BETWEEN YOU HE AND ME

glad to be on vacation

"alhamdulillah sampe too" said kang tristan "yu down" asked kang tristan.

"let's go down," I said to the mother who was sleeping in the car with my son.

"assalamualaikum" hail kang tristan. Tok tok tok sound the door on the knock long there is no answer from inside the house.

"there are no people kang times, the problem from earlier there is no answer" I said. Faith goes to the side of the house.

"assalamualaikum" said a neighbor to us

"a laikum salam ma'am" I replied "mom, where is the man?" I asked the neighbor who happened to be passing by.

"oh, it's normal at this hour to the mosque in front of the gang" he replied

"oh, about a long time ago ma'am?" ask me

"the usual dhuhur just returned home about all the congregational prayers later." replied "there is a message mom? I'll tell you I happen to want to go there too"

"oh, no thanks, no need not anything justin I just wait here" answered me to the neighbor

"oh yeah already, let's mom me first" he said to me

"yes ma'am, please" answered me. I sat on the porch and the children were playing in the yard.

"mother ga no yan" kang tristan

"where's abis back?" ask me "old ko?"

"so back but the same back door in the lock" replied kang tristan while sitting in the chair next to me. "boy henchmen huh? Where the hell is ummi?"

"go to the mosque end of the front alley said her?" answer me

"o yes I forgot, today is Sunday" he said while patting his forehead "would it be long or how?"

"yes, we've been looking for the peepers first as the rich kids cape" I said

"oh.yes, it's simple stuff too"

We left the house of the mother of kang tristan, around looking for lodging close to the tourist area of our destination, quite far from the city of kang tristan stay. Our intention is to take the mom to tristan vacation as well.

"his wealth here is more comfortable than it was" he told me

"on the outside look the rich, yes, try to go down first yu?" connect me. We entered right inside comfortably. We booked 2 extra 1-room beds for me and the kids and one for kang tristan and her mom.

"kids sleep kang soybean kali" I said to kang tristan

"ga nothing" answered her "we will go to ummi later in the afternoon also not anything, will also cape want to rest first" he also "yan can ask for help?"

"what?" ask me

"pijitin dong pegel really, just this time the nyetir himself usual ngajak temen" he said

"why don't you ask me to change? I don't know if I can drive"

"ga yang lah" he said while holding me in his room. It was awkward, uncomfortable when I entered the room of men who were not yet legitimate, I knew they did not see but I was not used to. "let's go in, the body is not really cape"

"the door was opened" I answered

"shy, do you want to look at them?" he said "here are not only we who inhabit many people want to be seen by many people?" hatch it. I also obey him, kang tristan undressing looks chest muscles and his six pack stomach immediately my chest tight see his. I do like a muscular man burly because I think for sure his people are clean, most guys who like to ngegym must be people who are clean of alcohol. Maybe so kang tristan because my ex-husband also has a stocky body, I used to often maintain his diet.

"don't open it" my hardik

"behind for help in pijit yan, akang pegel body" said kang tristan while undressing and his jeans, leaving only shorts. "mayo cepet" he threw himself into the bed and dragged me. "bring the body lotion, right?"

"yes in my bag" I answered

"yes there take it, I already hurt my back" I took my bag in the next room and immediately returned to the room kang tristan. Slowly I scowl her because of her pomposity.

"rada kencengan dikit dong" her pinta on me "rich no intention anyway" I obey her "nah gitu dong,, as well as the massage of my future wife, her sense of wanting to cepet-cepet" his word to me. I smiled confused as to what to answer.

"if we're married now, I won't be in vain, both moments are like this" he said

"yeeee,, be patient later also there is time" I replied "meet ummi aja not yet? don't know if I agree with you what I don't"

"akang sure ummi would agree" said his full belief "ummi's his people ga ribet yan, he always gave up all his children for his mate problems. Don't think weird. It's also good for the massage"

"definitely laaaahh, the former incandescent" spontaneously turned his body into a supine position and dragged my body along I overcame his body.

"the incandescent plus plus?" knock it over while holding me

"kang,," my ronta

"it's okay, enjoy it" he said

"don't now kang" I keep thrashing let go of his embrace

"this time please, do what I want" he said to me

"engga,," her embrace grew tighter she kissed my forehead many times.

"it feels comfortable yan,, sleeping here in the arms of akang yan. Calm down I won't ask you now" he replied "the back just wants to sleep hugging you. I want to enjoy the moment with both of you"

"promise not to ask for more?" he nodded I believe because all this time even though we live in one house he has never messed with me. I hugged her back and she covered our blankets, and slept under a warm blanket.

"kang,," I built kang tristan slowly so as not to be surprised when he woke up. "wake up kang said he wanted to ummi" he got up and immediately went to the bathroom "the shirt's on the bed, yeah, I'm ready"

I went to the nursery still asleep maybe they were tired after a long trip, as well as the babysitter. I woke them up one by one to clean the body alternately. I ordered food at the restaurant next to the inn before going to her mother kang tristan so that our stomachs did not rumble.

"let's eat first yes,, the mother who bribe" I said to the three of them and ate with greed. "dah finished the pretentious finish to mba keep us going" active brand does not know the taste of cape.

"mba,, kalo has settled directly wait in the car yes" said I "his key just open the door I want to go to the father's room first"

"kang,, ready?" ask me with a smile

"already" she answered. "how are the children?"

"it's in the car" I replied. We set out for her mother's house.Until in front of her yard I saw a rather old woman cleaning the yard. Our car stopped next to the yard, immediately went down to Tristan approaching him. They approached me who was in the car.

"let's go in, take the kids" he pinta. we follow him from behind with the kang tristan. "please come in, please sit down" he said kindly to me. "if you don't fit please grab a seat inside the tris"

"enough ko ma'am" I replied

"this is tris, the woman you told ummi" I also greeted her with a smile. "beautiful"

"thank you ma'am" I said

"just call ummi, tristan call me ummi" he said. I nodded and smiled at the fake kang tristan.

"let's eat first, ummi has cooked for you" said his "sorry yes you were here ummi ga no, kebalang promise the mothers of studies"

"there's nothing ummi" I replied

"yu let's take the kids" he said. I also invited them to follow me

"sorry ummi, we ate before we got here" I replied

"it was outside this house food loh, village-style food" replied ummi "yuu no need to hesitate, invite the children yes" I followed behind, I followed behind, I glanced at the kang tristan who was still cute with me, you might not know right? Or intentionally?

"oh the rice is the same side dish for 2 ga load his table" said mother kang tristan. Her mother Kang Tristan was busy cleaning up our food dividing 2 at the dining table and living room. We ate together, but my kids ate a lot of food, making me feel bad.

"ummi sorry yes, my children make a mess to make the ummi house a mess" I said while cleaning the children's toys.

"long time here there is no sound of children, grandchildren ummi live far from the city, ummi only have 2 children all his boys, his brother tristan work on the opposite island, Ummi, have 2 children also men all live tristan who have not and ummi hope you can accompany her, nyi" he told me. Nyi is a call for adult women in Sundanese

"ummi, "," I said

"tristan has told me all, nyi" he said I looked at the kang tristan who had been busy with his cellphone. "make ummi, no problem as long as tristan happily live with nyai"

"thank you ummi" I kissed tristan's mother's hand

"thank you ummi" said kang tristan as he hugged his mother from behind. Me and Kang Tristan looked at each other and smiled

"the nyai children, will be the grandchildren of ummi." the words of mother kang tristan moved me

"dian mi,, just call dian" I'm going to rian's mother.

"to eat abba first tris,, pilgrimage first there" said his mother

"later mi,, kalo already want to go home" said kang tristan "his plan we want to take ummi vacation"

"oh, sorry nak dian not ummi nolak but ummi but this week the ummi schedule is crowded for activities in the mosque so that our mosque is crowded again." he replied. "other times yes"

"yaa ummi come here, once" invited tristan kang "mumpung tristan holiday is rarely tristan mi holiday"

"but ummi can't tris, next time it's not good with other mothers" he replied

"sorry yes nak dian" said the mother kang tristan "about her ummi began to activate the mosque again with a teaching that has been a long vacum since her abba tristan died"

"yes no ummi," I said to tristan's mother "thank you ummi is willing to accept me as part of the family"

"one who ummi ask for harmony, each other, and remind each other if there is something wrong" advised mother mas rian

Starting in the evening, we were still busy chatting until the time of magrib, the mother of tristan pamit kang to the mosque as well as kang tristan, I also went to the mosque all the way in the village of kang tristan. Village roads that are still beautiful, red-ground roads will mishap if in the rain. We came home from the mosque together with the people here.

"kang tristan, how are you?" ask a young and beautiful woman like her is still a girl.

"eh, neng, nokay. Neng how are you?" answer kang tristan. Neng calls Sundanese women to an age smaller or younger than us.

"well kang, long, long ga loyak akang at home neng kangen kang" said his sontak kang tristan felt groggy. I cleared my throat next to her.

"sorry my kang first" I kept walking quickly to get home. Not long ago kang tristan caught up I had entered the house to meet my children turned out they were already in bed. I cook for dinner before ummi gets home.

"my mother helped ya" mba's permission on me

"oh please, it just so happens to let her cook before her mom comes home" I said to mba

"yes ma'am" replied "I want to call your friends" mba went to call the others

"assalamualaikum" kang tristan

"greetings waalaikum" we answered in unison. I smiled at him as if there was nothing.

"ba's coffee?" ask me about kang tristan

"engga" answered her "angry huh?"

"why" I replied "why?"

"sorry that was the ros,,,"

"mba, sorry this is washed yes" The sentence I deliberately beheaded because I do not want to hear the reasons that make me claustrophobic.

Just now I was enjoying the sweetness of why there must be bitter again, make me fall again, want the taste I cry but I hold as much as I can bear, I can bear, I don't want to be weak anymore, whatever now I don't want to talk about it anymore. Why there is no more God I just want absolute happiness without any interference. I feel tired of the distractions that always come on suddenly can't I be happy like everyone else? Tiredness makes me no longer focus on work. The anger of pain and disappointment made me choose silence not want to talk anything. Just one prayer I pray strengthens me God and sincerely everything that happens to me.