BETWEEN YOU HE AND ME
About Rian
POV Rian
"where were you?,,"after my meeting with her last night, since then I've always felt restless, I've always thought of her. I feel comfortable around her for some reason? honey, I don't know her name yet, she's gone first. I just want to know it's hard. Even though I have bribed using satay has not also given a name to me when what is difficult is just a secret name. Shit man!!!
"duuuhhhh, why do I always think of her?" ronta in my heart. On my side there is still my wife, the age of our marriage is only one month over 20 days but why am I even comfortable with other people I just knew last night. compared to Dian, my wife is more beautiful but why as if I am hooked on her, why does my heart even want a reunion with her? Oh my God what happened to me? Reluctant I do not want to menduakan my wife, I love her I also do not want to hurt her marriage we just one month we are warm-warm her.
"jerk" accidentally went to the bottom
"what?" ask my brother in shock
"what the hell are you?" ask my mother to me "from you come in them mulu after all your tumben came home alone, your wife where?"
"somewhere, just I didn't come back here on purpose because I went home from work earlier" my reason was because I didn't want them to know what my problem was with my wife.
"your wife knows you're coming home?" my mother asked me again as if investigating me
"ga, I haven't made a phone call. Let me just call later, I also want to go home this, but before relax my body is still in the seals really." answer me I do not know why especially if pressed with questions that make me confused. I'm sorry I didn't mean to lie but I didn't want to let you down.
"i'm Rian, whose name is mba?" I remember last night. Jutek girl but I like, the tone of her speech that ceplas ceplos her shy nature makes greget. I don't expect a girl as good as she gets to live in her husband, her husband, kasian really if I become her husband I will try to be on his side I do not want to leave in such circumstances. My daydreams carried me on and on and kept remembering her, the echo of her voice still lingering in my ears.
"to know the name is difficult very mba" said me on his "lossy time telling me the name mah." My memory is still fresh about last night's events. in fact, in order to know his name, I would like to rain to buy food for him, yes actually not only he me and my neighbor who became his friend also feel hungry anyway, he said, eh yes why I did not go to mba Rini aja huh? Bego it I why don't you think from last night huh basic
"huh bego" again I slipped again
"what the hell, who's the bego?" hardik my brother "from that day on mulu, what's my fault?"
"sorry sorry mba, I didn't accidentally call again temen but not lifted up" my reason for not getting angry I'm afraid my sister is angry because if she's angry she's not done until tomorrow anyway not only I'm angry but who doesn't know anything must have been his frustration.
"alaw ya ngatain again do not expect to be here again" began to anger her look "this is my house I do not want to be diaci in my own house. Understand!"
"yes I'm sorry" I said to make her feel cold, because my brother this one is indeed his person easily offended. "sorry, it's not to this mba ko to temen I'm a person who wants to call important to open the warehouse afraid someone will store goods because my wife does not know"
"yes but beware once again the rich horror that mending go away" he warned, he warned, I have to be patient because if it's not because my mother is here I'm lazy here, yes that's how my sister feels powerful
"it's also about to go, just calm down don't be angry still in the morning." my tone sounded cranky. I accidentally heard it from my mother from behind
"what's the matter early in the morning with the storm?" ask her "good at hearing it, anyways why is it if you nginep here last night do not do that why Cell," my mother tried to reconcile us
"mum no nothing, my man did not accidentally talk anyways not to him ko, I call temen but not lift up"
"still sleeping maybe, at this hour mah malem coming home his kemaleman" answered my mother
"i want to go home first mom" said my mom "tell me home thanks for the ride"
"before breakfast first, do not take heart the words mba you may be a lot of trouble times"
"ga nothing ma'am, afraid of being at home nyari" my reason when I want to go to the house Rini nyari information about the girl semalem. along the way I kept thinking about his words so cynically about me, when I wasn't as bad as he thought I was just defending what I had when my wife took it. What's wrong anyway ATM it also contains bank installment money that I have borrowed if the money gets to take a serious fight, want nyicil how else.
"indeed your wife like that because she's not her own parents also follow-up to eat the ration money that you already love ya deserve 200rb where enough." explained mba Rini to me, I never knew anything about kitchen affairs because I was rarely at home even though I never asked my wife to come home every day because for me it was a girl's business I'm sure he knows better and understands the problems behind.
"if it's not from your wife who else did they receive the money from?" said Mba Rini "your wife's family is realistic if you want to know, if you go to the shop you are often proud because you always give big money to your wife." I never mind how much money I give my wife anyway no matter what happens to me she's involved so it doesn't matter. Which always pisses me off every time I come home there will never be food I cape work home let alone coffee on the rice table was never served, he never served, every time I go home I have to eat alone. I often advise but he is always a lot of reason his money runs out for installments what I also do not know.
"why did you just come home" asked my wife when I got home "where have I been on your phone why not?" I didn't answer my wife's question and I went straight to the bedroom to sleep before I went to the kitchen and opened the hood of the empty meal and there wasn't any food that she served me. I went back to the room intending to go back to sleep because my drowsiness was still attacking the effects of the night not a moment did I close my eyes because it still kept the girl's mind.
"you hungry? What do you want to do?" asked my wife to offer food to me she never used to. I go home or he's not sick.
"don't sleep" I replied
"y already but I asked for the money which is the rest of the money for my mother, she asked for kasian if not in love." said my wife
"why in love can all give as necessary" I said to my wife
"you why? Just so you never mind my daily money why is it rich now, what's up?" ask my wife
"yes I have a lot of needs mas, such money is enough not to mention the price in the market is already at all expensive" my wife answers to me "you don't know the taste of being a wife who must be smart to ngirit for the kitchen, that money is brought to the market aja directly ludes" I don't know anymore how his ngingetin my wife he is stubborn if in the input love I just remind aja because for the future I don't know lately my business began drag sometimes every deposit of indirect goods in paid cash sometimes the tempo of how many weeks I am also confused if the payment of goods misses far from the specified time tempo. How I explained to my wife, every time I wanted to share she was even cool watching tv.
"yes you can buy it ga ngirit in the portion of a lot that is important today ga less" I tried to be gentle to my wife but she could never be nasehati even the existing one became higher in tone when I nasehati.
"how can you men just know how to give without knowing what our kitchen needs rich how?" he said a little snapping. I'm lazy to serve because there will be no end to it with annoyance I thrust two sheets hundreds to him instantly romance his face turned bright
"that's the dong from the cake, so it doesn't make people emotional early in the morning" he said in a different tone as earlier. "yes already said his sleepy snobs, sleepy, I'm going to the market first you want to nitip what?"
"don't let me have any more money" I replied
"y already did that. Sook sleeping kasian his rich eyes already sleepy really." he said while smiling away. I closed and locked the bedroom door and lay down to sleep. The tightness in my chest felt tight, I did not understand exactly what was kept secret from me, I don't understand what's really going on because I'm rarely at home for my job what he wants me to do. The more days it makes me uncomfortable not only husband and wife relationship but many other things that make me uncomfortable. I just met her for a few days maybe just one week introduction I immediately invited her to marry I don't know what my wife's background is. now that I've married too much of our two natures, our household is far from romantic or harmonious like most newlyweds in general who look together everywhere they go. Every time I was at home we were each me wherever he was where we almost rarely sat together just chatting. I don't know what's happening to me right now that I'm obviously tired of staying at home so I'm busy with my work from morning till night sometimes I come home late there's no food can I eat my wife never prepare my own needs I do except wash my clothes is she but other than that I myself. do not ask for a husband and wife relationship from a month married maybe just how many times do it always there is a reason to do it.
"i'm sorry, I cape all day later just let me sleep first." always various reasons he threw at me, every time I came home late he never asked me why or how my work was just as if there was no meaning to me. I miss other people I just knew her last night but want to always be near her jutek girl whose style of speech ceplas ceplos.ga patiently wait for the night if she passes again, now mending me to sleep first is very sleepy.
"mba Rini, "call me to my neighbor
"eh from where? Tumben's still late in the afternoon and he's not working?" ask her to me
"it's a bad holiday again" I replied
"what's your wife doing?"
"don't know I woke up and wasn't home"
"that's how he is, your wife's family isn't good. Life wants to be good without work now you have to realize the money you love every day always make them go for a walk, poya-foya." explanation mba Rini makes sense also if like that I just used them I was like an ATM walk for them deserve there is always no food at home because it always eats outside the house.
"Have you been taken yet?"
"already, when I get home from here I ask him directly."
"no more noise, right?"
"ga mba's. I'm clear if the ATM has my mother to go back in because she's home from Kalimantan nanyain ATMnya."
"in the check, the fear is already in use" he said to remind me. "by the way tumben clock here and here why?" ask her again
"it's normal to come here talking tumben, can't come here again what?"
"y do not like it but usually it's off this magrib aja has not been here. Want to make some coffee?"
" yes yes mba, this is just me accidentally bekel from home" I thrust a packet of coffee "mba, you are not here again what?"
"my friends?" she asked confused "which one of my friends?"
"the semalem mba, which goes together with mba semalem" I explained the details on his "I don't know his name mba"
"malem is an acquaintance, right? Why is it again?"
"he didn't mention his name, got his no ga mba? WA or a phone"
"is but sorry is not my authority to make love to people without consent I'm afraid he's angry." said Mba Rini "indeed why the hell?"
"yes there's nothing but kirain here." I reasoned
"this morning I was picked up"
"who's the mba? Boy girl?"
"cow, I just don't know the word he wants to do the job." mba Rini explained to me "kasian him I as his friend ga daga if I can help him but I can't know how to help him" I know what the problem is I feel sorry for it. I began to think how I could deket continue to ma him by the way I love the work I happen to want to open a new branch near my mother. Let him help me, that way I can always be close to him.
