children obviously martial to children even though there is no taste to the wife. Nyari who is single just so calm naahh if his wife sampe know how you want"

The final sample came home me and mas rian to the cafe that I pointed out no one had come anyway deliberately to impress her deliberately uncovenant fear her there is a bad taste in the heart of mas rian. Novi and ahmad arrived

"hayyy bu presdir" greet novi ceriwis and introduce yourself to mas rian "hallo mas, I'm his friend dian, novi" novi spread his hands to shake hands and mas rian also introduced himself

"it's ahmad,, ""so the novi "we're nearing school time." they're not long after they've all come and started ordering food. Until the end we talk and go home.