BETWEEN YOU HE AND ME

chapter 24 is restless

I was confused when I called mas rian instead his mother who raised him, and with a definite tone she asked about my relationship and seriousness with mas rian, he said, I was confused to answer because I was also not sure what I felt to mas rian because now he seemed to slowly start away from me somehow for what reason I did not understand him. When he told me there was a capital problem I tried to help him but he refused for various reasons, I just wanted to return the good favor he once gave me, before I was like this. What made her leave me? Is it because of my life now? Or is it true that he is again in trouble with the economy? I don't know, I don't know either.

"de, where do you know my son?" asked her mother mas rian in a slightly cynical tone.

"inadvertently knew her mom, I was playing at my friend's house when she was at her house. Coincidentally my friend's house is still neighborly with mas rian bu" I replied to mas rian's mother.

"do you know rian duda?" ask her mother again

"sorry ma'am if that I also do not understand, but mas rian did tell me, only I do not know the truth ma'am." answered me

"rian just got divorced and I think rian's divorce when Rian knew you" he said cynically as if accusing me I was the one who ruined his household.

"sorry ma'am if that I don't know, mas rian just the story he's divorced is just another problem I don't know anything" answered me a little with emphasis.

"oh, was it really your time to know each other dishonestly?" questions that make me angry. I did not ask a lot of rian problems because when I asked always digelak that makes us difference opinion the end of his bickering I always succumb to rian because I do not want to bother with a fight that does not evidently. I'm a woman who was always spoiled by her father's children during the household not once did she yell at me if I wasn't wrong.

"are you still a widow or are you still a husband?" always asking questions that make me uncomfortable. Why ask me so much why not just with the kids.

"just one year ago ma'am, I wasn't with my father's kids" I was lazy to answer the question of his mother mas rian.

"what kind of kid?"

"5 ma'am," I said

"many of them, from what husband?" what the hell does he mean? I thought that's what I often change men

"from the husband of 1 ma'am,, there is another father of my children only 1" answered me so upset her I closed the phone and made an excuse "sorry ma'am,,,if I can close it first about him I still have to work overtime ma'am."

"this clock still works?" his words as I suspected "what work until rich gini malem, said his office work?"

"yes ma'am, I'm overtime for tomorrow morning ma'am" my answer makes me think negatively if you don't like me no problem I can also go before it's too late I'd better take a thousand steps away from rian. "sorry mom I turned it off good night."

Make a headache, though, rather than mending ribet ga lah lah lah anyway all this time I did not love him just sympathetic because he sincerely gave help to me when I was in great need and I will too return the favor to her because now I can return what she once gave me. I don't want to get a wedge when I'm out of her life.

Drrttt has an incoming message on my phone "yan, sorry if mother's words make you uncomfortable" said mas rian in the message he sent "mother is a stiff person but she is good ko, later if you go home I know you"

"ga what mas,, I'm matiin phone because I'm busy for tomorrow." I send a reply to the message

"are you angry?" ask her

"ga ko, just ordinary" I replied briefly. I was a little offended by his questions "i am indeed busy mas, I know how I am?"

"don't waste it, I know you" said "you can't avoid me yan"

I did avoid him so as not to drag on bad mood. So I can focus on doing my job tonight. "gold me overtime first huh?"

"yes, I'll call you in an hour?" mas rian said to me

It has to be how I am, though, what I have to do is one side there is faith that invites me to reverse while faith is indeed a dream husband figure never once ever yell at me or play rough hands or feet, he always loved me but because of one mistake he left and I can't stop him anymore, I still love him regardless of the bond between my children is indeed a figure mas faith has a character that is very caring and understanding. On the other hand there was a male rian whom I had just met but had helped me a lot to give spirit and support in the time when I lost the grip to complain but I only half-heartedly accepted it, it's also because I just want to return the favor.

I got dizzy thinking about all of them, wanting me to get away from them so I could focus more on my work and thinking about my future and my children. I no longer want to be bound in anything, I'm more comfortable like this free without anyone setting this up and it's not bound by any obligation because now my obligation is only for children. I focused on setting my future without any frills. As hard as it is I should be able to be ordinary not to think about the problem of love that makes my heart always cry and not focus on work as it is now. From next month I take up a new position no longer as a personal assistant but as a director for the division I currently hold. Thank God because of You I can be like this from now on I have no economic difficulties and my children can be more assured of his life.

Maybe starting next month also I can pick up my little ones to boyong here, but before that I have to fix the room for the children because later there will only be a housekeeper and 2 baby sitters to take care of my small children.

"look for a foundation that is clear yan," said the novi warned me in terms of looking for a good assistant and baby sitter. "do not forget every corner of the house must be installed CCTV to monitor their activities, as well as their activities, do not let things happen that you do not want when you are at home"

"i haven't been looking, lately I've been busy preparing everything" I said to novi

"gue can not help about it I am also confused but if the baby sitter why lo ga nyari from the village aja aja neighbors lo eg his" seloroh

"gue can't want to hear the news from anyone who's there" I said in novi "please find napa noy"

"okay, easy later" he replied

"gue also told to lilis but don't know what has happened yet? I haven't done it yet."

Tok tok my door sounds on "get in"

"mom,, I'm sorry there are photos and cv for the same assistant baby sitter, please choose the person so that I will be the phone" said Lilis

"bu novi can you please help me?" I said in front of the office people can not call people with ordinary but there is always a mention to appreciate in front of my men and his men. "lis,,, ppa ahmad has arrived yet?"

"there is no news, ma'am, but the invitation to the orphanage I have prepared to stay later me and the ahmad who picked up and drove to the new house of the mother" said Lilis explained all her.

"lis, thank you for helping me" I said "one more you're not going anywhere, you're going to be the same as me because I need you"

Created mimic her face turned bright "mother thank you mom, thank you very much. But the problem of his recommendation?" ask her to me

"i have taken care of, I need you lis, I do not want to be replaced with another that is not yet clear performance."

"mother thank you very much" she said

"just want you to know me, I don't like catapult work because I'm always chasing deadlines ok!"

"ready mom"

Lilis left my room, now it's just me and novi "noy, last night rian's mom called me"

"hmm" novi squinted her eyes "sening dong at the phone camer" novi's goda at me

"from now on, I've been talking about love, I'm back and forth to focus on myself, I want to enjoy and I want to free in my life." I said to novi

"good thing that, I always like the spirit of rich ga kemaren kemaren jalau mulu" I just reply with a smile. I've been trying to move on from now on. I've been lazy with love that is not clear, my age is not to mess around anymore I'm better alone and enjoy the new life that I live now