Be My Soldier Forever

Ep. 32

Anastasya hastily opened the door of his apartment and went inside, locking the door behind him.

All he felt was emptiness. He doesn't feel good at all. It was as if everything that had happened before was just a dream and now it was reality. Alone, desperate and likely to be unemployed again.

Surely they won't let her work in their house again after hearing that she's in love with Alex. He knew that, he knew that he should have stayed away from her, but he didn't. Alex keeps breaking into her apartment and instead wants Anatasya involved in her life.

It's true that he cares a lot about Alex and he has helped her a lot, but that doesn't mean he should have the right to fall in love with Alex. They live in a different world.

It was very late at night, Anastasya was sitting alone on the balcony. He could see some kids playing football on the streets, some adults playing cards and people walking around, back from the office.

His food was on his lap and it had already turned cold, while he was just staring at everyone from above the balcony.

“Eat, anastasya.” whispered to himself, “you will be sick if not eat.”

He looked at the food and breathed. He then closed it and placed the bowl on the edge of the balcony.

“Eat it!”

Anastasya closed his eyes. He knows that voice.

“Eat, I said!” The voice command.

He looked to the right and saw Alex, his eyes glazed over.

Soon Anastasya stood up and walked towards him. Alex opened his hand and pulled out his welcome hug. He needs this, he needs it. He needs his heart now.

“Alex..,” whispered, “you're really here, right? Is this not my hallucination?"

“Ya.. I'm here.” Alex laughed and put a kiss on his head, “I'm here, I promise!”

He knows, Alex is here. He felt his strong arm clench him tightly.

“What happened between us, Alex?” he asked while closing his eyes.

“I'm in love with you and I don't care about anything else, you love me too right Anastasya?

Hearing what Alex said to her, Anastasya broke into a hug and looked at her. Alex is waiting for him to answer from Anastasya. Anastasya does love her, but their love causes trouble and she doesn't want it.

“Alex, I don't want to cause problems.”

“You don't want to say it.” whispered, “I know you love me.”

Anastasya looked down, he was right. He loved her, but he knew he couldn't say it.

“What did you want to eat?" Suddenly asked.

“Not” answer.

Alex walked to the bowl of food and opened it.

Anastasya sat back down, knowing that Alex had come in and taken the food to the microwave. Alex really cares. He wants them together. He wants this every day..

He wanted Alex by his side every day. But is this really possible?

Two minutes later Alex returned with a bowl of food and Anastasya stood up.

“Thank you,” whispered and reached out his hand to take the bowl from him. To his surprise, Alex did not give him any food.

She moved her eyebrows towards him cutely and went to sit in her chair.

“What's this,” says Anastasya, “hei! that's my food!” Anastasya went to stand in front of her, her hands on her hips. “can I get my food back? I'm hungry, army sir?”

“hmmmm,” muttered alex while grabbing his arm and pulling him towards her. And now he's sitting on his lap. If Alex stood up, maybe he would have brought Anastasya with his bridal style.

“I want to take a seat,” Anastsya decided, but before she stood up, Alex tightened her grip on her arm.

“What's alex?

“I'll feed you,” murmured while taking food from a bowl with a spoon and putting it in Anastasya's mouth.

“Alex... this...” he started when his face started to blush, “inappropriate.. I really doubt being your dining companion like this..”.

“Who said I want to be friends with you, I have more feelings than friendship in my mind,” Alex said teasingly, making Anastasya laugh.

“You're not even trying to be a gentle person!”

She rebuked him as she let him feed her.

“Ha,” alex smile and keep giving mkan.

Anastasya let out a small laugh, not because of what he said a few minutes ago, but because of his current position. He had no idea that Alex would make him sit on his lap like a couple would. They look so sweet together.

Alex feeds Anstasya as they chat about the food and how the food instantly shines on Anastasya's face. Alex concluded that he was a foodie.

“Completed,” Anastasya said as she finished eating.

He drank the water in a bottle nearby and looked at Alex.

“You must go now! Your family must have been waiting for you,” Anastasya told him sadly.

“I told my mom I came here,” replied Alex, ”she knows I can't stay away from you for too long.

“Alex,” he started.

“Please Anastasya,” Alex

begging him, “don't tell me to go. Let me stay here, with you.”