BETWEEN YOU HE AND ME
comfortable feeling
my gratitude is no longer expressed to you Lord because You gave me laughter in between my tears. I was surrounded by good people who loved me and were sincere with me. Although foreign but they can make me comfortable.
"bu dian" said mangang ujo to me, and I looked towards him "this ma'am there is rice as side dishes but sober yes ma'am, take care of my wife" said mang ujo again
"don't be rich enough to me every day to feed me" I said to mang ujo. Almost three weeks I'm here every morning I'm always packed with breakfast from the wife of mang ujo unsavory taste. "make mamang same as the children at home"
"anything, ma'am anyway my wife seneng cook for mom said her seneng no one who participated in the rice in the house about her rice always nyisa in the chicken love her tip." review mang ujo to me "bu ga nothing itung-itung I same wife return to mother, because in the past mother often helped us and our son, because the mother often helped us and our children, now the revelation was already in 3rd grade SMK ma'am already want to pass ma'am, the child that used to be a nursing mother is now a big ma'am"
"alhamdulillah mang, I have forgotten even mang" I said on mang ujo
"usually so ma'am, people who give kindness will forget the same kindness that is loved will definitely continue to ma'am. Tomorrow's the week of his plans my wife and I are going to mom's house"
"but my mang is not at home tomorrow nemenin sir boss and mother boss met the same person"
"there is nothing mother" he said "my wife said the lawn dirty mother's yard has started to my terrace the same wife and revelation to clean up, it's also if allowed the same mother" permission mang ujo to me, I feel bad as mang ujo but yes indeed I have not been able to take care of the house even though small but I have not been able to do homework about his already cape in the office.
"yes it's nothing but if the cape is not forced yes." I said to him. "this is accepted" I gave money 3 pieces of 50 thousands for his purposes during the cleaning of the house.
"don't ma'am, we're sincere"
"i am also very happy. Do not accept it for children's snacks." said I "tomorrow if I have set off the key is under the shoe rack yes mang. About his spare key I didn't bring."
"get ready ma'am" replied mang ujo "it's his breakfast at the end yes ma'am let my wife be happy." I smiled and nodded as I went to my room preparing the file for tomorrow.
Hmm saturday weekend part but I'm always busy, I really enjoy my work now because I can speed up my affairs with the people in question me because my bonus is pretty good for everyday and transfer for children as well.
"yan..where are you going tomorrow?" ask ahmad "tomorrow want to nemenin the commander of the same first lady go to see the client?"
"his sense since lo dateng until today has never been unemployed, there is a work that you do. Emang bener commander said you bonus ma a big salary that you persevere. Salute me to lo"
"ordinary, counting my problem escape if diem at home for me" said I to ahmad, I deliberately busy myself to entertain myself so that no stress at home. "where am I going to work?"
"tomorrow the novi came home to eat at the children's restaurant was also invited, I came to my wife" ahmad explained
"novi know I'm here?" ask me to ahmad
"i didn't know so I wanted to be a surprise for him"
"tomorrow I need to stay sharelock aja" I said to ahmad
"lis,, lilis" call me to lilis through intercom "please go to my room to rest" she immediately went to my room "lis,,, already want to go home? If you want to go home please learn this on Monday tomorrow my love is back" I said while thrusting some maps to the lilis. "kalo already finished please want to go home mah."
"thank you ma'am" lilis replied "happy week end bu" I also answered the same to her.
"ah, is, did you get me?" ask me to ahmad "pake my bike, this is the key" ahmad just according. I was at the souvenir shop and went down
"you wanna buy a novi?" ask her to me
"hey, have you not given me yet?" ask me to ahmad
"yet, it's really fitting that you invite me here, but confused also want to tell me what you don't understand"
"lo ask your wife, just call let her who chose to be so not confused" my proposal to ahmad" ahmad also called his wife and I pick and choose all to buy clothes for there tomorrow. Hopefully meet his old people so can go to the show novi. after I finished we went back to the office about his motorcycle ahmad was there.
krryingg voice my phone "hallo" answered me
"what else is it, baby?" ask Rian on the phone
"new house" I answered
"tumben's still home"
"saturday will be 3 o'clock at home"
"tomorrow means at home"
"ga mas,, tomorrow I have a schedule to meet my boss' client with his wife"
"you work never stop yan, I don't know you are deliberately avoiding or indeed busy" Rian began to intimidate me and I felt uncomfortable
"mas, I just got home I cape please don't add my mind to the accusations that are in your head" my tone seemed to yell at him because I don't like it.
"yan for days you've been hard on call even now you're like this." Rian started hard with me. "yan what do you think I am? What is our closeness? I left my wife for you. But what?" her emotions on me.
"when I'm here working instead of boys, I'm here fighting for my son and my future, so don't accuse me of being a no-no" I snapped to Rian "I love you but you can't believe what I'm doing, than later now we're alone. I don't want us to regret each other"
"yan,, excuse me mas yan" woo her to me "mas worried if you have another there keep forgetting the same mas"
"mas I ask not to bridle me, I will call if I have free time, do not think macem mas because I am not as I think."
"where do you live?" ask her
"mas may mas do not know who I am, what my work is so mas always negative thinking continues to me." I also explained about who I was not meant to distinguish social status between me and him, he said, just open up trying to be honest doesn't fool anyone. I also explained why I work tirelessly because I am under a personal contract with my boss I want to work but with the salary I ask for for no reason because I am always busy. And also if I'm busy I might not feel at home here like a child, away from family. So I always busy myself so unsaturated from work without children anyway.
"now mas already know the reason is up to mas, the core I don't want people who stick with me too protective because I want to always have freedom." I fell silent after being busy explaining to mas rian. I admit between me and mas rian for education problems I am superior but I never distinguish people because I am not accustomed to different in the family.
"yan, are you ashamed of me who only finished Junior High, while you live in an educated environment?" rian may be less
"i'm even ashamed of you yan,," concluded mas rian
"let me, please fight for me never hesitate and give me the freedom to choose my own life. I just asked for it mas." I said to mas rian so that he did not feel inferior. What is the meaning of the hijasah today is not a hijasah that makes us full but a mindset that can read job opportunities. Many scholars are unemployed and who only pass SD can have a good effort. But indeed education is a means for us to find the needs of life, because without education we will lose to compete with the times.
"i want you to take it" I'm amused to hear it like ABG's son just found his monkey love. I didn't answer because I still had doubts about my own feelings I didn't want to be the running edge because I just had a failure in the household. "I love you, I love you, I want us to live together forever and raise children together."
"that's why I'm comfortable mas, don't make me even a lot of thoughts when with you." answered me firmly." make me always need you and don't make me come to you just for my spare time."
"i'll do anything for you to be comfortable with me and I'll work hard for us." he promised me. Actually I also started to respect mas rian but my heart still hurts because of my divorce with mas faith.
"thank you, you can understand me" I replied
"whatever baby, whatever to you. Now it's already a rest gih malem" said mas rian "his word tomorrow work right?"
"iya mas also while working ko, while preparing files for tomorrow, because Sunday so relaxing let alone the boss mom ngikut. At most their streets."
"keep on going?" ask her
"i'll go to the show tomorrow. In the cafe deket his house about his new honeymoon home, all the reunion has long never met." answered me
"oh.yes. Later if you have rizki can't play there?" ask her
"maybe mas" I replied "sook here anyway"
"thank you.mas can't be away from you baby. It's so heavy in here there ain't you."
"hehehey"
"ko laughs?"
"funny mas, not a month already rich gini how about a year?" ask me to Rian
"yes, marry me to be safe" she replied "so I don't feel was was was again because it's mine whole and forever."
"amiiinn" I answered
"eat it from now on I'm active again let cepet collect money to halalin you a piece of it. If it can be next month" he said
"yes ga next month also mas time, I still have big dependents. I can't do it next month" I replied
"yes next month again" he said
"yes, too,, it can be impromptu. Next year" I said
"ga want, anyway 2 more months yes want to. There are dependents we bear together. Anyway I can't be far away I've really mantep ma you dian." concluded his steady heart for me. "you ain't we're going to mate?" ask her to me
"from our name is already the soul mate of Rian and Dian. is not our call the same right?" impressed jawak yaa but he just realized me. "i've talked to my mother she agreed with us."
"have you said it first, obviously not yet?" hatch me "do not mas I am a new widow kemaren iddah I have not finished. It's not good"
"ga cares that clearly you must be mine forever" she replied with confidence
"now is his spirit is not saying my love during his time do not know later if already dapet still rich so?
"yes, that's not going to change" his words made me float
"i'm not afraid of your words."
"hahaha that's exactly what I miss. I swear I miss you, baby. Don't wait to see you." said her to me that makes me always smile. "then if q there nginep where?"
"here is nothing, I have a friend here so no problem" I replied to mas rian, if he's here at the most I'll tell who to make me nemenin during the rian here so as not to be slanderous to the neighbor mess. "just sorry his sleep ain't on the yaaur on the tiker about his room only one. Make me the same temen me" her name is also mess employee yes so it is. fortunately, I mess her I designed her own about her at that time there was a husband so her room was a little bigger.
"is it really nothing?" her question was convincing
"ga what mas, origin nerimain his circumstances and I can not take a holiday ya. Drop mas I have to work, because I don't want a one-sided pay cut" I explained honestly her fear she was shocked when she came here I wasn't home.
"it's okay, but you always come home, right?" ask her
"always come home but it's only about 10 o'clock 11 o'clock sometimes 1 o'clock" I replied
"what time is it going to be early?"
"it's normal at 7 but if you're chasing a deadline at 6:30. The distance from home to the office is at least 10 minutes from deket."
"you're really cape more than me, take care of your health baby don't get sick"
"thank you, I'm going to throw away my ego for you. I know you're a tough woman so insya alloh I didn't choose wrong"
"amiiinnn" we said together. And we both laughed. That night I didn't sleep on the phone for hours until our lowbatt cell phone battery was still talking. It doesn't feel almost before dawn.
"mas already 3 o'clock,, kaga kasa ih" I just realized because my wakker clock rang.
"oh, tomorrow you work. Yes it's enough to brim the eyes daft." he reminded. "yes already oruh met bobo ya don't forget to dream me" I just smile, I just smile, close my phone and eyes so that tomorrow morning can look fresh. Hopefully tomorrow goes according to plan. Amynn.
