My Little Girlfriend

88. When Love Is Approaching

Of love? Isn't that the answer?..

What they were feeling right now was a feeling that led to him. Words that are difficult to express, thoughts that are always focused on him, until the chest pounding every time you think and meet him is something that is so disturbing both.

Although the feeling has grown in the heart and feelings of both, in fact it is not easy to have each other let alone bind it, until you have to continue to fight to get it. But does love have to have?

...

The night changed by morning. The weather looks bright, traffic conditions are starting to look irregular, which is accompanied by a lot of activity carried out by the community has been welcomed this morning. The same thing is done by Bian and Kinan today. Not much has changed despite yesterday's feeling of raging in the chest, both of which are still working as usual.

Although being professional, but the heart can not be denied to keep thinking, on the answer that is still pending, also on the answer that will certainly feel itself. Bian and Kinan were still immersed in his own thoughts.

The feelings felt by the two are quite contrasting, Bian who is already convinced of his feelings is just waiting for an answer from Kinan, while Kinan is still weighing his own feelings on Bian.

"How do you keep giving me a job, anyway?" Bian grumbled when Dimas gave him some papers to check and sign.

The pile of files was quite a lot, making Bian feel annoyed when he saw it.

''I'm sorry, but you have to check this and finish it as soon as possible, because yesterday was delayed.'' Dimas replied quite firmly, despite the protests from the top of it.

His words made Bian so unable to dwell, because considering yesterday he who had left his job to choose a path with Kinan.

''Does this really have to be done today?'' Asked Bian with a hopeful expression, he sighed in annoyance as Dimas nodded his head confirming the sign.

"Damn, this is how I can't see him!'' Mumbled annoyed.

Although upset Bian still did his job. In addition, Dimas, who was his personal assistant, was a little surprised by Bian's response today, as this was the first time he had seen Bian grumbling in front of his stack of files, because if it was Bian that he usually saw, he would do it without protest and complain let alone ask for his opinion.

"Is this about non-Adel?" Guess Dimas saw Bian who continued to be unfocused a few days, even during his time in Japan a few days ago also had time to see Bian who continued to daydream something. He even immediately ran away from his job, something Bian had never done before.

Although it has been a long time accompanying Bian, in fact Dimas does not really know Bian completely, especially on the contents of his heart. Although he knew Bian's closeness to Adel, but Dimas did not really know the development of the relationship between the two, so he could only guess.

He can only guess about Adel, although not sure of it, because his memory when in Japan convinced him, he said, recalling after lifting the phone from Adel, Bian's face slightly scowled and continued to sigh long.

...

Being in a different place, looks Kinan who is also busy with his work. Although his feelings were not calm, because he was afraid if he had to face Bian directly, but he could still control it with his professional attitude, especially he did not meet with Bian today, until the time we want to go to lunch.

"What do you mean?" Confused Kinan.

"Pretend to be so again!" Decak Shiva doesn't like it.

"Hey, I don't know anything, haven't you told me what you mean?, so how do I know? Then what did you mean by playing smooth?" Kinan said trying to confront Shiva. He tried to stay calm so as not to be provoked by Shiva's attitude.

"Let's see when you can be this calm!" Shiva said a little threateningly, he then left just like that after saying it, leaving a confusion on Kinan.

"Ha! Why else, is he?." Kinan was somewhat confused by Shiva's intentions, but he tried to ignore Shiva's words and resumed what he was doing.

There was no time for him to respond to his attitude and behavior, because it was not just a one-time Shiva behaved like that to him. Given Shiva who does not like him, making Kinan no longer fixated on his attitude that sometimes likes to hurt him.

He has tried to make peace with his attitude, therefore he chose to be indifferent, especially there is no time for him to think about Shiva's behavior, because his mind is now fulfilled of Bian who always haunts him.

He still can not forget the incident yesterday when he went with Bian, also on his first kiss, therefore he always tried to calm his heart which from morning could not stop pounding. Because of that he became a little lost focus to often daydream himself. Despite trying to stay calm and be professional, in fact he can not stop thinking about Bian, especially his answer to the statement from Bian.

"I still haven't found the answer." He muttered a little scared if he had to meet with Bian today.

It is difficult in fact for Kinan to overcome this new feeling, especially he had to deal with the boss who turned out to have a past memory with him even if only briefly. Not only words, what attitude he had to address to him was also so difficult for him to do. So suddenly, it feels unreal, so it is difficult to digest its meaning.

"What should I do now? Especially if you meet him?" He said a little confused if he had to meet with Bian.

...

The person he was thinking about was now struggling with his work, it was so passionate to immediately complete his work that piled up. His eyes continued to focus on the files that were piling up on his desk, although he occasionally sighed to relieve his affection, he did not stop to continue to complete his responsibilities.

"Rubber..." Complain Bian, who then stopped his work for a moment by leaning on the chair he was sitting in at this time.

He looked up at the ceiling of the roof he was looking at, sighing deeply with his mind fixed on Kinan.

"When should I wait?" His murmur was referring to the answer from Kinan. "This time, I don't want to fail again." He nodded again with a hopeful look.

"Duh, my body's sealing all because it's sitting too long." Stop daydreaming, Bian was now trying to move his body that felt sore.