BETWEEN YOU HE AND ME

dian's anxiety

I went back and forth to check the message but there was not a single message that I replied to mas rian. What is "why are you mas" I asked in my heart.

"hey..but what's wrong?" ask novi "why? did you not tell me too? I nodded "yes, look for the others a lot"

"it's not that easy a time either" I said, refuting his words.

"again talking about what is so serious" suddenly ahmad entered my room "lunch yuu laper me"

"so I also want to take the president's mother to the canteen aja aja aja aja that is decet but even sad" said novi to ahmad

"sad mulu lo, don't have to be baper." said ahmad

"i thought, I'll pick up the kids tomorrow week." I went to them to novi and ahmad

"by the way while eating aja yuu,,,gue already laper really" ahmad ngajak again. We headed out to the cafeteria in this corner. We ordered food while we told stories

"yan,, are you serious about lo?" ask novi

"do you know me,,, you still doubt noy" I replied to the novi and ahmad "gue is afraid to start again noy, I'm afraid to fail again"

"just times yan failed mah, means for the future can be better" he said

"it's so simple that time ah," I answered "whose name is a difference, it's a very difficult habit. Don't live with a dating relationship is hard. The essence of living what is there for the future is all up to the regular"

"you can't move on the same faith yet?" ask novi

"the time of 16 years was not a moment noy,, our sweet bittersweet, laughing crying together, crying together, the previous one did not have so there is not an easy process that takes time to be able to adapt to new things." explained me to my best friend "now for me do not think again the problem is clear for children, I want to buy perum ah, who deket here just so not far from the office can go back if again rest"

"in front of the complex aja yan," replied ahmad "so deket lo work can walk"

"uh ah,, um, not that one too" answer me in front of the complex there is a new inauguration is great indeed great as well as actually suitable for me who are many children but DP and the installment is too large.

"yes the period of time is loose rada yan, it can be adjusted again next month lo's salary rose again rich can be your savings for the DP" said ahmad "if perum novi or I small yan room only 2, the living room is mediocre"

"or not in an apartment" proposed novi

"alah the apartment everything, more expensive" said ahmad "lo hell good just by yourself, this 5 children in the apartment is not magic"

"the problem is now I have a motorbike storage, continue to be a baby sitter, how do you want?"

"now mending do not first if I think mah" said novi "gini yes rather than mending ribet do not just now just the same grandmother just yet every week you love money to the child. Partially if the same grandmother one of her father dateng jenguk is easy, as well as if the children are still the same grandmother her father came is certainly nanyain lo right?" justin let him know the world is not over even though you have been divorced unilaterally.the important point of his family lo ga will nyepelei again to you will return both rich first, then, well that is so keep the distance for your heartache do not because you can now lo well again as easily as it is to them. Check matt for the enemy lo kemaren for him to die in front of you"

Good novi advice is also rich mending it is rich. Very understanding friends to me who always support me, who always advise me when I am wrong. Especially if inget when yesterday in the village until coming here ngirit his to eat his final kasbon sampe now daily income, daily income, bonuses and salaries can me and my son enjoy even though I have debt but official debt to the official body like in the village. With my life now I can refer to people if I can without them. My son, although far from his parents, can live a decent life like his peers.

"sampe now there are no parents lo, or family lo nanyain news lo ga?" ask ahmad. I shook my head. It has been almost 1 year I have never heard from my family in the village most to my son who often communicates with me. I deliberately sent my used motorbike to my son is not a new motorbike I bought because I know for sure not only my son who uses it but all the families there will wear as if they have them respectively.

"can the girls go alone without asking where is the same who?" ask ahmad "who is clear that the money you transfer every week they must also use. To your son mah in irit certainly that."

"it's okay to be concerned about my son" I said to them "in their mind also the proposal lo noy, too, yes, or whatever my son there all the other I'm here busy sometimes not sepet home kasian also children even in living the same baby sittter only"

krrriing my phone reads "sorry ma'am, someone wants to meet his mother waiting at the receptionist right now" lilis tells me

"oh yes soon I will be there" I replied as I cleaned the table and paid for the food the three of us "goes who paid already, ga what yesterday abis dapet rizki ga unexpected"

"good afternoon pa" I said to my guests "let's go to my room only" I led them to my room "please enter pa and please sit."

Tuutt intercom voice "lis,, please bring 2 coffees to my room yes, thank you"

"while waiting for a drink for you, can I help you?" I said to them

"sorry ma'am before that I've been calling the leader here but when I was on the phone at the hospital, and I was advised to come to the dian bu" the first father explained his intentions

"oh yes pa I dian pa secretary of the head of this office" said I politely "please do what I can help, later I will report to our chairman here."

They explained my intention to record and record all the exposure of his problems so that there was no mistake when reporting to my boss.after they were done they left I immediately revised and immediately reported to my boss passing personal email and I include a note who came to my boss. Today my work is in order and I can relax outside.

"mom, can you, mama, bring her cup of coffee here?" ask mang ujo

"ga what mang I've relaxed ko ga no more work" I said to mang ujo

"o yes ma'am, there is an order from my wife" mang ujo handed me an envelope and I opened the contents turned out to be money

"what is mang?" ask me to mang ujo

"my wife says she mostly gives her money, ma'am,,,"

"mang,," I return the money in the envelope "mang I sincerely do not rich gini mang. Aunty cape takes care of all my ngurus, ngurus home has not mamang too, I've troublesome mamang and aunty."

"my wife said that if she didn't receive the same mother she would be angry and would not be asked for help again ma'am" I had to take the money from the envelope but I thought later after I came home from here I stopped by the house. "yes, thank ya mang."

"sama ma'am, my wife is also happy to say that there are activities" said mang ujo to me. I also went out pantry to meet ahmad

"are you free?" I nodded

"want what?" ask me

"where to go this afternoon" he asked

"sleep, cape, busy mulu. Why go where?"

"please," I replied "I finished in the room first"

We went to my room and cleaned up the files to each other's files, special files I kept in the locker and only I knew the storage code.

"lis,, finished yet?" ask lilis

"just a minute, ma'am," she replied

"okay, I'm waiting in my room yeah" I checked the file for tomorrow for a meeting with the old man because the boss replied to my email.

"good afternoon sir" said I politely "sorry sir I interrupted father's time, I mother was held about the father's request last afternoon, our leader wants to meet tomorrow at the cafe near the hospital, tomorrow around 10 am, are you ready?" ask me politely.

"get ready mom, I'll see him tomorrow. Thank you ma'am"

"same-sama sir"

Lilis came in and handed me the file I gave her to do.

"it's done ma'am, here's the file" Lilis thrust the file, then left my room.

Tuuuttt's intercom voice came in, "mum there's a phone for you" lilis told me

"hallo" I replied

"yes hello" a male voice sounded across there.mas iman? Yes the voice of faith. Faith the phone? What was? Between grin and confusion I answered her phone

"gold faith?" ask me

"yes yan, here I am" she answered on the phone "I asked for your new no"

"my phone number is still the same mas, still the old one" replied I tut..tuutt.tuutt heard a phone that was closed unilaterally.

Kriiinngg my phone picked up "hallo yan,," the voice of the mas iman greeted me "how are you?"

"good news mas" I answered brick, I was shocked to hear mas iman calling me "mas how are you?"

"well yan, I'm good too" he replied. I was silent because I was confused not knowing what to say anymore. "ko diem yan" asked mas iman to me

"em,,anu mas" I answered more nervously do not know what I should ask because so long new news.

"old ya yan,, how did you meet?" ask her

"yes, mas"

"you're successful now huh, congratulations?"

"thank you mas" I replied "ga ko mas is the same as before"

"what I'm hearing is that now you are a permanent secretary and a big salary." he explained. I don't know where he got all the information about me, nobody knows I work here. What people know is that I work as a housekeeper, not as a personal assistant to a big boss.

"do you know where?" ask me about faith

"yan, come on, come on!!!" ahmad nyelonong entered my room while I was on the phone.

I kept quiet and didn't flinch shut my mouth with my index finger hinting me to be quiet not to talk.

"who?" ask her whispering

"gold of faith" I answered with the language of my lips. Ahmad nodded and was silent but because for too long he pointed his watch at me, I nodded.

"ayo who, in the afternoon is afraid of the night later dear" ahmad deliberately did his because to end his phone. I glared at her "I've been far fetching her while you're busy continuing that,, let's not call mulu. Who's the phone from?" ahmad laughed without making a sound to hold back his actions

"who's yan?" ask faith "your boyfriend? Have an appointment, right?"

"not mas, not." answered me stammering "temen me mas" my voice was cut off by the mas of faith which immediately interrupted my conversation

"yes yes, if there is an appointment please go, sorry I don't know sorry to bother ya"

"e no mas" I replied nervously "later I'll call back sorry"

"yes, it's nothing, it's me who's sorry to bother"

"yes, come on, late afternoon nii" my eyes glared even more ahmad called me 'yang'

"it's yan, it's,,,"

"iya mas" phone closed by mas iman

"what the hell lo" hardik me to ahmad "aduuhhh you ya afraid of his mas faith really do not think I have a guy tau ga?"

"do you know why?" her question ahmad cengar cengar

"lo that yaaa" I can't talk anymore. I don't know why I have another guy? What's his loss to him? After all, we have nothing to do with each other anymore, anyways as long as I wander this time mas iman phone news. He knows who I'm coming back from? No one knows I work like this.

along the way I kept silent about the mass of faith, immediately remembered when I was divorced without I knew any pain was coming back to make my chest feel tight. Why did he have to come back when I started forgetting him. Don't know how I struggled to forget it? Why did he come back when my life started to improve. Didn't know she I was almost depressed when she left suddenly why she came now when I started to forget her.