BETWEEN YOU HE AND ME

rian's uneasiness

"where are you, I want to see you." she exclaimed in her heart. I've never been like this before, but why are you always in my memory? I feel a strange sense to you that always want to be near you, I miss you Dian has been a week you never go through where you? What I felt many times I brushed it off was even more always there you in front of me your smile Your laughter is always in front of me. Gawuh dian you make me like falling in love when there is my wife here the legitimate wife I marry but why my mind even to you.

"mas, you don't work?" ask my wife "why are you so lazy to work anyway, I need gold money"

"do you know that money and money can't you make me food?" I slightly snapped my wife because all this time I never nyiapin anything I need to eat and coffee I always go to the shop in front of the market because at home my wife never cook. I know he can't cook but he seems to learn dong right now there is me he takes care of.

"yes where's the money?" ask her "food if there's money"

"you can only claim your rights but where your obligations are, I'm at home but it's not like there"

"how should I continue? Don't you have to give me daily money, right?"

"yes I know but I'm sorry I just you made a money-seeking tool without knowing I was cape out there, you don't know what I'm like outside of eating or don't you know?" I vent all my emotions that have not been able to stand the behavior of my wife who I think has crossed the line.

"ko you are? What's the matter with you, ma'am?" my wife was surprised by the change in my attitude because I can no longer bear with her attitude I was at home silent is not what I monitor my wife's activities is true gossip of the neighboring mothers that I hear about his wife and family if they only use my presence in their family because my business is now experiencing a lot of progress and get a decent profit. it's worth it that he immediately wants me to marry because he knows my income every day.

"i know you only benefit me because of my money have you ever done it as a wife? Reluctant right? I haven't felt at home in here for a long time to get me out of this house." I go from home and don't know where without leaving a dime for my wife I think she's not willing I give her a daily ration if it's always like this.

"mas, where are you going?" ask my wife "if you want to go give me money first mas" I passed away without turning to my wife long cape heart also have a rich wife him, he said, what I thought before I married her I never thought of me. I went away from my wife somewhere I accidentally saw Dian passing in front of me she was in a food stall. I stopped approaching him too.

"hay.." looked shocked as I greeted him, I waved and smiled at him. My heart was pounding when I saw it as if there was a chunk of ice in my heart felt cool when it was near her. I don't know what's happening to me right now that it's clear my search is over I found what I was looking for and now it's in front of me.

"hallo" I say hello again

"ko are you here? Why?" ask her wonder

"ga deliberately passed by and watched you just cross the road yes stop" answered me

"whypox? I'm sorry I don't have time to talk about my work still piling up. Can see his stall again rame" he replied briefly

"anything, you know, I just happen to not have coffee at home" my reason is because I want to meet him already one week I have not met him very miss his taste.

"okay, wait a minute, I'll make it up" she replied. Today he is very friendly ma I make my heart feel like in the water ice cold water cool nice, his smile that makes me can not forget God like this is in love? But why now when we have a legitimate bond with each other why do you love my heart for him? I know it's a sin, but I'm helpless.

"gold coffee, sorry a little late about his rame so it was a bit forgetful earlier" he said very friendly. His arrival made my daydreams amply on lost somewhere.so sweet your smile baby make me fall down.

"there's nothing more relaxing" I replied to my heart rustling strangely when it was near her "i'm also relaxed all playing, saturated at home"

"oh yes already, sorry yes I stay" she said to me her smile many times made me melt. I kept watching her never let go of my gaze at her my admiration continued to grow independent women despite being having problems still able to smile without any burden. "God is your wonderful creation" I'm amazed.

"mas, ni mendoan java" said his time approaching me "please"

"eh, I'm not ko pesen" I groggy stunt when he's near me.

"ga what, I treat but sorry just mendoan ya" said his friendly very different when first met. "you're still here no activity?"

"ga, deliberately hanging out here just want to see you" I'm honest with her uh she even laughed "co laugh, why?"

"learn to be a comedian?" while laughing kept going "dah ah I work again. Finished her?"

My gaze continues to lead to her even she also sometimes stole a look at me. Not felt the time is ashar but visitors are still not reduced even now many are hanging out about his young children. Understand the mallem week so many are many women who also hang out with couples. Until magrib reverberated visitors began to leave. The store was not as crowded as it was this afternoon.

"Tan.tante I'm off yaa" he said to the one with the tavern.

"okay, tomorrow here ya" asked who has a shop "later home let someone nganterin ya"

"ready" who has a shop had a glance at me I don't know what they're talking about I'm also indifferent not my business.

"mas ko hasn't come home yet?" ask her

"i told you I was waiting for you"

"wait for me? That important? What's up?" ask her questions

"just kangen" I replied he just stared with a laugh

"that's you. I'm going home mas" said the saying

"mayu I anterin" many times he laughed as if he did not believe me. "i'm serious I'm aangg" I joked at him he just looked at me I don't know what he thought.

"whatever mas let me just who nganter go home all business too" my reason to the person who wants to send him home. Whatever way I can be with her. She smiled and nodded away.

"just take the bike in the parking lot first" I said as I walked in the parking lot "wood up" she also rose to her initial embarrassment because there were no words coming out of her lips she was just silent.

"my house is in the alley in front of the mas turn left" he said

"can't I ask for his time" asked me to his fear he was offended I slowly said it

"duh mas I cape so much all day there is no rest" he replied refusing my invitation

"sorry mas but I can not accept male guests when my husband is not at home" still he refused my invitation "lagain I cape very mas I want to keep bathing rest"

"where are you tomorrow?"

"work again mas, tomorrow the week leaves early" replied his "sorry yes mas if mas object until here aja papa I can walk anyway deket makasih ya nganterin" I prevented his hand. He turned to me looking at me in wonder

"i was waiting for you to relax on purpose because I wanted to talk to you"

"chatter? About what?" ask her

"just want to have a casual conversation with you"

"i'm a very cape"

"just a minute, please," I asked her. And at the end of the day, he agreed. I headed to a cafe that cozy we sat at the very end for the reason that he had not yet bathed coy shyly in the sight of people, he said as it was. I ordered her favorite food I knew from her close friend when I was looking for her.

"do you order this mas?" her question could not believe the look on her face that was sumringah "ko you know this,,,"

"your favorite food?" the question I quickly pruned "what I don't know about you, your problems, your current condition, food, drink even what you want me to know" I say everything in my heart is up to accept it or I don't care because I've been missing so much this week. I feel like I've fallen in love with her I don't care real or wrong which is clear tonight I have to reveal all to her I don't want the burden again in the heart because it has to grieve at his.

"does she mean?" ask her wonder

"had eaten aja mumpung nasi his still anget chat later" we also ate but I saw the look of his face is different as earlier this afternoon. She stole my eyes, I was so cute as if she was normal after I finished she had not finished her meal.

"out of his meal dear tau if ga in exhausted?" I broke his atmosphere of rigidity

"mas,," and I immediately cut the conversation

"have eaten first, I know you cape from the morning haven't been able to eat, right? So eat first, tomorrow morning you have to work, right?"

at the end of the day he finished his meal without disputing my orders anymore.

"thank you, but why do you bother rich gini? I don't feel good. I pay for my own food."

"it was paid earlier in the message ko, ko, it's nothing money for bekel you just about it I don't know if I've started work there can be time again what I don't know."

"ga anything. Don't waste time on me, I feel bad I don't know you but you,,,"

"don't think about relaxing. I'm willing to help you, every day you're there?"

"ga, only Saturday Sunday will be the same Saturday as Sunday."

"where are you going the other day?"

"at home, why?"

"it's just a ko." I'm confused what else to ask. I'm groggy when he's not who I am but it's made my heart go wrong.

"you've come home" he asked "it's too bad tomorrow I work"

"what time are you leaving? Let me take you to work"

"nobody's gonna pick me up"

"please yan, don't always turn me down because I can't, you believe I'm gonna tell you this week I'm going to your neighbor to your friend no one knows. You know I'm almost desperate for you" unconsciously I reveal all because I can no longer resist the feeling that squeezes the chest.

"you mean what? Why are you looking for me?"

"because I love you, I want me to be in your heart I want me to be in your path when you're like this" he was just silent as to what was on his mind at the moment but as far as he could I was relieved to honestly express my taste

"you ngaco ya" he tidied up his stuff and immediately went I managed to prevent it. "sorry mas I want to go home" his brief pamphlet was clearly illustrated by his facial features that held back anger

"let me take you"

"don't wait for an invitation, I'm sorry I took it" I saw him call people who are obviously men, I feel angry but I can't express my anger. No matter how long a motorcycle came to us and he immediately climbed the motorcycle.

"yan,,,yan,, and please don't be like this. I'm sorry for making you angry" I jolted as he left without looking at me in the slightest. I realized that if I was wrong maybe he was offended quickly I chased the bike on his ride

"yan please listen first" asked me to her but as if she didn't hear me then I talked to her friend "mas can step aside no, sorry I pengwn talk to her"

"just go ahead and don't beat him up."

"but mong,,, eh yan" said his "i don't want mong.the danger if rich gini gini wrong-we are the accident"

"don't talk about anything that is clear brother bring his motorcycle other business I'm responsible already calm aja" hardik dian to his friend. I followed her from behind so I could know her house so I could pick her up tomorrow morning. I don't want to give up so she's my happy source of spirit I don't want to let go of her so. For now let him calm down tomorrow morning I should be able to pick up his profit work.