Be My Soldier Forever

Ep. 66

A month has passed, now is the end of May and it has started the summer. Yesterday it reached 89 degrees and tomorrow it will reach 98 degrees. Alan still likes to disappear suddenly, Adrian has tried to take me out into the field rumt again, but I refused. Since last month I felt scared because of it, I'm very difficult to continue to be around him again.

Thursday morning, Adrian knocked on my door and asked with his question that had become routine every Thursday morning.

“Alice, do you want to come with me again?” every morning he asked me that question and every morning I answered him.

“No!” then he left and did not return, until the afternoon. With me staying at home, I could have plenty of time to think about things and things that bother me that Alan often disappears every morning. Adrian always said that Alan was visiting a friend or looking at an apartment, but I can't believe he didn't have many friends to meet and if he's looking at an apartment right now, I don't believe he has many friends to meet, I think he should've shown me some apartments he liked and checked the cost of those apartments.

I was given a hint, the door opened and Alan walked over to call my name.

It was already one o'clock in the afternoon apparently, I sighed deeply, preparing myself to interrogate him.

“Hey, Alice, I know you don't go anymore with Adrian today.” Alan said as he picked up the cake from the tray, I said nothing, just stared at it, stopped chewing on the cake and looked at me in confusion.

“Is everything okay? Your face looks a little pale.” Kanya, head towards me and touch my forehead.

“Where have you been?” I asked her, she looked at me and hoped she would find the right answer.

“What Adrian didn't tell you?” he said, I glared at him.

“No, he just told me that every Monday, Tuesday, Thursday and Saturday you come out. And the reason is always the same. He goes out with friends, sees the apartment, has breakfast or walks. You can't keep trying to trick me, I know he's lying because you told him to! Now, tell me, where do you usually go.” Alan meltotiku, we both stared at each other sharply. Very stubborn and annoying.

“I don't need to tell you anything.” He spat and walked away, in my anger, I clenched my hand and got ready to shout at him, and I noticed him limping. Every time he stepped, his legs would wobble.

“What happened to your foot?” I was worried, but still angry so the question sounded more irritated than worried. He ignored me and just walked straight towards his room, I chased after him.

“Alan, what happened?!” I said, hurrying into his room and seeing him lying on his bed. His arms covered his eyes, again he ignored me, in my blind daze, you set my foot on the bed and took a pillow and scooped it with it.

“What the hell are you, Alice! Why can't you just leave me alone!” he screamed right in front of my face. I ignored her question and shouted at her.

“Why can't you tell me what happened to your foot!” in reply, he stood at his height, trying to intimidate you with his towering body, but I did not reach him, I was only 155 and only stuck out my chin.

“It's none of your business.” He grumbled and then dropped to his bed. My blood was boiling with rage, I walked out and slammed the door, I saw Adrian in the kitchen looking shocked. I walked past him slamming the door. For the rest of my day, I locked myself in my room. Adrian tried so many times to get me out of the room but it didn't work.

The next morning, the,

Silence and awkwardness were felt when I started breakfast, I angrily stabbed my pancakes and Alan slammed his drinking water on the table, Adrian sitting between us, who was sitting, he watched us act like children. Arian then cleared his throat.

“Today the weather is really very hot,” no one is poking at it.

“I think we can coast.” He suggested. I hate parlors, guys showing off their muscles and women wearing bikinis.

“What sounds good, Alice?” Adrian asked, putting his hand over my fist on the fork, slowly he began to loosen my fingers.

“You can also take your staff, Kenny.” I nodded, that's a good idea. I put my fork and plate in the sink and Adrian put the plate away and Alan, we didn't say anything when we washed the dishes, it was quiet and I didn't mind. After that, I called Kenny, I almost begged him to come with us, he agreed and was going to the house before we left.

The trip to the beach wasn't as far as I thought, Kenny and I were sitting in front, while the two of them were sitting in the back. Kenny, began to break the silent and awkward atmosphere that was happening. The trip to the beach took an hour and when we got there, it looked crowded, some tourists from other countries came here to calm down. As soon as I turned off the car AC and stepped out of the car, I felt like my body was melting, the moisture and sunlight were beating on us, causing us to sweat.

“We have to find a seat, to shelter.” Kenny fanned himself with his hands. Alan and Adrian took our chairs and cold drinks. Kenny and I took towels and a food basket.

It takes a while to find the right place away from the crowd and have good shade. We decided to take shelter in a temple that had a hanging tree. We arranged the food, unfurled the tarp, Alan immediately took off his shirt which attracted all the attention of the women here. Kenny one of the many women who admired his muscles, Alan grinned, he knew the women would be stunned to see him, so he deliberately flexed his muscles and lowered his head to pick something up.

“Hei Adrian, want to play?” alan threw the ball at him, Adrian nodded and jumped then took off his shirt. I don't want to be hypocritical at the moment, I looked at Adrian and saw his muscles were very tight, some women who were next to us giggled to get their attention. I turned my head and saw the woman looking sexy, I glared at them as well as Kenny gave her a sharp look, and in the end turned their eyes the other way as I looked at Alan and Adrian back.

I saw Adrian grinning at me. My mind realized that when he saw me staring at the woman next to us, my face turned red, I covered my cheeks with my hands and laughed at me. We watched people play ball with each other, and it looked very boring.

 

“Do you want to bask in the sun with me?” Kenny asked me, I then agreed, we took a towel and put it in the sun, Kenny opened his shorts and tank top and showed his soft skin, she has long legs and a flat stomach with a curved figure, she wears a pink bikini so that it shows off the shape of her curves. On the other hand I only wear half a bikini, I don't like to wear one like Kenny wears, I'm very uncomfortable, I'm not fat not thin either, I don't, it's just that I have a scar because of my past. That's the main reason I don't want to look sexy. I saw a large scar on the top of my left breast, curving into the valley between my other breasts. I also have a bit of a scar on my other old area. It was so ugly, it made me look ugly, the scar made me remember the horror I had experienced.  No problem, it's over. I take that as a lesson to me.

Every fifteen minutes we turned our bodies around, after which we ate and talked a little. We searched for the two of them since we started sunbathing, we looked around at the volleyball nets and a cottage, but they were both invisible.

And in the end, when we wanted to get back to where we were, I saw that they were both trying to seduce the women, someone was talking to Alan, Alan, a beautiful woman with black hair and a beautiful golden brown skin and very thin, I looked at Kenny and he looked like he was jealous, my eyes then pointed towards Adrian, she was talking to a woman with long blonde hair tied to the side, she was tall and skinny. From here I could see she had a row of teeth that were fast and clean white and her bikini that showed her breasts sticking out.

I saw myself, short, and not having a big bust. I felt depressed and sad, I turned around and tried to walk back to Kenny's place but he suddenly pulled me and went towards the men. He grumbled to himself, how selfish they were, he walked towards Alan and patted him on the shoulder. Alan turned around and was about to say something as he stood up and started kissing her, embracing her neck and making the kiss go deeper, Alan definitely did not expect that and was stunned for a moment before he kissed her on the back, I wasn't expecting that. The girl he was talking to was gone and his friends gave him a sharp look, Adrian turned to me as if to tell me, it was my turn to kiss her, I blushed but instead of kissing her, I pulled her ear away from the woman.

“Yeah, no fun.” He laughed as we walked back to the tarp. I didn't feel amused at all, he stopped walking and stood in front of me, clutching my shoulder.

“What's up,Alice? We're just talking.” Said.

“No, you're teasing that woman.” I said.

“After all I won't do anything, it's Kenny's idea, I just support it.” Narrator. I looked at them and they were now just looking at each other, I sighed and looked at him.

“Yes, you must be a little concerned, right?” he asked, he sounded hopeful. I know he wants me to say that I care if I like him, I want to, but my brain refuses to let my heart act.

“No, I don't-“ I whisper, look and pass it.

“Yes, now I know, you're lying.” He said gently, raising his hand and putting it on my cheek. I hope my mind makes me happy again.