BETWEEN YOU HE AND ME
dian's new problem
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"where are you?" ask the person across the phone when calling.
"who's sorry?" ask the person who is on the phone
"i want to pick you up for work, he said you leave early so I'm 5.30 wib in front of the alley so you're not late" he replied without saying "which house are you? I'm confused"
"why are you waiting for q?"
"would you like me to go to work" he explained.
"oh sorry I left. Again on the road" I said reasoned because I didn't want to see him again. I'm confused I'm going to meet him again for me illfeel aja just now ga but from the incident last night I males met. People in love even crunched earlier I thought okay for new friends turned out? Make cape hearts.
"oh kirain not yet, y already that" he replied but I did not even think that he would stop by the tavern where I work and I met him deliberately I did not nyapa.
"grab one coffee" he ordered coffee when he saw me
"tan, sorry aja who ngeladeni yes I'm a males" my reason to the owner of the tavern is good people so don't ask a lot of questions before it was already successful so I was not awkward
"why that?" while receiving the tray that I offered containing a cup of coffee.
"it's not ussh it's been waiting for that"
"he called it his word for conversation." Aunt told me to go there
"maleslah tell me if I was busy in the dalem" said me and the aunt came out to tell him shortly he left after paying for coffee, and then he went out, in his cup there was a letter and 50k in his letter he said
*Sorry for last night if it offended you because I didn't want to cover up my feelings anymore. Whether you accept it or not I'm honest with you which I obviously now want to see you later tonight.
I'm sorry if I asked for your number from Rini's mom because I just wanted an apology.
Coffee money do not need to come back for you to make you eat tomorrow.
Rian
"duuuhhhh who got love letters early in the morning" aunty teased me "where is the night? Pantes don't want to be in the anther to make a deal?"
"ga ko ko I go home to pick up ma brother also asked brother later" answered me because I don't want anything wrong because I'm married woman I don't want to like this.
"how about the phone?" ask aunt "it's been a week, right? Try the phone first do not take care of each other's prestige down is the ego kasian children"
"sorry tan..ada guest" I switched the conversation because q ga want my mood damaged because of the problem that q bear. I realized everything that happened because of my mistake was careless I trusted others too much to make my life messed up. I'm really at the lowest point in my life I don't want to repeat again enough that I feel the pain of betraying my own close friend.
Krieg...
My phone** reads I think my husband then I will say to go home but someone else.
"hallo, sorry to interrupt breakfast?" ask the person on the phone "don't forget breakfast, you cape don't get sick" Rian reminded me. I was expecting a phone call from my husband. Did he forget about me? Did he really leave me? My tears immediately fell down my cheeks in a hurry as I did not want to be caught by others.
"sorry mas I'm busy" I replied because I'm lazy to give a stale base
"yes it's okay" I turned off my phone, went back to work because the diner had started to arrive. time rolled quickly did not feel when the dhuhur had entered I went to the nearest mosque from the tavern where I worked and accidentally met Rian there out of the ablution place.
"sholat with yu?" her pinta
"you don't have to be with me first"
"anything is wrong isn't aholat together?" ask her "why are you so scared? You're keeping your distance from me because of last night?" the question I don't think I'm just silent don't know what my mind is going to be messed up after last night she said love to me as if she didn't know I had a husband anymore he also had a basic wife. I'm reluctant to get close to her because I don't want the 'actor' predicate attached to me. Especially between me and his wife is still one village I do not want to damage my own image.
"ko bengong hayu put on his mukena" finished praying I rushed away suddenly blocking my hand and told me "I'll pick you up later in the afternoon and please don't lie back home like this early in the morning. Remember the more you stay away then I'll get closer to you no matter what" she kept holding my hand even though I was trying to let go. Fortunately mushola is quiet so no one knows this if until someone knows then do not ask again like a celebrity rose to be the latest topic between one lip to the other.
"i have to work mas, this is over time his rest" I try to let go of his grasp "please don't get rich gini shy mas" my hunch he looked at me sharply as if he would prey on me
"i love you Dian" she whispered and left me. When I got back she was sitting at the tavern table.
"mba his coffee one yes" her message to me as I passed her "there's a menu what aja mba"
I glanced at the aunt as if talking to her to serve this guest but the master of the tavern seemed to not care if I wanted to give her coffee and a menu list book for her she ordered chicken rice complete two servings I don't know for whom one portion "maybe wrapped" I whispered in my heart.
"please mas" I offered the meal he ordered I arranged on his table "which one portion in a pack of mas?" I asked as if we didn't know each other.
"ko is wrapped for who in the wrap" she said with a smile, she got up from the chair and met my bosses who they were talking about but my boss nodded and reminded
"by mas, this will still be a break hour after all visitors are quiet at this hour but do not be long yes mas, Dian will have to work" I who feel my name being mentioned also turn to them.
"sook there follow but do not be long behind if it's relaxed" said the shop owner. I just fell silent not understanding why auntie allowed me to eat with visitors let alone this visitor that I do not like. "it's been cepet ga no need to mengong mumpung deserted. Cepet lah there if rame has run out I call work again" said aunt to me I also rushed to go to meet her
"so long hungry to know" he told me
"why don't you eat first if you're hungry"
"it's not good that I want to eat. Bitter about her, your boss just gave me 15 minutes."
He started eating, I was not feeling at all but hungry because of him.
"ayo dong eat do not look mulu" I'm not good afraid anyone knows I eat both ma guy or if the neighbors taverns know could be the most popular gossip "I was working far away deliberately here to meet you to talk to you, you why the hell is so rich in me?" ask me and I just shut up and eat but males-malesan ngunyah.
"i'll pick you up in the afternoon so I know your house" he added
"make what?, don't I get anter ma brother"
"whose branch" asked him repeatedly "the tree I picked up a point or ga from now I stay here" he replied. I was confused as to why it was like this, "mas go home mas please don't bother me continue I'm not good with my boss anyways I'm not good afraid of him anyone saw even in the thought I'm a macem" my request as if not considered
"yes, answer me first I'll pick you up?" ask him I'm upset I don't know how to deal with this guy
"yes, please pick up rich yesterday" at the end I gave up
"okay, be careful not to bump again yaa" said his "yes I'm going to the court want to pay first" I cleared the place we had lunch heading back
"mas wait" I half ran after him I gave you coffee money this morning I don't want to take care of people "this change this morning"
"do it for you, don't you work tomorrow?"
"that's not how I want to." I don't want to be a person let alone this person I just know how many days do not want to accept the goodness that there is an end of it obviously I do not want. My talk was never on his wall he left without saying anything. What is all this God what are the problems I face now? I went back to work when in the kitchen my boss came over and said
"inget yan,, you're still the status of someone's wife" he said, warning me not even to remind me I know who I am.
"i don't know how the aunt dodged the more I dodged the more she approached me"
"where do you know?"
"on the street" I answered he was confused to hear my explanation, I explained everything from the unexpected beginning the brother listened to our conversation.
"why all night?" ask my brother
"why did semalem yah?" ask aunt to her husband
"i picked him up malem-malem ga tau abis to all times ma guy" he explained to his wife. I explained everything to them, I was indeed close to my boss because we were not other people we were still brothers of my mother. It was late in the afternoon according to his promise he came to pick me up. I came home late in the afternoon because I didn't want him to wait for me to become an obscure rumor. Until the front of the house he came down to enter but I did not allow it
"sorry no one's home just I'm sorry tomorrow-tomorrow if you want to stop by. Thanks already in the anterin yes" I immediately back in the house I do not want to linger ga good with the neighbors. I'm not comfortable with her people actually not polite in my opinion.
I've been holding my phone trying to reach my husband for eight days with no news. I mean, does he really intend to leave? "come home I want to see you" I whispered in my heart. Is this the real you? When I have a problem you leave me.
"you know I'm so disappointed in you" my husband's words still stuck in my ears. I understand his disappointment in me because I was not honest from the beginning of his problems because I was afraid he was angry it turned out to hear from others he was even angry. That night's quarrel was inevitable until the end he left without a word.
"sorry I'm a, I know you're disappointed you're angry but what should I be?" at that time I heard your advice I will not be fooled by my own friend but yes it is like rice has become any porridge now I live with sincerity hopefully sincerely me the way to open the door of wider sustenance
Krieg
I check my phone turns out my husband directly I answered so much his smile.
"hallo a" I answered on the phone but it was cold when I heard her words "how are you?"
"tomorrow I'll be home in the morning, I'll pick you up tomorrow" said the flat as if it didn't feel right for me. I understand because I realize here in this case I'm the wrong pure wrong.
"where you go to pick her up" I still try to be fine even though my heart feels slashed with the coldness of her attitude towards me.
"just wait I'll take you somewhere tomorrow" she told me "you're ready early because around 9 or 10 I'm sitting there and we're leaving."
"where to?" ask me for the certainty of "how do the children?"
"let the kids don't come with us alone" I don't understand why we're both just tumben what's really wrong I feel uneasy I'm afraid of anything happening to him.
"it's healthy, right?" ask my husband "why new phone now a, I'm waiting for news you know" I'm normal as if there's no problem because of his stiffness now. Honestly, I'm nervous about my husband's unusual attitude, he's cold to me, what's on his mind, I don't know. My husband's a romantic man has never been as cold as he is now.
"i'm calling again tomorrow" answer it as if no longer care for me and turn off his phone I tried to call back but immediately die his phone I tried repeatedly no answer only the customer service who spoke. My heart doesn't sullen until I can't close my eyes for a minute what's with her does she really not care about me? I'm confusedGod give me the best path to all this. Amynne
