My Little Girlfriend

130. Live and Face

Although there is awkwardness between the two, which even slightly strained the relationship between the two, but both Bian and Bayu shake hands for the happiness of Kinan. Relationships are tied to the same person, making both agree to synergize for the happiness of people who are so meaningful and special to them, which is none other than Kinan itself. Women who both know well and have filled their memory that also has a place in their hearts.

The peaceful relationship between Bian and Bayu that had been awkward and seemed unfriendly, made the conversation more comfortable and no longer stiff, although the awkwardness still enveloped those who had just met in person and chatted for the first time.

In addition to the awkward chat between Bian and Bayu, there was a short chat that was also done by Kinan and Bayu, who had met from the beginning to talk about something. The two resume the content of their conversation which was interrupted due to the sudden arrival of Bian. While Bian, who no longer feels worried and disturbed by Bayu, finally gave Kinan time to talk to Bayu alone.

Although a little uncomfortable and jealous to see the closeness of the two, but he also relented and chose to give space for the two to talk to each other. He also chose to sit away from the two who were chatting.

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"Are you asking to meet Mas Bayu because you want to say this? About your relationship with your boyfriend?" Bayu.

"Yes, but actually it's not just this matter that Kinan wants to say the same mas Bayu." Replied Kinan, who was currently just sitting together chatting with Bayu.

"There's more, about what? Does this still have something to do with your problem?" Tanya Bayu refers to the relationship between Kinan and his girlfriend.

"That is said to be the same, Bayu is indeed true. Because what Kinan wants to say still has to do with Kinan and Bian's brother." Kinan also confirmed Bayu's speech.

Bayu looked silent. "All right, about what? Just say it." Said later.

"What is the view of Bayu about the relationship between Kinan and Bian? Do you think this may sound strange?"

Hearing that certainly makes Bayu look surprised, because it looks unexpected with the question asked by Kinan to him. "Why do you even think of it that way? Aren't you happy with your relationship with your boyfriend?" Ask back.

"Ah, not really, it's just that there's a lot of things I'm worried about my relationship with Brother Bian. Kinan felt this relationship would not be easy." Kinan said honestly to Bayu.

"Do you love her?" Bayu asks on Kinan's true feelings.

"Yes" replied Kinan.

"Then what about her, does she love you too?" This time Bayu wanted to confirm Bian's squeeze on Kinan.

"Yes." Yeah." Again, Kinan answered with the same answer.

"Then what else are you worried about, aren't your feelings the same?"

Kinan lowered his head in silence, he seemed hesitant to explain the thing that worried him.

"Actually, he is my current boss, especially he is the grandson of the owner of the hotel where I work today." Clearly then.

"You think too far, and worry too much. Didn't you guys just get into a relationship? enjoy your current relationship moment. About how to think about it later." Sayu responds to the words Kinan.

"Yes, but Kinan still needs to think in the future how, because it will be difficult to accept that Kinan's feelings are already deep later." Kinan.

"You two started because you like each other, right? Isn't that enough for your relationship? About the thing you are worried about, do you not already know the risk from the beginning, you should not feel burdened again about it? Aye, right?" Reply Bayu.

Because of Bayu's words, making Kinan silently pensively think about his words. He also became aware of his decision to accept Bian from the beginning, he who actually knows what obstacles he will face in the future when establishing a relationship with Bian, who is his own boss, and who is his own boss, now make his eyes open on what he has already lived and done. He could no longer make her retreat, and all he could do was live it.

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"You're pretty close to that guy named Bayu?" Ask Bian who seems curious about Kinan's relationship with Bayu. Both are now in front of Kinan's boarding house.

"We were quite close, because it was Bayu and his family who helped me a lot during my stay here." Answer Kinan.

"So yeah, I don't know why I'm a little jealous. I knew you first, but the relationship between you two is much more intimate and not awkward." Said Bian who felt jealous of the familiarity of Bayu and Kinan that looks warm and no distance, compared to him who even though he is Kinan's girlfriend, but Kinan's attitude is sometimes still awkward when talking to him.

Kinan felt embarrassed to hear Bian's words, because he felt pierced by the reality of him who was still a little awkward when chatting with him.

"Wait you back to the hotel what ride? You didn't bring a car?" Kinan tried to divert the conversation.

"As of now, you're still talking formally to me." Bian seemed to correct Kinan's speech which still spoke quite formally with him.

"Ah, sorry, because I'm still not quite used to calling you with me you." Answer Kinan who realized his mistake.

"Have it, I will not protest any more about your calling, nor the way you talk to me, which is important you and I are dating now." Bian no longer talks about Kinan who is not used to chatting casually with him, and more focus on his relationship with Kinan now that he wants to serialize.

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The relationship between the two also continues to move on without caring anymore about the things that hinder them. Kinan, who no longer thinks too much about and disputes the gap between himself and Bian, is now increasingly made relieved at his feelings that since a few days ago continue to feel anxious because of the things that continue to worry him.

His brief conversation with Bayu, at least opened his eyes, and now made him confident and more confident in what he had done. At her desperation when she first accepted Bian's feelings and who eventually formed a relationship with Bian.

"True mas Bayu, I should just try to enjoy the moment of my relationship with brother Bian, about what the future looks like, I will deal with it later."

Kinan stood up to his confidence, and tried to think positively on his relationship with Bian.