BETWEEN YOU HE AND ME
rian's message
"how are you feeling now?" ask my husband as we sit together in the living room
"you know what," I said, "I'm happy I can be free but honestly I was very sad when I knew my friend who was in my current position, I didn't think he could be like that to me ba"
"we'll finish this problem later" he said
"when?" ask me
"patience, there is a time ma'am" she replied to calm me. "someone wants to ask mom"
"what?" ask me
"please answer honestly" said his "excuse me dear is not meant to not believe, but abba is to the mind. Don't be mad at me"
"what the hell?" I said, "don't mind me anymore"
"yes, this is where you were quarantined, whose number contacted you?" ask her "yes abba know, you don't respond only abba want to know why? What's up again?"
I silently started to remember and opened my cell phone message, I thrust my phone to my husband, but it was not received
"sorry I'm not thinking" I replied "there's too much in my brain, I don't respond because I think he already knows what to do"
"meaning she?" ask her "ex-husband?"
"no, but people who have met abba here" I replied "I think abba also already know what the contents are, because my phone was intercepted at that time, right?"
"sorry, nothing" he said
"i know" answered me flatly without expression, I males telling a story because there is something more important to talk about than the past. "I want to look at the children, I miss"
"yan,, dear brother to you" she hugged me "you want to lose you again"
"ga need to be better" said I "it was yesterday mas rian, he said thanks for his capital assistance, besides who the hell would want to leave?"
"what are you giving her, what are you doing?" ask her suspiciously
"she never helped me in my difficult times" I replied "just in the form of thanks, when his business is bankrupt it's not wrong I nolong people who already helped me first"
"yes it's not wrong, just sorry abba yesterday felt suspicious" he said
"why?" ask me cynically "afraid of CLBK?"
"yes, yes abba believe in you very confident if you will not macem-macem outside there" he replied
"yes if abba's bad mind is that" I said "honestly why do I always postpone our marriage? Because actually I'm still missing the incident yesterday. Teus pas I say things that I did not expect at all honestly I was afraid to do the same thing to 2 times. Just like abba I was also afraid abba left me when I was in big trouble like yesterday."
"are you really afraid of losing your abba?" her question seduces me
"yes, yes" I replied "i've never lost"
"alhamdulillah" she said and hugged me
"ba, I'm going to the office tomorrow?" ask me
"wrong?" ask her
"novi was here, right? He wrote this letter." I answered while offering the brown enveloped letter I received from novi. Kang Tristan reads it and rolls it back after it is finished.
"you can go to the office tomorrow" he said "just for the job abba ask not first. Let your problems get to the root."
"yes" I replied "what's tomorrow"
Dreeettt my phone reads I open it turns out the message from mas rian
"hi how are you" asked mas rian in his message
"well my mother" I replied "why?"
"from whom?" ask my husband
"from mas rian" I showed you the message I received
"wrong?" he asked as if he was suspicious of me. I didn't cover anything up with him.
"why?" I asked "suspected?"
"engga" answered ngeles
"ba,, there's something I'm hiding from abba" I said "live a check on ko"
"iya abba believes" he answered. Deliberately approached her so as not to be suspected again. "have focused on her film"
"oh sorry, about her watching another movie with her husband" I replied
"does she mean?" ask her "who's husband?"
"yes, the husband of people, yes my husband is" I replied "i'm married, yes about 3 months this is"
"i don't believe it" he said, "don't think it's funny to know!"
"no prank you, I'm serious" I replied
Kriiinngggg "hallo" I picked up the phone mas rian "mas sorry ga jerky rame his problem here, bentar I used to make his voice"
"where are you?" ask her
"at home" I said, "I'll tell you again to watch a movie"
"watching a movie at home?" ask her not to believe
"where do you need to watch the movie?" ask me. I glanced at my husband who didn't seem to like it when I got a phone call from my ex.
"in the cinema dong" she replied "means you're lying"
"i'll take a picture for a while let you believe" I said. I immediately photographed my position and my surroundings, including me sitting with a tristan kang."how did you believe me?"
he was silent, did not answer his phone again after it was turned off. "i'm disappointed in you yan" he said in a message sent
"sorry, but why?" ask me "me why? I told you from the beginning, I've been close to men other than you"
"why do you keep giving me hope?" ask her
"hope? What hope?" ask me back
"you give me the capital that he said later if my business has advanced again you return to me" he replied
"what?" I replied in shock "what do you mean? I never said anything about us, 'cause I knew you weren't serious about me. Now that I'm married so please don't call me and the capital money I gave you back, it's your right because I'm sincerely helping you"
No longer in my message, though, but I'm up to it that I've not thought about any other problems because in front of my eyes there are already problems that have not been resolved in talking about and that's more important because it concerns my future to front her.
"why?" ask my husband who sees my face tense romance. I pushed my phone so he could read it.
"you gave him hope?" ask my husband to look at me like an officer interrogating a case
"you know what, obviously I never said anything" I replied "I told you about our relationship when she came here with her mom. Abba still want ga?"
"ga know abba forgot" he replied casually, either forget or forget I don't know. I just wanted to be honest with her because I didn't want her to cover anything from me either.
"then a capital issue?" ask her "what capital?"
"when I left him here, I didn't know that his attempt was bankrupt, and even until he became unemployed yes I pity him so I give him 5 million capital yes it's a thank-you-count to him" answered me "and that money I borrowed from abba first, even until now I have not been able to return abba's money"
"why are you giving so much money to an ex?" ask her
"there is no meaning, just in return" I replied "one month I became his dependant during my difficult time"
"it's nothing ma'am, but impressed her you love hope" he said
"but I told you that we had a relationship when he came here, I'm honest" I kept my alibi because I was really honest because I didn't want anything to cover. I don't want my relationship to be in trouble later on.
"already ba, don't make my mood worse, that's not the problem now, so the problem is how will I be, how will I be, do I have to work or not continue how I can ease the sentence ahmad"
"why talk about it again? It's clear that not yet when you are in this problem again, it's your quiet time and you can drag again if you're not careful" said kang tristan reminded me
"yes I know, don't you have to say why?" my timpals
"you who are nagged every day aja ngeyel especially if the sample is in the barin" he said
I just laughed teasingly so that he would no longer discuss the problem of mas rian, I do not understand ko until mas rian thought I would return to him when I had clearly discussed my problems with tristan and also discussed my problems and him as well. What did her mother tell her?
Too many problems in my head make me cape with his way of life, but I have to stay alive for the children, their lives are still long and still need me. I don't know how long I've been locked up in the same trouble, I let out a long sigh hoping that everything will be fine as I see fit.
"why darling?" ask her
"why is trouble always in me?" ask me "when I see other people can always walk there never seems to be a problem"
"whose name is human that can only see the front, we will never know how the back looks like, right?" he explained to me "whose name people can only judge others without being able to look down to be able to examine themselves."
I fell silent without being able to say anything all felt heavy new taste yesterday I can get out of my difficult time why now I am experiencing it again, just yesterday I was able to perfect my life why now someone is trying to ruin it again, he said his words our deepest pain and sadness will only be felt once in a lifetime but why I experience again the thing that makes me oatmeal spirit.
Not to mention the problem of my case is finished now comes again new problems that disturb the peace of my household, hopefully I can get through again, hopefully I can solve my problems one by one, one by one, please let my heart accept your trials, Lord, so that I can become a human being who never forgets you.
