My Little Girlfriend

95. Pamit Before You Go

"Sorry, sir, if I take too long to deliver food." Said Kinan as soon as he came back from taking food for Bian.

Bian tried to stay calm despite the look of his face a little embarrassed, because of the sound in his stomach earlier.

"It's okay, thank you." Reply Bian with both hands took the food that Kinan had given him.

"But you only brought food for me?" Bian asked then who realized the food was only for him.

"Yes." Yeah." Nod Kinan somewhat confusedly, as he had indeed only brought it for a Bian. "Is there a problem, sir?" Ask later.

"There's no problem anyway, I'll just eat myself if gini." Replied Bian who felt uncomfortable only himself eating.

"I only bring food for you. So you just eat it is okay, I happen to also want to come out if the report you read was finished you check." Say Kinan then.

"That's it, but I still haven't read it all, can you wait while I finish my meal?"

"Good." Kinan replied, I cannot argue.

"Sit down, do you want to stand still, and our conversation will be long." Bian asked Kinan to sit down.

"Good.." With a doubt, Kinan sat back and waited for Bian to eat his food.

It was quite awkward and certainly uncomfortable, especially he just kept waiting for Bian without doing anything.

"Are you going home after this?" Bian's question broke the awkwardness.

"Yes." Yeah." Answer Kinan without hesitation.

"Before that, can you help me for a moment. While waiting for me to finish my meal, please tidy up the papers in front of you, because they are too messy." Point Bian at the papers on his desk that are so messy and try to make Kinan feel more comfortable during his meal.

"Ah, yes." Kinan immediately tidied up the messy papers and arranged them neatly on the table, while Bian slightly moved away from Kinan to finish his meal. Bian did not stop staring at Kinan who was focusing on tidying up his papers that were quite messy. His two eyes could not stop not looking at the woman who had stolen his heart.

"Kin." Call Bian in a slow tone, to Kinan who is now focused on cleaning his papers.

Feeling his name being called, Kinan was momentarily fixated on the call, moreover he was quite surprised at his name which Bian suddenly called. The tone spoken by Bian seemed to be enough to make Kinan feel nervous when he heard it, he turned his head with doubt to Bian who was right beside him.

"What do you think of how I feel about you?"

".."

Kinan's eyes suddenly became wide open from being quite surprised to hear him, his chest was also pounding involuntarily because of the words thrown by Bian to him, to make him fixated on his sudden speech.

"Tomorrow, I will return to Jakarta and do not know how long it will be back here again, because of that..." Bian paused his kalimant. "I want to hear what you think of me." Later connections.

However, Kinan remained silent and did not say a single sentence. It seemed that he was quite surprised to hear the question, to the point of having difficulty answering it, even his hands were quite trembling from being too nervous.

"I want to wait for you who are still confused, but I don't seem as patient as that to wait for an answer from you." Said Bian, who was now walking towards Kinan.

"One thing, is there anything you're interested in?"

"Sir, that.., I.."

"In that way, I have a reason to come back here again."

"..."

Silence enveloped both of them, and Kinan who had been silent, became more confused to answer them, because he actually still did not get an answer from his feelings. He then ventured to stand staring at Bian who was now close to him.

"I'm. sorry." Although he hesitated a little when he wanted to say it, Kinan finally said what he was thinking right now in his heart

"..."

"I'm sorry about what? Do you have anything wrong with me?" Said Bian then, after a moment of silence noiseless.

"That's.., I.."

"Anything like this, you can't feel anything at all?" Bian stood closer to Kinan, trying to make Kinan consider his feelings more. That, of course, became more confusing for Kinan, his lips so heavy to just say something, especially to Bian who is now so close to him.

"Why? Why are you like this? I mean, why should I?" Said Kinan staring confusedly at Bian in front of him with his unhappiness.

"Yes, why?" Said Bian who also did not know the answer.

"......"

In a room that is quite spacious it adds its own silence with the condition of the two who are now just staring at each other in silence.

"I'm sorry, I have to go home." Kinan turned his gaze later and was about to leave Bian, but Bian's hand managed to hold him back who was about to leave.

Bian held her back for a moment before finally pulling Kinan in his arms.

"Sir," the shocked Kinan tried to release himself at Bian's embrace.

"Just for a second, please let me hug you like this for a moment." Said Bian asking Kinan not to let go of his wound. Kinan so could not refuse it and just accept it, even though his feelings were a little uncomfortable because it was awkward. Her chest spread also voiced and showed her feeling who was nervous hugging Bian.

"I don't know why I'm interested and like you, it's just.." Bian removed his wound and switched to holding onto both of Kinan's arms and was now looking at him fixedly within a short distance.

"I just like you, that's my answer." He looked at Kinan again.

"No, I don't think you like me." Answer Kinan.

Bian scrunched his forehead as soon as Kinan said that. "What do you mean?" Ask someone who is confused.

Kinan released both of Bian's hands which were on both of his arms. "You're just curious, because I'm the Kinan you once knew at the orphanage." Kinan looked at Bian.

Bian was a little surprised by Kinan's reply, until it involuntarily left him speechless.

"Why can you think like that?" Ask later.

"Because, that's what I've been thinking all along. You just misunderstood how you felt about me, and you thought that to me." Reply Kinan looked awkwardly at Bian.

"If I misunderstand, I won't kiss you at that time."

"..." - ".Kinan became silent because of that answer.

"Can you kiss someone you don't like?"

"..."

"Do I need to prove my feelings to you again?"

"Eh, that.., I understand, I understand, therefore..," Suddenly Kinan became nervous himself, to the point of twitching.

"So it turns out that's why you still can't give me the answer. All right, it's okay. This time I'll give in, I'll wait for the answer again until you're completely sure of how you feel about me." Bian's smile now chose to wait even longer.

"Tomorrow I should go, therefore.., can you consider thinking about the answer?"

Kinan looked awkwardly at Bian in front of him.