Be My Soldier Forever

Ep. 88

From: Jericho

For: Evan

Evan, have you tried to write about how you can breathe?

How you feeling?

How's it going?

How did you fight?

How do you live?

How is failure the main reason for success?

How can the earth not live without water? How can Leo live without football?

How hard is it to swim against the tide? How distracting are the lights on the street and the objects scattered on the side of the road?

How everyone lives, and hates his life at any given moment, so that he has a futile quarrel with his own mind, trying to convince himself that he can do it, he is capable, he is capable, he is capable of, it is worth it when it is not? How is life a puzzle, some solve it and some die without knowing what is life? Some people welcome death with open arms, because that is all they know.

Others die wanting to come back to life when this world is over, they realize they are not ready for another life

They forget about, Karma, Hope and Faith.

Some wise woman, she told me that I cannot live without the three women by my side. Karma is childish and he knows everyone's weakness, he's cunning and he's just waiting to be able to throw poison at his victims when and where it is, it's very painful isn't it.

In planning always takes time while Karma is the best in planning. If you seek revenge with art easily without sounding desperate, you should call that Karma.

Hope and faith are almost the same, unlike most people out there think. You can control Hope, but you can never stop Faith from believing in itself.

Hope looks toward dreams, fantasies, achievements, and success.

Faith is how we seek God.

Hope, hope, believe.

Hope seeks to change the future, while Faith keeps you in balance.

You need those women to always fight by your side against the cruel ones and what they call perfection. They're obsessed with it more than a demon who's so obsessed with brains, so much wiser.

What you want and what you need really don't matter, you have to sacrifice everything to get a pretty doll-like face and a nail-like body; stiff.

Stealing to get rich, money is the key to happiness. Starve yourself to fit in your little clothes, show off your body to love. Stand up for the weak. Defeat a girl because that's what makes you a man. Fool your woman because men are so much stronger, use your son's traits to make you smart.

If you don't follow the rules, be prepared to live in the shadows of hell.

There is no such thing as freedom, which makes everyone anxious, they tell us about freedom, then they lay down the rules as they please.

If we live without rules, we'll be in chaos, won't we?

All I want to say is, keep the peace within yourself, let the Karma that avenges all your efforts, keep your Hope close to you.

But before that, have faith in you.

Be different, don't follow books, be yourself, keep your women strong, especially close to Faith, be like Faith, Believe in God and yourself, be original, be true to God, I promise that only good things happen when the power is there.

Faith will fix you, she is your medicine. He pulled everything for the better.

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From: Evan

For : Jericho

I have a poetic soul, uncle Jeri. You can be the favorite student of the Shoot of Hope.

He taught me not to steal anyone's job.

Thank you for believing in myself when I don't believe in myself.

In school, teachers gave us the task of writing every day for 200 words or more, even if what we wrote was really weighty, we will read it out loud in front of everyone, in order to inspire the girls sitting next to your stool. Maybe you'll fix your mistakes when you start reading them out loud, maybe someone will show you something and you'll get better, maybe you can move someone's feelings or give them perfect advice.

Maybe those words will sink slowly into our heads and become unforgettable, you never know what words we can say, what words can affect and how they can govern our lives.

Perhaps, someone's parents died here or there and he needed a constructive lecture, maybe he felt stiff and he couldn't move, he said, maybe I can help her open her eyes to other possibilities in life. Maybe I can show him that life should not stop after any loss, sadness, suffering or depression. If you stop living then another creature appears to live, your position is immediately taken over.

Life is like a supernova, like a shining star, it suddenly shines so much and gives off such a massive amount of light before it explodes and dies and never shines again. That's how we are, how people live. When our birth shines, we're funny, we're innocent, we are free of problems (unless someone feels an upset stomach or growing teeth) we do not have to do anything but want to be hugged from lap to lap, then we grow and our problems accumulate, until we grow too much and die.

Some die young, some die old, this is the end of the battle, some end faster than others.

I realize that we are all warriors, but we cannot find the same target, the one within each of us has a demon trying to fight with your soul, the demons are different from challenges, nightmares, self-doubt, fear, rejection, insecurity, envy, depression, mental illness, and weakness. Sometimes dreams haunt us.

After all, we are all crazy, obsessive, possessive, addicted, mentally ill, envious, insecure, imperfect, ill, hesitating and feeling we are no better than the person out there, he only knows how to disguise himself as a person; hypocrisy.

We all feel rejected at some point in time, we all feel ugly in front of a mirror and then some time feel ourselves not so, We all want to be like models in magazines and envy them. We all feel insecure when we watch too much TV.

We are all human, we are fighters, we are in the same location, we are all scared, we all go crazy, we all fight, but with different fights, he said, no one is happy and no one will eventually win happiness with life. Nothing survives, nothing is eternal.

We are all fighting against life, from different positions and we all know that no one is going to win this war, we are all going to die, but we have to keep fighting for two things, a sense of temporary victory and our search for identity.

With a lot of love, though,

Father's little commander.